Nyx’s POV
I was wrong.
I guess I had concluded too quickly, too hasty about declaring that day to be smooth and drama free. I really should learn to shut up sometimes.
There I sat at the end of Elemental class, scribbling some notes with my touch pen on my tablet. I hummed to the random tune playing in my head, happy and content even though I had no friends.
Maybe Aunt Gacia was right after all. No friends, no excess attention, and no drama.
Unfortunately, my seemingly perfect day was ruined by the sound of the bell for recess.
Yes. The fricking bell. The clanging noise produced as metal clashed against each other made me want to scream and run into the unknown just to escape the fate that awaited me outside the four walls of my classroom. This was my safe haven, bearable to say the least.
Outside there were ravenous wolves ready to tear me apart.
I watched as other students trickled out of the class excitedly, and I nibbled on my lower lip.
It couldn't be so bad, could it?
Sucking in heavy, ragged breaths, I glared hard at the doorway where my classmates trooped on and out. I couldn't shake the feeling of the last cafeteria experience I had, and it left me paralyzed in my seat, unable to move.
I swallowed hard, picking up bits and pieces of courage that I could muster but as I remembered how Otis and his friends humiliated me, a shudder of terror coursed through me.
On second thought, I decided to remain in class and study my notes till recess was over, but my stomach rebelled against my decision as it gurgled and whined. I tried to ignore it, but it was hard to do anything with an empty stomach.
Unable to bear the hunger that gnawed at my insides, I knew I had only one option.
I was going to face those devils, and may the moon spirit help me.
I rose to my feet and stumbled out of the class. One step after another I walked, counting down each second in my mind.
You're doing great, Nyx. Almost there.
As I walked down the hallway, I couldn't bring myself to turn to the left or right, my eyes resting on the large door that led to the cafeteria.
My legs slowly began to regain their strength and my breathing became more stable with every step I took forward.
Just a few more meters. You're doing it!
I cheered myself on in my mind. I had a half-mind to dash through the throng of students right into the cafeteria but then I'll be drawing attention to myself, which was the opposite of what I wanted.
Almost there, Nyx. Almost-
“Is that…her?” I heard a girl sneer as I walked past. My heart flew to my mouth, almost escaping through a whimper but I struggled to continue walking. They can't possibly be referring to me, right? ‘Her’ could be anybody. They’re just having a conversation that has absolutely nothing to do with me..right?
“Of course, that's her, the clown princess!” A male voice snickered and I bite down hard on my lower lip.
Almost…there…
My nerves are pulsing and I can feel my entire body tingle with every passing moment. I'm almost within two arms' reach of the large double doors when the sound of circus music hit my ears and loud, roaring laughter echoed down the hallway.
Was that a video of…me?
“Omg look how stupid she looks!”
“Otis is a real one for this!”
“Maybe we should make her Salvador’s loser Mascot, what do y'all say?
“It's still so funny after watching it a thousand times!”
I froze on the spot as my blood ran cold. I had no idea that humiliating moment was caught on camera! What if they posted it everywhere on social media?
No no no!
“I’ve got to send this to all my friends right now!” Another girl chirped and that was when the adrenaline kicked in.
I staggered backward, backing away from the door in front of me. Their scornful laughter increased as they watched the video over and over again, forcing me to relieve every moment of my humiliation over and over again.
Tears stung my eyes as they traced the patterns of the marble floor. I was the object of their mockery, and none of them cared to know how their actions affected me.
I couldn't dare step into the cafeteria, which means there was only one way out of this before it got any worse. Before they knew I was right there in their midst.
Run.
I turned and ran, faster than I'd ever run in my life. As I pushed past the students standing in my way, I let the tears run free, trickling down my face and blurring my vision.
I didn't stop running until I got to the pathway which led to the dorm buildings. I leaned on one of the trees, panting heavily. My legs burned like my bone marrow were made of fire flakes and every gulp of air felt harder than the last.
After regaining some strength, I sneaked into my dorm room, fumbling with the keys as I heard footsteps approaching. If that was a porter, I’d be in sizzling soup and I couldn't add that to the list of my troubles here at Salvador academy.
I've had enough to last me a year.
I sighed in relief when the door finally cracked open and I quickly stepped into the room before getting caught hanging around. My back slammed against the wall and I exhaled in relief.
That was so close.
The quietness of the dorm drowned me in a somber mood and all that happened earlier flooded my mind once again.
It was like a vault of tears had been unlocked as I slumped on my bed, giving vent to the pent up anger, hurt, and embarrassment I had suffered at Salvador Academy.
Sobs wracked my frail frame and all I wanted to do was rip those smiles out of their bratty, little faces.
“Arrgh!!” I screamed into my pillow, punching it repeatedly afterward. I felt lost, broke,n and worse of it all, I was still hungry but there was no way I'm walking back to that cafeteria.
I wiped my tears, right there in my weak, exhausted, and hungry state.
I could really use a miracle.
Why do I let a bunch of kids my age stop me from living my normal life? I've got to be strong. I couldn't continue to run like this.
With my head still buried in my pillow, I heard the sound of the door open but I was too weak to check who it was so I continued to sulk in silence until the sweet scent of pastry and chicken hit my nostril.
I raised my head and I did a double take. There stood Narin with a tray of food in her hands, dropping them on my desk with a soft plonk.
“Eat.”
That was the only word she said before turning away from me and walking to her own corner.
Confused, I looked at her up until she sat on her bed. Why was Narin being nice to me? Was this another prank? Are there hidden cameras somewhere?
“Why?” I asked the brunette who had barely glanced in my direction after offering me food. If she heard me, she didn't show it because all I got in response was silence.
“Why did you get me food, Narin?” I asked again, this time with a firmer voice if this was a prank, I would be really mad.
“Because you're hungry, duh.” Narin deadpanned. “And no, it's not a prank and it isn't poisoned,” she added as she listened to my previous thoughts.
Warmth spread over my heart knowing that someone cared enough to bring me food and I couldn't help but smile.
“Thank you,” I said, and I meant it from the bottom of my heart.
Narin rose to her feet, still wearing the cold expression on her face. I picked up the tray of food and my taste buds yearned to get them in my mouth.
“So, are you going back to class?” I asked, trying to make conversation and as far as I was concerned, I was failing horribly.
“Don't get ahead of yourself, clown princess,” Narin replied. “This doesn't mean we're friends.”
Ouch.
I couldn't ignore the pang in my heart as I watched her walk out of the room, leaving me alone with my racing thoughts.
Nyx's POVI had no idea when I slept off, but by the time I open my eyes, the golden rays of dusk seeped through the window panes, illuminating the room with a warm yellow glow.How did I sleep all afternoon? Did Narin put something in the food she got for me? I thought to rest for some time before going back to class. Where did the time go?Rubbing my groggy eyes, I tried to get rid of the remaining traces of sleep from me. I had to admit, that was one good nap, but I couldn't help but shake off the feeling that I was missing something. Like there was somewhere I needed to be.I stretched my stiff limbs, sitting up on my bed afterwards while inhaling deeply. My eyes suddenly flung open at the foreign smell that hit my nose. What was that smell?I lifted my nose in the air again, sniffing in the weird fragrance that filled the room. As I inhaled the sweet yet pungent smoke, I felt like my senses were slowly being transported to a serene and mystical realm and my eyes slowly began to
Nyx’s POVMy entire body still quaked, even though I was long gone from Otis and his demented pack. I felt a mixture of thrill and fear because I was sure they weren't about to get off my back so easily. What have I done?Otis was the reason I was called clown princess in the first place, and I did was exist in Salvador academy. Now that I've pissed him off, I could only wonder what he would do to me. He was going to make my life a living hell!On second thought, I was already a social recluse so it would not make so much of a difference… It couldn’t get worse than this, can it?My mind was troubled, but not enough to not notice that I was straying further and farther away from school. I peered into the little map again to be sure I was on the right path and I was. However, darkness was creeping in and it was only a matter of time before I would be engulfed in darkness.I hastened my footsteps, plunging deeper into the deserted part of the school. The wind howled as I went, leaving
Nyx’s POV “Excuse me.“ I muttered, shrugging past the throng of students who were chattering with their friends in the hallway. Everyone in Salvador academy seemed to be in some group or pack, while I was just…existing alone. To be honest, I really didn’t mind though, as long as no one bothered me I was okay. The past week was pretty bearable, and as I walked to class that morning I hoped for the best. The thing with Salvador academy is that you never know what to expect, so you have to keep your fingers crossed most of the time. I got into class, making myself comfortable in my seat. Only a handful of students had arrived, and a few of them spared me smiles and little waves which I returned. That was the highest form of interaction I’ve had with other students. A little smile here, a small wave here. No real conversations, but it felt hella good to know that a few people acknowledged my existence. Frankly, I didn’t care about being popular at Salvador Academy. My plate was full
Nyx’s POV I located the venue for the class at it was at the west wing overlooking the western forest. I sucked in a deep breath, wrapping my hands over the cold handle before cracking the door open. Students stood in small groups and clusters and suddenly it began to make sense to me why students were eager to belong to groups. Before I could take another step, three bodies materialized in front of me. How they appeared in front of me, I had no idea but I knew it had something to do with their blasted wolf speed. I suddenly found myself face to face with these boys who clearly spelled trouble and I knew I was in for something. I looked up at the familiar faces of the boys who confronted me on my way to my private class, and the realization made my stomach twist even tighter. “What are you doing here, runt? Do you have a pack?” One of the blokes asked me, with an arrogant sneer masking his face. Their postures were aggressive, and their faces twisted with malice. My heart
Nyx’s POV“Are you good?”It took me more than a moment to realize that this demi-god was talking to me. There I stood, still trembling with fear long after Otis and his cronies had disappeared from my sight when I heard his voice.My eyes were still fixed in the direction they had gone like they were paralyzed or frozen in time.What would have happened to me if Mr. Incredible here didn’t step in to save my sorry ass? I had no game plan. I just hoped that somehow someone somewhere would come to my rescue and…he came.A soft snicker cut through my reverie and I raised my head to meet the eyes of my knight in shiny armor.Corny, I know but I had to shamelessly admit that at this moment, I had been a damsel in distress, and he literally swung in and saved the day.My eyes locked on his warm yet mischievous pair, and I caught myself staring longer than was considered appropriate. “Clyde.” He stretched his hands towards me, his eyes crinkling slightly as his lips sprouted a gentle smile
Nyx’s POVThe sky was a pastel of dark hues as I trudged home, thinking about what Clyde said about Narin. I still found it weird that she couldn’t confront me about the rumours but easily just ignored the hell out of my existence. It made me feel really bad and somewhat puzzled. Why can’t she just ask me if any of those rumours were true? As I walked back to the dorm that evening, I made up my mind to talk to her about it. Was I terrified? Yes. Would I go ahead and do it anyway? Yes. I was sick of being uncomfortable in my own room. It’s supposed to be my comfort zone, my safe haven but there was always that constricting feeling lingering in the air and it made me want to scream and pull out my hair sometimes.My confidence started to wane as I drew closer to my dorm room. I pictured Narin’s stoic face and a slight shudder ran through me. What if I end up making a fool of myself?I shook off the thought, bracing myself for what was ahead of me. I had kept these emotions pent up ins
Nyx’s POV “What did you say?” Narin asked, turning her ears toward me like she did not hear me the first time.I knew she heard me crystal clear, and she was probably asking me to repeat myself in case I wanted to change my mind but I was resolved, standing firmly on my words.“I said I am ready to bully the bully…I am ready to get back at Otis.” My voice was firm, courageous, and full of vigor, just like the way I felt inside of me. Yes, I couldn’t shift. But that didn’t mean I had to allow them to walk all over me just because of that. My wolf was coming, and I was more than ready for it. In the meantime, these scumbags were going to have their turn. “That is more like it.” She replied, putting down her book to give me her full attention. “So…any ideas on how to pull this off in a grand style?” Narin asked me and I suddenly went blank. I tried to wrack my brain for a brilliant way to exert my revenge but there seemed to be a mental blockade restricting me.“Um…” I muttered, sti
NYX's POVI sat at the breakfast table, my eyes subtly observing the crowd of students milling about.Narin was over at the food counter, a sunshade hanging on the bridge of her nose.Yup. Narin was wearing a sunshade inside the dorm cafeteria and she did not care about the eyes on her. She was about one thing and one thing alone, determined to get it done no matter the cost.On second thought, the stares she was getting were probably the disguise spell she used to change her identity to that of the junior chef who had not been around since the beginning of the week and the sunshades were to hide her distinct eye colour. According to Narin, she was not strong enough to make a disguise spell that could hide all of her completely. I kept my fingers crossed, waiting patiently to see how this would all turn out.There was a ruckus at the entrance of the cafeteria and without looking I already knew what it meant.Otis and his cronies were here.Narin adjusted her position so that when Ot