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Chapter 47
I just kept on staring right at his eyes. Trying to find the Blade that I love but I don't think I can still see. I don't think I still know him after learning the truth. I think I came back to the time when I first met him where I know nothing even his name because now, I don't think he's still my mate. I don't think he's still the man that made me crazy. I don't know that a single truth will affect me this way. It isn't a joke nor a game. I don't want to face things like this. I hate hating him but what can I do?
It's not even destiny who's making me mad at him. It's him who's making every reason why I am furious at him. It's no one but him and I think it's time for me to stop blaming destiny because this time, it's him whom I should blame everything. His plans ruined us and just because it's unsuccessful means it's already alright because that won't change the fact that he planned to take my damn life.
I saw how a glint of gui
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The Alpha's Blood Chapter 48
"Stay away from me..." I whispered just enough for the both of them to hear because of their enhanced senses as the pool of tears started falling from my eyes like a faucet of misery starting to embrace me when I don't even want to embrace it back and as thoughts and what-ifs started to envelop my mind like a river of sorrow flowing continuously that seems to have no end.Damn this life! Why do I even need to go through this? Why does pain always love to come right after an ecstatic feeling, and why do I need to suffer just to feel the happiness that I always wanted to stay with me? I guess life is just really meant to be unfair when it comes to me for it to throw every misfortune towards me. It's just that after everything that I've been through I still hold on to the fact that everything will be fine when the time comes. That soon, it will be up to me but It failed me. I was wrong and I shouldn't have expected that in the first place when I know how crue
The Alpha's Blood Chapter 49
I just woke up in a dirty room surrounded by trees- a simple house that seems to be abandoned for years because of how old it looks like and how fragile its walls are. I don't even think it can still survive a strong rain nor snow because I know that it'll easily break.The wall Is made of wood- cheap and not sturdy enough for a family to be safe while leaving her and the ceiling is just a simple one that has so many spider webs on it. It's not even safe from wild animals nor even from creatures with bad intentions because everyone can easily enter this place unless this forest is protected by a powerful creature.I held my head when it started aching like hell. The pain in it is unbearable like it made me remember something from yesterday. I don't know what happened last night. All I know was I was crying and after that scene and betrayal and after learning the truth. Everything became blurry as I feel my eyes got exhausted, my
The Alpha's Blood Chapter 50
"What are you doing here?" I almost forgot about what happened yesterday the moment I saw him here. Standing like he knows nothing but is not even surprised why I'm here. I know he knows everything. The news might have blown up already especially that he's the monster's brother. But my question is why the fuck is he here? And why are they together? Do I have to know something or is this just a coincidence? Do I have to be afraid now for seeing him here? Because my guts are telling me that he has a plan and his being here has something to do with what happened yesterday.I mean, of course, it has but I'm just curious why he found me this early and why Carmen was missing a while ago and showed up with him. Is that a coincidence? No, it isn't. It's obviously planned. I not that dumb for me not to know that. I'm not even assuming things because that's the only reason I can see why he's here. Unless he has a relationship with Carmen. But how? That's impossible.
The Alpha's Blood Chapter 51
I don't know why I should be the one running away from him like a weak kitten being hunted by a rogue and crying like I'm the weakest woman of them all when he's the one who should be afraid of every anger he caused me. And to every pain he made me experience. I can't believe that he still has the guts to tell me that I should hear him out first when he already admitted it and I already proved it to myself based on his gestures and expression. I know when a person is guilty or not and he totally is guilty of everything. He can't even deny it because he already knows that he can't do that anymore.I won't even give myself a chance to hear his lies anymore. Who knows? That can be another trap again to make a fool out of me and make fun of me just like what he did. I can't believe I loved this fake jerk. Betrayal hurts big time... Really. I hope he'll know that. If I can just curse him right now, I will. But I can't do any curses. That's just for the moon god
The Alpha's Blood Chapter 52
"Aze... My baby. Glad that you finally decided to forgive me," she exclaimed with an excited voice. She really seems so happy to see me here but I don't feel the same. I don't want to pop her bubbled but I also don't want her to expect anything from me including the hope that we'll still be ok after everything. That's already impossible and I don't what to start talking again or I know that I'll just hurt her. I don't want to cause another pain yet I don't want to push myself to treat her damn right. I don't know how I can do that anymore. I already forgot it the moment I opened my eyes in this cruel world. I don't this that'll still happen so she better stop hoping or expecting anymore. She can't even bribe me just to forget her. I'm not that shallow. I've learned my lesson already and I don't want to tell it to her one by one. I have such a sharp tongue so she better shut up."I can't remember telling you that I already forgave you," I said nonchalantly
The Alpha's Blood Chapter 52.2
I saw a baby's crib and I think that was mine. The one that I used when I was still in their possession. Although I can't remember it, it's obviously mine for every inch of this room have everything connected to me including my photos and everything I left before vanishing and being lost in their arms for years.Then I saw my bed... It's full of dresses. I think that was the ones I used when I was still a child and the full room is literally filled with my pictures with and without them. I was so happy in that picture. I was in full smiles while looking at the camera but the one that caught my attention when both of them, my mom and dad was kissing both sides of my cheeks while I was smiling and there I saw how perfect our family was. How happy we were before that incident and everything just changed because of a curse where I need to start my misery already.It was just ruined and that made it turn out like this... That made all
The Alpha's Blood Chapter 53
"Mom..." I called her to get her attention which u did after I decided to go out and talk to her. I don't know how my mood and feeling was changed in just a minute. I didn't even expect that to happen. I thought it'll take me years to forgive him or it may even be impossible already but no... It only took me a minute or two. That's how fragile my heart is. It can easily melt yet it can also break easily and be fixed impossibly. I don't know if I'll call that an advantage or disadvantage. I don't know why I'm still this easy to forgive even though I've been proved wrong by the people I love. I guess this is the part of me that I can never change anymore but I'll still try to or it'll be easy for Blade to play me again like a goddamn toy that can be disposed easy and go back to him when he already wants me again. I'm not that kind of woman. He can never bribe me with something just to give up. Betrayal is the last thing that I wanted to experience yet that's what the world is always g
The Alpha's Blood Chapter 54
No… This can’t be happening. Oh, God… Please, no. Don’t let our fake love have fruit. Don't let something unwanted happen. I don’t want a memory of him to stay with me for the rest of my life. I can't even imagine looking at a child that reminds me of my heartbreak and betrayal. That will totally be hell for me. That may even seem like the world is punishing me again. Yes, I once wished to have a family with him back then but everything has changed now… Now what? They will give me a child when I already don't want one from him? Goddamn it! Please... Please make this disappear and take this out of my system. I can't... I don't think I'd be able to do this- to become a great mother. I don't want a child hurting just because her mother is hurt. I don't deserve this and I can't handle this now that I already lost everything.I won't be worthy enough to be a mother and I don't know why it is given to me. Is it even a gift
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