Breathe Sera.
Fingers fisted my hair and pulled upward, forcing me to look up at the man who’d just pulled a bag from over my head. He wore a suit and mask, both so black in color they seemed to suck the light right out of the room. There were no designs on the full-faced mask. It was just a void, a black hole, a vacant space where his face should have been. His hands were bare, and in the light of a huge crystal chandelier above our heads I caught the glint of the gold ring he wore on his right ring finger.
I sucked in my breath as my focus locked on the ring and the insignia woven across the golden band.
Il mio sangue scorre per la famiglia.
My blood runs for the family.
The Marino family motto.
Hot, uncontrollable tears blurred my vision as my body trembled with terror. I stole a glance around the room, seeing nothing but gold trim and gilded wallpaper that brought a fresh wave of tears to my eyes. I knew where I was. I knew this place. Worst of all, I knew what was rumored to happen here once or twice a year.
“Please,” I choked, turning pleading eyes toward the masked man towering above me. He rifled through a black duffle bag and tossed a handful of things on the floor where I knelt. Handcuffs caught the light of the impossibly expensive crystal chandelier above our heads as he tossed them on the floor, followed by a black strip of fabric that shimmered like fine silk, and a bundle of zip ties.
“Shut up,” he growled, his voice distorted by the mask hiding his face.
“My dad—”
“I don’t give a fuck who your daddy is.” His hand clamped around my neck so fast I didn’t have time to react. He lifted me off the floor and pressed me against the wall. “You’re as good as cattle now.”
I clawed his hands with my fingernails until he released me, and I crumpled to the floor, the zip ties binding my wrists and ankles together biting into my skin.
“Hey, dickhead, you’re not supposed to rough up the girls!” a male voice shouted from across the room.
“She’s asking for it. Mouthy, this one,” he retorted, and I could practically see the shit-eating smirk that followed his words. In reality, I hadn’t said a thing to this man other than please and why.
“Bet she can do an awful lot with that mouth,” a third male voice purred as the light in the room became suddenly shadowed by his figure, his face hidden by another black, faceless mask. He reached down and pinched my lower lip between his fingers and pulled. “Stick your tongue out for me, baby. I want to see what we’re working with.”
I choked on another sob, trying to pull away from him. His hand met my cheek, and fire erupted over my skin as his slap echoed around the room.
“What the fuck did I just say?” The second man walked into view. Unlike his two companions, he wasn’t wearing a mask. My blood ran cold as I met his dark brown eyes, taking in that familiar face and black hair. Niccolò Marino looked down at me without an ounce of sympathy in his eyes. He reached out, shoving the two masked men out of the way and gathered up the handcuffs and black silk before grabbing my wrists and pulling me upright.
“Where am I?” I asked stupidly, already knowing the answer but needing confirmation to ensure I wasn’t having a nightmare and this was, in fact, reality.
“I think you know,” he said in a low growl, shoving me forward through a doorway and into a large walk-in closet the same size as my shabby apartment in Ardmore, Pennsylvania. I tripped over my own feet as I locked eyes with an elderly maid. Her uniform smelled sharply of cigarette smoke. She clucked her tongue, frowning at me as she looked me up and down and then up at Niccolò for direction. “Clean her up. Make her look pretty.”
I yelped in surprise as he shoved me forward. I couldn’t catch myself with my wrists and ankles bound, so I just laid on my side and pulled my knees into my belly.
Niccolò cut the zip ties and kicked me in the back. “Get up, Seraphina.”
“Why am I here?”
But I was answered by the door clicking shut and the callused hands of the elderly maid closing around my shoulders. She roughly pulled my sweater off and unclasped my bra. I shielded myself, shaking as she scolded me in Italian and pinched my arm so hard it brought tears to my eyes.
“Stand up,” she ground out, and when I didn’t move, she pinched my arm again, twisting harder this time. I shakily stood, tears streaming down my cheeks and along my jaw as she pulled my skirt down over my waist, then my tights, but had the decency to leave on the lacey blue thong I was wearing.
Shame rushed over my naked skin. I instinctively felt for the little golden rosary my mother had given me over a decade ago for my tenth birthday that I always wore around my neck, but it was gone. Pain cracked somewhere deep in my chest as I frantically felt for it, panic heightening to a whole new level. “My necklace?”
“Don’t speak unless spoken to,” the maid snapped, pulling a black chemise over my shoulders. I sucked in a ragged breath as she turned me around and started dabbing my face with heavy makeup.
“She’s up, we need to go,” Niccolò barked from just outside the door.
“She’s done,” the maid sneered. There was a moment where panic turned to desperation, and I nearly reached out and clasped the woman around the neck. It wouldn’t take much to subdue her. She was even smaller than I was, barely five feet tall in my estimation.
But she wasn’t the issue. The three men standing outside the door weren’t even my biggest problem. It was the dozens of men from every prominent, powerful crime family on the eastern seaboard waiting in the Marino Mansion’s stately ballroom that would be my demise.
“What’s happening?” I croaked as Niccolò curled his fingers around my unbound wrist and pulled, leading me out of the room and into a dimly lit hallway.
“The auction. Why else did you think you were here?”
KillianIt’d been years since I last stepped foot in Sala delle Rose, the grotesquely enormous mansion situated on the Jersey coast. I avoided this place if I could help it. Grecian columns lined a long foyer as I walked toward the ballroom. Yes, a fucking ballroom. Riccardo Marino’s grandfather had built this place back in the early nineteen thirties and had apparently thought of everything when it came to what his descendants might get up to when he was six feet under and nothing but a mural on the wall.The Marinos were once the family—the ones calling the shots and ruling over practically the entire east coast. But Riccardo’s rise to power some thirty years ago saw the end of their reign. Now, the man threw his fancy parties and sat on his throne, which was exactly that: a big golden chair with red velvet cushions that overlooked the entire ballroom.I smirked as I entered and looked around.“Your mask?”I turned, looking Riccardo’s son Niccolò in the eyes. His pupils widened befo
SeraBright lights momentarily blinded me as Niccolò shoved me onto the stage. I’d been fighting him the whole time, screaming in terror at the top of my lungs as he dragged me through a narrow, dimly lit hallway. He’d cuffed my hands behind my back and slapped his hand over my mouth, threatening to beat me within an inch of my life if I didn’t shut up.“I’ll keep you alive,” he’d rasped, “only because killing you would be a merciful act compared to what will happen to you after the auction.”Now I stood on a stage practically naked. A black chemise two sizes too small hugged every curve and was so tight on my breasts that the silken fabric did nothing to hide the hardened peaks of my nipples. It was freezing, but I couldn’t tell if my teeth were chattering because of the cold or only the sheer, paralyzing panic I felt.My knees bit into stone as I looked up at the crowd through the thick tangles of curls falling over my face. They were all wearing masks. Some people tilted their head
Sera“Who are you?” I whispered to the man who’d just bought me for a million dollars.He was not handsome. He was not young. His eyes were bright and blue and cruel.“You know me, bella,” the old man crooned as he ran a finger down my cheek and along my jaw, pressing under my chin so I had to look up into his eyes. “Say my name.”“Gabriele de Luca,” I said, my voice a strained whisper as he smiled.“I do love the sound of that on your tongue.” He clucked, patting my cheek with his warm, clammy hand. He was my father’s age, maybe a little older. I didn’t know for sure.But what I did know was that they were enemies. Was this why I was taken? Was I kidnapped and sold so he could use me up and then kill me, returning what was left of my body to my father’s doorstep when he was done?I gagged at the thought, and gagged even harder as he slid his thumb into my mouth and over my tongue. I tasted copper, leather, and tobacco.“You better be worth the money I spent on you,” he warned, pressi
KillianThe petite, almost fragile-looking woman shivering like a wet cat in front of me was Delaney Lombardi. Her name rolled off my tongue as I tapped her shoulder to get her attention, but she was wide-eyed and in some kind of terrified trance.Tommaso sighed heavily, giving me an exasperated look as I snapped my fingers at her. “Raise your arms up,” my right-hand man told her. I glanced at Tommaso, shaking my head, as Delaney started sobbing between us. We were standing in a small alcove somewhere in the back of the mansion, three of my best guards forming a semi-circle around us to shield the girl from watchful eyes as Tommaso pulled a large sweatshirt over her head. It was his, and it swallowed her up so much that the length of it brushed against her knees.“Better?” Tommaso asked as Delaney glanced between us with wide hazel eyes filled with nothing but fear and confusion. That was a natural reaction, I supposed, but also a predictable one. Boring. “Pretty cold in here, huh?”S
SeraThey were speaking loudly in Italian. I was sure Gabriele and his men thought I didn’t know what they were saying, but I was fluent. My mom had seen to that, putting me and my brother Leonardo—Leo—into private catholic schools and bringing us up in what she lovingly called “the old way.”We’d spent summers in Italy with my maternal grandparents. I’d picked oranges from my Nonna’s tree, and she’d sliced them up and served them with olives, Coppa, and fresh bread.Tears streamed down my face as I shifted my focus back to their conversation and away from the beautiful memories of what was sometimes a loving, happy childhood before my mother died. My neck felt bare and cold without the weight of my rosary. I ached to reach up and rub it between my thumb and forefinger, but even the slightest movement of my arms sent a rush of searing pain through my hands as the handcuffs shredded my skin.Gabriele had me in his lap. I could smell cigar smoke and sweat even through the bag. I could d
SeraI’m dying.Gabriele was killing me, his arm pressed into my neck and cutting off my air supply. My fingernails clawed at his arm, but he didn’t move. I felt myself slipping into calm, cool darkness and it was a welcome relief.But then I heard shouting, and suddenly he released me. I took a deep, desperate breath even though I’d been reaching toward that bright light at the end of the tunnel that turned out to be the grime-covered lightbulb hanging from the ceiling instead. As soon as the humid, putrid air filled my lungs I started coughing and couldn’t stop.“What?” Gabriele shouted as he pulled on his pants and threw open the door. I couldn’t hear what the guard said, but Gabriele cursed under his breath as I brought my shaking hands up and clutched my neck where a bruise was surely forming. More coughs came, and Gabriel shoved me aside, cursing at me to be quiet.“Get her some different clothes,” he growled. “And make her eat. Force her if need be. I don’t want her losing any
SeraI clutched the sheet to my chest as a young woman entered the room. She was dressed in a pale blue uniform of some kind, her mousy brown hair pulled away from her face. I knew as soon as I laid eyes on her that my hopes of a rescue were foolish.She held a tray of food in one hand and a plastic bag in the other.“Hi.” She didn’t look me in the eyes when she spoke. Instead, she kept her gaze fixed on the tray of food. “I brought you something to eat and change into.”“I need out of here,” I said, “not food and clothes.”A guard moved into place outside the door as she closed it behind her. My heart fell into my stomach as a crushing weight settled there. What lengths would he go to in order to make sure I didn’t set one toe out of this prison? Was he waiting for his turn with me, like Gabriele had promised him? How patient a man could he be? Would he wait? Or if he saw an opportunity… I shook my head, scattering my thoughts. I couldn’t focus on every little threat right now. There
SeraGabriele moved toward me wearing nothing but a robe—a nice one. Something made of soft, cool fabric so unlike the tattered robe wrapped around me. I had no idea what time it was, but he looked like he’d slept and showered.At least he’d be clean when he forced himself on me, not that that even mattered.“Take off the robe,” he commanded in an emotionless voice that sent a chill skittering up my spine. I hesitated a second too long and anger flashed through his eyes as he stalked forward and yanked me into a seated position.I yelped as he slapped me hard across the face. I tasted blood but fought the urge to burst into tears as I remembered what I’d promised myself before I fell asleep.Let him touch you. Let him have his way. Live, for the love of God, live as long as you can and get out of here! Live, so you can kill this man with your bare hands. Live, so you can stop this madness from continuing.“What did I say about obeying me, bella?” He fisted my hair and forced me to loo