MasukLEON'S POV
Every harsh pump of his hips felt like it was hitting me. I imagined that thick girth piercing me instead, stretching me, filling the ache that several ice baths and self-pleasure always failed to freeze.
My breathing became ragged, coming out in a series of short, sharp gasps.
Aaron was moving faster now, his back muscles rippling under his shirt.
Cursing under my breath, I undid my fly with shaky fingers, slipped a hand into my pants and began jerking myself off.
I closed my eyes as my core tightened at the wet sounds of Aaron's cock slamming into Amanda's wet pussy.
She let out a near-scream, and Aaron responded with a harsh grunt that made my eyes fly open.
My dick jerked, leaking even more precum as I watched his body tensing, a low, guttural moan vibrating out of his throat.
Leaning over, he gripped Amanda's throat as his thrusts quickened, the sounds of their flesh slapping together grew louder too and Aaron groaned again, a deep, soul-shaking sound that broke through my last shred of self-control.
âAh...fuck!â I groaned as I came all over my hands, my dick jumping and pumping as every drop of release spilled onto my pants.
The room went dead silent.
The only sound was the heavy, labored breathing of the two people on the mat.
My heart stopped, then restarted violently.
A mix of fear and shame slithered through me, my hand still gripping my sticky trousers.
This is it, I thought. Everything I had fought to keep hidden would finally be exposed because I couldn't control myself.
Maybe my dad was right.
âWhat was that?â Amanda whispered, her voice trembling.
Aaron didn't answer immediately.
Then he breathed out a laugh as he slowly straightened, and grabbed her waist.
âOhh,â she moaned as he resumed thrusting, fucking her into the mattress while keeping his eyes in the direction of the locker I was hiding inside.
He didn't look surprised at all, nor angry.
Through the gap, our eyes met. Or at least it felt like it, because a shudder of awareness ripped through me.
The smirk that crawled across Aaron's face was the cruelest thing Iâd ever seen, and it didn't help my paranoia that he had in fact seen me through the gap.
âMaybe it's just a little mouse,â he drawled, his voice dripping with a terrifying, knowing amusement. âLooking for some scraps I guess, I hope it's enjoying the show though.â
Suddenly he stood up, not even bothering to cover himself.
Despite the awkwardness of my situation, I couldn't stop myself from drinking in his half-naked body, my eyes fixed on the hard, monster cock swinging between his powerful thighs.
Aaron began to walk toward my locker, his footsteps sounding like a death sentence.
âAaron, let's just go,â Amanda pleaded, scrambling to fix her clothes.
âIn a minute,â Aaron murmured, stopping right in front of my door.
A breath caught in my throat as he leaned in, but still I couldn't stop looking downwards, wishing I could trace the thick vein on the side of his dick with my tongue.
He leaned in, his face so close to the metal I could see the sweat dripping off his chin. âI just want to make sure the mouse enjoyed the show.â
Fuck.
I was fully ready to be exposed, squeezing my eyes shut and holding my breath.
But Aaron didn't open the door. Instead, he slammed his hand against the metal right next to my head.
BANG.
I flinched, a sob catching in my throat.
âNext time, little mouse,â Aaron whispered, his voice low enough that only I could hear, âremember not to moan so sweetly when you're peeking. It ruins the whole purpose of you hiding in here to watch me fuck someone's brains out.â
My chest felt tight, so tight I felt like I was about to hyperventilate.
But Aaron wasn't done.
Keeping his eyes on the gap, he gripped himself, slowly pumping up and down the hardness, and squeezing his fat tip until I felt my throat clog.
âYou like that?â
I swallowed, but it did nothing to help the knot in my throat.
âFuck,â Aaron groaned, his hands quickening their movements, pumping harder and faster.
My breaths grew rapid, matching the rhythm of his pumping hand shamelessly.
âAgh, fuck!â He groaned just before a spurt of white release splashed through the gap and hit me square in the face.
To say I was stunned would be an understatement.
Aaron let out an amused chuckle as he continued to pump himself, squeezing out every drop of cum. Then he exhaled deeply and stepped back.
âYou're welcome,â he muttered, his voice raspier than usual.
I was dumbfounded, watching as he turned on his heel and walked out, leaving me trembling in the dark, covered in my own shame and the terrifying realization that Damian wasn't the one I should have been writing about.
Aaron was.
The walk home felt like a slow-motion descent into a fever dream. I had tried my best to clean up in the bathroom afterwards, before leaving the school. But it still felt like every person I passed on the sidewalk knew what had happened.
I slipped into the house, holding my breath. My father was most probably in his study, the low drone of a televised sermon filtering through the mahogany door.
Slowly I began tip-toeing up the stairs, not wanting any confrontation.
âLeon.â
I halted on the last stair, then slowly turned to face my father.
âWhere have you been since school dismissal?â
I blinked, then shifted uncomfortably, furrowing my brow against the harsh throbbing of a headache.
âDad, good evening.â
He didn't respond, just took one long look at me, and his eyes narrowed to slits.
âWhat is wrong with you?â
âI'mâŠI'm sorry, sir. I just feel sick.â
Again, dad eyed me suspiciously, and adjusted his glasses.
âYou missed the mid-week service, and that is highly unacceptable.â
âThat's it?â I blurted out incredulously. âI just told you I'm sick!â
âThen go upstairs and pray for healing!â Dad snapped, before turning on his heels and storming away.
LEON'S POVâGet up,â he ordered, his voice flat, devoid of emotion.I scrambled into a sitting position, pulling the duvet over my lap as my heart began to pound. âDad? Is everything okay?âHe stepped into the room, his eyes scanning the space with the precision that sent chills down my spine.Had Rose said something?He walked over to my desk, his fingers hovering over my laptop, then he turned to face me.âWhat fragrance was that?ââWhat?â I croaked.âThe one that kept polluting the dining area while we ate.ââSirâŠIâŠit was a gift from a friend. SheâŠwas grateful because I defended her from her bullies at school. Her name is May and sheâŠâ I paused, licking my lips as I realized that I was over explaining.âIâve been watching you, Leon,â dad said, turning to face me. âYouâve been acting very vain lately. The constant grooming, preening and constantly inspecting yourself in front of any reflective surface,â he shook his head disappointedly.âThe way you keep wasting more time than nece
LEON'S POVWe all sat around the dining room, the air thick with the scent of pot roast. Dinner at my house was usually a chore for me, but now with the added presence of Rose and her parents, I felt even more awkward and pressured.The weight of their presence sat heavily on my shoulders, making me extremely aware of every single sound or movement around me.Roseâs father was a man cut from the same cloth as my father. And he kept nodding in agreement to every word the latter spoke.âIt has been a triumph of faith so far,â my dad said, as they continued discussing the closing ceremony of the church program.The week-long marathon of sermons and fellowship had mercifully come to an end that evening.âI agree,â Rose's dad replied. âFrankly, the whole thing blew my expectations. I knew people would show up but stillâŠGod outdid himself.âI stared down at my plate, pushing a cube of potato through a pool of gravy. My skin felt too warm from my own restlessness. Every time Rose shifted in
ROSE'S POVThe glow from my phone screen was the only thing illuminating my room.The contact was saved under a simple, innocuous name, but the messages underneath were anything but. Iâd spent weeks stitching the narrative together, the secret meetups, the late-night texts, the way Leonâs eyes glazed over whenever Aaron Walsh was mentioned.I knew exactly what Aaron was. I knew exactly what he was doing and I could no longer keep it a secret. Not when keeping it a secret was standing in the way of what I wanted.I pulled back the edge of my curtain, the moonlight catching the dark silhouette of the truck parked at the curb. It was unmistakable.Iâd spent all afternoon orchestrating the circumstances, a series of subtle, breadcrumb-like clues that led Leonâs father to believe he was âchecking the perimeterâ of the property tonight.I watched, holding my breath, as the front door creaked open. He stepped out, his posture stiff, his flashlight beam cutting a harsh, white swathe through t
LEON'S POV The hallway that led to the abandoned gym was usually empty, the shadows long and thick, a perfect place for Aaron to pin me against the peeling paint.I hadn't even heard him coming, just felt the sudden, crushing shift in the air when he blocked my path. My heart skipped a beat even as I tried to keep my composure.âMove,â I blurted out.Aaron ignored, studying me silently with a care that made my heart lurch.âI saw you talking with Damian. What were you and him talking about?â he asked, his voice low, and full of uncharacteristic warmth.I looked away, fixing my gaze on a stubborn scuff mark on the floor. âNothing that concerns you, Aaron. Weâre allowed to talk. You don't need to know all the conversations I have with people.ââI don't care about the conversations you have with people, I care about this one,â Aaron said, stepping closer until his chest was inches from mine.We were alone here, and that alone seemed to increase my attraction to him. I could smell the sh
DAMIAN'S POV The evening air was thick with the scent of impending rain, but it did nothing to cool the restless energy humming under my skin.Dakota sat on the porch steps, tossing a pebble into the dark yard, while I leaned against the railing, nursing a cold can of coke.The house behind us was empty, a rare stillness that usually offered relief, but tonight, it only made the thoughts in my head louder.âWhy did you even follow me out here if you were just going to be quiet?â Dakota said, raising her eyes from her phone.I scoffed, taking a sip of my drink. âIf you wanted someone to talk to, you wouldn't have come out here, so just enjoy the gift of silence that I'm giving to you, Dakota.ââShut up,â she murmured.I sighed, the sound lost in the rustling trees. Truthfully, my mind kept drifting back to the party, to the way Aaron had looked at me, like he was genuinely disappointed.And then he'd attacked me. Okay so maybe I went a bit overboard with mentioning his mom but then I
LEON'S POV The next day, I was sittng in the dim light of the library, the glow of the laptop screen reflecting in my eyes. My brow furrowed as I stared at the comment notification. It was from a user who had been persistently popping up for weeks, and just a little too familiar. It definitely wasn't Aaronâs old account, but the cadence of the words felt like him.âEverything alright?â May asked, leaning closer.I quickly clicked away, shaking my head. âIt's nothing. Just trying to finish this chapter before the bellâŠâThe bell shrieked, cutting me off.May laughed, gathering her books. âOh, bummer. Guess you'll have to pause after all and refuel. Iâm looking forward to the new chapter tonight, by the way.âI managed a genuine smile. âMe too. I can't wait to finish it and post.âAs we fell into step with the crowd of students shuffling toward the cafeteria, May nudged my arm. âCan I read it? Before itâs posted?âI paused, feigning deep consideration before letting out a chuckle. â
AARONâS POV The room was dark, lit only by the flickering neon sign from across the street that bled deep blues and purples across the sheets. The boy beneath me was on his knees, his shoulders trembling with effort as he desperately took my cock into his mouth. I reached down, my fingers sinking
LEON'S POV The laptop was a heavy, plastic weight against my ribs, a shield I hoped would hide the fact that my heart was trying to kick its way out of my chest. I stood at the threshold of âBow Denâ though the neon sign just looked like a blurry pink smear through my fever. Homosexuality is a si
LEON'S POV After the final bell, I didn't head for the bus. Instead, I slipped through the shadows of the hallway, moving toward the gym.The air here was surprisingly cooler, smelling of damp concrete and decades worth of dusty trophies.After going around and noting down everything I needed, I f
LEON'S POV âAhâŠâ I groaned weakly as I blinked awake at the sound of the alarm beeping. The morning sun seemed a lot harsher than usual as it spilled through the glass windows of my bedroom.âShit,â I groaned, pressing a shaky hand to my temple.The little throbbing I felt at the back of my head







