LOGINAstrid’s Pov
With trembling lashes, I slowly cracked my eyes open, unsure and terrified. And there he was.
He stood tall at the top of the stairs, his presence commanding absolute silence. Power rolled off him in waves, heavy and suffocating, like heat rising from a wildfire. His dark eyes met mine across the chaos, and for a moment my heart simply stopped. Time itself seemed to pause.
The elegant woman beside him leaned in close and whispered something into his ear. She watched me with open disgust, as if I were something filthy staining her perfect floor. But the Alpha King didn’t react. Not a twitch, not a flicker. Nothing.
“Let her go,” he said, calm yet completely unyielding.
The warriors hesitated, confusion flashing across their bloodstained faces. They didn’t understand. I didn’t understand.
“Let her go, Finish the rest.” he repeated, this time with steel threaded through every word.
Chaos exploded again. Screams tore through the air. Steel met flesh. Blood painted the stone floors as death claimed more lives around me.
A rough hand yanked my wrist. One of the warriors dragged me away while the carnage continued behind us. I stumbled forward, but my eyes stayed locked on the Alpha King. He was still watching me, his gaze intense and unreadable.
Why me? Why spare me when everyone else was dying?
“Watch where you’re going, woman,” the warrior growled, jerking me harder.
The castle was enormous, all cold stone and deep shadows that echoed with distant cries. My torn clothes clung to my skin, barely covering me, soaked in blood, sweat, and fear. My legs felt like they belonged to someone else.
We finally reached a heavy wooden door. He shoved it open and pushed me inside without warning.
“Change your clothes. I’ll be back,” he barked, then slammed the door shut behind him.
Darkness swallowed me again, broken only by a small cracked window that let in pale sunlight. It must have been late afternoon, but time had lost all meaning. I stood there breathing hard, trying to steady myself.
Why had he spared me?
Did he know something? Had he seen through me somehow?
My hands wouldn’t stop shaking as I noticed the pile of clean clothes folded on a wooden stool. I didn’t bother checking the size. I simply peeled off my ruined rags and pulled on the new garments in silence.
A sharp knock sounded at the door.
He was already back.
I rushed to open it, heart hammering. But it wasn’t just the warrior. An older woman stood beside him. She had sharp eyes and a calm, steady presence that felt different from everyone else here.
The warrior scowled. “What took you so long?”
“I’m sorry,” I whispered.
He didn’t wait for more. He turned and stormed off, leaving me alone with her.
She studied me for a quiet moment, then said simply, “Come with me.”
I followed, my thoughts still spinning. My feet moved, but my mind stayed trapped with my mother, her blood-soaked face, and her final desperate scream. Everything felt wrong. I wanted to cry, to scream, to disappear completely. But I could barely even breathe properly.
“I’m Lorraine,” the woman said after a while. “I’ll show you around the castle. You’ll be working here from now on.”
I nodded numbly.
“What’s your name?”
“Astrid,” I murmured.
The castle was a confusing maze of stone corridors and heavy steel. Every hallway seemed to hold secrets. I tried to listen to Lorraine’s instructions, but my mind kept drifting back to the dead.
“Astrid.”
I blinked. “I’m sorry.”
She stopped walking and turned to face me, her gaze sharp. “You’d better pay attention if you want to survive here, girl.”
“I’m sorry,” I whispered again.
She sighed softly. “Your first task is to clean Luna Aliyah’s chambers. The supplies will be waiting outside the door.”
I nodded, trying to remember the directions she had given earlier.
As I turned to go, her voice stopped me once more.
“Astrid.”
I looked back.
Lorraine’s expression was dead serious. “Mind your tongue. Be careful with everything you say and do. This is not the human world anymore. This place… it’s torture wrapped in silk and stone.”
I swallowed hard. “Thank you.”
I found Luna Aliyah’s chambers without too much trouble. As promised, a bucket, mop, and rag waited outside. I gripped the bucket handle tightly and pushed the heavy door open.
I hadn’t expected her to be inside.
Luna Aliyah.
I froze the second my eyes landed on her. She sat silently on a velvet-cushioned bed like a predator waiting in the shadows.
“I’m sorry,” I blurted out, quickly lowering my gaze. “I didn’t know you were here. I swear.”
Aliyah rose gracefully, her silk dress whispering against the floor. Her cold blue eyes pinned me in place.
“You didn’t know I was here?” she repeated, her voice calm but dripping with venom.
“I swear to the gods, I didn’t,” I stammered, taking a shaky step back.
“You stink.”
The words hit harder than I expected. Her disgust felt like it was crawling across my skin.
“Get on your knees,” she said coolly, “and apologize.”
“What?” The word slipped out before I could stop it.
The slap came fast and sharp. A loud crack echoed through the room as her hand struck my cheek. My head snapped to the side, fire blooming across my face.
“You dare question me?” she hissed, her voice dropping lower. “Do you want to be killed?”
Trembling, I dropped to my knees instantly. Shame burned in my throat.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered, eyes fixed on the floor. “I didn’t know you were here.”
Aliyah crouched beside me, leaning in so close that her breath brushed my skin.
“What made my Alpha spare you?” she whispered. “Why are you still breathing while the others rot?”
I blinked back tears, unable to meet her eyes.
“Well?” she snapped. “Answer me!”
“I don’t know,” I croaked. “I swear, I don’t know why…”
She clicked her tongue and stood up straight. “I’ll be watching you,” she said, her voice sliding down my spine like ice. “I’ll find out what he sees in you… and why he kept you alive.”
With that, she turned and walked out, her heels clicking sharply against the marble floor.
I stayed on my knees for a long time, too shaken to move. My cheek throbbed where she had hit me. When I finally managed to stand, tears were streaming down my face.
I caught my reflection in a large mirror as I passed. My cheek was bright red and swollen, the clear imprint of her hand burned into my skin.
Is this what my life has become?
Just yesterday I had been with my mother, laughing, painting, breathing freely.
Now I was trapped here in this godforsaken kingdom, ruled by a monster of a king, surrounded by enemies, and humiliated by his Luna.
What went wrong?
Why me?
Xavier’s PovI sat at the head of the long table in the dining hall. The room felt quieter than usual. Only Caden and Talon were with me tonight. Aliyah was not here and I knew exactly why. She was still angry about what happened in my chambers. I did not mind her absence. Sometimes her silence was better than her endless questions.Astrid moved around the table like a quiet shadow. She poured wine for me first, then Talon, before she moved to Caden. Her hands were steady but I could see small cuts on her fingers from the dungeon. When she finished she went to stand in the corner. From that distance she could not hear our conversation. Good. I stared at her for a moment longer than I should have. My eyes traced the way my coat still hung on her shoulders even though she had changed her dress.Caden and Talon kept looking at me with intense eyes. I put my cup down and spoke first. “If you guys have something to tell me just say it.”Talon leaned back in his chair and smiled. “What make
Astrid’s PovI stood there in the middle of that dark dungeon for what felt like forever. My legs would not stop shaking. I still could not believe what had just happened. One moment I was sure the mad wolf would tear me apart and eat me alive. The next moment Alpha Xavier appeared like a storm and killed the beast right in front of me. He saw part of my body. He saw my bare breast when my clothes tore. That thought kept coming back even though it should not be the most important thing right now. I was supposed to be dead. Yet I was still breathing.I looked down at the floor. Blood covered my skin and my torn dress. Some of it came from the mad wolf when Alpha Xavier fought him. The big dead body lay a few steps away from me. I did not know what to feel. Should I feel sorry for the creature? Should I feel guilt? I did not know. But one thing was very clear in my mind. If Alpha Xavier had not come when he did I would be the one lying dead on this cold floor. Or maybe something even wo
Xavier’s PovI stormed out of that cursed dungeon, my boots leaving bloody footprints on the cold stone floor. My hands were still dripping with the mad wolf’s thick, dark blood. It coated my fingers, my claws, even my forearms. But the blood wasn’t what had me on edge. It was her.Astrid.The moment I saw her down there, clothes torn, soft pale skin exposed, one full breast nearly spilling out, her chest heaving with terror, her scent flooding the air like sweet wild honey mixed with fear—I lost control. Her breathing was fast and shallow. Her eyes were wide, glistening. And when I covered her with my coat, my fingers had brushed against that warm, bare skin. Just that small touch sent fire racing through my veins straight to my cock. I was rock hard the entire time I slaughtered that beast. I didn’t say a word when Aliyah ordered her to the dungeon. I couldn’t. Showing weakness in front of the pack would have been dangerous. But the second that gate closed behind me, I knew I had t
Astrid’s PovMy heart hammered against my ribs like a caged bird desperate for escape. Aliyah’s words still echoed in my ears—“Take her to the dungeon. Make sure she’s inside. Lock it so she does not head out, and she cleans everywhere properly.” I couldn’t breathe. The mad wolf. *The mad wolf.* I had heard the stories since I came here, whispers around the pack fires about the beast locked away for years, a monster so feral that even the strongest warriors refused to go near his cell. No one visited. No one returned. And now they were sending *me* there.I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. My throat had closed tight. Aliyah tilted her head, her lips curling with false sweetness. “Oh, you want to talk now? You’ve been keeping quiet since your little display of pride. I have a lovable heart, Astrid. I like giving everyone what they deserve. But you…” Her eyes narrowed. “Your pride disgusts me.”I looked at her, waiting, hoping—*praying*—she would change her mind. But she turned
Astrid’s PovDena’s grip on my arm was so tight it felt like she was trying to break it. She dragged me through the corridors like I was a sack of potatoes, walking so fast I kept stumbling to keep up. My heart was still racing from the conversation with Talon, and now this.“You can let go of my hand now,” I said, trying to pull away. “You’re hurting me.”She only squeezed harder and kept dragging me. When we finally reached the courtyard, she suddenly dropped my arm and spun around to face me.“Well, well,” she said with a nasty smile. “May I remind you that you still have chores to finish? But what were you doing with the Beta? I thought he was supposed to punish you. Or are you trying to seduce him too? Opening your legs for him like you do with everyone else?”I stared at her, feeling something hot rise in my chest. “You just open your mouth and say whatever comes out, don’t you? Can’t you ever keep quiet? Your mouth is always itching to say something mean.”Dena’s eyes widened.
Astrid’s PovI kept asking myself the same question over and over as Talon led me through the corridors.*Why do I keep messing everything up?*Mara never made mistakes like this. The other servants seemed to know exactly how to stay invisible and safe. Even Dena, as mean as she was, rarely got punished. So what was wrong with me? Why did trouble follow me everywhere I went?Talon’s grip on my arm was firm but not painful as he guided me toward the private whipping room. It was a small, isolated chamber used for repeat offenders — the kind of place where people were punished quietly so the rest of the castle didn’t have to watch. My stomach twisted with fear. I already knew what was coming. I had seen others dragged here before.When we stepped inside, I moved automatically to the spot where people usually knelt or stood for their punishment. I closed my eyes tightly and waited for the first lash of the whip.It never came.After a few long seconds, I opened my eyes. Talon was just st
Astrid’s PovIt’s been four days.Four long, brutal days since they dragged me into this nightmare. Every hour feels like another twist of the knife, carving deeper into my soul. The walls of this castle seem to breathe violence and blood. And me? I’m just a human girl caught in the middle of it al
Astrid’s PovAliyah released my hair and threw me to the floor like I was nothing.I hit the cold stone hard, my palms scraping against the ground. Before I could even think about getting up, her foot came down on my hand. Not a kick. A slow, deliberate stomp. I bit down on my lip so hard I tasted
Astrid’s Pov“You.” Aliyah’s voice cut straight through me like a blade. “Stand up. Now.”I scrambled to my feet so fast I nearly knocked the chair over. “I’m so sorry, Luna. The Alpha called me here. I swear, I didn’t come on my own. I would never—”“Relax.” She waved her hand like my words were f
Astrid’s PovPlease, please, please stop. Please, I don’t want to die. Please, I beg of you, don’t do this.The voice was mine, but I didn’t recognize it. It came out strangled and broken, trembling with a kind of fear I had never felt before. My own scream echoed back at me, swallowed up by the th







