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108: Taking Action

Lara

I feel emotional after having sex with him.

I want to turn away but at the same time, I want to stay under him with my arms wrapped around him while I inhale his scent. It's such a confusing moment because every time we're together, it feels right and everything's so perfect. But then the feelings of guilt rise inside of me, and I feel terrible for wanting the man who ruined me and caused me so much pain.

But I want to forgive him. I want to with all my heart. Maybe a part of me already has. But the memories won't leave me alone. Every time he's near me, my mind will force me to remember what he's done and I'll want to put some distance between us even though in actuality, I don't want that to be the case.

I want him to be around Ander. Around us.

But my mind doesn't trust him even though my heart has forgiven him. I don't know why that is or how to even make it go away.

Dexter shifts and lies on his side. His eyes are on my face while his hand strokes my belly and I once a
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Bee Diaz
Ahh reading this now I see all the possibilities! But I wanted a good ending for her. She needs a break for once! <3
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Bee Diaz
Ahhh thank you so much!!!! So glad that you find her relatable!
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Camilita Vargas
Anyway, I'm looooooooooving the mystery! Is Finch really a changed man? Did Dex allow himself to be captured on purpose because he knows something nobody knows? Are Jensen and Finch together? Is Vaughn alive?! So many questions, hahahaha! Can't wait for the next chapters!
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