Mag-log inThe Lunar Virtue Conclave is unbearable even before the gossip begins—or the class itself.
The hall hums the way it always does: too many voices layered on top of one another, laughter sharpened with envy, silk skirts whispering across polished stone floors. I sit near the back, posture perfect, expression serene, every inch the princess they expect me to be. The lesson begins, and as usual, it’s pointless. Rows of young women sit in stiff, polished silence while Matron Elswyth drones on about submission as strength and silence as beauty. She paces slowly, cane tapping against the marble floor as if punctuating every lie. “A woman must never challenge her mate publicly,” she says. “A sharp tongue invites correction.” Correction. My jaw flexes, but I keep my face perfectly smooth. I breathe. I survive it. I nod at the right moments. I smile when required. Inside, my wolf claws at the walls of my ribs—restless, irritated, seconds from shredding something just to stay awake, just to stay sane. I can’t avoid these classes forever. And my mother can only cover for me so long before her excuses run out. If my father’s spies report that I’ve been skipping for a while, he’ll call it defiance—not neglect—and that kind of attention is dangerous. So I attend. I nod. I play the perfect princess. Matron Elswyth continues, voice syrupy with false wisdom. “A woman must please her future mate. Lower your eyes. Temper your opinions. A woman’s silence,” she concludes with a satisfied exhale, “is her greatest virtue.” By the time the lecture finally ends, my jaw aches from holding it tight. Relief loosens my shoulders. Chairs scrape back. Women rise in little clusters, already buzzing with excitement now that their brains are free from suffocation. I rise quickly, eager to escape before— “Oh stars, did you hear?” I slow down without meaning to. “They’ve already finalized most of the list.” A pulse of white-hot anger flickers behind my eyes. So the news of my arranged marriage is no longer a secret. Everyone knows. It’s only a matter of time before my father calls me and announces it officially. I need to stop this. “I swear, if I were her, I’d be glowing every day. I’d never stop smiling.” I stop walking. Not obviously—just a subtle pause as I blend back into the crowd. I’m easy to overlook when people are too busy gossiping about me to realize I’m standing right behind them. “They say the list is enormous,” another girl giggles. “Alphas from everywhere—north packs, border packs, even the warlands.” I drift closer, lingering at the edge of a tall column, hidden in plain sight. “I’m so jealous of her,” one sighs dramatically. “She gets to choose from hundreds of powerful, handsome men. Imagine that—men fighting to kneel at your feet. Fighting just to claim you.” I roll my eyes internally. Names spill like poison. “Alpha Ronan of the Black Fang—did you see him at the last summit?” “Oh gods, yes. I heard he slaughtered three rival packs without losing a single warrior.” “And Kaelor of Stone Ridge—did you know he broke an Alpha’s spine during negotiations?” “I heard Lord Draxen killed his own beta for questioning him.” “Please,” another huffs, “none of them compare to Alpha Lord Kei.” The sound of the name hits me strangely—sharp and soft at the same time. My breath stutters before I can stop it. Kei. Of course I know that name. Everyone does. I first heard about him as a child—how he dared to challenge his father and claim his position, even as a boy. Now he leads the only pack strong enough to rival my family’s. Silence falls for half a heartbeat. It always does when his name is spoken—as if even gossip fears him. And something stirs low in my stomach, unexpected and unwelcome, like wings brushing the inside of my ribs. Butterflies. I scowl. Ridiculous. “Kei of the Ashen Vale,” one woman whispers reverently. “They say his pack is the strongest to ever exist.” “He never attends gatherings,” another sighs dreamily. “Doesn’t bow. Doesn’t smile. Tall, scarred, quiet. The kind of man who could kill you and apologize with his eyes.” “I heard he wiped out an entire rebellion in one night.” My pulse pounds in my ears. Another wave of those damn butterflies erupts—violent, chaotic. Dangerous. That’s what he is. Not handsome. Not charming. Dangerous. The kind of man mothers warn their daughters about in hushed tones. The kind of Alpha who doesn’t need approval or alliances because people step out of his way in fear before he even arrives. “He’s terrifying,” someone breathes. "He’s the strongest of them all. And the most handsome.” “I’d still let him do whatever he likes with me—” I clench my teeth as Jealousy flares sharp and ugly in my chest, catching me off guard. Not desire—never that. Something darker. Something possessive. The idea of them whispering about him, imagining him, claiming him in fantasies— It makes my skin itch. I hate myself for it. I don’t know this man. I don’t care about this man. I don’t fall for names whispered in gossip circles like some foolish girl with stars in her eyes. And yet— My feet stay rooted, unwilling to move as their chatter continues to flood the air. “She’s so lucky,” another woman gushes. “To be born and have men like that competing for her. A perfect life.” “Her life is perfect, truly,” someone sighs. “And now she gets to be queen.” Me? Queen? I almost laugh. “She should be celebrating,” someone insists. “If men were lining up to marry me, I’d be ecstatic.” “Same. I’d do anything to be chosen like that. I would kill to have her life.” I grit my teeth. I want a world where women rule—but that dream feels distant with women like this. Pick me, ambitionless, spineless. They would kneel and beg for a man before they ever fought for a crown themselves. They disgust me. I’ve heard enough. I step out from the shadows. Their voices stutter and fall apart as they realize I’ve been standing there. “Your Majesty!” one gasps, stumbling forward. “We… we didn’t see you.” Of course you didn’t. “You’re so lucky,” she blurts, eyes wide with naïve awe. The others rush closer, circling me like excited birds. “Do you know how many women would kill to be in your position?” I bite back the silent comeback that flickers through my mind: I don’t know about others, but I know you all would die for it. “Have you seen the candidates?” another gushes. “The most powerful men alive will be yours. Alpha Ronan, Alpha Kaelor, Lord Draxen, Kei—oh gods, Kei—” “Enough,” I say, calm but cutting. They freeze. I look at them—really look—and a deep, bone-tired anger settles heavy in my chest. “Every man on that list wants one thing.” They blink, confused. “My title,” I continue. “My position. The throne. Every single one of them wants my power.” A few exchange confused glances. “They don’t see a woman,” I continue. “They see a throne with a pulse.” Silence spreads slowly. “None of them love me,” I add. “They love what they think I represent.” One woman gives a nervous laugh. “But… that’s how it’s supposed to be, isn’t it?” I tilt my head. “Is it?” More silence. “What if,” I ask softly, “Women ruled without kneeling? What if respect wasn’t earned through obedience but through strength?” Their faces pale. “What if we lived in a world where women ruled? Where we weren’t traded like rewards? Where our worth wasn’t measured by how well we please a man?” One of them whispers, horrified, “Your Majesty… that sounds… unnatural. Dangerous.” I smile faintly. “It is.” Another woman makes a warding gesture, as if I’ve spoken a curse. Suddenly everyone stares at me like I’ve grown a second head. Like I’ve said something blasphemous. Like the idea of women with power terrifies them more than men like Kei ever could. I stare back, suddenly exhausted. I sigh. There’s no point. I turn and walk away. The door closes behind me, cutting off their murmurs, and I head straight for my room. The sound of those pick-me idiots still echoes in my skull. My dress itches. My skin itches. My patience? Nonexistent. All I want is to peel off these suffocating royal fabrics, drown myself in something strong, and erase this cursed day from existence. But as a princess, I’m not allowed outside. Nor can I drink anything but water—it’s “improper” for a lady. Alcohol is strictly forbidden for women; only men are allowed to touch it. Imagine that nonsense. I can’t even hide it; I can’t possess it because my father has my room searched daily. I glance at the tall gold clock above my fireplace, and my lips twitch. Shift change. Almost time. Perfect. In twenty minutes the guards outside the east wing will be too busy switching positions to notice that their princess is slipping into the shadows where she absolutely does not belong. Their heads always get lost in saluting and posturing for dominance—men and their pathetic need to show off. It makes escaping laughably easy if you know what to look for. And I do. I start stripping immediately. My ceremonial dress hits the floor like a dead body. Then the corset. Then the layers of gold-thread underrobes meant to “protect my purity”. Purity. I snort to myself. My parents still think I’m a virgin—saving myself “body and soul” for my mate. If they only knew that at seventeen I’d marched into a bar, picked the first handsome stranger who didn’t look like he’d cry afterward, and defiled every expectation they’d ever had. Best decision of my life. I shake the memory off and pull my scandalous red dress from beneath my bed. I sewed it myself—one of the few rewards from the endless embroidery lessons I was forced to endure. It clings to every curve I have, silk poured over sin. The kind of dress a princess should never even glance at, let alone wear. My father would have me executed on sight. And tonight… I don’t care if I become the princess who finally gets executed.His fingers tighten around the armrests, the only part of him that seems to still work. "You remember, don't you?" I don't wait for an answer. "Every time my powers appeared, you called them dangerous. You told me my strength was unnatural. My voice grows colder, each word a shard of ice." You told me it would make me arrogant. You told me a woman with too much power would bring disaster to her pack." I laugh quietly. "And when words didn't work, you started looking for something that could."His eyes drop, unable to meet mine."The cuff." I say the word slowly, savoring the taste of it. "The cursed magical cuff you had created for me." I remember it too clearly, the cold weight of it around my neck. "You had it secretly designed to suppress my wolf and weaken my powers and then you put it on me the moment you thought I became too difficult to control."My fingers curl at my sides, nails biting into my palms. "Do you remember what you told me the first time you put it on?"My father
Several elders exchange uneasy looks. My father rises from the throne, his tall frame looming. "You will leave this chamber before I have you stripped and flogged in front of everyone.""Oh, Father, I'm glad to see you haven't changed," I say, my voice sweet as poison. "This makes my job easier.""Princess or not, you will answer for your actions, Ravelle." He snaps, then his glare cuts past me to Kei. "And you, Alpha Kei. You will stay and explain yourself."A few men murmur in agreement. My father looks at Kei's neck, then at mine. "I don't see your mark on her neck nor the magical cuff I gifted." His gaze sharpens. "Don't tell me you failed to tame this bitch despite my warnings to you."Kei remains calm and it's a counterpoint to the my father's rage. "With all due respect, Your Majesty, my mate isn't a bitch."The entire room goes quiet. My father's mouth falls slightly open."And she was never someone who needed to be tamed.""You dare—""I do." Kei cuts in him off smoothly. "Yo
The guards at the palace gates see us approaching. Their spines snap straight, their hands tightening on the shafts of their spears until their knuckles turn white. Their eyes land on Kei first, and they bow their heads, a gesture of grudging respect for the Alpha. Then their gazes shift to me."Welcome back, Princess," one of them says, his voice flat and formal.I stop dead.'Princess.'The word hangs in the air between us, a title from a life I've already buried. It's a cage, a reminder of everything I fought to escape. I look from the guard's face to the enormous gates behind him. Nothing has changed. Not really. They still see me as my father's daughter, an afterthought to the throne.A smirk spreads across my lips as I let my power unfurl from deep within my chest. It doesn't explode, it pours out of me in a heavy wave of pressure that rolls across the stone courtyard. The air grows heavy, thick with the undeniable force of my authority.The guards barely have time to register
The carriage rocks gently beneath me, its steady rhythm soothing. Outside my window, the world blurs into green and brown.Across from me, Kei is silent. He hasn't tried to fill the quiet with pointless words and force conversations, and I appreciate that more than I want to admit. Still, I feel his gaze on my skin every few minutes. I ignore it, staring harder at the passing trees, pretending I don't notice.The journey to the palace is long, and after the first few hours, even I have to admit the carriage was a better idea than travelling by wolf or using my powers. When Kei suggested it, I almost argued out of habit. Then I saw the look in his eyes. It wasn't pity. It wasn't him trying to control me. He wasn't looking at my face. He was looking at my stomach. And in his gaze, there was a knowing I couldn't deny that told me he wasn't guessing about how exhausting the journey could become.He'd been in my body. He knew the bone-deep weariness that came with this child, and that kno
I reach between us, my fingers closing around the thick, hot length of him, and let that be my answer. He hisses, his entire body going rigid as I stroke him from base to tip, my thumb smearing the bead of moisture gathered there. "Please," he groans, his hips rocking into my hand in a helpless, desperate motion. "Let me inside you."I guide him to my entrance, the blunt head of him nudging against my slick folds. He doesn't thrust or push. He just waits, his entire body trembling with the effort of holding back, giving me the final say.The power of it is intoxicating.I lift my hips in silent invitation and he sinks into me in one slow, agonizingly deep stroke. A guttural moan tears from my throat as he fills me, stretching me, completing me in a way that feels both brand new and as familiar as my own name. He's not just inside my body; he's in my soul, a missing piece clicking back into place. He buries his face in the crook of my neck, his breath hot and ragged against my skin."
"What happened?"he asks moving closer to me, though his steps is hesitant on the wooden floor."Nothing.""You were arguing with someone.""My wolf."He blinks. "Oh."I sit on the edge of the bed while Kei remains standing there, a looming presence I can feel without looking."Is the baby okay?"The question breaks the remaining walls I had up despite my best efforts to keep them up and traitorous warmth spreads through my chest. "Yes.""Are you sure?""Yes, Kei."He nods but doesn't leave. I look at him, my patience worn thin. "You can go."His shoulders lower slightly, the rejection landing exactly as I intended. "You don't want me here.""I didn't say that.""You didn't have to."I look away, focusing on a loose thread in the quilt. Anything but him.He takes a breath, and I can feel the effort it takes. "I know you don't believe me yet.""You're right.""But I do care about you."I laugh bitterly. "That's convenient.""I'm serious.""So am I."He comes closer but stops before reac
I pull out the omega uniform from under my bed—plain brown cloth, shapeless, loose, ugly, and absolutely perfect for hiding the red dress beneath it. No one looks twice at omegas. Not in a palace that employs hundreds.I braid my hair up, tuck it beneath a dull omega scarf, then close my eyes to co
Revulsion claws up my throat the moment I see him.Of all the men in this cursed kingdom, he is the one who walks like the world should kneel simply because he was born male. Always lingering too close, always wearing that smirk I’ve been tempted far too many times to wipe clean off his face. He ac
The throne room smells like power and old lies.Stone walls rise high and cold, carved with victories that were never won by women. The air hums with deep male voices—officials, elders, and war strategists—gathered for the morning assembly. My father sits on the obsidian throne at the far end, crow
The first scream splits the clearing before the whip ever lands, and I don’t flinch. I learned long ago not to.The woman is on her knees in the dirt, wrists bound behind her back, hair torn loose and matted with sweat and dust. Her mate stands behind her, chest puffed out, jaw locked in righteous







