MasukChapter 3
Kirk's pov A month had passed, yet my life still felt like it had been placed on pause since that night. Stacy had disappeared like smoke, leaving behind nothing but the echo of her voice and the memory of her touch. She had given me only her first name, as if that single detail was enough to keep me tethered to her forever. For a man who had always approached his sex life with calm detachment, what I was experiencing now was uncharted territory. I had never lost sleep over a woman. I had never replayed the same night in my head over and over again like a broken record. But now, 4 weeks had gone by, and her face still surfaced in my mind every single morning before I even opened my eyes. Her laughter. The way her fingers trembled slightly when our hands brushed. The warmth of her skin under my palms. It was maddening. “The houses in the valley have all sold, sir.” Angie’s voice broke through my thoughts, almost startling me. I looked up to find her standing by my desk, her lips curled into one of those calculated smiles she reserved just for me. “Well, that’s a win, Angie,” I said, forcing a measure of enthusiasm into my voice. “Good job.” She straightened, clearly pleased. “I knew you’d be happy.” Happy. I almost laughed. If only she knew the storm brewing inside me. Starry Homes was still struggling to find its footing. It was ironic, really. I was the son of a billionaire, raised under a roof of endless resources, yet here I was - battling the odds to build my own empire from scratch. My father had never supported this. He had made it clear that if I wanted to survive in the real world, I should do so without his safety net. And I had accepted that challenge proudly. Tracing Stacy would have been ridiculously easy if I had just called him. Or my brother. They could have found her in a matter of hours. But that would come with expectations, with obligations, with silent demands that I return to the family business. I refused. Angie was still staring at me. “A penny for your thoughts, boss,” she said softly, leaning forward slightly. Her hand rested on the desk as she twisted a lock of her dark hair around her finger. Her blouse dipped dangerously low, exposing more of her cleavage than professionalism allowed. She knew exactly what she was doing. Angie always did. I shifted in my seat, uncomfortable. When would she finally understand that her tactics were pointless? “Is there anything else you need before I leave your office?” she asked, her voice smooth as honey. “I don’t want anything, Angie,” I replied, my patience thinning. Her smile faltered slightly, but she remained planted where she stood. Since the day she joined Starry Homes, Angie had made no secret of her desire for me. She flirted shamelessly, brushed against me unnecessarily, laughed too loudly at my jokes. Ordinarily, I might have indulged her, might have allowed myself that distraction. But Stacy had changed everything. Four weeks ago, long before Angie’s presence could excite me even remotely, Stacy had made herself the center of my universe without even trying. The sight of Angie’s body should have stirred something. Instead, it felt hollow, meaningless. Stacy’s memory had poisoned me. Or perhaps healed me. I couldn’t tell. “Angie,” I sighed, pressing my fingers to my temple, “leave my office.” This time, my voice held no amusement, no tolerance. Her eyes widened in surprise. For a moment, I thought she would finally obey. Instead, something unreadable flickered inside her gaze — determination, maybe. She rounded the desk and stepped closer. Too close. Before I could react, she leaned down and pressed her lips against mine. The shock froze me momentarily. Her body molded against mine, her warmth seeping through the fabric of our clothes. I could feel the curve of her breasts, the softness of her skin, the faint scent of her perfume wrapping around me. This should have ignited something. It didn’t. My body remained stiff, unresponsive. My thoughts drifted, not to Angie, but to Stacy - her soft sighs, the warmth of her embrace. I pushed Angie away gently but firmly. She stared at me, wounded pride flashing across her face. Without another word, she turned and walked out. Only then did I notice how short her skirt truly was, how much skin she had offered. And yet… none of it mattered. The burning in my chest returned, sharp and relentless. It wasn’t lust. It wasn’t just desire. It was longing — a deep, consuming ache for a woman who had turned my world upside down and disappeared. I grabbed my jacket and keys. I couldn’t breathe in that office anymore. The gym was my refuge whenever my mind threatened to drown me. The steady rhythm of exertion usually cleared my thoughts, but today, even the familiar scent of sweat and steel couldn’t erase her image. Joe greeted me with his usual energy, slapping my shoulder. “Man, you look like hell. Rough day?” “You could say that,” I muttered. We started our routine, but my movements were unfocused, my punches lacking rhythm. Joe noticed quickly. “Alright, enough. What’s going on? You’re somewhere else.” I hesitated, then gave in. “Four weeks ago, I went to a bar and met a woman…” “Typical Kirk,” he interrupted with a grin. “This isn’t a joke,” I snapped. “I can’t get over her, Joe. I’ve never experienced anything like this.” His teasing faded. “So the heartbreaker has a heart after all.” “I was never a heartbreaker,” I said, punching the bag with force. “The women always knew where they stood with me.” “So what’s different about this one?” “She didn’t feel like just another woman.” My voice dropped. “She felt like… something more. And she disappeared.” Joe leaned against the wall, listening intently now. “She only told me her name,” I continued. “Stacy. That’s it. I contacted the phone company, tried to trace her.” He chuckled. “You went that far?” “There were over one thousand five hundred Stacys,” I groaned. “So I tried the directory. Described her - Five-eight. Red hair. Blue eyes.” “And?” he asked. “Fifty matches. Fifty possible ghosts. I’m stuck, Joe. Completely stuck.” “Didn’t think the great Kirk would ever chase a woman like this.” “I’m not chasing,” I muttered. “I’m searching. There’s a difference.” We returned to our workout, the silence thick. I sensed Joe’s mind ticking. Then he asked, quietly this time, “Kirk… did you use protection?” The question sent a strange chill down my spine. “That’s random,” I said, my lips curling into a snare. “Just answer me.” I huffed out a deep breath of frustration. “No. Why?” His expression changed. Something serious replaced his usual humor. “Because… It's unprofessional, but a Stacy walked into my hospital yesterday.” he said slowly. “Tall, red hair, blue eyes...” My heart stuttered violently. “What?” I breathed. “She was tested and confirmed pregnant.” His eyes rolled. “She's four weeks pregnant.” The world tilted. Four weeks. The same four weeks I had been drowning in her memory. The same four weeks since that night. That's definitely my Stacy. It had to be her. There were not that many coincidences in the world. My chest felt tight, painfully so. “Where is she?” I asked, my voice raw. “She’ll be back for another appointment tomorrow.”CHAPTER 14STACY’S POVThe silence Kirk left behind was worse than all the shouting.It felt like the air had been pulled out of the room. I could barely breathe. I stood in the middle of my small living room, my hands shaking as I pushed my fingers through my hair, trying to fix it.I had to move.If I stayed there any longer, I felt like the walls would close in on me.I quickly booked a ride to my parents’ house. My heart was beating fast as I sat on the passenger seat. I held the seat tightly, my knuckles turned white.I didn’t cry. I couldn’t afford to cry yet.When I opened their front door, the smell of my mother’s cooking filled the air. It should have made me feel safe. It should have made me feel at home.Instead, it felt fake. Like everything was pretending to be normal.My parents were in the living room. The television was playing softly in the background. They looked tired but calm.“Stacy? What are you doing here so late?” my mother asked as she stood up. She was smilin
Chapter 13Kirk's POVI pulled over to the side of the road, my hands still vibrating against the wheel. I reached for my phone and dialed the international number before I could talk myself out of it. It rang twice before she picked up.“Kirk?” Lisa’s voice was clear, the background noise of Paris humming behind her. “I was gonna call you. How are you doing?”“I’m good, nothing much” I said, staring out at the dark asphalt. “I’m interested…” my hands clenched.There was a pause on the other end, then a soft sigh. “Uhmm… interested in what exactly?”“You mentioned Paris,” I muttered, rubbing my eyes. “The estate management firm. You said there was a spot for me. Look, I know this might not be the right time but things are a bit complicated for me right now.”He huffed out a soft breath. “What's going on, Kirk?” She asked. “You sound tired… kinda frustrated.”I opened my lips to speak but no words could emerge. After a short time of hesitation, I said. “I have a lot on me right now, I
CHAPTER 12 KIRK’S POV The hospital hallway was too bright. The lights were everywhere. I didn’t stop to talk to my parents. I didn’t turn back to look at the doctor or that door or anything behind me. I just walked. My shoes hit the floor, loud, too loud. Every step echoed in my head. It felt like the sound was following me, like it was chasing me down the hall. With every step, it felt like I was leaving pieces of my life behind. Like I was walking away from something I could never get back. I pushed through the glass doors and stepped outside. Heat rushed at me all at once. It didn’t matter. I barely felt it. I got into my car and slammed the door shut. I grabbed the steering wheel and held on tight. So tight that my knuckles turned white. My hands were shaking, but I didn’t let go. Arnold. The name burned in my chest. It tasted bad in my mouth, even when I didn’t say it out loud. 99% The number kept repeating in my head, over and over. I didn’t believe it. I couldn’t. Ev
CHAPTER 11 ARNOLD’S POV I stood in the hospital hallway, leaning my back against the cold wall behind me. This was the day - the day to know whose heir that unborn baby is. My father was walking back and forth in front of us, his steps sharp and impatient. My mother sat stiffly on a chair, her back straight, her hands folded neatly on her lap. Her eyes were locked on the lab doors, like she could force them open just by staring. Kirk stood near the window, looking outside, but his eyes were empty. He wasn’t really looking at anything. He looked exhausted, like someone who hadn’t slept properly in a long time. One person was not there. “Where is she?” Dad demanded loudly as he checked his watch. “Stacy should be here for this.” “She’s at home,” Kirk replied. His voice was low and thin, like it could break at any moment. “She’s tired, Dad. She’s been through enough already.” I laughed, short and dry, without any humor in it. “Tired?” I said. “Or embarrassed, Kirk? She already
CHAPTER 10 STACY’S POVThe morning air in Sacramento felt heavy. It smelled like rain, even though none was falling. The humidity made it hard to breathe. I felt the same inside. Three weeks had passed since I left the hospital. Three long weeks of quiet, of waiting, of pretending everything was normal.I sat on the edge of my bed. My hand rested on my stomach. The baby inside me was growing. I could feel it. Not moving yet, but real and alive. This little life was the only thing that felt real. Everything else around me was messy. Hillary came in with a tray. There was orange juice and oatmeal. She had been here every day since I came home. She made sure I ate. She made sure I rested. She kept me from disappearing into my own sadness.“You’re staring again,” she said quietly, setting the tray on the nightstand.“I’m just… thinking,” I said. “I wonder what he—or she—will look like. Will the baby have my blue eyes? Or those gray eyes from Devon that haunt me every time I close mine?
CHAPTER 9KIRK’S POVThe hospital hallway had never felt so long. Each step felt heavy, like my feet were dragging through water, even though my heart was racing ahead of me. Lisa was somewhere behind me, calling my name, trying to keep up, but I barely registered her presence. None of that mattered. None of it did.All that mattered was the woman behind that door.The woman who had been lying still and silent for days.The woman who had been trapped in a coma while I unraveled piece by piece.I pushed the door open without slowing down, my chest heaving, my lungs burning. For a split second, I was ready to drop to my knees in gratitude, to thank God, fate…anything that had given her back to me. I expected the same quiet, sterile room I had grown used to. The same machines. The same suffocating stillness.Instead, the air felt wrong, thick and heavy with tension.My eyes went straight to the bed, and my heart leaped violently when I saw Stacy’s eyes open. She was awake. She was real







