It’d been years since I last stepped foot in Sala delle Rose, the grotesquely enormous mansion situated on the Jersey coast. I avoided this place if I could help it. Grecian columns lined a long foyer as I walked toward the ballroom. Yes, a fucking ballroom. Riccardo Marino’s grandfather had built this place back in the early nineteen thirties and had apparently thought of everything when it came to what his descendants might get up to when he was six feet under and nothing but a mural on the wall.
The Marinos were once the family—the ones calling the shots and ruling over practically the entire east coast. But Riccardo’s rise to power some thirty years ago saw the end of their reign. Now, the man threw his fancy parties and sat on his throne, which was exactly that: a big golden chair with red velvet cushions that overlooked the entire ballroom.
I smirked as I entered and looked around.
“Your mask?”
I turned, looking Riccardo’s son Niccolò in the eyes. His pupils widened before he gave me a quick up and down. Perhaps he was looking for a weapon. Perhaps he was confirming who he was looking at. Once confirmed, he took a step back.
“No,” I said coldly, giving him a twitch of a smile. “Don’t need it, do I?”
Every man in this room would know who I was even with a mask covering my face. There was no point in trying to shield my identity in a room full of enemies. Even on a night like this, where alliances were made between families who normally loathed each other, competed against each other, and solved their issues with death while others formed new grudges and made promises of revenge.
No, I wouldn’t be wearing a mask to the Marinos’ annual Rose Ball. And those who did? Cowards. All of them.
“On your left,” Tommaso, my right-hand and friend for many years, chirped somewhere behind me, but his warning came too late.
“Killian! My boy,” Carmine Alphonsi drawled in a thick, smoky voice as he clapped a large, sweaty hand on my shoulder. I rolled my eyes to his, then to his companion, a man I assumed was part of the Alphonsi family dynasty, but I couldn’t be so sure with the stupid fucking mask he was wearing. “It’s been a few years.”
“Uncle,” I said in greeting, mustering a tight-lipped smile.
Carmine puffed from a cigar, his mask barely fitting over his wide, overweight face. He was my mother’s cousin in one way or another.
“He gets his looks from my side of the family, obviously,” Carmine said to his masked companion, shrugging his massive shoulders. “Henry Cavill–Superman looking motherfucker, this one. Can’t you see the resemblance?” It was obvious Carmine had no plans to introduce me to whoever he was talking to. It was also obvious my looks had nothing in common with the Alphonsi family, given that I towered over the man by at least a foot, and his body could only be described as that of a man who ate too many cold cuts over the course of his life with no plans to ever stop.
Tommaso snorted a laugh behind me, but I ignored him.
“I didn’t think the Alphonsi family was invited this year.” I tilted my head as I looked down at my uncle. “Given the whole… Boston incident.”
“Bygones,” Carmine said with a wave of his hand. “At least for tonight.”
“Sure.” I smiled darkly, glancing at Tommaso as he rocked on his heels and looked over the crowd. Bygones… there was no such thing in this world. Even with the Rose Ball being a night where rivalries and grudges were set aside, the entire ballroom hummed with nervous energy as I stepped past my cousin and walked deeper into the crowd. How many of these men had killed the loved ones of others? I walked amongst murderers of the worst kind here, but I fit right in. Hell, I could have been their fucking mascot.
Tommaso moved up beside me and spoke in a low voice. “Why aren’t you wearing a mask, Killian?”
“There’s no point when I tower over everyone here. Anyway, let them see me.” Let them all see me. Let them all watch as Tommaso places my bid and starts a war.
That’s what this night was really for, placing bids on the women brought in from all over the east. It was meant to be a night of pure, unadulterated debauchery without the risk of bloodshed or the cops showing up. That’s what the Marinos were good for these days. They had a strongly rooted relationship with the authorities here in Jersey that helped keep their interest in the skin trade under wraps. Mafia families from all over—Philly, Jersey, Boston, New York—descended upon Sala Delle Rose once a year just for this.
Women were already being brought on stage as I came to a stop in the center of the crowd. Red paddles with black numbers were held up and shouts could be heard over the lively chatter.
This is what the masks were really for—hiding the identities of the buyers so that no one would know where these women would end up. Most, if not all of the women, were connected to the mafia in some way. Say someone snitched on his Don—the wife and daughters would be taken and sold, just like that. Or someone who paid for the protection of a family could have his daughter kidnapped and sold for failing to pay his tithe. The reasoning for it could be as grave as revenge for a death, or as simple as teaching someone a lesson about loyalty and obedience.
“Do you know what she looks like?” Tommaso asked as he handed me a paddle. I looked down at the number.
“I have a general sense of who I’m looking for.” I scanned the crowd as a young red-headed beauty was dragged onstage in little more than a black chemise. She wasn’t the one, so I ignored her, turning my attention to Tommaso instead. “It shouldn’t be too difficult. I was told she takes after her father.”
I’d heard rumors something had been brewing in the lead-up to the auction. There were several prominent families feuding right now. I glanced at Riccardo briefly as he sat on his gilded throne before turning back to the stage just in time to see a gorgeous, albeit absolutely terrified woman, walk into the spotlight, dragged forward by Niccolò Marino of all people.
That itself told me that this one was important.
Dark brown hair fell over her face as he shoved her forward. She fell onto her knees, her hands cuffed behind her back.
My fingers curled around the paddle as she looked up through her hair. Pale brown eyes that felt so incredibly familiar scanned the crowd before she locked her gaze with mine. Even from a distance, I saw tears clinging to her dark lashes. Her lips parted and she inhaled sharply, but her eyes remained fixed on mine—unblinking, wide, and petrified.
SeraBright lights momentarily blinded me as Niccolò shoved me onto the stage. I’d been fighting him the whole time, screaming in terror at the top of my lungs as he dragged me through a narrow, dimly lit hallway. He’d cuffed my hands behind my back and slapped his hand over my mouth, threatening to beat me within an inch of my life if I didn’t shut up.“I’ll keep you alive,” he’d rasped, “only because killing you would be a merciful act compared to what will happen to you after the auction.”Now I stood on a stage practically naked. A black chemise two sizes too small hugged every curve and was so tight on my breasts that the silken fabric did nothing to hide the hardened peaks of my nipples. It was freezing, but I couldn’t tell if my teeth were chattering because of the cold or only the sheer, paralyzing panic I felt.My knees bit into stone as I looked up at the crowd through the thick tangles of curls falling over my face. They were all wearing masks. Some people tilted their head
Sera“Who are you?” I whispered to the man who’d just bought me for a million dollars.He was not handsome. He was not young. His eyes were bright and blue and cruel.“You know me, bella,” the old man crooned as he ran a finger down my cheek and along my jaw, pressing under my chin so I had to look up into his eyes. “Say my name.”“Gabriele de Luca,” I said, my voice a strained whisper as he smiled.“I do love the sound of that on your tongue.” He clucked, patting my cheek with his warm, clammy hand. He was my father’s age, maybe a little older. I didn’t know for sure.But what I did know was that they were enemies. Was this why I was taken? Was I kidnapped and sold so he could use me up and then kill me, returning what was left of my body to my father’s doorstep when he was done?I gagged at the thought, and gagged even harder as he slid his thumb into my mouth and over my tongue. I tasted copper, leather, and tobacco.“You better be worth the money I spent on you,” he warned, pressi
KillianThe petite, almost fragile-looking woman shivering like a wet cat in front of me was Delaney Lombardi. Her name rolled off my tongue as I tapped her shoulder to get her attention, but she was wide-eyed and in some kind of terrified trance.Tommaso sighed heavily, giving me an exasperated look as I snapped my fingers at her. “Raise your arms up,” my right-hand man told her. I glanced at Tommaso, shaking my head, as Delaney started sobbing between us. We were standing in a small alcove somewhere in the back of the mansion, three of my best guards forming a semi-circle around us to shield the girl from watchful eyes as Tommaso pulled a large sweatshirt over her head. It was his, and it swallowed her up so much that the length of it brushed against her knees.“Better?” Tommaso asked as Delaney glanced between us with wide hazel eyes filled with nothing but fear and confusion. That was a natural reaction, I supposed, but also a predictable one. Boring. “Pretty cold in here, huh?”S
SeraThey were speaking loudly in Italian. I was sure Gabriele and his men thought I didn’t know what they were saying, but I was fluent. My mom had seen to that, putting me and my brother Leonardo—Leo—into private catholic schools and bringing us up in what she lovingly called “the old way.”We’d spent summers in Italy with my maternal grandparents. I’d picked oranges from my Nonna’s tree, and she’d sliced them up and served them with olives, Coppa, and fresh bread.Tears streamed down my face as I shifted my focus back to their conversation and away from the beautiful memories of what was sometimes a loving, happy childhood before my mother died. My neck felt bare and cold without the weight of my rosary. I ached to reach up and rub it between my thumb and forefinger, but even the slightest movement of my arms sent a rush of searing pain through my hands as the handcuffs shredded my skin.Gabriele had me in his lap. I could smell cigar smoke and sweat even through the bag. I could d
SeraI’m dying.Gabriele was killing me, his arm pressed into my neck and cutting off my air supply. My fingernails clawed at his arm, but he didn’t move. I felt myself slipping into calm, cool darkness and it was a welcome relief.But then I heard shouting, and suddenly he released me. I took a deep, desperate breath even though I’d been reaching toward that bright light at the end of the tunnel that turned out to be the grime-covered lightbulb hanging from the ceiling instead. As soon as the humid, putrid air filled my lungs I started coughing and couldn’t stop.“What?” Gabriele shouted as he pulled on his pants and threw open the door. I couldn’t hear what the guard said, but Gabriele cursed under his breath as I brought my shaking hands up and clutched my neck where a bruise was surely forming. More coughs came, and Gabriel shoved me aside, cursing at me to be quiet.“Get her some different clothes,” he growled. “And make her eat. Force her if need be. I don’t want her losing any
SeraI clutched the sheet to my chest as a young woman entered the room. She was dressed in a pale blue uniform of some kind, her mousy brown hair pulled away from her face. I knew as soon as I laid eyes on her that my hopes of a rescue were foolish.She held a tray of food in one hand and a plastic bag in the other.“Hi.” She didn’t look me in the eyes when she spoke. Instead, she kept her gaze fixed on the tray of food. “I brought you something to eat and change into.”“I need out of here,” I said, “not food and clothes.”A guard moved into place outside the door as she closed it behind her. My heart fell into my stomach as a crushing weight settled there. What lengths would he go to in order to make sure I didn’t set one toe out of this prison? Was he waiting for his turn with me, like Gabriele had promised him? How patient a man could he be? Would he wait? Or if he saw an opportunity… I shook my head, scattering my thoughts. I couldn’t focus on every little threat right now. There
SeraGabriele moved toward me wearing nothing but a robe—a nice one. Something made of soft, cool fabric so unlike the tattered robe wrapped around me. I had no idea what time it was, but he looked like he’d slept and showered.At least he’d be clean when he forced himself on me, not that that even mattered.“Take off the robe,” he commanded in an emotionless voice that sent a chill skittering up my spine. I hesitated a second too long and anger flashed through his eyes as he stalked forward and yanked me into a seated position.I yelped as he slapped me hard across the face. I tasted blood but fought the urge to burst into tears as I remembered what I’d promised myself before I fell asleep.Let him touch you. Let him have his way. Live, for the love of God, live as long as you can and get out of here! Live, so you can kill this man with your bare hands. Live, so you can stop this madness from continuing.“What did I say about obeying me, bella?” He fisted my hair and forced me to loo
SeraThe body of the man who’d bought me continued to bleed all over the bed as the man who’d shot him in the back of the neck entered the room.Without thinking, I pushed the body off me, flailing as I tried to stay calm but lost the battle.He was fucking dead! Right on top of me.“Calm the fuck down,” my alleged savior said, coming at me. He growled through gritted teeth, but I smacked at him blindly, trying to get away.Manhandling me seemed to be no problem for him. Within seconds, his strong hands clasped my arms, twisting them as he pulled me against him, putting yet another bag over my head and hoisting me over his shoulder.He didn’t tie my wrists though. Still wild, I bucked and tried to comprehend what was happening. He merely adjusted my weight with a little toss that sent me a couple inches into the air. When I came back down and landed on his shoulder, it took the wind out of me. A hiss of involuntary sound left my lungs. He patted my rear end as if calming a skittish do