LOGINAfter sitting down, silence filled the room while Alan kept staring at me, looking unusually tense.
He laced his fingers together before he finally spoke. "I'm going to be straightforward with you," he began. "I have boundaries. Firm ones. You will soon get a full rundown of how things work around here. If it feels like too much, you're free to walk away right now. No hard feelings. But if you're still in after hearing everything, I'll take you to meet my family."
I nodded slowly, pretending the whole conversation wasn’t making me nervous.
"You'll have your own room." He reached into his jacket, pulled out a black card, and placed it on the table between us. "This is yours. It'll be loaded with more than enough to cover whatever you need. Clothing, personal expenses, anything. If you ever feel it isn't enough, ask me directly and I'll handle it. Same goes for anything else you need from me. Don't sit on it. Just ask."
Something about the black card sitting there on the table made the whole arrangement feel startlingly real.
"And when it ends, you'll be compensated. Generously."
Before I could say anything, he called out, “Peggy.”
The woman who warned me about touching the picture appeared not long after, like she had been expecting him to call for her.
"Walk her through the house rules," Alan instructed.
"Yes, sir."
He looked at me once more, then stood. "I'll be in my study when you're done."
My eyes followed him until he disappeared upstairs.
Then I turned to Peggy. “Okay… let’s hear the rules.”
“The couch you’re sitting on is out of bounds.”
Confusion crossed my face. “I’m sorry, what?”
“That couch,” she repeated carefully. “Mr. Reed doesn’t allow anyone to sit there.”
“Wow,” I muttered under my breath, pushing to my feet. “This is serious.”
Suddenly, I understood why he had been staring at me like that when I sat on the couch earlier.
"The piano is not to be used." Peggy's eyes moved toward it. "The pictures throughout the house are not to be touched. In fact, as a general rule, please don't touch or rearrange anything that isn't yours."
She led me to the kitchen next.
The place was huge and looked nothing like the kitchens I was used to seeing. Everything looked expensive, untouched, and too perfect to cook in.
On a normal day, I probably would have admired it properly. Instead, my mind was still stuck on the fact that this house had forbidden couches.
Peggy moved through the kitchen methodically, pointing out which pots were not to be used, which surfaces were strictly off-limits, and what I could and couldn't help myself to.
By the time we left the kitchen and moved farther through the house, my head was honestly starting to hurt from how many invisible lines existed inside the mansion.
Two bedrooms upstairs were completely off-limits too.
“And never enter the theatre room,” Peggy added.
My steps slowed. "Peggy." She turned to look at me. "I have a question."
"Of course."
"I'd like you to answer it like I'm your sister." My voice lowered. “Woman to woman… should I be worried?”
She gave me a look like she didn’t know whether to laugh or answer seriously. “You have nothing to worry about.”
“Are you sure?” I moved closer and lowered my voice even more. “If there are hidden cameras and you’re scared to talk, just give me a sign. Blink twice.”
That actually made her laugh softly.
“I’m serious,” I whispered.
“I promise you, there’s nothing to be afraid of. As long as you respect the rules, you’ll be fine.”
She gave me a look. “I live here. Do I look like I’m in danger?”
Her face looked calm enough that it was hard not to believe her.
"No," I admitted reluctantly. "You don't."
"Then trust that." She began walking again and I fell back into step beside her.
"It's just a lot of rules," I said after a moment. "Don't you think it's a little strange?"
She glanced at me sideways. "One more thing worth noting. Asking questions isn't something that's encouraged around here."
I stopped walking entirely. "Take me to his study."
She looked mildly surprised but didn't argue.
Peggy knocked twice and we stood outside the door in silence until his voice came through. "Come in."
The study was large and quiet, with dark shelves covering most of the walls. Alan sat behind his desk with a document open in front of him, his eyes lifting the second I walked in.
"Are you still in?" he asked.
"I have a question first."
A quiet sigh left him. “Did Peggy not explain the part where I dislike questions?”
"She did." I kept my voice steady. "But I still have one."
He stared at me before leaning back in his chair. "Go ahead."
"Are you involved in anything shady? Kidnapping… Mafia…"
His brow furrowed. "Your brother works for me.”
"That doesn’t answer the question.”
"It's the most relevant answer I can give you. If I had anything to hide, I wouldn't be inviting you into my home. I value boundaries and privacy. That’s all.”
He held my gaze, waiting for an answer. “So. Are you in or out?”
The answer should have come easily because I had already decided before coming here. But after hearing all the rules and seeing how tense he became over a picture and a piano, I had to remind myself of the reasons I considered doing it.
He waited without pressuring me while I stood there thinking.
“Yes,” I said finally. “But I have one last thing to ask. More like… a favour.”
A breath left him like he regretted allowing the question in the first place. “Okay.”
“Can you pay Noah’s student loans off?”
“Consider it done.”
“Thank you.”
He gave a small nod. “Since that’s settled, I’ll take you to meet my family tomorrow.”
Tomorrow?
"Relax." He must have seen the panic on my face. "Everyone already knows this is an arrangement.”
That somehow made me feel both better and worse.
“There’s no need trying to convince anybody we’re in love.” His attention returned to the document in front of him. “The only person who can’t know about the arrangement is my grandmother.”
“You must really love her.”
“I do.”
“What illness does she have?”
He lifted his head and gave me a look. "Parkinson's.”
Opening my mouth to tell him I was sorry, he shook his head. “That’s enough. You’ve stretched your one-question limit.”
“I just wanted to say sorry,” I muttered.
He didn't respond. His attention returned to his work, which felt like a clear dismissal. Taking the hint, I turned and headed for the door. I was halfway out when his voice stopped me.
“If you're having second thoughts, now is the time to back out.”
The words made me look back and our eyes locked. “Why?”
“Because once my family is involved, it stops being just about us.”
He came back with my camera, the flower vase he had bought me, and pasta from Italy. I started laughing immediately, telling him he said something."Correction," he said, smiling. "Many things."He explained he brought all of it in case I refused to give him a listening ear, he would still have a reason to hang around my location for three days straight. First the pasta, since he knew I would not resist it. Then the camera. Then the vase."How did you even get my camera?" I asked, still laughing."I went to your room to talk when I first got back, and noticed you were already gone. Closet cleared out. The camera was on the table, so I grabbed it on my way out. The vase too. As for the pasta, I stopped in Italy first before flying here.""Thank you. I do like it. All of it actually.”Then I told him the truth about the vase, that I originally wanted it because I was planning to give it to him, so he could use it for the flower in his room."Okay then, give it to me the way you meant to
Him mentioning Amy had me completely locked in. I had waited so long for the full story that I could not let it slip past me now."Give me a minute," I told him. "I need to let Cash know I'm leaving."He nodded. "I'll be outside."I found Cash in the crowd and leaned close to his ear so he could hear me over the music. "Alan is here. I'm leaving with him to talk."He looked around, scanning the room. "He's here? Where?""Outside.""You want me to come with you?""It's fine." I shook my head. "Stay and enjoy your night."Alan was waiting by a black car when I stepped out. He opened the door for me, and the driver pulled off once we were both inside."Where are we going?""My hotel."I nodded, and the car went quiet. After a while, I asked how he even knew I was in Sweden."Noah.""And the exact city? My location?""You showed up in one of Cash's game posts. Tonight, too, on his socials."We arrived at his hotel, and he led me up to his room. It was nothing like the hotel Cash had booke
After that night, I decided I would just take whatever came next. Maybe love was not written in my stars at all. First Damien, and now I was begging Alan to love me.I waited for the papers to arrive so I could move on with my life.They never came.One day turned into another, and another into another after that. I heard nothing from Alan. He was hardly home, and I made myself a promise not to be the one to call and ask what was taking so long.It was not until I was hanging out with Lory one evening, and she asked if I knew when Alan was coming back, that I found out he had left the country the day before.I covered that up and told her probably when he was done sorting things out. Anyone finding out about the divorce was not on the agenda until it was official.Gradually, I had already started packing my things. A part of me felt it would happen once he returned from the trip.I threw myself into blogging, which had become a near-daily habit whenever I was not at work. My energy at
Alan shook his head. "No, Nora. You cannot love me. You are not allowed to."He dragged a hand down his face, exhaling hard. "I made the terms clear from the start. The contract—""I remember what the contract stated." I got to my feet, cutting him off, walking closer until there was barely any space left between us. "I thought we had moved past the contract."Since the truth was already out, I let the rest of it follow."With everything happening between us, do you honestly still think we are following the rules? I could not help falling for you. God knows I tried not to. But you did not exactly make it easy either."I grabbed his arms. "I am done lying to myself. I do not see this marriage as a contract anymore, and I want to keep being your wife."He yanked his arm free. "You do not understand. I cannot be your husband in that way.""I will speak to my lawyer." His voice came out flat, distant. "I am sorry, but we have to annul the marriage."He turned to leave but I held his hand.
"I'm coming," Alan told her, and ended the call.He stared at the ceiling before finally getting out of bed, moving to his closet, pulling on the first thing his hands landed on.Before he left, he paused at the door. "Wait for me here."I meant to. I really did, right up until five minutes stretched into ten, and Lory's voice would not stop looping in my head. *How exactly is Jacky still holding this much power over him when you're the one in his bed.*Given everything happening between us lately, I wanted to believe Alan cared about me, at least a little. Amy's picture came down because I voiced out it made me uncomfortable.Playing it safe the way Alan always instructed had never once gotten me anywhere. If anything, things only turned around in my favor whenever I did the opposite of what he asked of me."Fuck it," I muttered, getting out of bed, damning the consequences.I was married to this man, and until I knew the full story about Amy, I decided he deserved to live his life.
Just before we left, Olivia managed to corner us, asking Alan if they could exchange numbers, grab lunch sometime, catch up for old time's sake.Alan declined both requests politely, told her he was always too busy, then added that he did not think his wife would be okay with the request either.Olivia gave me a smile that didn't reach her eyes. "You don't mind, do you?"I had a much more fitting response right on my tongue for that level of audacity. Instead, I flashed her my own fake smile back."I believe my husband already said no. We should probably respect that."We said our goodbyes and left. In the car, holding the vase in my lap, I found myself conflicted. My first thought had been to give it to Alan, to pair it with the flower I gave him in his room.But given how much he had just spent purely because I said I wanted it, I could not decide anymore if giving it away was even the right move, or if I should just keep it for myself.Keeping the vase would probably make me smile







