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The next morning came too fast. I barely slept, just enough to keep my eyes from burning and my hands from shaking. The kind of sleep that leaves you feeling like you never truly came up for air. I showered, dressed, and packed like I was preparing for a deployment instead of a “visit home.” Laptop. Scrubs. Stethoscope out of habit, even though I didn’t know if I’d need it. A duffel with jeans, boots, a heavy hoodie. A small toiletry bag. My wallet. My keys. And the letter. I folded it once and slid it into the side pocket like it might combust if I kept looking at it. At the door, I paused with my hand on the knob and stared at my apartment one last time. The neutral walls, the clean counters, the life I built where no one knew what my blood was. No pack rules. No howls in the woods. No golden eyes. Just fluorescent hospital lights and human pain. I exhaled and stepped out anyway. The drive started ordinary. Highways. Coffee shops. Early morning traffic. I blended in like I belonged. But the further I went, the more the world changed. Buildings have thinned. The cell signal dropped bars. The air felt colder even when the sun was up, like the trees kept secrets and didn’t want the light poking around. I turned off the interstate onto back roads that got narrower, curving through dense forest and long stretches of empty farmland. No billboards. No gas stations. Just trees and silence. And something else I couldn’t explain. A pressure. It crept in slowly, like humidity before a storm. My shoulders tightened without my permission. My eyes kept flicking to the rearview mirror. Every shadow between the trees felt like it held a watcher. I told myself it was paranoia. Old instincts waking up. But then the scents hit me. Not in the way a human smells things. Not “pine” and “damp earth.” This was deeper. Sharp. Animal. Like my blood remembered how to interpret the world even when my mind tried to forget. My pulse quickened. Territory. I knew it before I saw it. The first marker was subtle, scratches on a tree trunk too high to be deer. Three long gouges, fresh sap bleeding down the bark. Beneath it, the soil was disturbed, churned like something large had paced there. I drove past with my hands tight on the wheel. Then another marker. A faded ribbon tied to a branch, gray and frayed, but still there, an old pack signal from years ago. I hadn’t seen one since the night I was sent away. My throat tightened. Home. The road curved and dipped, and my GPS finally went useless, blank screen, spinning icon. I didn’t need it anyway. My memory filled in the turns, the hills, the way the land sloped toward the river. I hadn’t realized I still knew. A few miles later, I passed a sign: EDGEWATER FALLS — 12 MILES. My hands went clammy. The air felt heavier. And then I saw the first real sign that Adam hadn’t been exaggerating. A line of trees on the left side looked… wrong. Not just broken limbs. Not storm damage. The trunks were shredded in places, bark torn off in wide swaths. Deep claw marks. Some old, darkened by time, others fresh enough that pale wood showed underneath. I slowed without meaning to. My gaze tracked the forest edge. Something moved far back between the trunks. A flicker. A shadow. Then gone. I swallowed hard and forced myself to keep driving. Scouts, my mind supplied. My stomach dropped. The road narrowed again, and the forest thickened. The sun disappeared behind clouds, turning everything the color of steel. A light mist drifted between the trees like breath. I rolled my window down an inch. Cold air poured in, bringing scent metallic, sharp, faintly sweet. Blood. Not fresh enough to be obvious to a human. Fresh enough for me to taste in the back of my throat. I rolled the window up and tried to ignore the way my body reacted, nerves sparking, instincts rising. I was human mostly but the pack had never treated me like one. And my blood never let me forget the truth of what I’d grown up around. The road bent again, and my headlights swept across something in the ditch. A car. My foot slammed the brake. The vehicle was half off the shoulder, nose down in a shallow ravine like it had been shoved. One headlight was smashed. The windshield was spiderwebbed with cracks. The driver-side door hung open. No hazard lights. No sign of movement. My heart pounded so hard it hurt. I sat there gripping the steering wheel, staring at the empty open door. The smart thing was to keep going. The doctor in me trained, stubborn, and conditioned couldn’t. I pulled onto the shoulder and killed the engine. Silence flooded in immediately, thick and unnatural, like the forest was holding its breath. I grabbed my phone, no service.Of course. I popped the trunk and took out the small emergency kit I always kept. Flashlight. Gloves. Gauze. A basic trauma pack.Ridiculous, I thought, packing for war with a first-aid kit. But my hands moved anyway. I approached slowly, boots sinking slightly in the damp grass. The closer I got, the stronger the scent became. Blood. Oil. And something else… Wet fur. My breath hitched. The car’s interior was a mess. Seatbelt sliced. Airbags deployed. The dashboard cracked. There was blood smeared across the steering wheel and streaked along the inside of the door like someone had tried to crawl out. My stomach tightened. “Hello?” I called, voice sounding too loud in the quiet. “Is anyone here?” No answer. The woods gave nothing back. I shone the flashlight inside, beam jittering with my pulse.There was a purse on the passenger seat. The strap snapped. A few things spilled across the floor: lipstick, a hairbrush, a set of keys. And a tuft of dark fur caught on the edge of the torn seatbelt. I froze. Not seatbelt material. Not fabric. Actual fur. My throat went dry. That wasn’t from a deer. Not from a dog. The hairs were coarse, thick, and they clung like something had fought inside this car, something that didn’t belong. A branch snapped behind me. My entire body went rigid. I turned slowly, flashlight swinging. Nothing. Just trees. Mist. The road stretches empty behind me. But my skin prickled like it had when those wolves stepped out of the woods in my nightmare. I backed away from the car. Another sound, soft, like leaves shifting. Closer. I forced myself to breathe, to think, to act like I wasn’t a terrified fifteen-year-old behind locked doors. I reached into the car and grabbed the purse, heart hammering. If the driver was alive, I might find ID, information, or something useful. If they were dead… I swallowed hard and stepped back again. My flashlight beam swept the ditch. That’s when I saw it. In the mud near the open door,prints. Not human. Not bear. Too big for a coyote. Paw prints with claw marks dug deep as if the creature had launched itself upward toward the vehicle. Several of them. And another set of marks leading away drag lines. Something had been pulled into the trees. My stomach lurched violently. “Oh my God…” A low growl vibrated from somewhere in the forest. Not close enough to pinpoint. Close enough to send ice through my veins. I didn’t run. I wanted to. But the instinct that saved you in pack territory wasn’t sprinting blindly, it was getting to safety without looking weak. I backed toward my car slowly, flashlight up, scanning the tree line. The growl came again, deeper this time. My pulse roared in my ears. I reached my car, got the door open, and slid inside fast, locking it the second I was in. I didn’t start the engine right away. I sat frozen, listening. A shadow moved at the edge of the road, just beyond my headlights. Too big. Too smooth. Gold eyes. It paused, like it was considering stepping into the light. Then another shape shifted behind it. My hands shook violently as I jammed the key into the ignition. The engine turned over with a loud, desperate sound. I hit the gas and the tires spun slightly in the damp gravel before catching. In the rearview mirror, I saw them clearly for the first time. Wolves. Not coyotes. Not dogs. Wolves with shoulders too broad, bodies too heavy, eyes glinting unnaturally bright in the thin daylight. They watched me leave. They didn’t chase. And that scared me more than if they had. Because it felt like… they were letting me go. The road twisted and I took it too fast, hands white-knuckled, breath shallow. My mind kept replaying the drag marks. The blood. The fur. Civilians. Organized. Bold. Adam wasn’t calling it war as a metaphor. This was war. A few miles later, a familiar scent hit me, cedar smoke, leather, the faint bite of metal. Pack. I rounded a curve and saw a vehicle pulled off just ahead of an older black SUV I recognized instantly. It was parked in a way that blocked the shoulder, not the road, but made it obvious: stop here. A man stood beside it, hands in his pockets, posture casual but eyes scanning the forest like he was counting shadows. The moment I saw him, relief hit me so hard it almost made my eyes sting. Matthew. Adam’s best friend. The Beta. He looked older than I remembered, broader through the shoulders, a little harder around the eyes. But it was still him. Still that same steady presence that used to make the packhouse feel safe when everything else felt sharp. I pulled over quickly and climbed out. “Matthew,” I breathed, like saying his name proved this was real. His head turned, and for the first time his expression broke with relief flashing across his face. “Lotty.” He crossed the distance in three long strides and stopped just in front of me like he wasn’t sure if I’d let him touch me. Then he pulled me into a hug anyway, strong, warm, familiar.I didn’t realize how tight I’d been holding myself together until I felt him there. My hands fisted in the back of his jacket. “I didn’t think it would be you,” I said into his shoulder, voice rough. “Adam didn’t want to send anyone else,” Matthew murmured. “Not right now.” I pulled back just enough to look at him. “How bad is it?” His jaw clenched. The Beta mask slid into place, controlled, careful. “Worse than what he told you,” Matthew said quietly. My stomach sank. I swallowed, then forced the words out. “I stopped back there. A car in the ditch.” Matthew’s eyes sharpened instantly. “Where?” “About seven miles back,” I said. “Blood. Drag marks. Fur caught on the seatbelt.” My throat tightened. “Someone was taken.” His face went grim. “Damn it.” “So it’s real,” I whispered. “They’re hitting the roads.” “They’re hitting anything they can,” Matthew said, voice tight with restrained fury. “And they’re trying to make it look like an accident. Like animal attacks. Like people just disappear.” My skin crawled. “Why didn’t they chase me?” I asked the question that had been gnawing at me since I drove away. “They watched me leave.” Matthew’s gaze flicked to the woods, then back to me. His voice dropped. “Because you’re bait,” he said bluntly. “Whether you want to be or not.” A chill rolled through me. “Dark Mountain knows who you are,” he continued. “They know your blood. They know Adam brought you back into the conversation the moment that letter went out.” I stared at him, heart pounding. “So they want me to lead them to him.” Matthew’s mouth flattened. “Or they want you for leverage.” My hands went cold. I forced a breath. “Then why the hell am I standing out here instead of in your SUV?” Matthew’s lips twitched faintly, almost a smile, but bitter. “Because you’re still you,” he said softly. “And because I missed you.” That warmth flickered again, painfully bright, then he stepped back and all business returned. “Get in,” he said, opening the passenger door for me. “Windows up. Seatbelt on. We won't stop again.” I hesitated, looking down the road behind me toward that wrecked car, toward whatever was in the trees. “Did you send someone?” I asked. Matthew’s eyes darkened. “A team is already on it. You did the right thing leaving.” The words didn’t soothe me. But I nodded. I climbed into the SUV, and the moment the door shut, Matthew locked it automatically. He slid behind the wheel, started the engine, and pulled back onto the road like he was trying to outrun something invisible. We drove in silence for a long moment, the forest pressing close on both sides. Then Matthew spoke, voice low, like he didn’t want the woods listening.“Lotty… there’s something else.” My stomach tightened. “What?” He glanced at me, and there was a flicker of something in his eyes recognition, worry, maybe guilt. “The wolf you described,” he said carefully. “Gold eyes. Bigger than the rest.” My throat went dry. “That’s not just any Dark Mountain warrior,” Matthew continued. “We’ve seen him.” I gripped the edge of the seat. “And?” Matthew’s jaw clenched, and the SUV seemed to hum with tension. “And every time he shows up,” Matthew said, “someone ends up dead.” I stared out at the trees, my reflection faint in the window glass pale, tired, eyes too wide. Home was only minutes away now. And the war had already reached the road.112 Lotty made Evelyn promise. Three times. The head nurse sat in her office with her arms crossed while Lotty stood in front of the desk holding the test results like they might disappear if she loosened her grip. "Not a word." Evelyn smiled. "Not a word." "I mean it." "I know." "No telling the staff." "Lotty…" "No telling Garrick." "I understand." "No telling Tony." That actually made Evelyn laugh. "Trust me. Tony is the last person I want involved in anything related to pregnancy rumors." Lotty finally relaxed slightly. Good. Because she wanted to be the one to tell Decker. Not a nurse. Not Tony. Not some wolf accidentally overhearing a conversation. Her. The entire drive home she couldn't stop smiling. Or panicking. Or smiling again. Every few minutes she would touch the folded test results in her bag just to make sure they were still there. Pregnant. The word still didn't feel real. By the time she reached the packhouse she had already decided exactly w
111 The weeks that followed settled into something neither Dark Mountain nor Silver Claw fully trusted. Peace. Not the fragile kind that existed between battles. Not the kind that came from exhaustion. Real peace. The sort that made warriors uncomfortable because they had forgotten what to do with it. For the first time in months, Dark Mountain wasn't preparing for an attack. There were still patrols. Still border checks. Still security reports. But they weren't living minute to minute waiting for the next crisis.The constant pressure had eased. The pack could finally breathe. Decker noticed the difference almost immediately. Wolves smiled more. The training yards were louder. Children played outside without their parents constantly watching the tree line. The dining hall stayed full long after meals ended because wolves actually wanted to sit together and talk. Simple things. Normal things. Things that had disappeared during the war. That didn't mean Decker stopped working. Far
110 For three full days, Decker and Lotty vanished. Not literally. Everyone knew exactly where they were. The entire packhouse knew exactly where they were. The problem was that no one was brave enough to knock on the door. Or stupid enough. By the end of the first day, it had become an unspoken rule throughout Dark Mountain. Leave the Alpha and Luna alone. Tony discovered this reality around lunchtime on the first day. He arrived outside Decker's suite carrying three reports, two requests for approval, and one problem involving a dispute between patrol leaders. He raised his hand toward the door. Then stopped. A look crossed his face. He lowered his hand. Turned around. And walked away. Jared found him halfway down the hallway. "You didn't knock." Tony stared at him. "No." "Why?" Tony continued walking. "Because I enjoy being alive." Jared considered that. "Fair." By dinner that evening, the kitchen staff had developed a system. Food was left outside the door. A tray
109 A few days after Jacob left Dark Mountain, life began settling into something that almost felt normal. Almost. The constant investigations had slowed. Ellis remained locked away. Silver Claw was busy cleaning its own house. For the first time in months, Decker wasn't waking every morning expecting another crisis. He wasn't complaining. It gave him time to focus on something far more important. Lotty. The two of them had slipped into a comfortable routine. Breakfast together. Training. Her shifts at the hospital. Evenings together in the packhouse. Simple things. The kind of things neither of them had realized they missed until they finally had them. That morning found them in the training gym. The large room buzzed with activity. Warriors occupied nearly every station. Some worked heavy bags. Others sparred on the mats. Weights clanked in the background. Most of the wolves present were young. Strong. Unmated males. Normally, Decker didn't think much of it. Today, however, he
108 Jacob left Dark Mountain with more than he had arrived with. He came with guards, suspicion, and a pack name stained by actions he hadn’t ordered. He left with proof. Names. Confessions. And a very clear understanding that cleaning Silver Claw would not be quiet. The morning of his departure was cold, but clear. Four SUVs waited in the front courtyard, engines idling softly while Silver Claw guards loaded the last of their things. The atmosphere was still tense, but not hostile anymore. That mattered. Decker stood at the top of the steps with Lotty beside him. Tony and Jared stood nearby, both alert. Selene stood beside Jacob, wrapped in a pale gray coat, her expression calm but thoughtful. Lotty and Selene had already said goodbye twice. They were about to do it a third time. Selene took Lotty’s hands in hers. “I’ll send word when we’re settled.” Lotty smiled. “Please do.” “And if you ever need to talk about pack matters, hospitals, difficult Alphas…” Lotty laughed softly
107 The next morning felt entirely different. The warmth from the welcoming feast was gone. Not erased. Just set aside. Because now the real reason for the visit stood waiting behind closed doors. Truth. Accountability. And whether Dark Mountain and Silver Claw walked away as allies or enemies. The packhouse woke early. Silver Claw guards rotated positions before sunrise. Dark Mountain warriors mirrored them from a distance that was respectful without being careless. The tension returned immediately. Sharper this time. Not hidden beneath music and polite conversation. Open. Expected. Lotty woke beside Decker before dawn fully broke across the mountains. For several quiet minutes, neither of them moved. She could feel it through the bond already. The weight of the day pressing against him. Not fear. Never fear. But readiness. He stared up at the ceiling, one arm around her waist, mind already turning through possibilities. Lotty rested her hand lightly against his chest. “You’re t
54 The air shifted before they even arrived. Lotty felt it standing at Decker’s side on the wide stone steps of the packhouse, the late afternoon light stretching long shadows across the courtyard. The guards were tighter than usual. Patrols doubled along the perimeter. Even the wolves moving thro
40 The next two days passed in a blur of long hours and hard decisions. Nothing about the truce was perfect, but it was real. Adam and Decker worked side by side, sometimes agreeing, sometimes clashing, but never once crossing the line into hostility. There were moments, brief ones, where Lotty w
39 The candles had burned down to stubs. Dinner sat half-cleared on the small table, forgotten. The room still carried the faint warmth of what had almost happened, something soft, something intimate, but now it was overshadowed by the sharp edge of reality. Blood had replaced romance. War had in
37 The evening had been planned carefully. Too carefully. Decker had spent most of the afternoon arranging it, quietly coordinating with the kitchen and slipping back upstairs before Lotty could suspect anything. The guards had noticed, of course, nothing happened in the packhouse without someone







