Chapter 25 : He was so special

Why did it feel like my life was falling apart? Was it. Maybe this was the beginning of something good. Something great, something that will change my life forever. There were five things I had learnt during the past two and a half months with Eric or just from being with Eric.

1. Just because you love someone, it doesn't mean they're obligated to love you back.

2. You don't plan, never plan, live as the day goes by. You're in control but never fully in control of your fate.

3. Unplanned pregnancies are not always dreadful, if you have the right support system.

4. You can't and cannot choose who you want to fall in-love with. It's as if your heart has a mind of its own, you just follow the way as it leads.

5. Pushing someone away is harder than it seems. It's true what they say, if you love something set it free..

After puking my guts out for the second time this morning , I looked at myself as I brushed my teeth on the mirror. This is really my life? This is really me. I'm going