LOGINNESSA'S POV
I would have let out a laugh, but I was so taken aback at this point that I could not even bring myself to crack a smile. The three morons and their lackeys had left me alone in the kitchen with the ingredients they had piled on the counter, and for the first five minutes I simply stood there staring at everything in front of me, wondering if I should really allow myself to deal with this kind of treatment. The kitchen was large and well-equipped, with plenty of space to cook whatever I wanted, but that did not change the fact that they had just ordered me to cook for them like I was some kind of hired help instead of the trainer the coach had officially brought in.
I kept looking at the food and asking myself whether it was worth staying and putting up with their attitude or if I should just walk out and find another way to survive. Unfortunately, the only other option waiting for me if I left this house was going back and agreeing to marry Gerald, and I would much rather have to clean floors for the rest of my life than marry a madman like him. The memory of how controlling he had been, how he had always needed to know where I was and who I was with, made my chest tighten. My parents had chosen him because his family had money and because they thought it would help them keep up appearances by marrying an even more powerful family, but they had never cared that I did not love him and never would.
When I realized once again that I did not have that many options left, I made up my mind to indulge and endure these morons until I found a way to take control of the situation. I was not about to let a bunch of overgrown boys mess with me in the slightest. If they thought for one second that I could be bullied into leaving or into doing whatever they wanted just because they were bigger and louder, they were about to find out just how much crazier I could get compared to them.
I stared at the ingredients for a while longer and started to wonder what I could actually whip up with them in the time they had given me. There was a pack of boneless chicken breasts, a large head of broccoli, two red bell peppers and one yellow one, a couple of zucchini, a bag of fresh spinach, several cloves of garlic, one onion, a bottle of olive oil, a box of quinoa, a lemon, and some dried herbs like rosemary and thyme. Nothing with eggs, which was fine because I did not need them for what I had in mind. Thankfully, besides being a student in nutrition and dietetics, I had also spent my gap year before college in cooking school, so I was not useless in the kitchen. I knew how to work with simple ingredients and turn them into something healthy that would actually fill people up and taste decent.
I decided on a chicken and vegetable stir-fry served over quinoa because it was something I could finish in under an hour if I moved quickly and did not waste time. I found myself an apron hanging on a hook near the stove, tied it around my waist so I would not ruin my clothes, and started to get to work. First I measured out the quinoa, rinsed it thoroughly under cold water until the water ran clear, and set it to cook in a pot with the right amount of water and a pinch of salt. While that simmered on the back burner, I washed all the vegetables in the sink, shaking off the extra water before I began chopping. I cut the broccoli into small, even florets so they would cook at the same speed, sliced the bell peppers into thin strips, and cut the zucchini into half-moons that were not too thick. I minced the garlic finely and chopped the onion into small pieces so they would blend into the dish instead of standing out.
The whole time I worked, I kept one eye on the clock, knowing I had to stay on schedule if I wanted to finish before their hour was up. The whole kitchen smelled like garlic, lemon, and cooked chicken, and even though I was tired from the long day, I felt a small sense of satisfaction that I was actually doing something useful instead of standing and arguing with those idiots.
While I was still stirring the pan, my phone in my pocket started to ring. I reluctantly pulled it out, already knowing I did not want to deal with whoever it was, and saw that it was a call from my mother. The second I recognized the number, I hissed under my breath and ended the call without even letting it go to voicemail. I already knew what my mother was about to say to me. She would start by asking if I had come to my senses yet, then she would tell me I was being ungrateful and stubborn, that my father had only wanted what was best for me, and that Gerald was a good man from a good family who could give me the kind of life I was used to.
She would remind me that I had no money, no apartment, and no real plan and that I should stop being childish and come home before I ruined everything. I had no interest in hearing any of it. The same conversation had already happened more times than I could count, and it always ended with me feeling smaller and more trapped than before. I was honestly considering blocking both my parents so they could not reach me at all, but unfortunately I did not have the courage to do that just yet.
Cutting them off completely still felt too final, even after they had taken everything away from me. I shoved the phone back into my pocket and went back to the stove, forcing myself to focus on the food instead of the anger that always came when I thought about my family.
After about forty to forty-five minutes of being in the kitchen, I heard footsteps entering behind me. The sound was slow and unhurried, like whoever it was had all the time in the world, and when I looked up to see who it was, it turned out to be the rude blonde with the buzz cut. He stopped just inside the doorway and took his time looking at me. As soon as he saw me standing there stirring the pan and wearing the apron, he let out a chuckle that was low and clearly meant to mock me.
Then he raised both hands in front of his face and made a gesture like he was taking a picture, holding them up as if he were snapping a photo of the whole scene. Seeing him smile at me, even though I knew it was a mocking smile and not a kind one, made my heart skip a few too many beats. The same strange pull I had felt earlier when I first saw him and the other two came back without warning, warm and heavy in my chest, and I hated that my body still reacted to him after the way he had spoken to me downstairs and just earlier in the kitchen.
I kept my expression as blank as possible and forced myself to keep stirring so I would not have to look at him for too long. “What do you want?” I asked, keeping my voice even. “An hour is not up yet as far as I'm concerned, so you shouldn't be here yet.”
He simply shrugged in that casual way of his, like nothing I said could bother him or change his plans. “I am here to watch you work,” he said in a nonchalant tone that I didn't think I'd ever get used to. “I had a feeling I would like the sight of you working hard to follow our instructions, and seeing you right now in that apron and stirring the pan, I can see that I was not wrong.”
NESSA’S POVFor the first few minutes, I actually did my job. I sat on a bench beside the field with my phone in my hand and watched the boys move through their drills, making notes whenever something caught my attention. It felt good to finally have something useful to write. Hunter rushed when he got tired, and Aaron seemed to waste a few steps before changing direction. I didn't know whether either habit happened often enough to matter yet, so I marked them as things to watch again. There was no point deciding everything about a player after seeing him for one afternoon. I had already learned how badly a quick judgment could go.Then Adrian ran past, and my thoughts became significantly less useful. His practice shirt clung to his shoulders, and his face had lost the lazy expression he wore whenever he was annoying me. He looked focused, watching what was happening ahead of him before suddenly changing direction. I followed the movement, my thumb resting uselessly against the scree
NESSA’S POVI told myself not to think about what Adrian had said in the car. It should have been easy, considering how quickly he had returned his attention to driving. He had dropped that little comment between us, then started the engine as though we had been discussing the weather, and that was enough to make me suspicious. He wanted me to wonder. He wanted me to sit beside him trying to work out whether he meant it, and I refused to give him that pleasure. If he had something serious to say, he could find a way to say it without making me feel like I was being tested.Unfortunately, refusing to think about something and actually managing it were two different things. I kept remembering how he had looked at me when he said it, not smiling, and not obviously trying to get a reaction. That was the annoying part. If he had laughed afterward, I could have decided he was being his usual unbearable self and moved on. Instead, he had driven us to the field while I stared out the window,
NESSA’S POVI watched Adrian until he disappeared between the tables, which turned out to be a mistake. When I finally faced my friends again, Anna was staring at me with the sort of patience that meant she had no intention of letting me leave without an answer. Debbie had picked up her cup, but she wasn't drinking from it. Both of them looked far too alert for people who had been sitting quietly a moment ago. I reached for my bag, thinking I could check the time and use my next class as an excuse. Anna placed her hand over my phone before I could lift it. “No,” she said. “You don't get to do that.” She pulled her hand back, leaving the phone where it was, and nodded toward the path Adrian had taken. “Yesterday, I was ready to help you find somewhere else to live. Today, he's driving you around and waving at us like we're all going to be friends, and you just told him the misunderstanding was cleared up.” Her eyes narrowed. “Which misunderstanding? Because you left several things out
NESSA’S POVI could feel Anna and Debbie looking at us, even without turning to check. Their silence had become so complete that it stood out against the noise around our table. A few minutes ago, Anna had been ready to question every word I said. Now Adrian was sitting beside me, asking how much longer I planned to stay, and both my friends seemed willing to let me answer without interrupting, but I knew it was only a tactic to watch me and how I would react to Adrian. I refused to give them anything else to work with. I had already reacted badly enough to Anna's question, and I didn't need to make things worse by forgetting how to speak because Adrian had sat at the same table with us. I straightened slightly and kept my voice calm. “I still have a class after lunch,” I told him. “So if you're here to take me home, you'll have to wait until it's over.” There it was, a simple answer to a simple question. Nothing about the way I said it suggested that I had spent the morning writing
NESSA’S POV“No, no, no, no.” The words came out so quickly that I barely had time to breathe between them. I shook my head at Anna, then at Debbie, as though making sure they both saw it would somehow erase the choking sound I had just made. Their eyes were still wide, but Anna's surprise was already starting to turn into something much worse. Interest. I knew that look, and I wanted it gone before she decided she had discovered something worth digging into. “It's definitely not what you're thinking,” I added, sitting straighter and trying to sound less panicked.Anna slowly raised her brows. “What am I thinking?” she asked. The calmness in her voice made me want to throw something at her. A moment ago, she had casually suggested I had slept with one of the boys, and now she was watching me as though I had introduced the subject all by myself. She rested her arms on the table and leaned forward, studying my face. “I asked a harmless question, Nessa. You're the one overreacting.”
NESSA’S POVI made it to class on time, which should have counted as an achievement after the morning I had survived. I found a seat, opened my notebook, and even managed to write the date at the top of a fresh page. After that, nothing useful happened. The lecturer stood at the front of the room speaking, but his words seemed to pass straight through my head without leaving anything behind. I watched his mouth move, nodded when other people nodded, and tried to look like a student who understood why she was there. Meanwhile, I was thinking about Adrian.More specifically, I was thinking about his lips. I hated that I could still remember exactly how his lips had felt against mine. Every time I managed to focus on a sentence from the lecture, some small part of the kiss would return and pull me away again. His hand against my cheek. My fingers caught in his shirt, and the awful, embarrassing sound I had made before kissing him harder. Heat crept up my neck, and I shifted in my chair,







