HE REALLY have a girlfriend now. Paano? Gaano na sila katagal? why did he hid it from her? and why—
Mariing napapikit si Astria nang makalabas nang lobby nang hotel, kasabay nang malamig na panahon ang pagbagsak nang damdamin nya. Ang galing nya naman magtago. Hindi manlang nya namalayang may girlfriend pala eto. She suddenly remembered last month nung bumisita sila sa bahay nila Cian. Lolo Carlos always joked about their engagement tuwing nagpupunta sya don pero Cian always laugh it off and her? syempre kinikilig sa gilid. But ang mas nakakasakit pa ay, Cian always replied to it na "Lo naman, you're so impatient, kalma lang. Little Star is still a student right?we should wait for her to graduate" saad neto kaya naman mas lalong naniwala sya na sya talaga ang papakasalan nang binata, pero ano na? he had a girlfriend. Napatawa nalang ang dalaga habang nangangatog na nag lalakad, She laugh her ass off. Feel nya tuloy ay pinaglalaruan lang sya nang binata. The laugh suddenly become tears, kasabay ang malamig na hangin ay ang pagbagsak nang mga luha nya habang yakap yakap ang sarili dahil sa lamig. She really hate being iyakin tamo umiiyak nanaman sya! Akala nya talaga ay na may gusto rin sakanya si Cian dahil sa asal neto, he also never clarify their relationship in their parents, he even agreed on what Lolo Carlos said about engagement kaya mas lalong umasa si Astria. She thought that he agreed on being his Fiancé dahil may feelings sya sakanya, lol jokes on her for assuming things, so stupid. Luminga-linga si Astria pero wala syang makitang hotel sa paligid, mas lalo tuloy syang naiyak. Pero bago pa yon, Inilabas nya ang cellphone nya at nagsearch ng malapit na hotel gamit ang g****e maps at luckily, she see one pero almost 45 mins ang lalakadin, kahit na lamig na lamig ay nagpatuloy sa paglalakad si Astria hanggang sa makarating na sya sa hotel. Agad syang magtungo sa front desk matapos makapasok sa lobby at nagtanong kung may bakante pa pero nadismaya lang sya nang malamang wala nang kwarto. Wow akala nya ay swerte na sya, pati ba naman dito malas sya. Hindi na nya alam, feel nya pag lumabas pa sya ay baka magkahypotermia na sya sa sobrang lamig. Kaya naman she's debating kung hahanap pa ba nang bagong hotel o mag aantay nalang sa lobby nang hotel na to when suddenly, she hear that someone is Calling her name. "ASTRIA!" Napalingon naman si Astria nang marinig ang pangalan nya. She was stunned nang makita ang isang lalaking naglalakad papunta sakanya, His wearing a black turtle neck with a beige long coat paired with slacks. She was stunned. The Tall and Long-legged Man walks near to her with plain black facial expression with a noble demeanor and cold aura. Napakurap kurap si Astria bago tumitig ulit sa lalaking naglalakad papalapit sakanya. "K-Kuya C-Cairan? Kuya Cairan Funtaveriá?" Astria unconsciously said, nabigla naman sya dahil how dare she called her that? Kuya!? pero bakit sya nandito? kailan sya nakauwi? ang alam nya kasi ay nasa abroad eto. Cairan Funtaveriá is the half brother of Cian, Mas matanda si Cairan nang tatlong taon kaya dapat kuya ang tawag nya dito pero kasi, Cairan has a special identity. Anak sya sa labas nang tatay ni Cian at dahil don ay hindi maganda ang maging relasyon ni Cian at Cairan. They are hostile to each other and Cian never called him brother kahit pa mas matanda rin sya sakanya. Well, She never had communication with him kaya wala na syang balita rito, Hindi rin sila close so hindi nya alam kung anong itatawag kay Cairan. Cairan didn't seems to bothered how she call her at kumunot ang noo nang makalapit kay Astria "What are you doing her, Astria? it's already late" walang emosyon na saad neto at sa mababang tono, may kung anong naramdaman naman si Astria dahil saad nang binata. Baka dahil nasa sensitive sya ngayon kaya nya naramdaman yon but she's still thankful for that little concern. Feel nya tuloy ay maiiyak sya ulit, but she shook her head. "Uhm, Cian got in trouble kaya sinundo ko sya sa pulis para mapalaya sya" saad nang dalaga habang iniisip ang nangyari kanina. She just sighed. Hindi naman na nagulat si Cairan sa sagot neto. "Ganon? eh asaan sya? Why are you alone here in the lobby?" napatameme naman si Astria. "Well, Sya at yung girlfriend nya ay nasa kabilang hotel nakabooked, yung malapit sa Police Station" saad nya in a depressive tone "Eh sarado na yung dorm namin, hindi naman ako makakabalik dahil for sure nilocked na ang gate, anong oras nadin kasi so I'm finding some vacant room pero wala e punuan ata lahat nang hotel ngayon" may lungkot na saad nang dalaga, sobrang malas nya talaga ngayon. "Eh? Aren't you..." he paused for a while "Aren't you his girlfriend?" pagpapatuloy ni Cairan. Haha akala nya din? lol Baka he also heard yung biro biro ni Lolo Carlos kaya naman akala nya din ay may something sakanila ni Cian. They never denied it din kasi kaya siguro nag lead into misunderstanding, na namisunderstood din ni Astria. Astria didn't know how to response, ayaw nyang ipakitang nasasaktan sya kaya si forced herself to smile with chanting this one word "No..." may kung anong tonong saad nya "Never" dagdag pa ni Astria at pilit ulit na ngumiti. She felt awkwardness nang makitang nakatitig lang sakanya si Cairan without even uttering a single word, she's also confused and in dazed. His eyes are really something, so special. Well, Cairan's eyes are not like the Funtaveriás. They have a light brownish eyes while Cairan's eyes are dark brown that are almost similar to black. So beautiful that can decieved others and give illusions to the people. Nagiwas tingin nalang ang dalaga, nagiging uncomfortable narin kasi ang titigan nila. She felt something na hindi nya madescribed. Nang mapansin hindi na sumagot si Cairan ay agad syang gumawa nang excuses, ewan ba nya, her mind was in mess. "Ah, well. That engagement was just lolo's joke after all and also magkaibigan lang din naman kami" parang aligagang saad ni Astria trying to revive the dead atmosphere earlier. "Then, you should explained that to your family they might take it seriously. Also Look, He always uses you when his in trouble like now, you bailed him to jail just because he start a fight, why you? I mean, like you said he has a girlfriend, bakit hindi yung girlfriend nya ano yon display lang?" mariing saad ni Cairan, napatameme naman si Astria. His so sharp-tongued, she never expected that. But... Tama nga naman sya. Cian always asked for help every time he's in trouble at sya tong uto uto tutulong naman.Matapos umalis ni Cairan ay nagpatuloy lamang ang dinner na may kanya-kanyang topic, Astria is just eating quietly not minding everyone. Uwing uwi na sya, sumasama narin ang tyan nya dahil sa pilit na pagkain. Kailan pa ba to matatapos? she's soffucated."Star, iha. Ok ka lang ba? tahimik ka dyan? You look pale too" concern na pansin ng matanda kay Astria dahila para mapaangat ng tingin si Astria."Oo nga star, ok ka lang ba?" sabat pa ni Odette at napakunot noo."Ahh, opo. Medyo sumama lang talaga yung tyan ko" ngiting saad ng dalaga "I'll just use the bathroom po muna" dagdag nya pang paalam."O sya, baka kailangan mo gamot? mukhang naimpatyo ka ata" sagot naman ng matanda na may pagaalala sa mata."No, lolo. Siguro i'll just need to refreshen myself" pagiiling ng daaga saka tumayo.Nasusuka sya sa totoo lang mukhang nasa limit na ang tyan nya kaya naman dali-dali na syang nagdire-diretso sa banyo sa kusina.Matapos pa lamang makapasok ay tama nga sya, halos lahat ata ng kinain nya
Dahil nagkasundo naman na ang dalawang pamilya tungkol sa engagement, nagsimula na ang enggarbong preperations, busy sina Odette at Roy sa pagaasikaso ng mga bagay bagay.Astella can't participate dahil hanggang ngayon ay hindi parin maganda ang pakiramdam nya at halos hindi parin sya makatayo sa higaan nya kaya naman during this time, laging nasa tabi ng ina nya si Astria at inaalagan eto.Bigla namang tumunog ang telepono ni Astria, nagtext si Yuniña. Nagtatanong kung ano ba talagang nangyari sakanila ni Cairan.Yuniña: What happen? napakasama ng aura ngayon ni Boss Pogi, his aura has been very low netong mga nakaraan. He's been in badmood kaya naman hindi kami makaimik sa office.Hindi naman mapigilan ni Astria na mapatanong kay Yuniña.Astria: How is he...?She sounds so shameless, haha. Thinking this sumasakit ang puso nya.Yuniña: Ayun, mukhang binubugbog ang sarili sa trabaho, he always work overtime halos hindi na nga sya umuuwi sa penthouse nya, buti nalang talaga at may kwa
Kahit naman wala silang clear na break u, hindi na ri kasi nagreply pa sakanya si Cairan so she just assumed things are done dahil narin sa sinabi nya. Isa pa, Cairan isn;t that kind of man that will beg you to death for you to come back. He's always quiet, aloof and calm and she only had a glimpse of his clinggyness na hindi alam ng iba netong mga nakaraang araw, mga panahong magkasama pa sila."Ahh.. sino ba sya? you really seems to care about him too much" unwilling mang tanungin ngunit tinanong parin ng binata, he's curious how great that man is to get Astria in his palms like this.Napahinto naman si Astria dahil sa sinabi ng binata.Seeing her silent nainis si Cian, hindi nya alam kung bakit pero naiinis talaga sya "Is he that good?" his tone is sarcasic at tila ba may ibang meaning kaya napakunot noo si Astria, hindi nya maintindihan ang ginagawa ni Cian.Pero tumango na lamang si Astria."I never seen anyone as good as him" dagdag pa ni Astria nang may ngiti sa mukha habang in
She might looks behave and obedient to his mom pero her eyes is no longer the same back then in the paste, her eyes looks tired and uninterested.Hindi naman nagtagal ang pagdidiscuss nila Odette tungkol sa mga bagay at aalis na sana ng kausapin ni Cian ang ina nya "Mom, mauna ka nalang muna. Kakausapin ko lang si Astria".Odette just look at him with some hesitated eyes, maybe nabalitaan neto ang nangyari sa ospital noon, matapos ang ilang minuto ay nagsalita rin naman eto "Alright, be nice to Star ok? She's your fiancee now and sooner she will be your wife, Do you got it?""Yes, I know mom, I understand" inis na sagot ni Cian, he was really annoyed tuwing pinagsasabihan sya ng kung sino kahit pa ina nya eto. Umalis naman na ang ina nya kasama si Roy na ngayo'y hindi matanggal ang abot tengang ngiti, hinatid neto si Odette papuntang gate. Pero, bago eto umalis ay lumingon muna eto sa likod sabay sabing "Astria, prepare some drinks si Cian habang naguusap kayo" utos neto kaya napairap
Kinaumagahan, halos mga alas kwatro nang umaga ng magising si Astella mula aa pagkakatulog, she was sober too at medyo magaan na ang pakiramdam nya. Nagulat pa sya ng magising sa hospital bed kaya naman napatitig sya sa gilid at nakita nya si Astria na natutulog, napalinga rin sya at napansin si Roy na prenteng natutulog sa sofa habang si Astria e nasa hindi komportableng posisyon.Napailing na lamang sya at napabuntong hininga, wala talagang pake ang asawa nya sa anak nila... she failed as a mother for choosing a bad father. May hinuha na sya sa nangyayari kung bakit nandito ulit ang anak nya and she feels so bad and guilty. Hahawakan sana ni Astella ang ulo ng anak para himasin ng gumalaw ang dalaga, naalimpungatan ata eto.Nagulat eto ng makitang nakabangon ang ina mula sa pagkakahiga "Mom! gising ka na! teka, you should I down first kailangan mong magpahinga" natatarantang saad neto at ginaya ang ina papahiga "Nilagnat ka ulit at sobrang taas kaya naman dinala ka na namin ni dad
"Mamili ka ng maayos Astria, you being engaged to Cian and cut ties with that bastard or you will be freed but your damn mother will be sold with some maniac old man and your lovely illegitimate man will be kicked out of the Funtaveria Corp, choose wisely Astria. Choose" paguulit pa ni Roy na puno ng ngisi ang labi, nakikita nya kasi ang reaksyon ni Astria. She looks pale, shocked an helpless, and he's enjoying it.Choice... do that shit can be called a choices!? kahit anong piliin nya wala syang magagawa, lahat may masamang mangyayari... Naiiyak sya.Napalingon sya sa ama ng makarinig ng malalakas na halakhak."Astria, you should obey me and just damn get engaged with Cian and cut that bastard out of your life. Yan ang napag-usapan natin kanina diba bago ko ihatid ang ina mo sa ospital? You will obey what I want. Isa pa, Sure naman akong hindi mo kayang makitang maging parausan ng matanda yang nanay mo no? then, text that bastard that you will get engaged with her own damn step-brot