Mag-log inLayla’s POV
I rub my aching head again as I stamp the last few invitations. Invitations that were supposed to be stamped and sent out by Camila, but because she knows nothing, it falls to me to get them out. The neighboring packs and royals wouldn’t appreciate sloppy work.
Ben glances at me when I clear my throat, but I ignore him. The feverish ache is spreading, but I can’t stop now. Just a few more hours, then I can go home. I’ve ignored the feeling all day, knowing it’s probably a combination of pregnancy symptoms and the chill from last night’s shower debacle.
“You know…” Ben leans over with a whisper, “I surely thought you would be Alpha Alexander’s mate. You’re the best candidate, and everyone loves you.”
I close my eyes against the verbal attack, reminding myself that Ben doesn’t mean anything by his statement. He doesn’t know what’s going on, but still, I reach up and cover the already concealed mark on my neck.
“There is nothing between me and Alpha Alexander,” I tell him, the truth painful.
Ben hums then looks at my computer. The digital invitation to the Stormhowl Kingdom is pulled up, and he points at it with a chuckle, “You could find yourself a partner. Prince Vincent would be a great match for—”
A growl rips through the room, making both of us jerk back to find Alexander glaring from the other end of the room, “Gossiping during work hours is forbidden.”
The office falls into an awkward silence as Ben flounders to find something to say. Me, I just stay quiet, knowing that anything I say will go unheard anyway.
Briefly, I wonder why he’s here so early, but when Camila sidles up to him and leans into his side, I have my answer. He must be dropping her off for work. Camila smiles up at him, and after a moment, Alexander looks at me again.
“Delta Layla, you are to personally supervise Camila today,” Alexander announces. “Make sure to refrain from shirking responsibilities or lazing around and gossiping.”
Beneath the table, my claws puncture my palms. Above the table, I nod respectfully, unable to disagree or refuse. “I am patrolling the borders of the Capital today. She can join me.”
Camila’s worried expression is clear to everyone, and I wish I could read her mind. She’s probably thinking I’ll bully her while we’re alone. The timid girl is so much like a rabbit, it’s strange that Alexander likes her. She’s everything he usually hates.
“I’ll take you both,” Alexander says. The numb feeling from before begins to return, spreading through me at the thought of spending the day with the two of them. Again, without even a word from the girl, he’s taking her side.
Disappointment lingers, nearly drowned out by the numbness. I guess I’m getting used to it by now.
Heading outside, we walk to Alexander’s car. I take out the keys and move to the driver’s seat out of habit, pausing. Camila watches me with confusion, but I ignore her and climb in. Alexander and Camila climb into he back seat, turning me into a chauffeur as if things weren’t already awful.
Again, I try to ignore the two as we leave the castle and head toward the edge of the pack’s territory. Bits and pieces of the back seat conversation float up to me, and I listen as Alexander tells Camila how large the Capital is. He explains that the drive will take a while.
Instead of resting, Camila stares wide-eyed out the window and begins asking questions. They’re innocent questions, making me realize just how young she is. To anyone else, she would be considered adorable.
In that moment, I glance at Alexander. The smile on his face as he answers her questions is blinding, and the bitterness overtakes the numbness that was growing in my chest.
A fated mate really is unbeatable.
***
The flash of light blinds me momentarily, causing me to lose control of the car. It drifts then turns sharply, hitting something. A loud crunch sounds and pain flares in my head and my leg.
Camila screams.
A tire blows out.
Then everything goes still.
Until it doesn’t.
Five or six armed rogues surround the car, smashing the windows with crowbars. Glass flies through the air, slicing into my skin as a thug pins me to my seat. The others go for the back seat. The dizziness and pain make it hard to move, but I see the rogues going for Camlia. Alexander pulls her into his arms and away from the thugs.
My vision blurs as the man pinning me to my seat presses his crowbar to my neck. Alexander makes no move to help me.
It’s because they’re in the back seat. There are too many rogues. That has to be it. He can only reach Camila.
Alexander bursts from the back of the car, moving swiftly and ruthlessly to take down the rogues. I try to focus as the man holding me down leaves me and runs to attack Alexander, but everything blurs again.
Voices shout, but nothing is clear.
My body jostles, and I hope it’s Alexander, but when I open my eyes, it’s one of the healers. No. it should be Alexander. He should be the one pulling me from the car. He should be the one caring about me.
When I finally look across the distance between the two of us, Alexander is fully focused on Camila who is crying. He doesn’t ask if I’m alright, doesn’t shout at anyone to help me, and he doesn’t even look at me.
I’m not even a blip on his radar, and that hurts more than any injury I could ever.
The doctor leans over me, saying something, but I can’t hear him.
All I can hear is Alexander as he rages, “Save Camila first! Get the best doctor for my mate!”
And I let the darkness consume me.
***
I hate the way hospitals smell. The sharp, harsh scent does nothing to comfort a patient, and neither does the expanse of white walls. Though, I guess it’s better than being left in that field… which is where I would probably still be if the healers hadn’t shown up.
It seems if it had just been me, Alexander, and Camila, I would still be stuck in that car, bleeding and injured.
“Ah, Delta Layla. I’ve got your scans back,” the doctor says, walking over. “Despite your injuries, you’re doing well.”
“What about the baby?” I ask, not caring about myself.
“The baby is fine. No injuries or issues as we could tell.”
Relief floods my body, and I relax slightly. This time, things are different. The discovery of my pregnancy is no longer safe. If someone finds out and word gets around, my already crumbling life will be completely shattered.
“The father. I haven’t told him about the baby ye—”
“What baby?”
My blood runs cold at the sound of his voice.
Turning, I glance at the door to find Alexander watching us. What exactly did he hear?
How much did he hear?
Alexander’s POVThe earlier chaos becomes an unpleasant memory, giving way to a peaceful calm as guests begin pouring into the castle for the Full Moon Banquet. Our guests are none the wiser, moving around the banquet hall with ease, and I finally feel like I can breathe.Just hours ago, things were looking dangerously unkempt. The kitchen was a disaster, the banquet hall was in shambles, and the staff were running around like chickens with their heads cut off.Everything was wrong, and honestly, I thought the banquet wouldn’t start on time. However, with Layla’s help, everything was completely finished with enough time to give us a moment to breathe.I’m not surprised, though. She has always been able to fully organize almost anything within near perfect conditions when it was finished.But I also remind myself that getting this banquet together isn’t a complex job to begin with. The procedures were already set by the Deltas from years prior, so things just needed a slight nudge to f
Layla’s POVAn illegitimate child?Even though they’re not talking about me or my child, my heart stutters for a moment. The woman looks up, tears falling from her eyes, and I recognize her. Her name is Jane. I remember meeting her when I found out she was the mistress of one of my former Delta subordinates.Months ago, we learned that she was pregnant, but my subordinate—the father—refused to take responsibility. He had found his mate long before and wanted nothing to do with Jane or the baby.Thinking it was unfair and unjust, I’d stripped him of Delta rank and demoted him to a common pack member. Not only that, but because he took a mistress, it proved he was disloyal to his mate. I couldn’t put my trust in someone who easily shifted their loyalty like he had.I still remember when Jane agreed to terminate the pregnancy in order to stay in the pack… but clearly, that hadn’t happened.One of the men goes to grab the baby again, but Jane holds the little bundle close, pleading with t
Layla’s POV“Excuse me?”“You’re purposefully sidelining Camila because you don’t like her,” Alexander states as if it is fact.“I’m doing nothing of the sort,” I growl back, offended and, honestly, perplexed by his sharp attitude. “I’ve assigned her to distribute forms, post schedules, and collect information from various departments.”“All tasks that can be done by Deltas in training,” he retorts.Does he hear himself?“Camila is a Delta in training,” I hiss. “I can’t give her tasks she’s not ready for. These tasks are standard opportunities for new Deltas to quickly understand Pack affairs. Before she can move forward, she needs to know how the Pack runs.”“Camila believes she is ready for more. Maybe you should reevaluate how you train new Deltas,” he says, narrowing his eyes as if inspecting my worth. I let him look.Pushing away from Alexander, I pull my arm from his grip and take a breath. “This is exactly how you trained me in the beginning. Are you saying I should ignore her
Layla’s POVAs we returned to the capital's castle, the warriors wait for us. Beta Steve and I enter the interrogation room to find several rogues lined up and ready for questioning. The men before us are ragged and dirty, looking exactly like the men who attacked us.The guards standing behind them hold them in place so they can't get up or run.“The rogues claimed to be unaffiliated junkies who were too high to know they were attacking the King,” says one of the guards.I step forward and narrow my eyes on the rogues, “Why were you targeting Camila?”One after the other, each of their expressions shift from unbothered to a tight pinched expression of guilt. They try not to make it obvious, but I can tell by the way they tense up and glance at each other that I’m right.This must have been a premeditated hit.“What is your connection to Camila?” I demand, knowing that they’ll crack if I just apply more pressure. I just need to give them no other options.A low, quiet growl sounds beh
Layla’s POVI force myself to push back the exhaustion as I stop and look up at the building before me. My arm aches still, having not healed just like the doctor said. Usually, this kind of wound would have been healed much quicker, and I wouldn’t have to worry about it, but now, I do.I’ll have to be more careful from now on, which could mean trouble. I won’t be able to rush into situations without more thought or concern.Sighing, I pull my hair back and tie it in a braid before making my way inside.“Delta Layla.”Beta Steve appears at my side, and I wonder if he knew I was looking for him. I nod in greeting and continue walking with him.“Are you ready to investigate yesterday’s rogue attack?” He asks, and I nod again.“They came out of nowhere, which isn’t always unusual, but I want to know how they knew where we were and how they got so deep into our territory without anyone noticing,” I hiss. There’s no reason the border patrol should’ve missed that many attackers. It’s suspic
Alexander’s POVWith the plate of food in hand, I slip out of Camila’s room while she eats what the nurse brought.The cold look on Layla’s face as she left is stuck on my mind, and I can’t stop thinking about it. She’s always been cold, yes, but this seemed different. It was harsher… sharper than usual.I’d never thought of Layla as a soft, loving woman, even in our early years. She’s always been cold and distant, and as I look down at the plate of uneaten pancakes in my hand, I remember watching her make them for the first time.She’d been learning to make the meal in the kitchen. The staff were there too, and as I watched from the doorway, I heard the whispers and was just as curious as the staff. Though, I didn’t want to interrupt Layla’s concentration.“Do you think she has a lover?”“Who could she be making a meal for?”“Ask her.”Honestly, I’d been about to ask, but one of the cooks took the task from me. She approached Layla, tapped her on the shoulder, and smiled as she asked







