LOGINSabrina's POV
For the past two years, I had been pathetically comforting myself with a single lie: Zander rejected me as his mate that day simply because I was too young.
My wolf wasn't mature enough to handle his furious alpha power.
I thought that once I turned twenty, his wolf would finally acknowledge me.
Now, clutching that terminal diagnosis in my hand, I dragged my heavy footsteps back to the Ironspike packhouse.
At this moment, the Ironspike pack was drowning in a suffocating level of noise.
Pink balloons and ribbons drifted all over the lawn.
It was my favorite color, but right now, looking at it felt like walking into an elaborately decorated, ironic funeral.
The air was thick with the stench of cheap champagne, the boisterous laughter of werewolf warriors, and a mix of scents that made my stomach churn in waves.
Still, in a fraction of a second, I locked onto the one figure that made my wolf tremble.
Alpha Zander.
He didn't even need to release his aura. Just standing casually amidst the rowdy crowd, he radiated an untouchable, absolute dominance.
His god-like face was completely void of expression, his cold, thin lips pressed into a harsh, unfeeling line.
The moment I stepped closer, an incredibly overbearing, icy alpha scent completely overwhelmed my senses.
That familiar sensation pierced through every bone in my body in an instant.
Lizzie, my weak and near-collapsing wolf, let out a piercing, greedy whimper in my mind. "Go hug him! Smell him! He is our mate!"
Clinging desperately to my sanity, I forced my trembling body under control, walked up behind him, and whispered in a voice so raspy it barely sounded human, "I need to talk to you."
Without waiting for a response, I led the way to the secluded poolside corridor.
Heavy footsteps soon followed behind me, each one feeling like it was stomping directly on my heart.
When I turned around, a flicker of mockery and impatience flashed in his eyes.
Then, he spoke. "Melinda and I are going to get mated. Next month, on the night of the full moon, we will hold the mating ceremony at the Moonlight Altar."
My brain completely shut down in that instant, and every sound around me was suddenly muted.
Lizzie let out a despairing whimper before collapsing limply in the back of my mind.
It felt as if a spiked claw had violently ripped out my heart. I dug my nails so fiercely into my palms that only the sharp, piercing pain kept me from crumpling to the floor.
When he brought Melinda back half a year ago, I had foolishly, pathetically thought he was just putting on an act to make me give up.
But now, the man who once promised to take care of me forever had personally handed down my death sentence.
I fought like hell to hold back the scalding tears pooling in my eyes, forcing out a trembling, broken sentence through my tight throat: "Did you... did you really have to announce this today, at my birthday party?"
Zander stared down at me from his towering height.
There wasn't a trace of human emotion in those deep wolf eyes, nor did he understand the absolute desolation hidden behind my words.
The corner of his mouth twitched upward. "Announcing the future luna of the Ironspike pack at your birthday party counts as a double celebration. Sabrina, stop being so stubborn like a child who refuses to grow up. Isn't this a good thing?"
Dropping those words, he refused to spare me even another second of his patience. He turned away with cold indifference, letting that icy cedar scent recede from my lungs.
A double celebration...
The extreme agony sent a spasm through my body, and I squeezed my eyes shut.
I stumbled, desperate to escape this place of utter humiliation, but before I could take more than a few steps, a sickly sweet, delicate voice called out from behind me. "Sabrina!"
My spine stiffened, and I stopped dead in my tracks right by the edge of the pool.
Melinda strutted toward me in her stilettos, wearing an overly flashy designer gown, looking every bit like a proud peacock.
She carried herself exactly like a pack luna inspecting her territory. "How do you like the decorations? Zander is so incredibly busy every day that he just dumps all these trivial tasks onto me. I had to run every omega in the pack into the ground today just to get things ready for your birthday."
My nails dug into my palms once again, the sharp pain keeping me tethered to my last shred of sanity.
I turned my head slightly and gave her a cold, unappreciative reply. "It looks terrible."
Melinda's face instantly froze, the corner of her mouth twitching unnaturally.
But she quickly plastered on that fake, plastic smile again. "Is that so? Zander specifically told me you loved this little-girl pink. Everything was arranged exactly to your taste."
A cold sneer flashed across my heart.
"Zander, you remember I like pink, but you don't realize how much this woman disgusts me?"
Melinda took a step forward, her tone suddenly shifting to one of mock earnestness. "Sabrina, you really don't need to be so hostile toward me. Once Zander and I mate, I'll be officially taking over the pack affairs for the Ironspike pack."
"I know exactly what you're so afraid of. After Alpha Isaiah passed away, your mother abandoned you for another alpha, and now you're just a low-ranking she-wolf leeching off the Ironspike pack."
She paused intentionally, a vicious gleam of absolute victory flashing in her eyes before she lowered her voice. "But don't worry. Once I become the luna here, I won't mistreat you. After all, I love Zander. If I didn't have such a generous heart, he never would have chosen me as his mate, right?"
I shot a quiet glance at the man standing not too far away.
"Zander, is this the future luna you chose?"
She spoke such pretty words, yet every syllable was a thinly veiled reminder to know my place.
In that very moment, I suddenly found myself desperate to know: in Zander's heart, who really mattered more...
Sabrina's POV"Of course you should be thanking me! If I hadn't made the brilliant decision to leave you with the Ironspike pack, do you really think you'd be living this high-class, worry-free life right now? You owe me your gratitude. Forget five thousand—even if I asked for fifty thousand, you'd better figure out a way to get it for me.""I told you, I don't have any money." I didn't want to hear another single word, nor did I want to look at her absolutely shameless face for a second longer. I turned around to leave.Adelaide grabbed me, holding on with a death grip.She squeezed out some fake tears, her eyes turning red as she began to sob. "Sabrina, I took out a loan from a mob's loan shark. If I don't pay them back, those thugs are going to beat me to death! Do you really have the heart to just leave me to die?""Then get your current mate to pay it off for you." I didn't even turn my head."That's impossible! That selfish bastard won't give me a single cent!"I stopped in my t
Sabrina's POVHearing that familiar, gut-wrenching voice, I didn't immediately turn around. Instead, I simply squeezed my eyes shut in sheer exhaustion.If this were the past, my werewolf senses would have caught the rancid stench of cheap tobacco and rotting casino basements rolling off her from hundreds of meters away.But now, with my body rapidly failing, even those primal instincts were deteriorating.I used every ounce of my strength to steady my breathing, violently shoving down the tidal wave of disgust churning in my stomach.Only then did I turn around and walk toward the woman who had single-handedly ruined my entire childhood.Beneath the dead, barren branches of an old oak tree stood a gaunt, unkempt woman.Her greasy, matted hair was haphazardly tied back with a faded rubber band, and the bags under her eyes were severely swollen.Her eyes were completely bloodshot from chronic sleep deprivation, and a half-smoked, cheap cigarette dangled crookedly from her lips.I walke
Sabrina's POVI never wanted to go to Alaska to see the northern lights ever again.Most of my despair simply stemmed from my own pathetic, delusional wishful thinking.I never should have harbored any expectations for an alpha who was about to belong to someone else.It was yet another sleepless night.With my life force rapidly draining away, I was no longer able to shift back into my wolf form to heal.I could only lie there with my eyes wide open all night, watching the sky outside my window shift from pitch black to dawn, watching that first glimmer of morning light get ruthlessly swallowed up by the pale red sunrise.I knew that for a werewolf, whose very existence relied on a powerful healing factor, this endless insomnia and my inability to channel my wolf soul were rapidly burning through whatever little life I had left.But for someone who was already dying anyway, returning to the Moon Goddess's embrace a day early or a day late made no real difference. In the end, it was a
Sabrina's POVThe overwhelmingly aggressive alpha scent radiating from Zander lingered in the air for a moment.Eventually, he followed me in with heavy, measured steps.Back in my room, I casually pulled a bag of potato chips out of my backpack.I ripped the bag open aggressively, grabbed a chip, and shoved it into my mouth.The loud, satisfying crunch of the chips between my teeth echoed sharply in the dead-silent room. It felt like this was the only way I could even begin to fill the massive, gaping void in my shattered heart.Zander pushed the door open and walked in. Seeing this, his already tight brow furrowed even deeper.If this were the past, this ridiculously controlling alpha would have snatched the junk food right out of my hands and ruthlessly tossed it into the trash can.Then he would scold me with that unquestionable, commanding tone of his, "Sabrina, stop eating this nutritional garbage."But now, he simply stood quietly in the shadows, staring at me without uttering
Third Person's POVSeven o'clock in the evening.Zander returned to the villa, carrying a beautifully wrapped gift box in his hand.Still carrying the crisp, chilling air of the border forests, he sat down on the wooden bench. Out of sheer habit, his gaze swept across the dimly lit living room.An omega maid approached timidly, carefully balancing a cup of black coffee. Zander took the mug and asked casually, "Is Sabrina not back yet?""Alpha Zander, she hasn't returned yet," the maid replied, keeping her head bowed.Her voice trembled with the innate reverence she held for her pack's leader. "She's usually home by now. I'm not sure if something held her up today."What could possibly hold her up?She was probably just throwing another one of her spoiled tantrums, giving her alpha the silent treatment like always.Zander leaned back heavily, pinching the bridge of his nose in exhaustion."Alpha Zander!" A shrill, whining shriek suddenly pierced through the doorway.He looked up to see
Sabrina's POVEvelyn closed the distance between us in her high heels, her well-maintained face twisted in arrogant condescension. "You're nothing but a homeless rogue. The Ironspikes throws you a bone to keep you from starving, and you actually think you're the master of the house? Who gave you the nerve to act so entitled?!"Evelyn was Zander's mother. From the very first day I joined the Ironspike pack, she had never liked me.In the past, she had held back her vitriol somewhat out of respect for Madison.But now that Madison was bedridden, leaving me with no one to protect me, Evelyn had completely cast aside any remaining restraint.Honestly, every time I came to visit Madison, I had to endure this kind of vicious verbal abuse from her.It was precisely because of her intense hostility toward me that five years ago, when Zander came of age and took over the Ironspike pack, he brought me with him and moved out of this estate, settling into his own private villa.If this were in th







