Nyx's povpain.I can't really remember the first time I felt pain, it's like I was born with it, into it. I was accustomed to it. I knew pain, I knew what it felt like, sensed like, smelt like. Pain was with me, pain was me. I felt pain each time my father told me hurtful words, each time Alpha Titan had whipped and punished me and each time the pack members took their anger out on me. I felt it when ever Alpha Titan used me, I felt it whenever the unmated pack males used me and I felt it when Lycus voiced out that he will never want me.I felt this thing called pain, emotionally, physically and mentally and it made me weak.Rejection.Would I say this was worse? I remember the first time I felt rejection unlike pain I remember this. I was six playing with fluffy just like Amara did these days and then just there in the lawn, my father walked up to me, drunk as hell telling me that I was a mistake, i killed my mother and he never wanted me. I was just six, the words stung, I understo
Nyx's Pov Our gazes met, my own sad green orbs filled with fear meeting his dark eyes void of emotions. He assessed my features for a while with a frown on his face before looking away like I was insignificant.of course, you are insignificant to him!"You may sit." The Beta chirped sassily like she was in charge and I could have sworn that I heard willow snort.They both approached the table as we sat, still entangled with each arms in arms and I grew nervous as they got nearer.Lycus walked to the seat opposite me and drew it out for the Beta to sit. My heart lurched at this gesture. She sent him a flirty smile before taking her seat which she did while sending me a cold glare.He took his seat next and I felt my insides flutter at the close proximity within us. He was so near and the urge to reach out and smooth his brows which were etched in a frown was strong."Mother." He cleared his throat, "Can we talk outside before breakfast starts?" He asked her and I knew he w
Nyx's pov.what?I met his gaze stunned as I tried to process what he had just said. He looked at me and his eyes seemed as if they were searching mine for an answer."Wh..a..t?" I stammered."You heard me right Nyx." He brought his hand up running his thumb on my jaw softly as his gaze pierced me and I almost melted in that simple yet seductive touch, "I want to feel your lips on mine."ooo daddy! Hera panted in my head and I almost chuckled.so you suddenly back to life now? I asked her, what do I do? You heard what he said right? He wants to kiss me.Are you asking me what you should do? I could sense that she did an eye roll, Girl place your lips on him and fulfill your wish at breakfast!I blushed at her words wondering how she knew what I was thinking earlier that morning."Are you going to say something? Hmm." He slid his thumb across my lower lip now and I shivered at the sparks, my lips parting in ecstasy."Why do you want to kiss me?" I asked suddenly remembering that he hat
Nyx's pov. I leaned against the wall of my room with my heart drumming fast and lips still aching, not in a bad way this time but in a very, very good way.My hands came up to my face and I touched my lips, they both felt swollen beneath my finger tips as a reminder of what had just happened.feeling like this after a kiss? Hera chuckled mockingly, what happens when he finally fu…Hera! I stopped her before she could finish her words as I blushed crimson.I walked to the bed and sat on it trying not to wake Amara.Did he like the kiss? I wondered, did I kiss him well? Was he going to kiss me again? Would this change anything?Don't get your hopes high Nyx, My subconscious reminded me, he clearly said this meant nothing, he is going to mate with the Beta anyway.Tears welled in my eyes as the realisation dawned on me again. I felt stupid for letting him kiss me and touch me like that, I felt used.Anger surged in me at the fact that he thought he could just use me and ge
Nyx's povpowerful wolves? What is she saying? I looked at her without uttering a word as her words rang in my head. What did she mean I was one of the powerful wolves, how is that even possible? I am so weak, I can't even fight. I can't even heal properly."Guessing from the way you look Nyx, I must say you need more enlightenment on what I just said." She said to me, "Come with me."I nodded at her following her as she led me away. She brought me to a room which had a similar door to that of Lycus's office, only that it was smaller.She pushed the door open and we entered.I gazed at the room admiring it. The walls were painted white and there were a lot of book shelves against the walls which were filled with books.Tall glass windows covered the far end of the room which were decorated with golden colored majestic curtains and right in the centre of the room stood a work table and a comfy looking cushion which was behind it. There were two other chairs before the table too."Welco
Nyx's pov"Shit Nyx!" He scowled realising who I was with a look of shock on his face, "Are you okay?" He bent down picking me up and lifting me in his arms bridal style.I felt fuzzy at his action, does he really care this much?"I am fine." I whined from the slight pain I felt in my elbows. He looked at me with worry, walked a short distance before placing me under a tree."You are free." I smiled at him as he inspected my scratched wounds. My heart melted at his display of affection and at the worry that filled his eyes."Yes." He smiled and pulled me into a hug, I gasped in shock at the closeness I shared with him, "All thanks to you love."My heart fluttered at the fact that he had just called me love and I blushed.Get a hold of yourself Nyx!He pulled away from me and I got to look at him well. He was handsome, in the typical cute bad boy kinda way and not devilishly handsome like Lycus, why am I even comparing them?He had fair blonde hair which looked better as it was cleaner
Nyx's Pov.She descended to the ground with the wind lessening and the light around her disappearing just like the last time. She wore a black gown which flared from the waist with a very large slit and her long hair was braided this time.She landed on the floor with a thump, the light and wind completely dispersing apart from the one with kept her dress gliding. She faced me glaring at me with her red flaming eyes and fear coursed through me as her gaze burned me."Well, well, well..." She smirked, "If it isn't the Alpha King's rejected mate!" She snarled at me, "The weak, ugly and unwanted luna.""What do you want from me?" I asked quivering as the power coming from her doubled my fear, "I haven't done anything.""You do not have to." She smiled. An evil smile, "You being weak, pathetic, ugly and a wimp is enough for you to be hated." She spat, "And you being in my way is enough for me to kill you!" She growled and I jerked in pure panic."I am going to kill you bitch!" She said and
Nyx's povDammit! I cursed inwardly as he turned around and stormed back into the castle. He looked pretty pissed, okay that is an understatement. He looked mad, he was raging. The way his facial expression was and his clenched jaw wasn't really enough to display his rage."Why do you look like you have seen a ghost?" My attention was taken back to Andros as I felt him run his fingers on my chin caressing it, "Are you okay?""Yes, yes, I am." I cleared my throat standing up from my spot with my heart beating fast, "I had better go find Amara, it's getting quite late.""Where can I find you Nyx?" He said standing up too, "Would love to spend the rest of the evening with you."I gave him a stunned expression as I didn't know if to tell him where my room was or not.What if Lycus saw us together again? What if he got angrier? What if he kills me or Andros? My face paled at my thoughts as my heart continued racing, what does he care? He doesn't want you remember? He almost rejected you! H