Chapter 43

Fenris shook his head. "I will not run away, Kira! You are my responsibility and so I need to ensure your safety! Just--- just listen to me, please! You have to believe in yourself! You can do it! You are capable and I trust you!"

I squeezed my eyes closed while feeling my whole body, echoing my nerves to attack him. Anytime I knew I would fail to stop myself and I would lose control but I was really trying that my chest felt like cracking for forcing myself to stop desiring to kill him.

"Kira, empty your mind! Don't think of anything. Let yourself lay on nothing but void!"

His voice kept on vibrating in my head like a trigger to my soul, pushing me to attack him. I howled before closing my eyes again, and with all my left air inside me, I managed to wash away every thought on my mind. I kept my mind clear and blank as the sound of nature hugged my senses. A weird vibration ran onto my body until my heavy breathing slowly goy slow and the desire to kill faded away from my thoughts. My