~06~
ChiaraI begged, pleaded in every word and in tears but my little brother turned deaf ear, totally.
My hands trembled as the gate was opened and a chain of our cars drove in. My heart drummed so hard, horror crawling in my chest. If only I were much more careful, then we would've flown away on that plane tonight. Away from the hell we were getting returned to.
The cars pulled over at the entrance. My mind knew, my heart knew, hell even my skin knew what was going to happen, hence the goosebumps.
I was dragged out of the car. Mamma came running after me as I was shoved on my knees, before the devil himself. Standing tall, and never looked so deranged before. His eyes were so dark they could eat me alive. His face was grim, and his lips pursed into a thin line. I knew I was doomed when I saw the veins that popped on his forehead. I'd seen this before, but it was just too much tonight.
He backhanded me, shoving my face to the other side. All I could hear were muffled cries for a
whole second before everything became clear again. “Please don't hurt her, Antonio. It was me, it was all me! Hurt me, please!" My mother pleaded in tears. I lifted my blurred eyes, begging her to stop pleading with the man. I was prepared for the consequences, like I always did.
"You ruined my family. You always ruined everything, you piece of shit! Did you think you could take Laura away from me?" He growled on my face and then raised his hand in the air. A steel water pipe was placed on his hand. I looked around to make sure I saw my people for the last time before it was too late. Before I died and regretted in hell.
What shattered me further was Luca's face, he had a wide grin on. I scoffed in tears and squeezed my eyes shut when he was standing before me and raised the steel pipe. I heard a hard swing in the air, but it never landed on me. I opened my eyes and gaped.
Mamma was standing between me and Antonio. The water pipe was gripped so hard with her hand that her knuckles turned white. Then a tight slap followed, causing Antonio to sway, but the two were still holding each end of the same pipe. "I said not to hurt my babies, Antonio! Don't you fucking dare!" Mama snarled at him, her eyes burning with rage. His eyes grew much wider than my own as we both stared at her.
Antonio recovered from his shock and glared at her. "She ruined my family!" He said, pulling both the pipe and her closer to him but she didn’t budge. "No, you ruined my family! You ruined mine and my daughter's lives! Must I remind you how we all ended up here? It was all because of you, Antonio! And you're going to have to kill me first before you kill my children, you fucking moron!" she shouted so hard that she spat on him, her finger jabbed his chest with each sentence.
His face was so tight with both shock and anger. Tears slipped from my eyes. Antonio looked at my mother for a second before letting go of the pipe. Mama stood firmly infront of me, not flinching under his dark, blaring eyes that used to intimidate her just an hour ago. "Fucking bitch! Bring it over. Now." He growled, pulling his hair.
First, a sound of hooves made me freeze, and then the neighing filled the air, making me stop
breathing altogether. Prince was brought before everyone. I didn't even know how, but I was soon on my feet fighting against the strong hold of the two guards who were pulling me back.
"No! No! Not Prince! No!" A weird wail left my mouth. Luca handed his father a sword, and I felt it was the end of me. I'd never wanted to save something so bad in my life, and never felt so useless for not being able to. "No, please! Antonio!" I cried loudly, shaking my head. "Antonio! Antonio, listen to me! I would do whatever you want. I would do whatever you tell me to. Just please don't harm Prince. I'm begging you."
I fought against their hold as he walked slowly to the poor horse that wasn't even aware of what was about to befall it. I wished Prince could sprint away and never return here ever again. Who was going to help me? I shook my head. Refusing to give up on my horse.
"Let me go. You bastards! Let go of me. Antonio, don't!" I looked at my mother. "Mamma! Please stop him! Please!" My throat was in so much pain, but that didn't stop my voice from rising.
"It's either this horse or your daughter, Laura. The choice is yours." Antonio said, unsheathing his sword. Mamma looked at me once and then turned away.
Antonio raised his sword and with a single strike, Prince neighed once, and then his head rolled to the ground. Everything stopped altogether. The world, the voices, my breath, and my heart. Blood gushed from its neck and splattered on my face. Then a loud thud followed when his body hit the ground.
I let out an audible shriek when the warm liquid trickled down my face, blurring my vision. I blinked, watching Prince's lifeless eyes in a pool of blood. Something shattered rapidly and painfully inside me. I tugged on my chest, shaking.
I crawled to Prince the moment I was set free. My hands trembled. I didn't even know where to hold it first. Should I hold his head or his body? Who should I call to cure him? And why couldn't I wake up from this dream? In the end, I just sat there getting soaked by its blood. The only thing that remained of him that could still move and touch me.
I begged, I cried, I even offered the little left of my humanity. But it all went deaf ears to them.
Like my pain didn't matter. Like, I didn't matter. How could one be so cruel? Haven't they done enough?
Amidst everything, no sound came out of my mouth anymore, only tears left my eyes. It's like something was forced to switch off deep inside me. Like they finally succeeded in tainting my blackened heart altogether. The world was spinning too fast. I could feel everything and nothing at the same time. The emotions ran hot, deep, and too gravely. I couldn't breathe. And then darkness overpowered my vision, and my body hit the ground.
~135~CarmeloLife has many colors, and amongst the number of them, I found the most appealing ones to me. Black and Gold. With a wild wolf cut and coldest plus most hypnotizing brown eyes I’ve ever seen. They were alone, powerful enough to have me on my knees and begging for mercy.A little dust of freckles on the cheeks and the sweetest lips that I’ll never get enough of. Kissing her lips or smooching her cheeks has become my thing. My beautiful color speaks a lot of languages, but money is her favorite, and I love to spoil the hell out of her.Fierce in the open with a gentle and delicate heart on the inside. A Grumpy facade that intends to push people away, but my teasing always manages to leave a crack behind it. Strong but never shy to show her vulnerabilities to me. Cold but sprinkles her kindness in her own way. Dangerous, but it’s the fire in her that made me lose my senses. And God oh God, I’d willingly get on my knees and let it burn me. I’m so madly, immensely, wholehearte
~134~ChiaraI bit my lips, staring at the reflection in the mirror. I walked out of the room and went straight to his office, swinging around a black silk handkerchief. Instead of knocking, I kicked the door open. Carmelo was on a business video conference. His gaze landed on me for a brief second before returning to the laptop. Oh, I came prepared, my love. I cleared my throat and then leaned against the door. I held the handkerchief between my teeth, raised my leg up, and started to take off my net leggings, dropped it down, and then did the same with the other one.I glanced back to find him staring at me. Good. I took off the kimono next. It pooled under my feet. His lips parted, and his eyes darkened. I raised my hands and ran them both through my hair. I was left in a red thong only. “Boss? What are your thoughts on the new decor proposal?” Instead of replying, he leaned back on his chair, adjusting himself.I gathered my hair over my shoulder. My fingers traced the outline
~133 part II~ChiaraLater that evening, I was officially Mrs Conti. People were busy as the ball kicked in because my mother-in-law said she wanted a ball for the wedding reception. Who was I to deny her? I let the woman do her thing. Carmelo, who was talking to his father at their table, walked toward me. I had gone to change and came back with a lace long-sleeve black dress that was just above my knees. I coupled it with my golden jewelry and my hair held up in a messy bun with a few strands let loose. Chelsea was the one who accompanied me. “I have the love gloves of all flavours in my possession, by the way. Just say the word.” She teased. I had gone to her for condoms one time because we ran out of them the night Carmelo asked to marry me for the first time. She hadn’t let that go yet. My lips curled up in mischief, “Thanks, Chelsea. The thing is… we’re doing it hard and raw tonight. No love gloves needed.” I said. She squealed and blurted, “Girl, shut up!” She bent over her
~133 part I~ChiaraOh, just when I thought the day was the best day of my life, the Contis weren’t done giving me heart attacks. I returned home to a surprise wedding ceremony. Of course, Carmelo knew everything. He planned this with both of our families throughout the year. And the fact that I caught no whiff of it shocked me. I was focused on the vacation and nothing else. There were a number of people waiting to tend to me because the ceremony had already begun. I washed up. Some did my hair, some did my face, and some were busy with my dress and jewelry. The dress and jewelry that Viva and Leo were making throughout the year, as per Carmelo's secret request. Everyone kept me in the dark. But also, everyone worked to make this day possible.I couldn’t describe how happy this made me. And I couldn’t cry because the makeup looked so amazing. So I just sat there. I was a ball of nerves and emotions waiting to explode. I was going to kill Melo. Mamma walked in after a while.“Goodne
~132~ChiaraWhen he told me I was going to love it, diving never crossed my mind.We stood by the edge of the boat and dived in together. I knew how to dive. What I wasn’t prepared for was the meters we went below. The blue shade of the water was getting darker. Different marine animals and fish species in different colors swam with us. I raised my hand to touch a group of small fish, zoning out at how beautiful and synchronized they were. But they avoided me like I was a plague.I felt a light tap on my shoulder. I turned to find the man frowning in his mask. He motioned for me to follow him. He was a natural with the water current, unlike my careful diving self. I’d never dived under the sea, just for starters. Then a large bronze statue came into view as we dived to it. The Christ of the Abyss. I’d heard about it before. It stood majestically on the seafloor with hands spread wide and raised upward. The head was also tilted upward. The statue stood on a sort of styled altar which
~131~CarmeloRight after landing in Italy, coming from our one year vacation, Chiara wanted to pass by Milan first before we head home, in Portofino. I escorted her to the graveyard, where she stood for a while without saying a word. Just staring and wiping the corner of her eye. Only God knew what went through her mind.Next, we stopped at Marco’s place. Yeah, he sold the previous mansion and bought another one at a different location within Milan. Where he and their mother, Laura, lived along with the remaining of their men. Marco freed those who wanted to walk away, too. Good news, he was planning on proposing to his long hidden girlfriend soon, and only I knew about it. Then we passed by her art gallery. Then we met with her therapist since his office was around the area. Her therapist said he loved her development. And I loved hearing that.I had my own plans for her, but I worked hard to keep them under wraps and not spoil them this whole time.The helicopter landed on our pro