Ryan POV:Her thoughts haunt me. At the party, when I saw that scared and terrified look in her eyes, it shattered my heart. I did not want to be rude to her but I was and I cannot undo that. Given her personality, it won't be easy to say sorry to her either. I rubbed my face and leaned back on the seat while she occupied my mind all over again. At first, I did not like how much control she has over me but now I am getting used to it. I like thinking about her, being with her and if I ever get a chance, I am sure I cannot say no to that enchantingly flawless body. Kevin entered my office after knocking onto the door but I did not look at him. I do not want any interruptions when I am thinking about her."Sir, here is the report from Stones. They did better than we expected. The collaboration with them will surely make up for our losses in a short span of time." He reported and I gave him a slight nod. I did not have any doubts about such an outcome. Yes, when I saw that she is the ow
Anastasia POV:"You came early today." Mom said to me as I plopped onto the couch in the sitting area. It was 4 in the evening and I was already back from the office while I usually come at dinner time. "Yeah, I was tired." I yawned and leaned back onto the soft cushions. I did not eat anything as I was nauseous so I was really low on energy right now. Every pore in my body was aching. Mom's eyes turned into slits as she watched me. I got anxious suddenly. "What?" I tried to end this awkwardness."You are looking really pale. Are you okay" she sat beside me and placed her hand on my forehead to check the temperature. I wanted to hug her and cry in her embrace but I forced a smile instead. "I am doing fine." I lied and she wasn't convinced at all. Mom cupped my cheeks and made me look into her eyes. Damn!! I wanted to tell her everything but I could not bring myself to do that. I imagined how shattered she would be after knowing the truth. Although I know, one day I have to tell the
Ryan POV: I had a meeting with a client and when I finally got free from the hellish torture, I glanced at my wrist watch and clock the clock was already ticking 9pm. My stomach was going berserk as I did not have anything the whole day other than 6 cups of coffee and after having that much caffeine, I surely won't be able to sleep tonight. "Take me to the usual restaurant." I commanded the driver and he instantly stepped on the gas. I wanted to go to my parents residence but I wasn't in the mood to hear their nagging. It was a better choice to eat alone instead. Soon, the vehicle stopped in front of the building. It is a 5-star Michelin restaurant and my all time favorite place. My mood lifted up as I walked inside the building. Trust me, I am a true gourmet. I cannot say no to good food but it is my hectic routine which does not give me a break. "Hello, Mr. Weaver." A waitress rushed to greet me the moment her eyes fell on me. "Hi." I plainly said. I am tired of them giving
Ryan POV: In the morning, I left the hotel while Delilah was still sleeping soundly. I tired her out, out of her wits last night and to be honest, I felt bad too. Because I used her to get rid of my thoughts about Anastasia. I scratched my stubble that had grown overnight and sighed. 'You will be the death of me one day.' I imagined Ana and complained to her. Never in my life, I thought that I would lose my control over someone. Even if I showed this scenario to my past self, I would have laughed really hard. "We have arrived, sir." The driver told me. We were at my place. I went to my penthouse and took a shower to get rid of all the signs of another girl on my body. After cleaning up thoroughly and changing into the new suit, I adjusted the tie knot and glanced at my reflection for the last time and left for the office. At the office, Kevin had already prepared breakfast for me. I sipped onto the coffee and it woke me up while the pile of the work on the desk made me groan.
Anastasia POV:I picked out a floral printed v-necked, full sleeves dress from my wardrobe. Before, I did not want to go to dinner but now, I want to. I took a shower and changed into the dress that I had picked out. I let my hair loose and dabbed some makeup on my face to look presentable. However, when it was my turn to pick out the shoes, I grabbed 4 inches long heels, but then something clicked in my mind. 'You have to be really careful at the early stages of the pregnancy. A little negligence can result in a miscarriage.' Dr. Crystal told me when I went to see her. 'We can't even call it a baby yet. It is so tiny and fragile that ultrasound is also not possible.' She added and I took a careful note of her instructions. So, I put them back onto their place and instead took out a pair of plain sandals. After making sure I looked fine, I went to the sitting area. Mom and Dad were waiting for me. "Do I look okay, Mom?" For some reason, I started to get nervous and held the hem of
Anastasia POV:After dinner, I don't know where Ryan went. He left the table after he got a call and now I am looking for him like a maniac in this humongous place. I climbed the stairs and went to the first floor. I could not help but get impressed by the beauty of this place again. However, I put the urge to admire his home on the side and looked for him. There were many doors on the first floor. I contemplated what to do as I had no idea which one of those rooms was his. With a thumping heart, I knocked on the first door on the right side and soon, it opened. I found him standing right in front of me. The scent of his expensive cologne wrapped me up and I lifted my eyelids to take in his astonishing looks. His hair was randomly falling on his forehead like he had been running his fingers in them while his dark eyes were deep and terrifying. He looked at me with confusion. "What is it?" His eyes squinted. "Uhm-" Now that I am here and I have to reveal the biggest secret of my l
Ryan POV: She was looking so beautiful in that little dress which she was wearing. I intend on apologizing to her for my behaviour at the party but my throat turned bitter when she stood beside Zayn after I choked him. She was worried about him and did not bat an eye although my ribs were killing me as Zayn had punched me brutally. I came to my room after dinner because I got a call but soon I was surprised to see her standing at my door. Damn! If that didn't turn me on. When she came to my room.... I had all kinds of erotic thoughts in my head. However, when she told me why she was here, I felt like my head was blown off. What the fu*k was she telling me? She is with my child? I wanted to shake her really hard so she would come back to her senses.... most importantly I wanted to ask why she let me come inside her when she wasn't on birth control, but my mouth was tied. I was already rude to her by telling her to abort the child. The piercing pain I witnessed in her eyes, it ma
Anastasia POV:On our way back home, none of us said a single word. However, from time to time, Mom and Dad's sighs would fill the air and each time, I felt really guilty for disappointing them. The embarrassment which they have faced tonight because of me, it was killing me from inside. In fact, I would feel better if they would shout or yell at me but the silent treatment which they are giving me, that's really painful. "I am sorry." I whispered after we arrived home. "We will talk later, Ana. Have some rest." Dad said to me and they made their way to their bedroom while I stood there for a long time. My feet started to hurt but my mind was still clouded with his thoughts. Shock, fear, hate, surprise, disdain and pain... I have witnessed it all in his eyes tonight. He was right, I am the one at fault here. I was the one who encouraged him to have s*x with me. Even though he stopped in the middle, I continued to urge him to finish what he started. Tears rolled down my eyes and I