Carrie
With my soul amazingly draped in comfort, I stirred out of my sleep. I do not know if it’s because the bed was extremely comfortable… But that sleep was one of the best I have had. And that is strange.
Who sleeps peacefully after a one-night stand?
Me. I am that person.
My eyes opened to the sight of the gorgeous stranger who was still sleeping beside me. At that moment, I wished I was with my phone. For some reason, I wanted to keep his image in my head and my phone. The peace on his face was a lovely sight and it made me guess that he was someone who was doing something meaningful with his life.
But before I could spend tons of minutes staring at the stranger who gave me one of the best nights, I realised that it was time to leave. So, I carefully got off the bed and landed my feet on the ground.
I grabbed my satchel which I had kept closer after I woke up in the middle of the night to bathe.
He was awake then but he was busy with his laptop and I knew better than to disturb him.
As I straightened my back and looked his way again, I realised I had one little problem.
Okay, it was actually a huge one.
And it has to do with getting back to where I came from. I have no idea how I could get back to the hotel.
But there was no need to panic.
I exhaled hard.
The solution was very simple. I just had to use G****e.
I am sure Mr. Gorgeous wouldn’t mind me touching his phone and using his finger to unlock his phone. He won’t be seeing me again anyway.
My solution worked without waking him up.
As I clicked on the G****e icon, his name popped up.
Alessandro.
I whispered his name into the air. I did it again and soon, it turned into a song that filled my lips. As I searched for directions, I kept singing his name.
And, when I finally got what I wanted, after I committed my destination route to memory, I dropped his phone at the spot I met it.
Then, quietly, after stealing another look at him, I walked out.
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Walk of shame?
Please.
I just had the best sex ever and no matter what any soul says, I gave myself the best thing ahead of my forsaken wedding.
So yes, I strutted into the reception of the classic hotel my father had booked for his daughter’s destination wedding with pride on my shoulders.
“Stop.” My walk of pride was soon ruined. “Put your ur hands in the air and turn slowly.”
“Gary…” My lips blurted the name of my bodyguard while I did as he asked. My hands mid-air, I turned and asked him, “Do you have to be so dramatic? Do you need to treat me like a criminal?”
Gary used to work for my father but after I nearly got into trouble during a simple night out, he was assigned to work for me and keep a good eye on me. And since then, he made sure to trail my every movement. I am certain he knows exactly where I was over the night. But, Gary being who he is, might not say a word.
“You are not meant to be outside,” his deep voice boomed and he signalled to the men behind him to fall back.
“Where is my father? Did he order you to imprison me?”
Gary moved closer and gathered my hands till they were behind me. Without a word from him, he began to walk.
“Gary… Does my father know?”
It was necessary that I knew the truth. That would determine the kind of act I will put up when my father confronts me.
“What do you think?”
“That you are ridiculous for listening to my father?” His eyes peered dangerously into mine and I sighed in complaint. “Can you people just for once stop killing my fun? Please.”
“Running away a few days to your wedding is not a good definition of having fun.”
I rolled my eyes as he led me down an open corridor that was decorated with sculptured pillars.
“Yeah, my wedding to a man I don’t know anything about.”
“You brought this upon yourself, Carrie. You know that.”
I said nothing more after what Gary said in his deep, ever-monotonous voice.
A few more steps after, we were in front of the room my father turned into his temporary office. Gary released me, I looked up at him and sighed.
“Let’s go in,” he urged.
I bit into my lip before I asked, “He is really angry, isn’t he?”
“You’ll find out when you go in.” I sneered at him. His kind of friend was annoying. He never helps cover my tracks even though he finds it comfortable to sneak into my room for movie night.
“Dad,” I announced my entry.
As I made to speak another word, Gary grabbed me by the wrist, rushed into the room, and slammed the door shut.
“Wh-What are you doing?” He put on his towering persona and made sure to push me further into the room without touching me. “G- Gary…” I stole a look behind me. “Is this another intervention?”
“Trust me, I am tired of having to organise interventions three times a year.” At least he finally replied to me.
“You make me sound like a terrible person.”
“I know you are not. But it is time for you to start acting like the daughter your father expects you to be.”
“Gary…” I rolled my eyes at his unbelievable statement. “My father’s expectations are ridiculous. My father expects me to get married to a man I don’t know.”
“Your father knows you ran away, Carrie.” Gary sighed and I watched as his built chest moved. “He is not happy.”
“I am not happy either, Gary. I ran away because I am not happy.”
“You don’t have a choice.”
“Well…” My lips wore a mischievous grin immediately and I disjointed my body from the edge of the desk behind me. My finger began to trail a line on his chest and I said, “You can help me run away. You know that is very possible. And I know you’ll do a good job of helping me.”
“Carrie…” His eyes softened and I saw something I have always noticed. I saw his affection for me. Gary reached for my finger and that grip converted to wrapping the entirety of my hand. “Listen to me… You are on the verge of getting your father’s wrath. So you need to take a minute to understand what you want to do with your life.”
“Gary…”
He took a step back before I could show how affected and appreciative I was of his advice. It is the first time he has spoken in such a sombre tone with me. And since I deduced the affection that he has tried to keep hidden from me in his words, I wished to say a word or two, but he beat me to it.
Gary began to take steps back. “Your father is currently considering calling off the marriage.”
“What?” My eyes widened in excitement and my feet were ready to fly. “Really?”
With his usual stoic expression, he continued, “But you are grounded for two weeks.”
“Grounded? I am not a child.”
“You act like one, Carrie.”
Okay… That is a burn. A huge burn.
“Whatever you say…” I quickly pushed his hurtful words away and focused on the fact that I will be getting out of my terrible wedding ceremony to Frank Maximus, the man I give no shit about. “As long as I remain unmarried after those two weeks, I am good to go.”
“Let’s go to your room,” Gary offered his arm and I hooked mine with his. “I told the chef to prepare a meal for you.”
“Oh… Gary. You know the way to my heart.” My pouting lips soon wore a sigh and I rested on the comfort of his buff arm as we walked out of the room.
CarrieAlessandro and I sat in silence for a very long time. We held hands and stared at the sea and the way it displayed its beauty while the wind played with it.Then, after many minutes, I asked, “How have you been?”Alessandro faced me, his gorgeous eyes making my heart skip as though it was the first time meeting him. “Before a few moments ago, I have been shitty. Very shitty.”His response tempted me to imagine how terrible things were for him when my father captured me. But a glimpse of that imagination made my heart ache, so I quickly dumped that idea.“I am sorry, Alessandro.“Why?”“My father caused us so much pain. He uh-” I lowered my head while a faint memory of how I suffered in that dark room seeped into my mind.“Don’t think about it, Carrie.” Alessandro’s soft gaze met mine. “It is too sad.”“It happened, Alessandro. How do I face it if I don’t think about it?”“Carrie.” A crack entered his voice and for some seconds, he bit into his lips. “You were in hell back there
Alessandro“Mr. Valante,” the doctor dragged me out of my deep thoughts.“How is she?” After Carrie asked a question that made my entire soul crash, she lost consciousness and we had to rush her to the hospital.“Thankfully, we were able to stabilise her, but she needs to be watched for some days. While we wait, we’ll run necessary tests and take care of her to the best of our ability.”“Will she be fine?” That was all I wished to know.“Yes. I believe she will overcome this.” The doctor still had questions. “From the chart I got from the patient’s previous hospital, it indicated that she was pregnant.”My throat felt heavier. “She… She lost the baby, didn’t she?”He sighed. Then he nodded. “We will have to test for an overdose. Especially for Diclofenac and Misoprostol. It is possible that they were given to the patient regularly. If that turns out to be true, the culprit will be charged with murder. That’s as far as I know.”“Thank you, doctor. But…” I hesitated to ask my question bu
CarrieWhen my eyes opened again, I felt strange, I felt clean. But that feeling failed to override the disappointment I felt when I realised that I was still alive.Darkness surrounded me as usual and emptiness joined the party.And all I could do was stare at nothing and wait for the worst to happen.Many moments later, the door opened and the light came on.Gary stepped into the room.“You are awake,” he said, his hand carrying a tray of what seemed to be food.I could have scoffed at that sight if I had the strength. At this point, eating is meaningless. I doubt I would be able to swallow anything.“You should eat,” Gary continued. He knelt and dropped the tray on the floor. “It has been days since you had anything. You should at least eat something.”“Gary…” My voice was greatly weak as usual.“Yes, Carrie?” I listened as he dragged himself closer. “What is it? Do you need to go to the bathroom? You don’t have to make a mess here anymore. It is unhealthy.”“I…” I focused on the ce
AlessandroI have lost my mind.I’ll keep losing my mind.I’ll keep letting images of Carrie haunt me in dreams and real life. I’ll continue to be a version of myself I’ll never understand as long as things continue this way.It’s been a month since Carrie’s disappearance and everything has turned upside down. After a long day of locating Carrie to no avail, I resort to a lifestyle that makes me furious with myself.I can’t stop it though. Right now, it’s the only way I know to survive.And that’s why I won’t back away from crushing the head of the man kneeling in front of me with the end of my gun.That’s right. I went back to CDP.I thought it was the only place I could be fairly sane while I searched for Carrie.But what happens now that I’ve lost a great deal of my sanity? I guess I’ll just have to go with the flow of things and see if I’ll lose every other thing in my life.After all, it seems I’m about to lose Carrie.The grip I had on the man’s hair loosened and I staggered bac
( Trigger Warning for chapters ahead: Mild imagery related to miscarriage. Please take note.)CarrieA groan left my lips and I opened my eyes. My sight settled on an unfamiliar ceiling and for many seconds, I blinked furiously while my mind fell into deep confusion.The purely white ceiling also seemed to mess with my mind because I couldn’t bring myself to think about the last thing that happened to me. The more I racked my mind, the more a strange pain wrapped around my head.I also tried to move but nothing happened. I attempted calling for Alessandro, but my lips were unmovable, and my throat felt weird as well.So, all I could do was stare at the ceiling.But, minutes later, I discovered that my hearing sense was working quite fine when a rather manly footstep filled the room. Hearing that made me eager to move, I wished to know who the person was.The person decided to spare me the trouble.“Hello, Carrie.” The voice was familiar. “You are finally awake.” The person moved close
Carrie“What did you just say?” I rushed to the front door, my hands managing to push Alessandro to the side. I could not recognize the tall man I almost jammed chests with. “Who passed away? Which Mr. Edwards?”The man faced Alessandro. And I did the same.“Alessandro. What is he talking about? Who is dead?”Alessandro peeled his eyes off mine. “Calistus, grazie. Let’s talk some other time.”“Alessandro!” I stomped a foot on the ground. “Please…”With a hand, he hugged me from behind and closed the door. “Why are you trying to harm yourself? Relax, Carrie.”“How can I relax?” At this point, my eyes started to well tears because Alessandro’s hesitation was enough to tell that the mentioned Mr. Edwards was indeed my father. “My… My father is dead.”“Carrie…”“Don’t even lie to me. Don’t lie to me.”“Carrie…” He settled me on the nearest couch. Our eyes met and my lips wore an ugly expression while incoming tears bloated my throat.“It’s… It’s my father, isn’t it?” Alessandro sighed and