LOGINMy Worst Nightmare
Talia’s POV “AWOOO!!!” Another long howl cut through the night. The sound kept on increasing. Nobody in the hall moved. The hall that had been full of laughter and clapping just seconds ago went completely still, like someone had drained the life out of it all at once. I felt the coldness of the room like a cold air passing under a door… slow, quiet, and impossible to stop. I knew that sound. Every human in the room knew how horrible it is. It didn’t matter how many years had gone by. It didn’t matter how many nights we spent trying to forget it. The moment it reached our ears, our bodies remembered before our mind could catch up. A child near the back began to cry, muffled against her mother’s side. I could hear the woman trying to shush her, but her own hands were shaking. “Not again,” The elderly woman in the front row pressed her palms together, her voice barely holding. “Lord… not tonight. Haven’t they taken enough from us already? Can’t they just leave us alone?” I turned to face them. Valik’s hand was still holding mine, warm and steady, and I pulled gently from his grip and stepped forward. “Everyone, listen to me,” I said, keeping my voice as low as I could manage. “Stay calm. They could be passing through the forest. We don’t know yet that they’re coming here, so let’s not…” “We can’t take the chances of guessing,” Mateo cut in. “Listen to me,” I said, loud enough that they could hear me. “We need to get into hiding, please quietly to avoid attracting them” I pointed toward the back door. “Women and children should go through the back door, into the storage room in the kitchen. The men should follow Mateo into the other rooms, that’s safe for now.” They started moving. Slowly at first, then faster as the instinct to survive kicked in and overrode the fear. “Talia.” Mateo grabbed my arm as he passed. “Come with us.” “I will, just get the others safe.” I moved through the hall, guiding people, keeping my voice steady even though my heart was beating violently inside my chest. After the massacre ten years ago, I had learned one thing above everything else… panic kills faster than wolves do. If I fell apart, everyone around me would fall apart with me. “Please stay low… don’t make a sound… keep moving, you’re doing well…” I felt a hand at my elbow, I turned and it was Valik. “Go with the others,” I said without looking at him. He didn’t move. “Valik.” I turned to face him. “You need to go with the others, please.” He was looking at me, but not quite at me. His eyes had a distant feature to them, like he was listening to something I couldn’t hear. He had been doing that since the howls started… standing slightly apart, his expression somewhere else. “I’m staying with you,” he said simply. There was no time to argue. The howls were getting closer. I grabbed his wrist and pulled him toward the narrow gap behind the altar, a space between the wall and the heavy wooden panel that I had noticed earlier in the evening when I was too nervous to stand still and had walked every inch of the hall to calm myself down. It was barely wide enough for two people. We pressed into it together, our shoulders touching, and I pulled the panel as close as I could manage from the inside. Outside, the wolves swept through, rough and fast, kicking benches aside, barking at each other in short clipped words I couldn’t fully understand. I held my breath. Beside me, Valik was very quiet. But that distant look hadn’t left his face. He kept turning something over in his mind, I could see it, whatever it was pulling his attention away from the danger right in front of us. The voices outside moved toward the back of the hall. I let out a slow, careful breath. Then Valik turned to look at me, and something about the way he did it made me go still. It wasn’t the usual way he looked at me. His eyes were more serious now. He touched my hair gently. “The vow you made tonight,” he said, barely above a whisper. “Does it still stand?” I stared at him. Of all the things he could have said hiding in the dark while wolves searched the building for us, that was not what I expected. “What?” I whispered back. “What you said at the altar,” he said. “No matter sickness or death… no matter who I am… you would stay.” His eyes stayed on mine. “Does it still stand?” It was such a strange thing to ask. Strange timing, but it sounded like the answer genuinely mattered to him in a way that went beyond words. I didn’t understand it. But there was something in his face that made me answer honestly instead of asking questions. “We’re married,” I whispered. “Of course it still stands.” He smiled. Just… a quiet settling, like a knot that had been pulled tight finally loosened slightly. He looked at me for a moment longer, then turned back toward the gap in the panel. I didn’t have time to think about what any of it meant, because their footsteps were getting closer, and it sounded like we have been found. The panel was pulled open. Light flooded in and I stepped forward without thinking, putting myself slightly in front of Valik, my fists closed at my sides. My legs were shaking but I kept them straight. If this was how I will die, I was not going to spend the last moment of my life crouching in a corner. The soldiers had spread through the whole hall now, covering every exit. The four standing in front of me, I looked them in the eye and waited for whatever thing they came with. And then the soldiers stopped. All of them at once. Like something had pulled their invisible cord. One by one, starting with the soldier at the front… the broad-shouldered one with a scar running along his jaw… they lowered themselves. Their weapons still in their hand. Before I could understand what was going on, every single one of them went down on one knee. The hall went so quiet I could hear the remaining candle flames. The scarred soldier kept his eyes on the floor and spoke in a voice that was steady and carried the weight of someone who had been looking for something for a very long time. “Cassain Grey reporting, Alpha Valik...” He paused briefly. “We finally found you.“What the Mountain KnowsTalia’s POVThe physician came in the morning.He was an older man, quiet and careful, he looked like the kind of person who kept his thoughts behind his eyes. The maid who accompanied him stood near the door with her arms folded and a frown. She watched every movement the physician made and every movement I made, steady and without blinking.He unwrapped my hand and looked at it without reacting, which told me it looked as bad as it felt. He cleaned it with something that made me press my lips together very hard, then began to apply a herb compress, his fingers working efficiently.My ribs ached where I had hit the table edge. My shoulder had stiffened overnight from the way I had fallen. There were places on my body that the physician hadn’t looked at and couldn’t see, and I was thinking about how to change that while the maid’s eyes stayed fixed on me from across the room.I said nothing about the rest of it.Instead, while the physician was occupied with my
The Weight of Being HumanTalia’s POV“Sit down, where are you rushing to?”Monica’s voice was calm, her hand still locked around my wrist under the table.Valeria glanced over from her end and made a sound low in her throat. “Monica, let the peasant go if she wants to leave.” She dabbed her mouth with her cloth. “She was never fit to sit at this table in the first place.”Monica smiled and released my wrist. She raised her hand toward the doorway instead and clicked her fingers at the maids waiting near the wall.“Bring more food,” she said pleasantly. “And bring the others in.”More maids filed in from the corridor, four of them, looking between Monica and me with expressions that already knew something I didn’t. Valeria settled back in her chair with her wine, watching me like she had decided to play me out.“Sit at the far end,” Monica told the maids, gesturing toward the lower seats. She looked at me. “You’ll serve them.”I stared at her.“Now.” She tilted her head toward the gua
The Table They Built Against MeTalia’s POVI was pressing a damp cloth against my hand when I heard a knock on the door.My skin had settled into a deep, throbbing ache. I had torn a strip from the cloth on the bed and soaked it in the cool water from the wash basin, and that was the best I could do.I heard the knock again.I went and opened the door. The maid standing in the doorway was one of the two who had dragged me to Monica’s chamber. She looked at my face with disinterest.“The Alpha has sent for you,” she said. “You are expected to have dinner with the royal family.”I stared at her and chuckled.“Is this another one of your plans?” I asked. “Are you taking me somewhere to finish what your mistress started?”She didn’t even blink. “I don’t have any plans, I’m just here to deliver the Alpha’s message.” She looked at the cloth wrapped around my hand without any particular reaction. “Clean yourself up and behave yourself at the table. Don’t say anything you’ll regret.”She mea
What Happens Behind Closed DoorsTalia’s POVI hadn’t left the room since morning after the incident that occurred yesterday.I looked out of the window to see the courtyard below, the guards were moving in line, servants crossing between buildings with their heads down. Everything looked so peaceful and simple, but I had already learned that the danger in this fortress didn’t announce itself. It came in through unlocked doors and smiled while it hurts.I went back and sat on the edge of the bed and stared at my hands and thought about my people. I thought about the maids who had pinned me down in the courtyard yesterday, how long it took before anyone came, how the guard that finally dispersed them hadn’t even looked at me after.I was thinking this over in my mind when the door burst open.I was on my feet instinctively. Two maids were already inside, walking fast, and before I could step back they had both my arms.“Let go of me!” I twisted hard to the left, trying to
The Looming Storm Valik’s POV“Everyone calm down, now!”My voice cut through the panic. The crowd near the riverbank stopped shouting immediately, the way they always did when I gave orders.I turned to Cassian. “Get them out of here. I don’t want anyone near this bank until I say otherwise.”Cassian moved without a word, organizing the guards into a line, pushing the servants and onlookers back toward the fortress path. The screaming dropped to frightened murmuring, then to near silence.Several guards had already broken off down the forest in the direction the arrow had come from. I watched and waited, my jaw tight. My heart was still going faster than I would have liked but I kept my posture exactly the same as it always was, loose and unhurried. An Alpha who flinches in front of his pack is no longer an Alpha but a coward.The guards returned within minutes, one of them shaking his head before he even opened his mouth to speak.“We didn’t find anything, Alpha. No footprints or
The River That Gives Back the DeadValik’s POV“What’s the problem?”I asked him the moment the door closed behind us, keeping my voice low. I had read Cassian’s face the second he walked in. He had been my Beta long enough that I knew every version of his expression, and the one he had worn stepping into that room was not one he wore often.Cassian glanced back at the closed door briefly, then turned to me.“Five bodies were found near the river,” he said, his voice barely above a murmur.I looked at him in shock.“They’re already in the medical room,” he continued. “Dr. Brett is working on them now.”I didn’t say anything. I turned and walked towards the medical room.Cassian fell into step beside me as we moved through the lower corridor and down the stone staircase that led to the medical room. The fortress at this hour was quiet, most of the movement confined to the upper floors, and our footsteps were the loudest thing in the passage.How can five bodies be found in my pack’s ri







