Present-day,
By the time I got into my house, I could tell that my dad preparing dinner in the kitchen from the sound of his knife hitting the chopping board. I placed my purse on the couch before making my way to the kitchen. “Smells really good in here,” I commented as I opened the fridge and picked up one can of soda. “What are you making, Dad?” I asked, turning around.
“It is just the usual, Sweetie, you know—” Then he abruptly stopped. I watched him in confusion as he scrunched up his nose then turned to me with questioning eyes. “Where have you been?” he asked even though I had informed him earlier this morning that I was going to accompany Brett to his friend’s wedding.
“Brett’s friend’s wedding, why?” I opened the can and took a sip of the cold soda.
His eyes narrowed into a slit. “With who?”
“Brett?” I let out a nervous chuckle.
“No, I would know if it was Brett. You were with someone else,” he said as if he could tell. “Who was it, Xyrra?”
“How would you know?” I placed the can on top of the island next to the fridge and walked closer to the stove, curiously trying to figure out what he was making. My dad did not say anything for a few moments and I glanced at him over my shoulder. “Dad?”
He put down his knife carefully on the side of the chopping board then faced me with his arms folded in front of his black T-shirt and blue apron. “You were with a wolf, I can tell.”
“A wolf?” I chuckled. “There are no wolves around here, Dad. A dog, perhaps. Do I smell or something? Because I did let Mrs. Robinson's golden retriever give me a kiss when I was on my way home. He is way too cute.”
“No, you were with a wolf and I know it was not Eros. Who is he?”
“Seriously, Dad, I wasn’t with any wolf.” I frowned, confused by how serious he actually was with this wolf thing.
“Don't lie to me now, Xyrra. Who was he? You tell me right now,” he growled the last sentence and it automatically reminded me of Ryker Cromwell, the groom.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
He suddenly lunged at me and held both of my arms with his bare hands. “Who was he?” “I don’t know who you are referring to.” His nails dug into my skin painfully as his breathing grew hard. Then I noticed his pupil, his hazel eyes turner dark.
“Dad, you’re hurting me,” I pleaded as his nails dug deeper.
“Who?” he growled out again, his voice was different than his usual voice. It was deeper and his tone was a tad harsher. I flinched. In all my life, my dad had never yelled at me or scared me like this. He had always been a loving parent and the person standing so close to me right now was definitely not my dad.
“I said I don’t know. I don’t know most of the wedding guests but all I know was that Alana was the bride and Ryker was the groom.”
“Ryker.” His grip loosened and his eyes kept flashing from black to hazel then back to black. “Do we know anyone called Ryker?” he asked but something told me that was not talking to me. His brows furrowed for a full minute before he blinked and his frown disappeared. “The Ethereal.”
“The what now?” My dad’s gaze back to me as if he had just realized that I was still there.
Slowly his eyes turned back to their natural color. “Nothing, Sweetie. It’s nothing.” He walked away and returned to chopping the onions again and asked, “Does spaghetti bolognese sound good to you?”
I swallowed hard and forced myself to form an answer, “Yeah, sure.” Then I made my back to the living room.
“I’ll go and clean up first, Dad.”
“Okay, Sweetie,” he replied, sounding every bit like my dad. By the time I grabbed my purse, I breathed out and realized that I had been holding my breath this whole time. Once I was inside the bathroom, I checked my arms at the mirror and the marks that his nails had left. Some of his nails had indeed broken into my skin and caused small bleeding. I dipped my towel into the bowl of water and tapped the wound. It stung a little but I was not feeling it as my mind tried to process what had just happened downstairs.
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It was the lunch break when I noticed everyone’s eyes were on me as I walked into the cafeteria. Some I did know while most of the others were strangers to me. I held my head high and refused to feel intimidated by their blatant glares as I queued for my lunch. I ordered a sandwich and a can of coke which I could easily grab to go. Holding my breath, I was waiting for a pin to drop as I made my way out of the cafeteria and to the field.
I watched the cheerleaders practice at the far end and took a seat on the bleachers. It was quiet and peaceful compared to the crowded cafeteria and I was grateful for it. The fewer people I had to interact with, the better. My sandwich was half-finished when I heard the footsteps approaching me and looked to my right. To my surprise, it was the groom from yesterday’s wedding, Ryker Cromwell. He was wearing a casual shirt and a pair of dark pants.
“I have told you to leave me alone unless you want to clear the misunderstanding you’ve caused.” I moved my gaze straight ahead, not wanting to spare one look at him because every time I laid my eyes on him, it reminded me of my stupidity of almost giving up my virginity to him in that ladies’ room over a week ago.
The bench dipped a little as he sat. “It was not a misunderstanding, Xyrra.” The way he spoke my name sent shivers down my spine and I did my best to put on a poker face. “Unfortunately we are destined to be together. You truly are my mate.”
I finished my sandwich and crumpled the paper wrap into a ball then I took my time cleaning my palette with the soda before I turned to him. “How many times do I have to tell you that we are not in any relationship and I certainly am not your mate. We are not friends and we didn’t become friends out of a spur of the moment just because you used me as an excuse to jilt your bride.”
His silver eyes narrowed. “Do you think I want a human mate?” he spat those words at me as if he expected me to understand what it meant and for the record, I did not.
“A human mate?” I gave out a mocking laugh. “What are you? Five? Are all your other mates are inanimate objects or animals or something? What I said still stands, I don’t want anything to do with you.” I dismissed him and turned back to watching the cheerleaders trying to build a human pyramid.
His hand suddenly gripped my shoulder and forced me to face him. “Do you think I want this? I don’t but it falls on my lap anyway so I have to deal with it. Do you think it is easy for me to hurt Alana like that?” I tried pulling my shoulder away from him but it only made his grip tighten.
“I still don’t understand why you did it. If you love her then feel free to marry her, don’t hold back on my account. We made out. Once. That’s all it was and I can easily forget that ever happened if you tell everyone right now that it was just a misunderstanding,” I spat my words back at him, feeling annoyed with all of this aggression.
“Can you really forget what happened?” His voice sounded unsure.
“Sure can,” I lied. He did not need to know how I had spectacularly lost control that night, how I had let a stranger touch me the way Brett never did.
“I can’t marry Alana. Not when I know you exist.” Ryker dropped his hand and sighed. “I suppose there is no easy way to explain to you unless I show you and have you meet him.”
I frowned. “Show me what and meet who exactly?” He took my hand and rose to his feet.
“Come on. I can not do it here.”
“Go where and do what?” I stood as he tugged my hand.
He did not answer my question instead he shook his head and said, “Just wait. It will all make sense.”
Out of curiosity, I followed him down the stairs and all the way to the space below the bleachers. I tugged my hand from his grasp and he finally let go. “If you are trying to do anything funny, I will scream my heart out.” I pulled out my phone just in case and held it in my hand. “My best friend is on speed dial and he will be able to track my phone because I gave him my Apple password so like I said, don’t try anything.”
Ryker rolled his eyes at my threat but did not say anything. He kicked his shoes off then pulled his socks off before putting them into his shoes while I stared oddly at him. Then he started stripping his clothes. “What are you doing?” I took a step back and was ready to run.
His hand grabbed the edge of his boxer brief then paused. “I suppose I should leave this on not to scare you.”
“What are you trying to do here?” I looked away, feeling uncomfortable watching him with only his underwear on no matter how good his body actually looked. It was too bad that he was such a weirdo when he had the body of a Greek God. I swear God could be cruel sometimes.
“Look at me, Xyrra.”
“Uh-huh, no thank you.” I stared at the ceiling, watching the plank of woods holding the bleachers upright.
“Xyrra, look at me right now.” There was something in his voice which I could not pinpoint but whatever it was, I found myself tilted my jaw down and staring at him. I watched his silver eyes turn jet black and his hair grew longer. In fact, all of his exposed skin was now covered with black fur. His face elongated, his nose and mouth turned into a muzzle. Then as he opened his mouth, I could see his canines protruding and before I could do anything, he had turned into a giant wolf in front of my very eyes.
“Holy shite!” I stumbled backward and tripped. I groaned as my behind hit the ground but my eyes never left the creature because I was too afraid that he might attack me if I looked away. The black wolf moved towards me and I froze. Its face was so close to me that I could feel its breath fanning the side of my face. It opened its mouth and I could almost taste death knocking on my door before another strange thing happened. The giant wolf licked me, it actually licked one side of my face before taking a step bac
My lips twitched into forming a smile when I checked my phone that day and saw Eros’s reply. ‘Wait until I get back to town. I will kick their arses for you!’ After I sent him a quick reply telling him to come back sooner, I slid my phone inside the pocket of my jacket and walked to my locker. After what had happened earlier with Ryker under the bleachers, I went back inside and pretended that I had not just seen a naked man turned into a large hairy wolf. My phone chimed again and I pulled it out. It was a text from Davina. She had gone with flu and skipped school today, she texted me saying that she felt much better now that she had had enough rest and chicken soup. I texted her back, telling her how boring school was without her, and hit the send button just as I arrived at my locker. Out of the corner of my eyes, I could feel people were starting to crowd around m
Nothing welcomed me home better than my dad saying, “Wow, Sweetie, you reek.” After spending the rest of my day trying to get the paint off my motorcycle at Patrick’s repair shop, I had to use the olive oil to get the paint off the seat. I could not get it all off but there was progress, at least now there would not be a word ‘Slut’ on my ass whenever I rode it. Luckily Patrick did not ask anything when I walked into his garage. He simply asked me what I needed and helped me with the paint on the headlight and the body of my motorcycle. He had used the paint remover and told me that I needed to leave my bike there for a couple of days for him to polish it then paint it black again. So in the end, I had to walk my way home and possibly catch a bus to school tomorrow. “Yeah, well, it has been a long day,” I replied with a sigh as I placed my helmet by the side of the stairs the
How I had somehow managed to sneak back to my bed was forever a mystery but there was an obvious reason why I could not sleep that night. So many things went through my head, so many scenarios in which none I liked because deep down, I refused to believe that my dad was actually keeping me safe for a reason, that I was something he was going to bargain with the person Eros had been referring to. And what did he want to exchange me for? His position as Beta at the pack? Would they give him his old position that easily even after what he had done? Then I started to have questions about myself. Why would an eighteen years old normal teenager be of any value? Why would I be of any value? I was just a normal human. I had no superpower and was no Einstein genius. I could not turn into a giant wolf at will either. Why would that dangerous person everyone seemed to be scared of want me? Also, I still found it hard to believe that my father, the per
Even though he had told me to run, I did not. I knew that if something happened to me, my dad would lose his bargaining power so there was no way he would hurt me. Instead, I watched Ryker face to face with my dad’s wolf. “You don’t want to do this, Atlas,” warned Ryker, still in his human form. Atlas seemed to be my dad’s wolf. “I know you have been locked out for ten long years, I know you are eager to come out, but you have a clean record, you don’t want to taint that. Leonidas will not take you back.” I turned to Ryker, lifting my eyebrow. “Are you scared of my dad’s wolf or are you trying to buy yourself some time?” “Neither,” answered Ryker with a frown. “Khrysaor has been in a foul mood and I don’t want to kill Rob or Atlas.” “Why?” I asked out of curiosity, not because I wanted him to hurt my dad. Although based on what I had read online during breakfast, killing someone’s mate was pretty high on the list of ten most
“Okay,” I replied to him then walked past him to the laundry room. I dumped the clothes into the laundry basket before walking back to him. “I will go and find my dad.” I walked out of the room, past the kitchen to the back door. “Dad?” I called out but no one replied. I walked out and there was no one else in the backyard. No sign of my dad or his wolf. “Dad? Where are you?” I walked down the steps and looked around but as far as I could see, he was not there. “He
“As in your best friend and not your scrawny boyfriend,” said Ryker, as if he was trying to list down the men in my life and remember their names and roles. I would have laughed if I had not just experienced a mental breakdown. “Ex-boyfriend. I broke up with Brett at your wedding, remember?” I corrected, s
The red wolf continued to stare at us with its piercing eyes, watching our every move and seemingly ready to attach at any given moment. I had zero doubt that if we walked out of the car, it would jump on us. I was probably dead meat while Ryker could put up a fight. It was probably another reason why Ryker said “Stay inside” before he got out of the car like a brave soldier. I heard him say to the red wolf, “Technically I have not crossed your border, this is a neutral territory so I suggest you get back inside and simply find Eros Adler. I will be out of your way once my mate gets to talk to Eros. Plus no one wants to issue a pack war because you know that is what will happen if any of u