ログインChapter One Hundred [ The personality disorder]Ericka's delayed college graduation was the reason for the entire delay. Additionally, there has been a significant communication gap since their previous meeting before Ericka left for the countryside.This is another reason why Ericka is searching for the meaning of her emptiness and why she is motivated to go on a mission for the glory of Christ instead of pursuing her ambition as a teacher. Rather than assist him, she went to watch TV with her eldest sisters next door.The following day is fortunate because Ericka's older sister, who works as a secretary in a different city, paid her a visit at her home. They had a pleasant conversation that resulted in an invitation to accompany her. "I'm offering you a job in my office. However, you should be prepared to learn a lot of new things with humility. I asked you to help me find a client because I work for an insurance firm. Ericka, is that alright with you?"Since Ericka is unemployed,
Chapter Ninety-nine [ The horrific incident]Ericka keeps indulging her uncomfortable emotions and nagging thoughts. ,”Even though you knew he was Natalia's sole guy, the man who ignited your innocence and made you feel like an endless fire as he grew closer to you. In the middle of the paradise that our God has given you, you could be easily tempted by such storms.Ericka's conscience is eating away at her because she is surrounded by a lot of temptations and opinions that she has already buried in her stomach. The blow of the turbulent windstorms that strike the stainless steel protecting the passenger bus loaded in the enormous passenger ship across the ocean separating the regions of the island she hopes to give her paradise allows her to let them out. Ericka is currently trying to figure out why she continues to live in this small, meaningless world that she has thought of as her paradise since she was a young child.While her emotions are in turmoil due to the hardships, sufferi
Chapter Ninety-eight [ The heart of a mother]Ericka is currently travelling while enetrtaining to her nagging thoughts dictates by her deceiving emotions."But it's nonsense to entertain this kind of emotion which is deceiving as everybody says, because it will only waste my thinking and preoccupy my attention and deceive me as what I read from the Bible.” She said adding, "Of course ,I am still human who feels hurt. I know it will shape my character and tailored my personality."Ericka is still whispering to let out her heavy emotions and overloaded mind after graduation and she return home to countryside to help her parents in managing the farm.After graduating from that awful university, she makes every effort to obtain her university degrees and pays the outstanding balance before leaving to start over.However, Ericka has already made up her mind to go through on her intentions to join the missionary group in order to receive training both here and overseas. She goes to her alw
Chapter Ninety-seven [ The clash]While her male cousin opens the television and watches a show with John, who has just arrived from his factory job, Ericka yells as she sees her older brother Randy quickly stop it and just lay down on the bed to rest because he is just coming from looking for a part-time job and is so exhausted."My dear brothers and cousins, you smell drunk with alcohol and smoke with cigarettes. You should rest first."Ericka acts like a little monster because she feels trapped in a small realm and is unable to move freely. She believes her two brothers and cousins were secretly telling her older sisters against her, and they intend to cease funding her master's degree, so she doesn't feel bad about her own rude behavior just yet.Rather, Ericka changed into a new outfit and returned to church, but it remains locked. She therefore visited the missionary sisters in the vicinity of the university. Until she encounters the multinational congregation that adores her, s
Chapter Ninety-six [ The double minded person]Ericka ridiculously expresses her feelings of boredom, meaninglessness, and emptiness during her alone time because she struggled to earn her university degree and experienced a great deal of turmoil due to conflicts when activism interfered with her focus and desire to learn more in order to apply for jobs and advance in life so that her parents would be proud of her. However, all she accomplished seemed pointless and unfulfilling unless she went to the spot where God asked her to find peace, hope, and God's love.After realizing that she no longer dreams of becoming a highly educated, successful person to help and support those less privileged, unfortunate, poor fellow citizens in the countryside and earn money to become rich, her previous perspective on achieving her goals and making her family happy changes like a wind that passes by and vanished.Her only desire was to serve God. However, she is still unsure of the true nature and di
Chapter Ninety-five[ The turning point]The issue of why Mother Mary appeared in her dream, knowing that she had already ascended to heaven with her glorified body two millennia prior, crept into Ericka's mind as she was speechless and naively stunned."I no longer consider Mother Mary to be a part of my life. I was merely assisting the Legion of Mary, Our Lady of Loreto praesidium, in spreading the holy rosary and carrying her image of Immaculate Concepcion from home to home among her followers in honor of her uncomplicated faith in order to fulfil the promise of Messiah mentioned in God's promises found in the Bible. "Ericka remembers the angel Gabriel exclaiming, "Greetings, you who are highly favored!" when he appeared before Mary. His words, "The Lord is with you," deeply worried Mary, who wondered what kind of salutation this may be."Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God," the angel told her. You will become pregnant and give birth to a son, whom you are to nam







