LOGINChapter One Hundred Twenty-six [ Devastation]Because of their constant phone conversations, Ericka has total faith in Darwin. He constantly answers the phone when she calls, and his voice seems enthusiastic. Ericka discovers Darwin and her three adorable kids, Olga, Hildegard, and Seline, aboard the bus that night as they head to the city where she works.However, she is reluctant to approach Darwin because his three children have fiercely protected him, preventing any other lady from tempting him.“It appears that instead of their father protecting his daughters, my daughter is solely responsible for their father.”Ericka finds it amusing to watch them, and she knows not to show up so that Darwin won't see her. Darwin responded to Ericka's decision to distance herself from him after her girls refused to allow her to remain by their father's side. “They are extremely rigid. "Ericka whispered as Darwin pushes them so that she can set beside him but the space is very little and Ericka
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-five [ The unsettling]Ericka lost interest in mending her strained relationships with her own family and relatives after her mother Elaine's burial in the cemetery.Additionally, none of them want her and her child to live with them in their own home. However, she is well aware that their rejection has no effect on her because, at that moment in her terrible existence, all she wants is for Darwin to come get her so they can once again live together as a whole family under one roof.She remembers that on the night Darwin went to the funeral homes, an unidentified individual was waiting outside to watch and converse with her brothers and relatives while they were grieving the loss of her mother.Perhaps when Darwin was happily speaking with my brother and sisters inside when the folks outside encouraged my other family members to attack. Since the day I met Darwin and took him to funeral homes to see my mother, those women have been following us." Ericka is
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-four [ Family strife]Darwin lives in Natalia's farmhouse, which was Ericka's parents' farmhouse's neighbor, according to the plans. Since her other elder brother William is the only one volunteering to managing the agricultural lands that Ernest left behind after his death, Ericka is able to comprehend the circumstances. Elaine is becoming weak, sickly, and unable to manage their resources.Prior to this, Elaine and Ernest had previously arranged for John and Ericka to receive the farmland in the event of their deaths. However, Ericka appears to have made the decision to construct and live with Darwin for the remainder of her life when he unexpectedly shows up.William is acting appropriately and attempting to convince Elaine that he is a nice son who can manage the family's finances. Nobody is aware that William needs a higher salary, which he can only obtain by managing the parents' assets in order to pay for his daughter's university tuition.Ericka's be
Chapter one hundred twenty-three [ The jealousy vanished. ]The fetus in her womb is starting to tighten, and she can feel the pulse of her fourth unborn child inside of her. Darwin's erratic behavior toward her has caused her eyes to well up with tears and even her heart to shatter."Wait, Son. I also need to buy vitamins for your youngest brother or sister who is still in Mama's womb. He needs to live like the three of you."When they get home with the necessities Ericka purchased, she finds her two daughters missing her and her mother laughing because Ericka hides from them when she gets there."Where is Mommy?“ Sweetly asking, Hildegard soon discovered her mother concealed behind the open door. “Mom! We miss you," she says, giving her two lovely girls a tender kiss before beginning to prepare the beef so they could all have hot soup that evening. When she returns home and realizes how much her children has missed her, her once-broken heart begins to experience joy. She progressiv
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-two [ The bleeding heart]Ericka responds, "I am already five months with no monthly period, so it is," and they all smile in agreement. .In order to give the three small children and their weary mother some time to rest, John and Teddy carefully led them to the bedroom"Eicka, you really needed enough sleep for the sake of your baby and your young children. Take care of yourself. We can continue our happy chat later."John then remembers, and as his stomach begins to rebel, he yells, "Mama, do you still have something to eat? My stomach is screaming. “He looks across at Teddy. Teddy boy, how about you?"Teddy's eyes are fixed on Ericka as she continues to enter the bedroom with her three adorable children, allowing her to relax in the same old bedroom where she frequently rested when she was younger. Teddy simply grins, patting his stomach. Even though Ericka is aware that she already has a five-month-old fetus inside her, she is still unsure and thinking.
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-one[ The childhood romance ]Derick, who is turning five years old and already four, laughs and asks, "Mom, is it not advisable for a child to drink coffee?" Adding, "Why do you still give it to us? My soul food preferences are milk and sandwiches with cheese and mayonnaise.”Olga, who is two and a half years old, interrupted"Mom, I also like what Kuya Derick mentioned."Because her two children are not picky eaters and consume anything in her hands, Ericka adores feeding them."How about Hildegard, my sweetheart? “DeeDee Meme," she says, glancing at her mother.Ericka is incredibly motivated that morning because Darwin allowed them to travel to her relatives in the Pearl of the Orient, Asia-Pacific.Ericka started to pack up their belongings enough to hand-carry that day.“In order to prevent us from burdening my mother, he will undoubtedly pay for our trip fees and provide extra cash for our daily needs. If I have nothing left in my pocket, I'm confident
Chapter One Hundred -four [ The difficulties on training]After a month of vacation and a period of acclimating to a new environment, Ericka always feels alone, even though her face appears so serene and innocent.She can't speak well, but she always has a smile on her face. There are already a lo
Chapter One hundred three[ The phases of formation]Ericka goes on to describe her responses to the mother superior's interview: "I told myself, this is the life I want to live with God. My heart longs for His. And it is like waking up my entire being, making it impossible for me to resist any long
Chapter One Hundred-two [The initial reaction]She was still able to attend the spiritual retreat for free in the mountain region. Another man had shown interest in her and was willing to marry her, but she avoided him until she returned to the lowlands.She stopped interacting with everyone in the
Chapter One Hundred One [ The temptation ]Ericka is experiencing internal conflicts as she attempts to discover her new personality. .”My previous college coursework seems insufficient to claim that I am a self-satisfied, fully developed, and mature person. All pertinent information was provided t







