LOGINJaxon
The vibration of my phone against the mahogany nightstand is the first thing that pulls me out of a restless sleep. I swipe to answer, my voice a low, morning rasp. "Deluca." "Good morning, Doctor," Sarah, my assistant, chirps with a level of energy I find offensive this early. "Just confirming your ten a.m. It’s a couple. New intake. A Mr. and Mrs. Marcus Vance." I sit up, rubbing a hand over my face. The name doesn't ring a bell, but the profile does. High-net-worth, North Shore address, likely referred by one of my clients in that region. "Vance. Right. Any notes?" "The husband booked it. He was... persistent about the time slot. Said it was an 'urgent matter of marital compatibility.'" I can almost hear the sneer in her voice. We both know what that means. "So, another husband who thinks my office is a repair shop where he drops off his wife for an oil change and a personality transplant. Fantastic." “You’re the best in the city, Jax. Five years of clinical excellence, two 'Therapist of the Year' awards, and a waitlist six months long. If anyone can handle a narcissist in a Brioni suit, it’s you." She’s not wrong. "Yeah, well. Send over the digital intake forms when they arrive. I'll see you at nine." I hang up and head for the shower. As the hot water hits the ink on my shoulders, my mind drifts back to last night. The soft silk. The vanilla and rose. The way she felt against me—like a live wire looking for a place to ground. I’ve been a sex therapist for half a decade, specializing in high-conflict intimacy and trauma-informed desire, but nothing in my textbooks prepared me for the way that woman looked at me in the dark of a biker bar. Elena. I’m drying off when my phone buzzes again. This time it’s a FaceTime call from Prez. I sigh and answer, propping the phone against the mirror. The scarred, laughing face of my best friend, also the president of Iron & Ink fills the screen. He’s already at the clubhouse, a mug of engine-sludge coffee in his hand. "Well, well. Look at the Doc. You look like hell, Deluca. Late night?" "Mind your business, Roman," I mutter, reaching for my shaving kit. No one else calls him that except for his friends. "Hard to do when our bartender tells me you spent half the night grinding against a woman who looked like she wandered off the cover of Vogue," Prez cackles, his eyes glinting with mischief. "Word is, she did a literal runner. Bolted out the door like the feds were coming. What’d you do?” I chuckle, a dry, dark sound. I think about the way her body felt against mine, the way my breath hitched when I realized I was a second away from ruining my life for a taste of her. "She didn't run out. She just... realized what time it was. Some people have lives that don't involve the clubhouse bar, you asshole." "She ran, Jax. Admit it. Maybe she’s married.” "Like that matters,” I mutter lowly. “I have to go. I have actual clients who pay me to listen to their problems, unlike you." "Good luck with the bored housewives, Doc. Don't forget where the real party is tonight." I end the call and finish getting ready. I put on the mask—the charcoal suit, the crisp white shirt that hides the tattoos up to my throat, the calm, clinical gaze that projects safety and authority. By the time I walk into my downtown office, I am Dr. Jaxson Thorne. At 9:55 AM, I’m at my desk when the intercom pings. "They’re here, Doctor," Sarah says. "Give them a minute to settle, then send them in." I stand up, adjusting my cuffs, and walk toward the door just as it opens. Marcus Vance walks in first. He’s exactly what I expected. Tall, impeccably groomed, wearing a suit that looks extremely expensive. He carries himself with a terrifying level of entitlement, his eyes scanning my office not for comfort. I judge him instantly. Apart from him letting his wife walk behind, he looks like the typical client I’ve dealt with. Then, the wife walks in. The world stops. The air in the room vanishes, leaving me lightheaded and hollow. Holy shit! It’s her. She isn't wearing emerald silk today. She’s in a beige, high-necked dress that looks like a suit of armor. Her hair is pulled back so tight it looks painful. Her gaze is cast down, fixed on the rug, her hands clutching a designer bag like a shield. She takes a seat on the velvet couch, sinking into the cushions as Marcus sits beside her. He doesn't touch her. He doesn't even look at her. He just sits there, radiating a cold, impatient energy. “Good morning, welcome to my office.” "Mornin," Marcus says, his voice a smooth, condescending hum. " She lifts her head. Her eyes meet mine, and I see the exact moment the realization hits her. Her pupils dilate. Her breath hitches in a small, audible gasp that she tries to mask as a cough. Marcus cuts a sharp look at her. "Is something wrong?" "No," she whispers, her voice trembling. "Just... a tickle in my throat." I stay perfectly still. My heart is thundering against my ribs, a wild animal trying to kick its way out of my chest, but my face remains a mask of professional neutrality. I don't acknowledge the bar. I don't acknowledge the dance. I don't acknowledge the fact that I know exactly how her skin feels under that beige wool because it’s our moment. And doesn’t concern him. My mind goes back to what Prez said. He’d have a laugh if only he knew how right he was. "I’m Dr. Thorne," I say, my voice steady and deep. I take the chair opposite them, leaning back and crossing my legs. "Thank you for coming in. Marcus, you initiated the intake. Why don't you start? Tell me what brings you both here." Marcus shifts, leaning forward, claiming the space. "It’s quite simple, Doctor. My wife has become... distant. Frigid, if I’m being honest. We’ve been married for almost three years, and while I’ve been patient, our intimate life has become a source of significant stress for me. She seems to have developed some... unusual needs about what she wants.” I watch Elena. She shrinks. It’s subtle, a slight rounding of the shoulders, a tightening of the jaw, but to a trained eye, it’s a collapse. She is begging me with her eyes—a silent, desperate plea to stay silent about the night before. To keep her secret. "I see," I say, my eyes flicking to her for a split second before returning to Marcus. "And Elena? How would you describe the situation?" "I... I just think we’ve lost our connection," she says, her voice barely a thread. "Connection is a vague term," Marcus interrupts, his tone dismissive. "The problem, Doctor, is that she’s made it weird. She’s asked for things that are beneath her. Things that are, frankly, revolting. And when I declined, she decided to stop trying altogether." I notice her frown. I want to lean across the table and wrap my hand around Marcus’s throat, for the way he talks about her like she’s a malfunctioning appliance. I guide the conversation for the next forty minutes, peeling back the layers of their dynamic. Marcus is a textbook case. He centers every conversation on his own comfort. He frames his rejection of her desires as a moral high ground. "Marcus," I say, interrupting his latest monologue about his busy schedule at the firm. "Based on what you’ve told me today, I’m seeing a very specific pattern. You’ve used the word 'normal' five times. You’ve used 'revolting' twice. You’ve centered your own satisfaction and your own peace of mind in every example of conflict you’ve provided." Marcus stiffens. The mask of the charming lawyer slips, revealing a jagged, defensive edge. "I’m paying for your expertise, Doctor, not a character assassination." "Oh, no. Don’t get me wrong. I’m giving you a clinical observation," I say, my voice dropping an octave. "What I’m hearing is that you are consistently sexually self-centered. You view your wife’s needs not as a shared journey, but as an inconvenience to your established routine. You’ve created an environment where her vulnerability is met with judgment rather than curiosity." The silence in the room is deafening. Marcus goes very still, his eyes turning into chips of ice. Elena is staring at me, her mouth slightly open, a flicker of something—hope? terror?—burning in her eyes. "I think we’re done for today," Marcus says, standing up abruptly. He doesn't look at Elena. He just heads for the door. "I’ll have my assistant call to... re-evaluate if this is the right fit." He marches out, his footsteps echoing in the hallway. “Uh, have a good day doctor.” Elena stands up slowly, her legs looking like they might give out. She looks at me, her face a mask of pure, unadulterated panic. "Mrs Vance," I say, standing up. "Wait." She stops at the door, her hand on the frame. She won't look at me. Her husband steps back. “Is there a problem?” “If like to speak to your wife.” I say quietly. "Ask her some questions. Privately. Just for a moment." She looks at me at then back at him as if asking for permission. When he doesn’t give any she mutters a low, “I’ll be right back,” And then walks back into my office. "Close the door, Elena," I command softly.Jaxon The surveillance footage from the Iron & Ink parking lot plays on Silas’s laptop for the third time, and the three of us watch the same forty-second clip in silence. Grainy, timestamped two-seventeen in the morning, a figure in a dark hoodie crouches near the side entrance, stays low for under a minute, then disappears back the way he came. Forty minutes later, Dez found it. Package the size of a shoebox, taped to the underside of the exterior generator housing. Crude construction but functional enough to have taken out the whole left side of the building if it had gone off at capacity. Dez was pulling a double. He’d gone around back for a smoke break. He’s currently in a hospital bed with a ruptured eardrum and burns up his left forearm. Dez, who has worked that door for six years and never once called in sick. I lean back in my chair and say nothing. The clip loops again. “Southside,” Cassian says. Not a question. He rarely speaks. When he does, you know it’s necess
Elena“Jaxon.” His name comes out fractured, half a whisper. “T-This is the women’s bathroom.” I can’t help the stutter that I’ve seemed to develop from his presence. He makes a soft sound, something low in his chest that isn’t quite a laugh but close enough. “I’m aware.” He steps inside and the lock clicks behind him and suddenly the room that felt spacious a minute ago feels smaller.“My husband is right outside.” I press back against the sink. “Our guests —”“Then you’d better make sure you cum fast enough before he comes looking.” His eyes move across my face unhurried, taking in my expression.“Cum? What do you mean, what are you —”He kisses me.Not gradual. It’s unexpected which somehow makes it even better. His mouth finds mine like it’s been waiting all evening and his hands frame my face and the rest of my thoughts dissolves completely because his lips are warm and taste faintly of whiskey.One hand slides into my hair, not roughly, but with enough intention that I feel it
ElenaThe cursor blinks at me from the center of an unfinished brief I’ve been staring at for forty minutes.I should be working. I know I should be working. There’s a contract review due by end of week and three client emails sitting in my inbox that I’ve been creatively ignoring since Monday, and the stack of folders on the corner of my desk has developed a slight lean that suggests instability.I just can’t make myself care right now.I close the brief, open it again, read the same paragraph for the fourth time and retain nothing. My mind keeps sliding sideways — to last Tuesday, the way his voice dropped when he told me to be still.We’ve been seeing each other three or more times a week. With how much time he makes for us to fuck, you’d think he wasn’t a popular sex therapist. After we had sex last time, he placed an order for toys. He mentioned how he’d love to use them on me. A few days later, They arrived in a matte black box. which shouldn’t have been as thrilling as it wa
ElenaThe smell of bacon is what wakes me.I lie there for a moment, staring at the ceiling, trying to locate the source of it — because the maids don’t start until eight and my phone says six forty-seven and Marcus hasn’t cooked a single thing in this kitchen in the entire time we’ve lived here.I pull on a robe and follow the smell downstairs.He’s standing at the stove in a button-down he hasn’t tucked in yet, sleeves rolled to the elbows, spatula in hand. The table is set. Actually set placemats, orange juice. He turns when he hears me on the last step and smiles the smile I used to look for in any room.“Morning.” He says it warm, easy, like nothing.I look around. “Where are the maids?”“Gave them the morning off.” He turns back to the pan. “Wanted to do this myself. Thought we could spend some time together.” He plates the bacon, moves to the eggs, completely at home in a kitchen he has never once been at home in. “We could go out after. That place on fifth you like, or —” He s
The afternoon light cuts clean through the floor-to-ceiling windows of Marcus Vance’s office, throwing long rectangles of gold across the mahogany desk he spent three months picking out. He leans back in his chair, one ankle crossed over his knee, the kind of posture that shows he’s the boss.“Senator Briggs, I understand your concern completely, and I want to assure you that the restructuring of the trust won’t affect your holdings in any significant —” He pauses, listening, turning a pen between his fingers. “No, sir. Not a single asset moves without your direct authorization. That’s my guarantee to you personally.” He smiles at whatever comes back through the line. “Exactly. Golf Thursday, we’ll go over the full breakdown then. My assistant will confirm the — “The door opens. No knock. Just opensThree men fill the frame in a way that has nothing to do with their physical size, though they are large — the kind of large that comes from specific, intentional living. Dark clothes, no
Elena The faint smell of fresh espresso and toasted garlic floats through the heavy mahogany door, dragging me out of the deepest, most undisturbed sleep I’ve had in months. I blink against the bright morning sun cutting across the king-sized bed. For a second, I’m disoriented, until the dull, unmistakable throb between my thighs reminds me of last night in my head. A slow, involuntary smile pulls at my lips as my face flushes hot. Last night was amazing, the way he looked at me like I was something to be conquered, then thoroughly ruined. I roll over, reaching out a hand, but my fingers meet only crisp linen. The other side of the bed is made—not just empty, but looking as though it wasn't even slept in. The realization stings, a sharp little prick of reality that deflates the morning haze. Right, I remind myself, sitting up and drawing my knees to my chest. This was just sex. Brilliant, mind-shattering sex, but just sex. Beyond that, the heavy gold band on my left hand sudden
Elena The clock on the mantle was a custom piece—brushed gold, silent, and excruciatingly precise. I had watched the minute hand sweep across the dial for three hours, three minutes, and twelve seconds. I sat at the head of the dining table, my spine perfectly straight, the way my mother had t
ElenaThe hum of the Lexus was the only thing grounding me as the suburban streetlights gave way to the jagged, neon-stained outskirts of the industrial district. My hands were still shaking, gripping the leather-wrapped steering wheel until my knuckles turned a ghostly white. Every mile I put betw
Elena The office air-conditioning was humming a low, sterile tune that usually helped me focus on the grant proposals piling up on my desk. But today, the hum felt like a drill. My head throbbed with the ghost of last night’s silence, the kind of silence that Marcus used to suffocate me until I a
Elena The house felt like a museum after hours—cold, silent, and smelling faintly of the lemon wax I’d used to scrub away every trace of the previous night’s failure. I had spent the day in a trance of domestic penance. I’d gone to the market, selected the most expensive cut of sea bass, and pre







