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Chapter 18 - Almost letting the mate bond win
Lilith humphed and stood up. She was done trying to escape. She felt somehow safe now that Katherine knew she was being kept here.
She needed some food. She was starving. She did not eat anything yesterday and the day before, she only had breakfast.
This was the first time she stayed hungry for so long. If she had her wolf, there was no way she would have been able to miss any lunch or dinner time. Her wolf would have killed her if she did not quench her hunger.
Thinking about Lucy, Lilith felt her heart tightened in discomfort. She missed Lucy’s quirky remarks and childish tantrums.
She still couldn’t believe that Lucy died. She refused to accept her death. Tears started to well up in her eyes, but she tipped her chin up and smiled.
She refused to cry or complain even though she has never felt this defeated. Her parents didn’t raise a weakling or a whiner. She would have to keep her head up and find a reason to keep going.
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