Chapter 66

I was crying the whole lunch time. It is just I can't stop it any more and I feel like I'm alone, I mean yes, I'm really alone in this fight and there's nothing else to rely on except myself.

I am inside the bathroom and I did nothing but to cry and cry the whole lunch time,

I am alone eating from my table. This is the first time again that me and Rozieden did not eat together at the lunch time.

I feel like everyone betrayed me and even if I am not the type who do self pity but still I can't stop myself from feeling this way.

Now, I am doubting it again. I am doubting telling Rozieden again. I am scared that he is not really into me that it will never be enough for him to understand me, to understand my situation and at the end he will be a someone who is nothing but a few chapters in my life but will never be the epilogue and the ending.

I am so anxious about everything but still I finished my work even keep thinking about what is happening right now about Dad. What is he eating?