LOGINElara's POV
I couldn't sleep much.
Umm, honestly, not even for a second.I just lay there,staring at the ceiling,replaying everything. Over and over and over again like some cursed loop I couldn’t shut off.My entire life was playing backwards… then forward and then in a mess…
By the time the sky started turning pale, I gave up. “Great,” I muttered, dragging a hand down my face. “First night in this palace and I already hate my life.”
Romantic.
I pushed myself out of bed, still in yesterday’s mess of a dress—wrinkled and ugly now, exactly like how my wedding was…
“Step one,” I said to myself. “Coffee! Before I murder someone.”
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The kitchen was surprisingly easy to find.And thankfully empty.
“Bless whoever invented silence,” I murmured as I rummaged around until I found what I needed.
A few minutes later, I was leaning against the window with a steaming cup in hand, taking slow sips like it was the only thing keeping me tethered to sanity.And then I noticed the training ground in the distance. My eyes sharpened instantly.From this vantage point, I had a clear view!
There were men sparring.The sound of clashing steel.The smell of adrenaline.Their fluid movements.The part of life with verity,no fake smiles and suffocating politeness.
A slow grin spread across my face. “Well… hello there.” I needed some refreshing too.
Ten minutes later—
I was out of that sorry gown and into something that actually made sense: shorts, a loose tee, hair tied up.I stretched my arms as I walked, feeling the stiffness leave my body with every step.
“Now this,” I muttered, “feels like the real me.”
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The moment I stepped onto the training ground everyone literally stopped.Swords paused mid-air,conversations died and a few guys just… stared. I blinked.“…What?”
One of them coughed awkwardly. Another elbowed his friend.
“My lady—” someone started.
“Oh, don’t start with that,” I cut in immediately, waving my hand. “It’s too early for that shit. I haven’t had enough coffee to tolerate that crap…let's go…”
A few of them exchanged looks.Then someone snorted.Good! That was progress.I rolled my shoulders, stepping further in. “So… who’s sparring with me?” Silence and awkward glances again. I frowned. “What?Did I suddenly grow two heads?”
“No, it’s just—” one of them scratched his neck awkwardly. “You’re… Prince Dustan’s wife now.”
“And?” I shot back.More silence.I stared at them for a second then scoffed.“Oh, come on. Yesterday I was just Ela. Today I’m suddenly made of glass?” A few of them looked embarrassed.“Relax,” I added, a smirk tugging at my lips. “I’m not going to cry if I lose. I might punch you harder though.”
That earned a couple of chuckles.Finally!Baron stepped forward.“I’ll spar with you,” he said cautiously.
I grinned.This was definitely not the first time we would be sparing together, yet he looked nervous. “That’s the spirit.”
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The first clash! Fuck, I missed this.
The impact vibrated through my arms, snapping something back into place inside me.I moved instinctively—ducking, twisting, countering.He came at me again.I blocked.Then turned and struck.“Shit—” he stumbled back slightly, eyes widening.
I laughed.“What? Didn’t expect that?”
“You hit harder than normal.Did I piss you off?Your husband would be mad if I did, ” He muttered.
“Thank you,” I said sweetly,ignoring the surge of irritation. “I’ve been told I have a great personality too.”
A few of the others laughed outright this time.It was getting better!The tension was dissolving a little.
Soon, more of them joined in.One after another.And for the first time since yesterday—I felt…normal.
Sweat clung to my skin, my breath came faster, my muscles burned—but it was the good kind of burn. The kind that reminded me I was alive,not trapped.Just the version of me that I loved.“Careful!” someone shouted as another guy lunged.
I spun just in time, knocking his strike aside and sweeping his leg.He hit the ground with a grunt.I winced. “Oops.”
Then I offered him a hand. “You alive?”
He took it, laughing. “Barely.”
“Good. That means I didn’t go too easy on you.”
“You call that not easy?” another one chimed in.
I shot him a look. “You wanna try?”
He immediately shook his head. “Nope. I choose life.”
That made me burst out in a hearty laugh.And it felt good.Really good.For a while, everything else faded—the throbbing bond, the facade of a marriage, the absolute disaster that was my husband… and mate. It was just me, the ground beneath my feet, and the rhythm of movement.
Freedom!Even if it was temporary.
I wiped the sweat from my forehead, breathing heavily but smiling.“Alright,” I said, hands on my hips. “Who’s next?” A few of them groaned.“Oh come on,” I teased. “Don’t tell me I scared all of you already.”
“Scared?” one of them muttered. “No. Concerned for our survival? Absolutely.”
I smirked.“Good. Keeps things interesting.”
“Move, move—don’t give her space!”
“Too late,” I shot back, ducking under an incoming grab and twisting out of it.A few more familiar faces had joined in—guys I’d trained with before, the kind who didn’t go easy on me just because I was a woman.Or at least… they used not to.
“Alright,” one of them grinned, cracking his knuckles. “Let’s see if marriage made you soft.”
I barked out a laugh. “Yeah, because that’s exactly what happened overnight.”
They came at me together this time.Unfair? Sure! Fun? Totally!
I dodged the first, blocked the second, but the third caught me around the waist.“Got you!” he shouted.
“Oh, you really don’t,” I shot back, elbowing him hard enough to make him grunt.But then someone grabbed my arm,another hooked my leg! And the next thing I knew, we were all crashing to the ground in a mess,laughing aloud.
“Cheaters!” I laughed, struggling as two of them tried to pin me down.
“Strategic teamwork,” one corrected, trying and failing to hold my wrist.
“Get off—!” I twisted, nearly throwing one off balance.
“Hold her—she’s slipping!”
“I am not a damn fish!” I snapped, laughing despite myself.
“Could’ve fooled me—”
“Shut up and—”
And then—everyone froze. Just like that.The laughter died.All movements stopped.All hands on me—Vanished.The men scrambled off me like I’d suddenly caught fire, backing away so fast it was almost comical.
I blinked, still half on the ground.“…What?”
No one answered.They were all staring at something behind me.Or rather—Someone.A strange tension crept up my spine.Slowly, very slowly,I turned.And the smile on my face—Faded.
He was there.My husband…Dustan,sitting in his wheelchair, being pushed forward at an unhurried pace, like he had all the time in the world.His gaze swept across the training ground before settling on me.
Elara’s POVI burst through the doors of my chambers, my chest heaving, my body trembling with a rage so profound it felt like it would consume me whole.The shift back to human form had been brutal—not because of the physical toll, but because of the fury that had built with every stride back to the castle. My wolf had wanted to turn back, to find the black wolf, to protect him. She simply wouldn't shift back. But I had forced her… shoved her back. I couldn't bear to think about it.I stood in the middle of my room, naked and shaking, my fists clenched at my sides. The silk curtains billowed in the night breeze, mocking me with their softness. The candles flickered. Everything was so peaceful. So normal. And I wanted to scream.Instead, I paced. Back and forth, back and forth, my bare feet pressing into the cold stone floor. The friction helped ground me, but only barely. My mind couldn't stop thinking about the black wolf's massive body positioning itself between me and danger. T
Elara’s POVI leaned further into the wolf, letting his warmth seep into my skin. The tension that had coiled in my chest since, slowly unwound, replaced by something serene. My fingers traced lazy patterns through his midnight fur, marveling at the contradiction of the texture—so impossibly soft, yet I could feel the steel of muscle beneath. He rumbled again, that deep, contented sound that vibrated through my entire body. I smiled, resting my cheek against the crown of his head."I don't know why you're here," I murmured, my voice barely audible. "But I'm glad you are."His tail swept across the ground once, twice. A response, I presumed. An acknowledgment perhaps. I closed my eyes, letting myself exist in this moment. The cool night air on my skin. The solid warmth of the wolf beneath my hands as if taking away all the negativity that I had been feeling…it was like osmosis. The distant song of crickets played like background music and the whisper of wind through the pines, made
Elara's POVI couldn't sit there another moment.The food had turned sour in my mouth. Ruth's words churned in my mind. Richard was trying to tell me something similar until these people…these bastards drove him off. And Dustan's silence, his careful avoidance of my gaze, made me want to scream.I set my cutlery down with more force than was necessary. "I'm feeling too full," I announced, wiping my lips with my napkin. "I'm going to go for a run. I need to burn it off."I pushed back from the table, already turning towards the door. “ And Dustan, please don't send your uncle's men after me. I am not running off. I will be back. I give you my words.”Ruth was on her feet immediately. "Oh, that sounds fun! I'm coming with you—""No." I raised my hand, stopping her mid-step. "No, you are not."Cassian's head snapped up at my tone. I could see the surprise in his eyes—no one talked to Ruth like that. Even Ruth herself looked shocked, her mouth hanging open slightly."I want to go for a
Dustan's POVThe silence stretched on.The food on my plate had grown cold, but I couldn't bring myself to care.I could see the way Elara carefully avoided my gaze. Then Ruth suddenly set down her wine glass with a decisive clink."Alright!" She beamed. Her bright smile was completely at odds with the tension in the room. "Everyone seems a little too tense. Guess the Alphas didn't do much at the meet, did they?" She reached for the wine decanter, pouring generous amounts for everyone at the table. "That goes in favor of my brothers, really. Not that they need anyone to carry them.” She flashed that infectious smile at Cassian and me before continuing with whatever rant. “Those Alphas are useless anyway. Should pass on the throne to the next generation already. Those old mutts." She rolled her eyes dramatically. "But wolves are proud, you know."She nudged Elara with her elbow, then pointed her wine glass directly at me. "Especially Alpha wolves."I kept my expression neutral, thou
Dustan’s POVI have no idea why I agreed to this dinner… I sat at the head of the table, my wheelchair positioned at the perfect angle to observe everything while appearing disinterested. Ruth was on my left, chattering away about nothing in particular. Cassian was on my right, his posture rigid, his eyes constantly scanning the room like he expected an attack at any moment.And Elara was across from me.She hadn't looked at me once since we'd sat down.Not once.She stared at her food with the kind of intensity usually reserved for life-or-death situations. Her fingers absent mindedly curled a strand of her hair. She was lost in thought—I could see it in the way her eyes glazed over, in the way she moved her spoon through her soup without actually eating any of it.I watched her from the corner of my eyes, my heart aching with a pain I couldn't quite name.She'd seen me with Lyria. I knew she had. The way she'd fled from the garden, the way she'd refused to look at me now—it all po
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Dustan’s POVI woke up later than usual.Not because I was tired,just unwilling to start the day.Last night lingered in fragments—uninteresting, half annoying. Nothing worth dwelling upon.Or so I told myself.A soft knock followed by the creak of the door interrupted my thoughts.“Good morning, youn







