Challenges Ahead

Enjoying being with my family made it so much easier to be amongst them that I wasnt as hurt as I was when I first left. My brothers were right I needed that positive look at the country I spent so many years in and never really stepped out of my comfort zone unless they came to me and only then would I step outside the city. Lying in my room I lay there staring at the ceiling and wondered what made me not enough for him. I am beautiful, hard working and I have a strong background and yet he believed he was the prize.

Joining a local gym with the siblings made me be able to let all my aggression out without having to talk to people. Due to my concentration I always went with them as a collective and it helped me until I could venture out by myself again. Ive had several messages sent through from various friends that were not aware of the breakup and without having to explain it in details I let my closest friends that I made of our breakup and I had returned home. Having access to Internet made it easier to speak with my sisters that I had spent four years of our youth together and now have all slowly went home but still kept in touch.

Having the chat on while I'm training it helps knowing that our lives have still remained the same just in different cities. Two out of four are married, they three of them have kids and I am still unmarried and no children but their busy lives never exclude me now that I am all theirs except when my siblings walk in the chat goes silent that I stop to check that I'm not frozen when all of their faces are gazing at my surroundings that I start laughing. "Ladies my face is over here," I'd tease them and remember that they are all so far away and it had been years since I had spent time with them now that I am single.

"You know what, I think you should all find a date suitable for you and come spend some time with me." I spoke when they all sat frozen as I finished my set before lying on the mat as both brothers came into shot. "Hello ladies," Sebastian's smooth voice floated around me as my friends all blushes faning themselves"They say hi," I replied as no one said a word. "My phone may be frozen," I said as I snatched it off the ground when they all sighed clearly there just a bit memorized. "Ring when you get in the office so that we can check the calendars," Marissa spoke as she was the first to leave the chat as we all slowly said our goodbyes before heading off for my shower to head to work.

After building myself back up, it took a month or two before I started video chatting with my friends without feeling I overreacted to catching my partner with another woman in my house and in my bed that I own. The group took a hit as their partners were friends with him because of our friendship, are now ignoring him due to finding out he got snapped. The lies he spread when I left was all made up to help his bruised ego until the girl he cheated with, fell pregnant and was let go from the company and he was then investigated for favoritism in his team that was then audited that landed him in front of his superiors. The evidence that was retrieved was from the moment he was promoted he started stealing company secrets and pinning misconduct on other workers who managed to fight it and win.

Karma was coming in hot for Rayden that I just sat listening to Marissa Husband explain how he found evidence that he was stealing from me, the company and most of his higher ups that thought he was investing it within other channels are now thousand's dollar loss that they're now demanding retribution. The company is already being liquidated that has now made it so big that everyone is leaving and he's now about to be hit with a lawsuit that he never saw coming because his side piece had been selling all the accounts, the Intel and most of the patent that you created but they can't get it to open up as it is now discontinued. The level of intelligence that went I to this operation made sad especially since I kept it a float.

Sitting in my office as I drew the next project that we are looking at developing. The background behind the area had to be investigated as we are aware of the three families that own the area out right equally and we needed a surveyor to go out. This was to ensure that every piece was sectioned off, measured correctly and each one given an estimate on each section so that the one that sells is happy with his property. As it had taken two years for this the outcome was surprising to all three families as the property will be purchased on the revisal we will all love there.

Spending so many years away from home had made me appreciate the place I had been raised in. To be surrounded by love, siblings, parents and extended family yet I couldn't get out fast enough that now I don't want to be anywhere but with them. What drove me crazy with our very loud family now is what drew me back in, the quiet solitude, the space to be amongst nature and the freedom of the open space is what had captured my parents eyed when we were young and to see the property now as an adult it opened my eyes to more than I expected and I understand why they waited so many years for it to become available.