登入The Man I Never Knew
Talia’s POV The silence that followed was the loudest thing I had ever heard. I turned slowly. The man standing beside me was not the man I had just married. It wasn’t something I could point to exactly. His face and, his whole body was the same. But something behind his eyes had shifted, the way a light shifts when someone adjusts it from another room. The warmth was gone. In its place was something settled and cold. His shoulders had squared without him trying. His chin had lifted. He stood like a man who had never once in his life needed anyone to stand beside him. I asked myself if I had spent months sleeping beside a stranger? “Valik.” My voice came out smaller than I wanted it to. “What is this? Why are they bowing to you? Why are they calling you Alpha?” He looked at me. Not unkindly, which somehow made it worse. “I lost my memories,” he said. “When rival Alphas attacked me, something in my mind broke. I didn’t know who I was when I wandered into this territory.” My mouth felt dry. “When did they come back? Your memories… when did you remember who you were?” He was quiet for just a moment. Then he smirked. “The night we were together… at the garden.” He leaned slightly closer, dropping his voice just low enough for my ears. “Would you like me to say it louder?” The floor tilted beneath me. I staggered back half a step, my palms pressing into the sides of my dress. Everything I had built over the past months… every quiet morning, gentle word, and moment I had let myself believe that something good had finally come to me… I felt it come apart all at once. Like a thing that had never been real to begin with. Behind me, the whispers spread fast and ugly through the villagers who had come out from their hiding places. “How could we have lived beside a wolf all this time…” “We brought him into our home. We fed him at our table…” “We’re going to die for this. We’re all going to die for this…” A woman’s voice broke into a sob somewhere in the middle of the crowd, and it seemed to open something in the rest of them because they all started crying, frightened and ashamed. “There is no need for panic.” Valik’s voice came out calm and absolute, filling the room without effort, the voice of someone who expected to be listened to. “She is my wife. I take responsibility for her. Every person in this hall is under my protection now.” “I will never go with you.” The words left my mouth before I had finished deciding to say them. My hands were shaking. My voice was shaking. But I held his gaze and I did not look away. “Do you understand me?” I said. “I would rather die on this floor than follow a man who looked me in the eyes every single day and said nothing. I curse the moment I saved you. I should have left you in that forest to die and walked away.” My tears were falling and I couldn’t stop them. I didn’t even try to. He looked at me for a long moment. Then he straightened his neck and laughed. Short and quiet and completely unbothered, like I was a child making noise that would settle on its own shortly. Then his expression changed. The amusement faded, and what replaced it was something hard to read. He took one step closer, and lowered his voice so that what he said next was only for me. “This territory has rogues,” he said. “Packs with no loyalty and no mercy. They pass through here regularly, and the only reason your village has survived this long is because it sits on the edge of my land.” He paused, letting that settle. “Without my protection… they will come when they feel like it, and there will be nothing left when they do.” I stared at him. “You have two choices,” he continued. “Either you come to my pack with me, and your people stay under my protection. Or you stay, and I take my soldiers and leave tonight, and whatever happens after that is not my concern.” The hall had gone very still around us. Even the whispers had dropped to near silence. I looked at the faces of my people. The elderly woman standing near the front, Mateo near the side wall, and the children pressed against their mothers, watching me with their wet eyes from across the room. These were the last of us. The ones who had survived everything, scraped, hidden and gone hungry and kept going because we had each other. Old Harv turned her head and looked at me. She was smiling. She was genuinely, quietly smiling, the way people smile when they have made peace with something the rest of the world is still fighting against. “Talia.” Her voice was soft and steady. “I have lived long enough.” She held my gaze and didn’t waver. “From the time you were twelve years old, dragging yourself through this broken world, you have never once stopped carrying your people. Don’t kneel to them.” The smile didn’t leave her face. “Don’t you dare kneel to the ones who destroyed us, they are not to be trusted.” I could not gamble with their lives. I had no way of knowing if what he said was true. But I had also been surviving in this world long enough to know that the threats he was describing were very, very real. My jaw tightened. “If I go with you,” I said slowly, “you give me your word. Every person in this hall stays safe. No one will get harmed and no one will be taken.” He looked at me steadily. “You have my word.” “My trust in you has completely shattered, but if you are giving me this assurance to protect my people, what can I…” “Talia, don’t listen to them, they are evil and manipulative. Protection? Do you really think a man who has deceived you all this while will keep to his words?” Mateo said, his voice filled with rage. I didn’t trust him. I wanted to make that very clear to whatever part of me was considering this. I did not trust him. But trust had nothing to do with it because this was not about him, it was about the people behind me, and I had never once in my life been able to turn my back on them. I wiped my face with the back of my hand. “Fine,” I said quietly. “I’ll go.“The Man in the DungeonValik’s POVAfter my visit to Rendell’s pack. I had a great deal to think about and the sound of the horses and the road was preventing me from thinking properly. This was one thing why I didn’t like long journeys, now I even added to my troubles because I can’t stop thinking about my wife. Rendell’s situation confirmed patterns I had already been tracking, the age range of the victims, the increasing boldness of the operations, and suggestion of someone operating with a specific objective rather than just opportunistic violence.Magnus was sick and moving faster than a careful man would move. One question I kept asking myself is, what has his sickness got to do with the people dying? Is he looking for something valuable?I was still thinking it over when one of my forward guards came back along the road toward me at a canter, which meant something had happened ahead that required my attention before I reached the gates.“There’s a man,” he said, pulling up bes
The Ring Around the WoundTalia’s POVBrett came every morning to treat my wound. He would come, knock twice and come in when I gave him permission to. He didn’t say much beyond what was necessary, but what he said was always useful, and after the first few visits I had stopped bracing for the interaction the way I braced for most interactions in this pack. He was kind hearted and willing to help me heal.“You’re healing faster than I expected,” he said on the third morning, replacing the dressing on my back with the careful attention of someone who understood that speed was less important than carefulness . “The tissue is responding well.”“Thank you… For everything. I have been heeding to your advice.” I said.He paused in his work for a moment.“It’s my job. You are Alpha Valik’s wife, it’s my duty to give you the best I have got” he said. Simply, without deflection, but also without the coldness that some people use when they want to prevent gratitude from landing anywhere.“It mi
The Man Who Is SickValik’s POVI spent most of my day in the war room. We were talking about strategy session on how to safe guard the pack. Today had been worse than usual because the recent deaths had created gaps in the patrol structure that needed to be filled before they became vulnerabilities that someone with knowledge of the pack’s movements could exploit.I walked back toward my quarters late, tired in the specific way of a day spent making decisions that had consequences, and I was still turning the patrol restructuring over in my mind when I saw Monica in the corridor outside my room.She turned when she heard me coming and her expression arranged itself into something warm and a little concerned, the performance of someone who had been waiting and wanted that noted.“I heard you skipped breakfast,” she said. “I brought something up for you.”She stepped aside from the doorway slightly.I looked past her into the room.Something settled in my gut that was not quite suspici
Almost Nude and Fully DelusionalTalia’s POVI turned around so fast I nearly lost my balance and faced the wall, kept my eyes there and felt the heat move up my neck in a way that I had absolutely no patience for given everything else that was currently happening in my life.Behind me I heard a short, quiet sound that was unmistakably Valik finding something amusing.“Why is your face red?” He asked teasingly.“Nothing, I’m just feeling hot.” I said, fanning my face with my hands.I reached for the door handle but I couldn’t leave because the handle was hooked.I tried it again, properly, and it still didn’t unlock, and I stood there with my hand on a locked door and my back to a man in a towel and the full indignity of the situation pressing down on me from every angle.“You can’t run from me,” Valik said. He sounded entirely too unbothered.“Put your clothes on,” I said to the wall.He didn’t say anything for a moment. Then the sounds of someone moving around, fabric, the particula
The Towel and my feeling Talia’s POVValik entered the room immediately. He rushed like someone who had run quickly just to see someone and the room still carried the energy of it. His eyes found me immediately and something in his face shifted, and for one strange, suspended moment I thought he was going to close the remaining distance between us entirely but then he stopped, pulled back and straightened.The softness that had been in his expression rearranged itself into something more contained, and I watched it happen like a door close before you can see what’s behind it.Aurora looked between us and stood.“Brett, can I have the room with my wife? Aurora too,” she said quietly, and Brett gathered his things and they both filed out, pulling the door shut behind them.The room was very quiet.I looked at him from where I was lying and felt every lash as a separate, specific thing whenever I breathed too deeply.“Let me go, huh,” I said.My voice came out steadier than I expected i
The Beast He Needed to BeValik’s POVThe neighboring pack’s meeting had taken too long. I had spent the entire ride back to the pack, restless. I felt so distant from Talia that it bothered me so much. I had tried to hide it but I had done a poor enough job of concealing it that even the pack elders we had met with had begun shortening their points toward the end.Aurora had been quiet beside me on the return journey, which for Aurora meant something was bothering her. She always goes quiet when she has a lot on her mind and is trying to figure it out. I had seen her look back in the direction of our pack twice in the last hour of riding.We came through the gates and she was off her horse before it had fully stopped.“I need to check on Talia,” she said, already moving ahead. “She wasn’t herself when I left. I should have stayed.”I watched her go and told myself it was fine and went to my study.I sat at my desk and looked at the reports that had accumulated in my absence and read







