LOGINMy Worst Nightmare
Talia’s POV “AWOOO!!!” Another long howl cut through the night. The sound kept on increasing. Nobody in the hall moved. The hall that had been full of laughter and clapping just seconds ago went completely still, like someone had drained the life out of it all at once. I felt the coldness of the room like a cold air passing under a door… slow, quiet, and impossible to stop. I knew that sound. Every human in the room knew how horrible it is. It didn’t matter how many years had gone by. It didn’t matter how many nights we spent trying to forget it. The moment it reached our ears, our bodies remembered before our mind could catch up. A child near the back began to cry, muffled against her mother’s side. I could hear the woman trying to shush her, but her own hands were shaking. “Not again,” The elderly woman in the front row pressed her palms together, her voice barely holding. “Lord… not tonight. Haven’t they taken enough from us already? Can’t they just leave us alone?” I turned to face them. Valik’s hand was still holding mine, warm and steady, and I pulled gently from his grip and stepped forward. “Everyone, listen to me,” I said, keeping my voice as low as I could manage. “Stay calm. They could be passing through the forest. We don’t know yet that they’re coming here, so let’s not…” “We can’t take the chances of guessing,” Mateo cut in. “Listen to me,” I said, loud enough that they could hear me. “We need to get into hiding, please quietly to avoid attracting them” I pointed toward the back door. “Women and children should go through the back door, into the storage room in the kitchen. The men should follow Mateo into the other rooms, that’s safe for now.” They started moving. Slowly at first, then faster as the instinct to survive kicked in and overrode the fear. “Talia.” Mateo grabbed my arm as he passed. “Come with us.” “I will, just get the others safe.” I moved through the hall, guiding people, keeping my voice steady even though my heart was beating violently inside my chest. After the massacre ten years ago, I had learned one thing above everything else… panic kills faster than wolves do. If I fell apart, everyone around me would fall apart with me. “Please stay low… don’t make a sound… keep moving, you’re doing well…” I felt a hand at my elbow, I turned and it was Valik. “Go with the others,” I said without looking at him. He didn’t move. “Valik.” I turned to face him. “You need to go with the others, please.” He was looking at me, but not quite at me. His eyes had a distant feature to them, like he was listening to something I couldn’t hear. He had been doing that since the howls started… standing slightly apart, his expression somewhere else. “I’m staying with you,” he said simply. There was no time to argue. The howls were getting closer. I grabbed his wrist and pulled him toward the narrow gap behind the altar, a space between the wall and the heavy wooden panel that I had noticed earlier in the evening when I was too nervous to stand still and had walked every inch of the hall to calm myself down. It was barely wide enough for two people. We pressed into it together, our shoulders touching, and I pulled the panel as close as I could manage from the inside. Outside, the wolves swept through, rough and fast, kicking benches aside, barking at each other in short clipped words I couldn’t fully understand. I held my breath. Beside me, Valik was very quiet. But that distant look hadn’t left his face. He kept turning something over in his mind, I could see it, whatever it was pulling his attention away from the danger right in front of us. The voices outside moved toward the back of the hall. I let out a slow, careful breath. Then Valik turned to look at me, and something about the way he did it made me go still. It wasn’t the usual way he looked at me. His eyes were more serious now. He touched my hair gently. “The vow you made tonight,” he said, barely above a whisper. “Does it still stand?” I stared at him. Of all the things he could have said hiding in the dark while wolves searched the building for us, that was not what I expected. “What?” I whispered back. “What you said at the altar,” he said. “No matter sickness or death… no matter who I am… you would stay.” His eyes stayed on mine. “Does it still stand?” It was such a strange thing to ask. Strange timing, but it sounded like the answer genuinely mattered to him in a way that went beyond words. I didn’t understand it. But there was something in his face that made me answer honestly instead of asking questions. “We’re married,” I whispered. “Of course it still stands.” He smiled. Just… a quiet settling, like a knot that had been pulled tight finally loosened slightly. He looked at me for a moment longer, then turned back toward the gap in the panel. I didn’t have time to think about what any of it meant, because their footsteps were getting closer, and it sounded like we have been found. The panel was pulled open. Light flooded in and I stepped forward without thinking, putting myself slightly in front of Valik, my fists closed at my sides. My legs were shaking but I kept them straight. If this was how I will die, I was not going to spend the last moment of my life crouching in a corner. The soldiers had spread through the whole hall now, covering every exit. The four standing in front of me, I looked them in the eye and waited for whatever thing they came with. And then the soldiers stopped. All of them at once. Like something had pulled their invisible cord. One by one, starting with the soldier at the front… the broad-shouldered one with a scar running along his jaw… they lowered themselves. Their weapons still in their hand. Before I could understand what was going on, every single one of them went down on one knee. The hall went so quiet I could hear the remaining candle flames. The scarred soldier kept his eyes on the floor and spoke in a voice that was steady and carried the weight of someone who had been looking for something for a very long time. “Cassain Grey reporting, Alpha Valik...” He paused briefly. “We finally found you.“The Man in the DungeonValik’s POVAfter my visit to Rendell’s pack. I had a great deal to think about and the sound of the horses and the road was preventing me from thinking properly. This was one thing why I didn’t like long journeys, now I even added to my troubles because I can’t stop thinking about my wife. Rendell’s situation confirmed patterns I had already been tracking, the age range of the victims, the increasing boldness of the operations, and suggestion of someone operating with a specific objective rather than just opportunistic violence.Magnus was sick and moving faster than a careful man would move. One question I kept asking myself is, what has his sickness got to do with the people dying? Is he looking for something valuable?I was still thinking it over when one of my forward guards came back along the road toward me at a canter, which meant something had happened ahead that required my attention before I reached the gates.“There’s a man,” he said, pulling up bes
The Ring Around the WoundTalia’s POVBrett came every morning to treat my wound. He would come, knock twice and come in when I gave him permission to. He didn’t say much beyond what was necessary, but what he said was always useful, and after the first few visits I had stopped bracing for the interaction the way I braced for most interactions in this pack. He was kind hearted and willing to help me heal.“You’re healing faster than I expected,” he said on the third morning, replacing the dressing on my back with the careful attention of someone who understood that speed was less important than carefulness . “The tissue is responding well.”“Thank you… For everything. I have been heeding to your advice.” I said.He paused in his work for a moment.“It’s my job. You are Alpha Valik’s wife, it’s my duty to give you the best I have got” he said. Simply, without deflection, but also without the coldness that some people use when they want to prevent gratitude from landing anywhere.“It mi
The Man Who Is SickValik’s POVI spent most of my day in the war room. We were talking about strategy session on how to safe guard the pack. Today had been worse than usual because the recent deaths had created gaps in the patrol structure that needed to be filled before they became vulnerabilities that someone with knowledge of the pack’s movements could exploit.I walked back toward my quarters late, tired in the specific way of a day spent making decisions that had consequences, and I was still turning the patrol restructuring over in my mind when I saw Monica in the corridor outside my room.She turned when she heard me coming and her expression arranged itself into something warm and a little concerned, the performance of someone who had been waiting and wanted that noted.“I heard you skipped breakfast,” she said. “I brought something up for you.”She stepped aside from the doorway slightly.I looked past her into the room.Something settled in my gut that was not quite suspici
Almost Nude and Fully DelusionalTalia’s POVI turned around so fast I nearly lost my balance and faced the wall, kept my eyes there and felt the heat move up my neck in a way that I had absolutely no patience for given everything else that was currently happening in my life.Behind me I heard a short, quiet sound that was unmistakably Valik finding something amusing.“Why is your face red?” He asked teasingly.“Nothing, I’m just feeling hot.” I said, fanning my face with my hands.I reached for the door handle but I couldn’t leave because the handle was hooked.I tried it again, properly, and it still didn’t unlock, and I stood there with my hand on a locked door and my back to a man in a towel and the full indignity of the situation pressing down on me from every angle.“You can’t run from me,” Valik said. He sounded entirely too unbothered.“Put your clothes on,” I said to the wall.He didn’t say anything for a moment. Then the sounds of someone moving around, fabric, the particula
The Towel and my feeling Talia’s POVValik entered the room immediately. He rushed like someone who had run quickly just to see someone and the room still carried the energy of it. His eyes found me immediately and something in his face shifted, and for one strange, suspended moment I thought he was going to close the remaining distance between us entirely but then he stopped, pulled back and straightened.The softness that had been in his expression rearranged itself into something more contained, and I watched it happen like a door close before you can see what’s behind it.Aurora looked between us and stood.“Brett, can I have the room with my wife? Aurora too,” she said quietly, and Brett gathered his things and they both filed out, pulling the door shut behind them.The room was very quiet.I looked at him from where I was lying and felt every lash as a separate, specific thing whenever I breathed too deeply.“Let me go, huh,” I said.My voice came out steadier than I expected i
The Beast He Needed to BeValik’s POVThe neighboring pack’s meeting had taken too long. I had spent the entire ride back to the pack, restless. I felt so distant from Talia that it bothered me so much. I had tried to hide it but I had done a poor enough job of concealing it that even the pack elders we had met with had begun shortening their points toward the end.Aurora had been quiet beside me on the return journey, which for Aurora meant something was bothering her. She always goes quiet when she has a lot on her mind and is trying to figure it out. I had seen her look back in the direction of our pack twice in the last hour of riding.We came through the gates and she was off her horse before it had fully stopped.“I need to check on Talia,” she said, already moving ahead. “She wasn’t herself when I left. I should have stayed.”I watched her go and told myself it was fine and went to my study.I sat at my desk and looked at the reports that had accumulated in my absence and read
The Man I Never KnewTalia’s POVThe silence that followed was the loudest thing I had ever heard.I turned slowly.The man standing beside me was not the man I had just married.It wasn’t something I could point to exactly. His face and, his whole body was the same. But something behind his eyes h
The Unimaginable Wedding GiftTalia’s POV“Let all rise for our most beautiful bride, Talia Vale.”Mateo’s voice filled the hall, warm and proud, his voice made me feel like everything was going to be okay. The heavy oak door groaned open, and I stepped inside.The white dress I wore had been stitc
What Thirty Lashes CostsTalia’s POVThey dragged me to the center of the room and I didn’t fight them.Not because I had accepted it, but because my body had spent the last several days running on less than it needed. My legs went where they pulled them and my arms went where they placed them and
Letters That Were Never WrittenTalia’s POVI didn’t go to the execution.I knew when it happened because the sound reached me through the closed window, rising from the courtyard below. It was a collective sound that the crowd made when the young man’s head dropped to the ground. A peak of noise a







