Let me know what you think. do you think Moon is making the best choice?
Kai’s povWe were getting everyone ready to travel to the rogue territory. Beta Norman was coming too, plus a fuck load of workers to help us dig.I still didn’t trust Beta Norman, but mom was right. He would have been really fucked up in the head, if he would use his own daughter like that. But he knew more than he was telling me. And he had responded to the name Helena. I didn’t know what was going on. Everything Mona had told me could be a lie and there was no way for me to ask Mona any more questions, because she was gone.Ronin hadn’t said a word to me in over a week. He refused to come out and was clearly mourning. I hoped that if a problem arose I would still be able to shift. I wasn’t mourning, but confused. I had mourned Mona five years ago or more like I mourned the life we could have had. Okay, now Ronin would have probably told me I was full of shit, because I didn’t mourn her. I was pissed off and the rest I buried deep down.I missed Ronin’s remarks, even if they were i
Moon’s pov Tabitha and I left the packground before Mary woke up. I held myself together until we reached the caves. I broke down crying and I didn’t stop until I was too tired and weak. I fell asleep, my face felt swollen from all the tears. The next day I woke up, hoping everything was a bad dream. Hoping that the man I thought was my dad, hadn’t used me to do unimaginable things. That he hadn't used me as an assassin, a whore, a liar, a spy? I hoped I’d feel better when I got confirmation that it wasn’t my fault. That I’d feel like maybe I was a good person after all. It wasn’t my choice to do all these bad things. But all I felt was dirty and weak. If I had been stronger? Maybe then I could have stopped myself from killing my mom, killing Kimiko. “You are the strongest person I know,” Angela tried to reassure me, but there was no point. I once again had cost the lives of others. This time I hadn’t killed them myself, but I had been responsible. Lukas, Elisha and the others had
Kai’s pov I think I’m going fucking crazy. I kept smelling Mona’s scent. It was hidden behind a disgusting smell, but it was there, very faintly. It must be something from her here in this fucking tent. Maybe Beta Norman kept something from Mona here to fuck with me. I could barely sleep here, knowing this was where she died. At least she spent her last night fucking some guy. I had wanted her dead, yet I couldn’t do it. But now that she was actually gone, I realized that was a bunch of bullshit. It was never about me not being able to kill her. It was that I didn’t want her to fucking die at all. Even if she was a liar, a monster. I didn’t want her to die. I had grew up with her. I thought I knew her. And then, when everything went to shit, I thought she was a monster. But now? Now I didn’t know what to think. Something was off. In the morning I woke up and decided to greet the soldiers from Alpha Malcom. I just needed a fucking excuse to get out of here. I smelled that scent ag
Moon's pov I watched Beta Norman day and night, barely getting any sleep. I didn’t understand why he wasn’t visiting the caves. He only ever went to the dig site, which wasn’t anywhere near the caves. After five days I was tired, hungry and sick of hiding and climbing up into trees smelling worse than shit. Couldn’t Tabitha have made a better smelling potion?! The more I was by myself the more I remembered and the worse I felt. There were some good memories too, a lot of them. But it made me feel like crap everything even more. I could have had a good life with Kai, if all this hadn’t happened. I was focused on my revenge, but it went too fucking slow. I needed Beta Norman by himself, so I could attack him and stop whatever else he was planning. I tried to keep my eye on Beta Norman, but it was Kai that drew my attention. He walked out of the campsite and went into the opposite direction of the dig site. He kept walking and I followed him. It was obvious he was trying to reach me.
Kai’s pov I hated sleeping here. I hated having to pretend all day and follow that fucker around. And I hated the way Mona made me feel. She made me mad, she made me doubt myself and for fuck sake, she made me crave her. Why the hell did she have to be naked so damn much?! It was impossible being around her. All I wanted was to take her, to fuck her senselessly and I got the feeling she was feeling the same way. Especially when she blushed and looked at me. It reminded me of how she used to look after we kissed. I wanted to take care of her when I saw how tired she looked. Fuck, why did she mess with my head so much?! I rejected her for fuck’s sake. How would I be able to believe anything, if I was influenced by whatever else I was feeling? How could I know if she was telling the truth, when my feelings were all over the place. I wanted to hurt her for what she did to my sister and fuck her for looking so amazing. I ate something and during breakfast, Beta Norman came to see me.
Moon’s pov I waited for Kai to wake up, to see the sign on the tree, so I could warn him. But when he came out of his tent, he was talking to Beta Norman. They left with a group of six people and there was no way for me to contact him, without revealing myself to them. Beta Norman wouldn’t hurt Kai here right? There would be six witnesses? “Helena said she would kill the workers too. Moon, you have to follow them. Save Kai.” Angela said, sounding scared. I followed them and watched them dig. I got momentarily distracted, by seeing Kai all sweaty and digging into the ground. Shit, wouldn’t anyone? I just needed to get him alone. “So you can save him, right? Not for the other things you’re thinking about.” Angela said. Yeah, to save him. It wasn’t like he wanted me for anything else. He always looked at me with disgust, well, most of the times at least. I didn't pay much attention to the workers. I was focused on Kai and watched him dig for hours, until Beta Norman asked Kai to c
Moon’s pov “I need your help.” “Moon, what happened?” Racheal replied. “It’s Kai, Racheal. He’s dying. I can’t take him back to the campsite, because Helena and Beta Norman were the one who tried to kill him.” I felt like I waited for hours. I had used Kai’s shirt to bandage his arm, used his belt to make the stump stop bleeding. Fuck, I didn’t know what I was doing, but I hoped it was enough. I dragged Kai as far as I could, through the rogue territory. Hoping that no one would spot us. Every time I dragged him, my wound would open up again. Racheal had asked Alpha Malcom to send a car. I didn’t know if we could trust him, but Racheal said to wait and talk to Alpha Malcom. That he shared something interesting with her. “What did you tell Alpha Malcom?” I asked her, worried about people attacking the Wolvin pack, if they found out I was still alive. “I told them we needed help, that one of our members stayed behind and was hurt badly. It’s basically the truth.” “So he still thi
Moon's pov I woke up to whispering. “.. that’s her?” “Yes, that’s your granddaughter.” Alpha Malcom said. “She looks like her mother. Just as beautiful as my Freya.” I felt Mary wake up next to me and she said up straight. Softly stroking my hair, trying to wake me up. I was scared to open my eyes. Would he hate me? It might have not been my choice, but it were my hands that held the knife that stabbed his daughter. “You can do this, Moon.” Angela said, urging me to open my eyes. When I did, I saw Alpha Malcom and my grandfather. He was the same man from my memories, only older. He had some grey hairs and some wrinkles, but he didn’t look as old as a human would. We age differently, so he looked about forty years old, while he must be in his sixties by now. “Mona.” “It’s Moon now,” Mary said protectively, “Alpha Moon.” I smiled at Mary, “it’s fine, Mary. Could you excuse us for a minute?” I mindlinked her, “if he wanted me dead, he would have killed me in my sleep. I’ll be