Currently Hiding

I, am currently hiding out in the bathroom if my own home after something that I will reveal later after I give you guys a quick run down. It’s all worth it. I’m on a throw away (not really just a secret) account because on my main, my friend and I, we’ll call him Ray, like reading AITA stories because they are funny but that is besides the point. My friend Ray and his ex, let’s call her Jessica have been on and off since the final year of middle school but finally took each other seriously in the summer going into second year of high school. (We're in our last year of grade school or going into it now).

They broke up 3 months ago because she cheated on him with this guy who’s been competing with Ray in literally everything. She calls it a drunken mistake but it sucks because Ray was really liking her and I honestly was really liking their relationship. Anyways, after they broke up, it made him and I realize how little we’ve hung out since before they took each other seriously. We made up for missed times in a single month and probably hung out way more than we did pre-relationship.

We’re both gym rats and go after school every week day. He’s 6’7 and I’m 5’8 so I’m always mistaken for his little brother which is crazy due to me being five shades lighter. I’m slimmer and he’s buffer so if someone’s really crazy enough, they’d think he’s my dad. A month and a half ago he started coming to my house unannounced which was really weird because he always asks. There are days we don’t go to the gym together so the first time I came home from working out and my mom told me Ray was upstairs, I panicked thinking Jessica tried to contact him or something. I ran upstairs expecting to see him sobbing but he was trying to set up my PS4 like he’s been living in our house his whole life. It’s been happening for a month like I said so I’ve gotten used to it.

Today was one of those days. I decided we should watch breaking bad. My Tv is pretty crappy so I need to stand directly in front of it for it to sense the remote. Ray was sitting on my bed, back resting on the wall and legs spread (the boys gotta breathe). But I didn’t know because the last time I saw him he was going to the bathroom and my Tv is faced in a way where my back is turned to the door when setting it up. Anyways, I don’t know why it was all the spots on my bed I chose to sit, but I sat between his legs and instead of him to react with a stupid funny comment, he used one of his big Goliath hands to pull me closer by my waist. I was freaking out because I’m straight, he’s straight, our whole friend group is straight. He wrapped both arms around me and I knew they were but I was so aware, that his biceps looked and felt so big. I thought i was switching teams right then and there until my TV made the N*****x noise thing and it snapped me out of my possible delusions.

The episode of Breaking Bad started but all I could hear and feel was his breathing. I got a little turned on but I for real thought I was gonna bust when he pulled me closer to him. I’ve never typed so fast in my life. He’s been getting more touchy with me for the past few weeks but not crazy like this. Everyone knows his love language is physical touch but it’s mainly towards the girls of our friend group. Maybe it’s because I grew my hair out, or because I’m shorter than him, but maybe he’s confusing me for one of our lady friends. I was getting way too hard and was going to get up to “use” the bathroom, but when I got up he pulled me back (and i think tried to kiss my neck?) and held my waist tighter and I thought I came in my pants.

Thankfully I didn’t. He asked me where I was going in a real sweet tone and I literally couldn’t speak. I made a stupid fart noise with my mouth and he laughed. As soon as he let go I bolted down the hall. I’m sitting here now and asking for help because all the Reddit stories on my for you page has proved you guys are relationship pros. I’m not interested in him romantically and it’s probably the same with him. He might just miss Jessica. But he’s someone no one can say no to because he’s just such a smooth talker. I’m being so real if he asked me to do a backflip off the Burj Khalifa, after like 15 minutes of talking I’d probably be on top of that thing. He can make anything sound like a world saving situation and it’s up to you to do the saving and shit, you’d do it.

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Update: He fucked me. So hard. He’s currently being little spoon and is cuddled up against me. I cant move because of his huge arms around my waist. But anyways, he told me that he’d only ever date me and no other guy because he wasn’t actually interested in guys. We talked more about it and one thing led to another then we were kissing and then our clothes were off. I knew a height like 6’7 had to come with something extra but I didn’t think an 8 inch penis would be that extra thing😭

He touched me all over and made me feel so good and cared for after. I came hands free which was so ethereal. Him and his new obsession with my waist, he just wouldn’t let go. When I couldn’t ride him anymore, he flipped into missionary with him on top again and fucked me like I was his girlfriend… or boyfriend… I still don’t know what we’re calling this.

He’s so big and strong and beautiful and I really don’t know how to feel about this. He kissed me in places my ex girlfriends couldn’t. He called me beautiful and just showered me with praises and love he’s been waiting to say these things for years.

I took his dick like I was born for it😭