AIDENI started my car some moments after he had moved and I was soon on his tail although from a respectable distance. The way the jealousy burnt in me had me feeling like speeding up and stopping right in front of him.But I managed to keep my cool, even though I knew they would be having the time of their lives inside Troy's ride which was looking quite clean and I envied that a lot. He made me want to get back into sports once more, but that would be a conversation for later. I knew all that it was going to take to break it all apart was one move that would make them hate each other with a hatred that would supercede whatever emotions it was that made them crazy for each other.That was one of the reasons I was calm through it all and also followed Troy. They would feel my fury most unimaginably. The plan seemed workable in my head.I had never been as mindful of my actions as I had been at that point. It felt like I was in a defining moment. The pressure I was under had me wishi
ELLIEThe kiss had come with such an inexplicable suddenness that had me crumbling under the weight of his passion. I loved the way I felt safe and secure in those huge arms of his. There were a lot of things that made me wish that moment wouldn't come to an end anytime soon.“You’ve been looking forward to this, Troy…” I teased as I slowly put down the can of soda to keep it from spilling all over the place, before getting back into the kiss.He looked like he had been rehearsing every single thing he would when I would finally give him the chance to come that close to me. It was almost as though he had a series of movements pre-planned for the occasion.But then, as much as I was enjoying the moment, Aiden's words seemed to come back into my head, regardless of how many times I tried to do away with them. Most of all, his words about Troy being a player were all playing over and over as Troy was showing off some experience in what he was doing as his kisses began going lower and lo
ELLIEThe alarm clock buzzed and I was getting up to face another morning of school. It was a Friday and it was time to end the week on such a high note. I reached for my phone with such anxiety that I couldn't understand, as I had been expecting one of Troy's heartwarming morning messages that had me feeling like the best version of myself. But I looked through my messages and there was nothing of that sort. It was giving me some concern. I wanted to believe he wasn't up yet and was probably carrying out his other morning routines which didn't include me, of course.I made my way to the shower, which was still infested with memories of the steamy session Aiden and I had spent in there. It just couldn't leave my mind at that point, and it made me feel bad, as there just wasn't escaping it.As I stepped out of the shower, I was sure Troy's message should have come in by then. It would simply be an anomaly if it hadn't. There were a lot of thoughts sweeping through my helpless mind as
ELLIEMy heart was racing all through that morning as I still hadn't heard from Troy ever since. It had me wondering if that was a diplomatic way of saying it was all over. Even worse, I feared he was in some sort of trouble that made him unable to reach out to me. But then, I looked at my phone one more time and he had just been online a few moments ago. I hated that his lack of response was beginning to get to me, regardless of how much I tried to hide it. “Need a ride to school…? Your ride is taking too long to appear. You might be late before he gets here.” Aiden asked as I was about to step out of the front door. There were a lot of things about that offer that seemed quite suspicious.“Sorry, but I think I'll pass,” I said, not looking at him for a single moment as he made his way to his car. The excited smile he had on his face had me feeling somewhat angry. Somewhere in my mind, I believe he wasn't supposed to be happy without having gotten my forgiveness. But there he was
ELLIEIt had to be that he had gotten up on the wrong side of his bed. At one point, I wasn't sure I was still talking to the same guy I had met in the locker room that had been all over me.“What do you mean, Troy?” I asked as I still wasn't believing my ears. It was awful that I was about to begin my day with a reason to shed tears. But I held my resolve somehow. “I meant that we're not meant to be… together or seeing each other again.” Troy was stuttering at that point as he seemed to lack the words to put me away. “Are you kidding me now?” I asked, trying my best to keep my emotions from forcing me to create a scene there in front of everyone. “What did I do wrong?”“You didn't do anything wrong, Ellie.” He said, tiredly as though he was being tired out by the very fact that he was having that conversation. “You're not the problem here, it's just me.”“Talk to me, Troy. What's going on?” I was desperate to hear what he had to say, and what his inner struggles were. But somewher
ELLIE“And just like that, he said he thinks we shouldn't be seeing each other anymore…” I let out in tears to Jasmine who was more than willing to listen to how my ordeal with Troy had ended so abruptly before it could get the chance to begin.I was running out of tears to cry at that point, as it was almost feeling like my world was falling apart in one instant. It was hard to imagine myself crying out tears like that up until that moment.“But that doesn't sound like the Troy I know.” Jasmine sounded just as surprised as I had been when I heard him break it down to me suddenly. “It almost sounds like something could have gotten into him. Maybe he didn't mean it.”Those words had me feeling no better than I was at that point. It was just like a massage on a dead body. I had accepted the fate Troy had left me to but the pain was going to take a while for me to heal from.“Calm down, Ellie. Stuff like that happens.” Jasmine's words were not making me feel any better, but then I just h
ELLIE“Ugh…” one more erratic cheer from the girls seated in the stands and I would suddenly become sick. The way they cheered for Aiden like he was some act that they had been waiting on all year.His cheers had superseded that of Kai who had been keeping the team afloat in his absence. That made me feel a bit for Kai who seemed like he wasn't having the best of Aiden's return on the court.But then, it was just a pickup game and not an important session. It was just a chance to give the girls something to cheer for. They were flexing their muscles at every given chance they were presented with and that was simply annoying, as the girls were always reacting to every move they made.Deep down in my heart, I was still thinking about Troy. I was wondering what he would feel like when he would look up in the stands to realize that I wasn't there watching him do his thing. I would be more than satisfied if he felt incomplete when he looked up and didn't see me.But there was a possibili
AIDENBy the time I was sinking the last basket, I was soon having my fill of the game. It was time to go home after having made it known that I was back on the team.My side was up by a decent number of points, and I was sure that I had made it clear to the coach that I was in good form— even better than that of some of the players who hadn't stopped for even a day.“Alright, that's a wrap…” the coach said, blowing a whistle to bring the heated game to an end. For the past couple of moments, it had felt like it had been me against Kai all afternoon. I let the coach's words breeze past my ears as I was getting ready to go. It was all going pretty well until the coach turned to me. “Good job, Aiden… if you keep cutting through defenses like that, then you might just be well on your way to a college scholarship.” He wasn't concealing his admiration in any way, and I loved it. But then, a part of me felt guilty for coming over and stealing Kai’s spotlight. I was sure he would have an