Chapter 48

Rozieden is very different from all the guys I've met before. Maybe he is just also the type who falls inlove with efforts, words of affirmation and actions. But the difference is it is just he enever experienced all those things.

That is why he is different. He is different because he is so curious of feeling it, he enevr voice it out but his eyes screaming it so loud. He wants attention and affection too. People around him failed to make him feel that and it causes him to act so tough to everyone because he thinks like no one is there for him.

I want him to feel like he is not.

I want him to feel like someone is willing to fight for him. I want him to also see the beauty of being cared of, the beautry of being loved. I want him to feel that, to feel everything that he supposed to feel. He deserves it.

Just ;ike the feeling that he gave me, the feeling of being teated that you are special to someone.

Rozieden made me so flattered and happy that night. Those darkest days of my li