INICIAR SESIÓNMaera froze as a sharp intake of breath from the other maidens followed. “Forgive me, my lady, but that… that won’t be possible,” She said, carefully choosing her words this time. “You cannot approach his Majesty unless summoned.”
Fenris scoffed. He can’t be serious, can he… really? Only one way to find out. Lillia thought as her brows arched. She rose from the bed. “I wasn’t asking.” This time Maera raised her gaze, and silence stretched. Lillia could see her fingers curled at her sides, knuckles whitening. Her gaze flicked with mixed emotions. Her expression hardened and fell at the same time, almost as though an inner battle was being fought. “My lady,“ Maera said at last, voice low, strained. “This is not customary.” This time, Lillia could almost sense terror in her voice and see fear in her eyes. Her assistants' bowing figures shrunk. The air was palpable, but Lillia was not about to back down because of a ruthless dictator. She lifted her gaze and stared down at Maera, not pleading nor demanding. Waiting. A long breath shuddered out of Maera. Something in her expression shifted. Resignation? Perhaps, or the quiet acceptance of consequence. “As you wish,” she said finally, gesturing with a bow. “Luna.” When Lillia reached the training court, the guards stiffened, mixed reactions flashing briefly across their faces, but maybe it was the way she walked or perhaps, the quiet authority clinging to her like a second skin, but none of them stopped her. When she entered the court, heat struck her first. Then the smell of iron, sweat and scorched earth, framed by towering stone pillars etched with ancient sigils of Clan Wolfsbane. Royal banners hung high above, pristine and untouched by the violence below, but the ground told a different story; and at the centre of it, stood Regaleon. Five massively built warriors circled him, muscles corded and glistening with sweat. Their grips tightened around blades and spears. Those without weapons had their claws out, as they moved as one, a practiced formation designed to overwhelm, corner and kill. But Regaleon dismantled them all, one after the other. He dodged an attack, breaking a wrist afterward. A knee followed, crushing down brutally. One of the warriors surged at him with a double dagger, but Regaleon redirected his movements easily, the dagger’s hilts slamming into bone. One by one, they fell hard, gasping and broken. Lillia’s breath caught before she could stop it. Her instincts recoiled, Fenris stirring uneasily beneath her skin, hackles rising. Yet, beneath that unease, something else flickered; an unwilling awareness of his power. Of how easily he commanded violence, and how natural it is to him. This is what rules Wolfsbane? Fenris murmured darkly. Regaleon straightened, rolling his shoulder once, as though the fight had been little more than a stretch. He wiped blood from his knuckles with the back of his hand. Then he turned. When he saw Lillia, the fury in his eyes was immediate. The warriors froze mid-breath. The guards at the perimeter snapped to attention. Behind Lillia, the maidens went rigid. Maera’s breath audibly caught, her fingers curling into her skirts as colour drained from her face. “What,” Regaleon said coldly, “is she doing here?” The temperature dropped along with his words. Maera swallowed hard. Her knees hit the ground with a sharp crack as she bowed, her forehead nearly touching the stone. “My King, please forgive us. It is all my fault—” “Take her away.” His voice cut through hers without effort. “Now. And do not repeat this mistake.” Lillia felt it then, when she watched the maidens in her chambers, heard the sharp crack from Maera’s sudden action. She felt the terror in the training court even stronger as she watched the source dismiss her, and her existence, as he turned on his heels. “No!” Something in Lillia snapped. Every head except Regaleon’s turned instantly. “I am not done yet.” She continued, her fingers digging into her palms. Regaleon’s gaze returned to her slowly and deliberately. It was lethal in its calm. “You will not speak, unless spoken to.” “I have every right to, and will speak.” Her voice shook, but she held her ground. Practically forced herself to. “You have been nothing short of disrespectful, dismissive, and rude to me. Yesterday, you left the joining celebration without explanation, humiliating me before your people. I made a request to you last night. One which you dismissed and ignored, just like you ignored my presence today." You sent your spies, and even a third to maltreat and observe me. Lillia walked forward to Regaleon with that thought in mind, not breaking her gaze from him. She stood beside the still kneeling Maera. “I will let them go, and forgive you for it,” she said flatly. “However, there is something I will not let go, and that is my request. You owe me that, at least, as my husband.” A low, humorless laugh slipped from him. “You think yourself owed anything, consort?” That word was a blade. A painful reminder of how he saw her, as well as her standing in Clan Wolfsbane. “Since you have suddenly become defiant, why don't I show you what you are owed?” He drew his sword immediately and pointed it at Maera. “For every defiance you put on, it will be on the failure of your maidens to properly educate you.” Without another word, he lifted his sword, steel cutting through the air steady and precise as Maera’s eyes widened in pure terror. Move. Fenris roared inside Lillia’s skull. Lillia didn't think. She stepped forward, fast, reckless, placing herself between Regaleon and Maera. The blade came down. The last thing Lillia remembered was pain exploding through her, white-hot and blinding. The force knocked the air from her lungs. She felt herself falling, she saw the cliff again. The world tilting violently, stone rushing up too fast. Before an all-too-familiar darkness claimed her, she felt Fenris fury ripping through her consciousness, feral and unrestrained. Then... nothing.Hello, I know this chapter was painful to read. It was painful to write too. Please don't lose faith in Lillia. This fall matters, and it is not the end of her. Thank you for staying with her. Also, for reaching this milestone with me. XOXO...
Memories surged through her mind as a sudden tightening gripped her throat and Lillia touched her neck. She could still vividly remember Amelia’s blood shot eyes that watched her with pure animosity. She remembered the unnatural voice that echoed from her lips, the words she hated to think about, but she couldn’t stop the invasion. Lillia stilled for a moment watching the peacefully sleeping figure on the bed and a cold shudder ran down her spine, the tightening at her throat hardened.But in that same light, Lillia lowered her gaze and forced the images and thoughts to the back of her mind. She drew in a deep breath and when she was ready, she looked at Amelia again. Her chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm. There was no tension in her body, no crease upon her brow, no sign of the struggle. It seemed so natural that it felt wrong. “The healers said she’s alright. They say there’s nothing wrong with her body,” Nefertiti sat on the bed and took Amelia’s hand in hers, and this tim
Regaleon is not another Pete. He will not let such happen. Fenris rose, her presence enveloping the coldness within Lillia’s chest in a warm embrace. Besides, having seen the kind of person he is, if he wanted to dispose of you, he wouldn't buy us an extra seven days without a plan.Fenris continued firmly, every word lifting Lillia’s spirit.Why buy us time if he doesn't want anything to do with us? Why buy us time if he doesn't trust in our abilities. He wouldn’t even bother to drop information of Damiel's ploy. Have you forgotten that we were the ones that told him to sit back and watch while we prove ourselves? He is waiting for us.How could I forget? Lillia gritted her teeth as she endured the suffocating pain swelling within her heart. Strength is not forged in comfort. It is shaped in difficulty. Especially when failure is apparent. That’s what he had said. Lillia thought back quickly, realisation slamming into her mind with painful clarity.It almost felt as though he knew.
No sooner had Maera, Kyla and Selene entered the bedroom, the heated air shifted. With the dark curtains now parted, rays of sunlight flooded the room, warm and bright, bringing with it the subtle sweetness of life, accompanied by the bustling voices of one who became a sister, one a friend and one a mother.And it was this environment that the elder healer walked into, when the doors opened again.“Elder healer.” Lillia’s expression was still pale, her ears flushing bright red as she managed a smile, but one look at Lillia’s face and the elder healer’s expression turned sour.“Your Majesty.” His steps quickened, hurrying to the side of the bed. “Are you alright?” He wasted no time in reaching for her palm to check her pulse, and only when he confirmed her condition did his expression ease up. “Your pulse is strong, and your body has fully recovered. But… I do not understand these symptoms...”He examined her face, a frown settling when he noticed her ears. “I have certainly never com
“My death-defying bride.” Regaleon’s eyes darkened. His gaze dragged over her slowly before returning to her eyes. “You return from the brink of death… only to ogle?”His lips curved, amusement crossing his expression lightly. “I wonder… was death truly so lacking that you return for a more satisfying view? Was it worth it?”Lillia swallowed hard, her face burning with shame, cursing at the reaction his low deep vibrating voice dealt her body as it rolled off smoothly with his warm breath splashing across her face. “I—I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Memories from the banquet rushed through her mind in brutally painful fragments, but none of them helped her now, not with the way his gaze lingered on her like he could peel through every lie she tried to hold together.The intensity with which he watched her was so strong that the room around seemed to blur out of Lillia’s view until there was nothing but oblivion left. An oblivion with just one constant in it. And she could
When Lillia became fully aware of her surroundings, she immediately sat up with urgency, her senses snapping into place all at once. And the first thing she realised was that this was not her chamber. So where was she? Her fingers twitched against the sheets as her gaze drifted downward. They were a dark shade of grey silk, smooth beneath her touch and cold, much like the ceiling above. As a matter of fact, everything in the room carried that same cold, dark and controlled tone.Instead of the soft cream curtains that filtered light gently into her chambers, these were heavy black drapes, drawn just enough to allow thin blades of sunlight to cut through, casting long shadows across the room rather than warmth.Every piece of furniture was placed with purpose, from the broad, imposing bed she sat upon, to the polished surfaces that reflected just enough light to reveal their presence without drawing attention. Even the air felt different. It was still and grounded, carrying a quiet
It was always a different tale. For everyone who had fought with death, and lived to tell the story; it was always a different experience—terrifying. Peaceful. Saddening. Rush. There also were never many who had kicked death in the teeth, and lived to tell the story unscathed.They were called death whisperers, because they were never the same again. One way or the other, their souls bore a mark, having escaped the tight grip of death. And for them, it is said that one way or the other, sooner or later, death would come for what it was owed.Perhaps, death had come for Lillia, and once again, she had snatched her soul right out of its grip. She had stared it in the face and kicked it in its teeth.That could never have been said for the woman she used to be, and even as she sunk deeper into the black waters, slipping into unconsciousness, and into the darkness until no trace of her remained at the surface… She did not fight it.Everything had once been loud, and this does not refer to
The palace was alive by the next day, more alive than it had been since Lillia woke.Maidens in her quarters moved quickly through the corridors, though their footsteps softened when they passed certain corners, and conversations that had begun in low murmurs often died entirely the moment a guard
By evening, Lillia’s waist and shoulders ached in ways she had not known possible. Selene had moved from posture, to walking drills, to balancing with a goblet filled to the brim, spilling more times than she could count. Then, they moved to turning without letting her hem drag, and finally to sit
“Shoulders back.”Selene’s voice cut cleanly through the quiet of Lillia’s bedchamber.The heavy curtains had already been drawn aside and morning light spilled across the wide rugs, the low table pushed toward the wall, and the sofas cleared to create space in the centre of the room. Kyla sat cro
Kyla gasped. “You are sending His Majesty’s gift to Lady Greyson? Is this okay?” Her wide eyes shifted to Maera and Selene quickly, as if to see their reactions, before turning back to Lillia. But Lillia just smiled, softly. “Yes, Kyla.” She answered. “I believe this is why he opted to have my dr







