LOGINEveryone in Cerys’s post-apocalyptic underground pack knows her as the weakest wolf in the silo. She is dependable in hydroponics, loved by her community—and every Wolf Night she returns torn apart, barely alive, with no memory of what happened outside. When Rhys, her childhood love, is chosen as Alpha, Cerys believes the future they planned together is finally within reach. Instead, he ends their relationship. He cannot keep waiting for the night she never comes home, and he cannot ignore what the pack will think of an Alpha tied to its weakest wolf. After the next Wolf Night leaves Cerys nearly dead, Elis, the healer who has known her injuries for years, becomes an unexpected source of trust, attraction, and a life that might not revolve around Rhys. Then Cerys is declared unfit to shift. She stays inside for the first Wolf Night of her adult life. By dawn, the pack returns devastated by a coordinated attack from the Lost. It is supposed to be their first assault. But the timing makes no sense. As Rhys begins to face what his choice cost him and Elis becomes a real romantic possibility, Cerys is pulled into a growing conflict with Idris, the Lost war leader, whose strange familiarity with her raises a terrifying question: What if everyone—including Cerys herself—has been wrong about the kind of wolf she really is?
View MoreRhys stepped out of Cerys’s reach as his name was called.
She had been about to take his hand. Instead, her fingers closed on empty air, and the gathering room erupted around her. Rhys moved to the front to accept the title of Alpha while Cerys stood where he had left her, trying to decide whether he had even noticed.
Then he turned, and she forgot to be hurt.
He was smiling. Not the controlled smile he gave people who wanted something from him, but the startled, almost disbelieving one she knew. The pack had chosen him. He had worked for their trust, and now he had it.
Cerys clapped until her palms stung.
“About time,” someone beside her shouted.
She laughed, though her eyes stayed on Rhys. He looked taller with the whole room watching him. That was ridiculous—he was already tall enough to make her tilt her head when she kissed him—but she had never seen so many people wait for him to speak.
He thanked them. His words were brief, and the crowd liked him for that too.
Cerys had planned to tease him about it later. She had a whole speech ready, beginning with a solemn demand that the new Alpha still remember how to find the hydroponics rooms when she worked late. She wanted to deliver it against his mouth, where he would have to choose between laughing and kissing her.
But people were already moving toward him.
An older woman caught Cerys by the elbow as she tried to follow.
“You must be bursting with pride.”
“I am,” Cerys said, and meant it.
The woman gave her a fond squeeze. It was the careful sort of touch people used with Cerys after Wolf Night, when they worried even a greeting might hurt her. Cerys thanked her and slipped through the crowd before she could be guided somewhere she hadn’t asked to go.
By the time she reached Rhys, three people had taken her place beside him.
He saw her over a man’s shoulder. His expression opened for a moment, and he lifted his hand as though to call her closer. Then the man turned back to him, still talking, and Rhys lowered it.
Cerys stayed where she was. She had imagined this day often enough to know he would be needed by everyone. She had simply assumed she would be allowed to be happy with him while it happened.
A gap appeared. Rhys came through it before anyone else could claim him.
“There you are,” he said.
“I haven’t moved very far.”
“You disappeared.”
“I was trying to get to you.” She gave him a quick smile. “Congratulations, Alpha.”
His mouth twitched at the title. For an instant he looked like the Rhys who used to find her hand under the table when other people were talking too much.
“Don’t start,” he said.
“I haven’t even begun.”
“Cerys.”
That should have sounded like a warning. It usually did when he was trying not to laugh. This time he said her name so quietly she nearly missed it beneath the noise.
She reached for his forearm. His sleeve was warm, his muscles firm beneath her fingers. The contact was so ordinary that she was already leaning toward him when he covered her hand with his.
“I’m proud of you,” she said. “I wanted you to hear that from me before everyone else got there.”
He looked down at their hands. His thumb moved once over her knuckles.
“I heard you.”
“You couldn’t have. I was all the way back there.”
“I know what you look like when you’re proud of me,” Rhys said.
She smiled despite herself. “Then you know I’m expecting a proper celebration.”
His hand left hers.
It happened before the next person reached them. Rhys withdrew first, letting her fingers fall from his sleeve, and turned just enough to leave room between their bodies. The approaching pack member offered congratulations. Rhys accepted them, but Cerys had seen the choice he made a moment earlier.
She folded her empty hand against her other palm.
Someone asked for a word with the new Alpha. Another voice called his name. Rhys answered both, and Cerys found herself standing close enough to touch him while feeling that she ought to ask permission.
She hated the thought. He was the man who knew which of her workdays had gone badly from how hard she shut a door. He was the person she looked for first when she had good news. The title had changed what the pack expected of him; she had never imagined it would change whether she could put her hand on his arm.
Rhys glanced back at her.
“Give me a minute?”
She could have done that. She had already given him several. Instead, she waited until the person beside him finished speaking, then caught Rhys’s attention before the next one could begin.
“I want some time with you.”
His face tightened, almost too little to notice. “You’ll have it.”
“When?”
He looked past her at the people still waiting. “Not in the middle of this.”
“I’m not asking you to leave in the middle of it.” Cerys kept her voice low. “I’m asking because every time I get near you, you move away.”
He faced her fully. That should have helped. It didn’t.
“Cerys, I wasn’t trying to shut you out.”
“Then tell me what’s happening.”
The last of her lightness was gone now. She didn’t want to spoil the day, and she was angry that asking a reasonable question suddenly felt like doing exactly that.
Rhys looked at her for a long moment. His eyes were the familiar blue-gray she had learned to read years ago, but she could find no easy answer in them. He reached toward her, stopped, and let his hand drop.
“I want to talk to you alone,” he said.
“Fine. Where?”
“Somewhere we can actually hear each other.”
She glanced at the crowd pressed around them. For once, she wished they would all stop being so pleased with him.
“I can wait until they’re finished,” she said. “I won’t wait without knowing what for.”
“You’re right.”
He said it immediately, which frightened her more than an argument would have. Rhys had never needed reminding that she could be stubborn. Ordinarily he would have met her insistence with one of his own.
“Is something wrong?” she asked.
His gaze went briefly to the people behind her. When he looked at Cerys again, he was close enough that she could have reached for him. She kept her hands to herself.
“Yes,” he said. “We need to talk before Wolf Night.”
Cerys left her lunch unfinished after the woman called her the weakest wolf in the pack.The woman had meant to comfort her. That was the trouble. Cerys could have argued that Rhys had no right to be ashamed of her, but the woman hadn't said he was. She had spoken as though leaving Cerys was one more burden the new Alpha ought to be spared.“I have an appointment,” Cerys said.“Shall I come with you?”“No, thank you.”The woman looked hurt. Cerys took her tray back before she could apologize for declining help she hadn't asked for.She was due to see Elis before Wolf Night. Usually Rhys would have been waiting when she came out, asking what Elis had said and whether she was hiding pain from him. Cerys had sometimes told him to stop fussing, then let him walk her home anyway. Today she wanted the appointment finished before he thought to find her.Elis was at his desk when she reached the medical rooms. He looked up from his work and pulled a chair toward her with his foot.“Sit down.
Rhys looked at the closed folder beneath Cerys's hand.“I know it changed things,” he said.“Then let me finish my work.”He stood there as if he might argue. She wanted him to go before she asked him to stay.“All right,” he said.After his footsteps faded, Cerys opened the folder again. The last line of her notes was written so hard the pen had nearly torn the page. She set it aside and ate the supper someone had left for her. Rhys would have been pleased. She hated that she still knew what would please him.By morning, people were congratulating Cerys as though Rhys's new title belonged to her too.Cerys was carrying a stack of empty trays into hydroponics when a coworker called, “You should have stayed upstairs yesterday. Everyone wanted a word with Rhys.”“Everyone got one.”“Not from you, apparently.” He grinned. “Better get used to sharing him. They'll expect you beside the Alpha whenever he needs to be seen.”The trays grew heavy against her hip. He meant to tease her. Yesterd
By the time Cerys reached hydroponics, the celebration had followed her downstairs.Two of her coworkers were arguing over who had been the first to clap for Rhys. Someone had left a wrapped portion of supper on her worktable. Cerys stood in the doorway, wondering how they could have come back to work so easily. Then she saw the trays waiting for her.“You missed the best part,” one of them said. “Someone tried to make him give another speech.”“He'd have hated that.”“There she is. We were beginning to think the new Alpha had stolen you for the day,” someone said.Cerys picked up the food. She had not eaten since morning. “He's got half the silo waiting to congratulate him.”Her coworker laughed and went back to the growing beds. The joke had landed exactly as she intended. It left her feeling worse.She set the food down unopened.A row of greens near the far wall had begun to droop. Cerys had worried about them yesterday; the damage was small, but it would matter if no one noticed
Cerys followed Rhys out of the gathering room while the pack was still calling his name.Someone caught his attention at the door. He offered a quick answer and kept walking. That, more than anything, made her want to stop him. Rhys had spent the past hour making room for everyone except her. Now he was leaving his own celebration to say something he couldn't say where they might be heard.They turned into a quieter passage. The cheers followed them, muffled but unmistakable. Rhys stopped where no one stood close enough to listen.“Tell me,” Cerys said.He looked at her as though he had hoped the walk would give him better words. “I don't think we should be together anymore.”She understood every word. For a moment they had no meaning.“Is that what you brought me out here to say?”“I'm sorry.”“Don't apologize before you've told me why,” Cerys said.His jaw worked. She knew that look: he was trying to make himself say something unpleasant without making it worse. She had loved him th












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