LOGINChapter 2
Sabrina’s POV Instead of a response, a traitorous moan escaped my lips, before I could swallow it, raw, and way too honest, stripping me bare. Warmth pulled to my core, and the smell of my arousal filled the room. God! I shut my eyes in embarrassment. Never in my life I’ve I wished for the ground to open and swallow me whole…anywhere was better than being here right now, making sounds like a sex deprived woman. Damn the mate bond! Damn it a million times over! For f**ks sake, it’s been seven whole years! This stupid bond shouldn’t be this intense. But no, it shot through every nerve I had and left nothing standing…like it has been waiting for this moment to ruin me. Ughhh!!! It’s been probably like seven seconds, but right now it feels like an eternity. My eyes were still closed, but I could feel his intense gaze on me, and his scent of wood and spice mixed with the scent of my arousal was doing things to me I’m too ashamed to admit. I’m sure his wolf was going berserk right now. His grip around my neck loosened a little, confirming my theory that I wasn’t the only one being tortured by the bond right now. I took that as my cue to open my eyes, and staring intently at me was Zenith Nightmoor, and nothing about him shows him being the boy I had loved–the boy whose brown eyes softened whenever he looked at me, but that softness was gone, and in its place was something I couldn’t dare name, as it frightened the shit out of me. I gulped. Zenith tightened his grip around my throat, not enough to cut my air, but enough to make a point–I was at his mercy. His scent in the room had reduced, he was back to beast mode. I didn’t fight it, didn’t try to, as it won’t work in my favor. I remained still, my brain calculating its next move amidst the fog because seven years away from werewolf society didn’t make me stupid enough to struggle against an Alpha who hadn’t decided what he wanted to do with me. I held his gaze, and kept my breathing even. Looking away would tell him something. Anything I do right now, no matter how little or insignificant it might seem would tell him something. I had spent seven years becoming unreadable, and I needed every single one of those years right now. But as the seconds bled by, I found out it was becoming increasingly difficult. Zenith hadn’t spoken since ‘So you’re still alive’, he just stared at me, silver occasionally bleeding into his brown iris, a sign that his wolf, Alder, was desperately trying to take control. “Who helped you?” he finally spoke. Three words. Zenith has never been a man of many words, especially at a time when he was angry. He let his actions do the talking. But I said nothing. Not because I didn’t have what to say, hell no I did, I had prepared for a day like this, I knew it’ll come eventually, but didn’t expect it so soon, or under this circumstance. But at this point, silence was the best and safest option. He didn’t know about Eli, and I plan on keeping it that way. Zenith ran his other hand through his hair, an action he always did whenever he was frustrated on what to do next. I guess old habits do die hard as they say. Zenith released his hold on my throat, and stepped back. But I stayed still, not doing anything that could be read as an attempt at anything, and just watched him, intently. He ran his hand through his hair one last time, before pulling out his phone and placing a call. “The situation has changed. Clear my schedule,” he said to the person on the phone, before hanging up, and turning his attention to me. “You’re coming with me,” he stated as a matter of fact. I stared at him for a few long seconds. Going with him meant so many things. Was he just going to take me somewhere and interrogate me? Or does it mean taking me back to the Pack I hadn’t been to in years. I pray to God it’s the latter, and there’s only one way to find out….. I pushed myself off the wall. “Let me clean this mess, and then get my things,” I said flatly, a tone that suggested I wasn’t going to fight him on this. Zenith’s eyes widened slightly, anyone would have missed it, but not me. I knew him like the back of my hands, better than anyone on earth. He had expected me to say no, to argue, and get defensive, but here I was doing the complete opposite. I made my way towards the mess on the floor, with Zenith watching me closely like a hawk. Maybe he thinks I’m going to vanish into thin air, or maybe, just maybe, his brain hasn’t fully accepted the fact that I was alive. I reached into my apron to take out a towel, but something else slid out with the towel. A drawing. Small, but very colorful, and impossible to miss. I froze instinctively for half a second, and that was all it took for Zenith to piece things together, as he reached for the drawing before I could even blink. Mama and Eli was boldly written on it with crooked writing, and little hearts and star shapes, and below the writing, was Eli’s drawing of the two of us. The meaning was clear as day. Zenith stared at the drawing for a long moment, and his expression shifted completely, the temperature in the room dropping again, his pheromones merely sucking the air out of my lungs, and making me dizzy. I had to hold a table for support. Then he looked at me, his expression cold as Ice. “You have a child.”Zenith’s POV “Any word on Aiden?” I asked as I held out a hand to Aria and she hooked her hand into my elbow.“You know if I found anything you would have been the first person I would have told.” She muttered as we approached the clearing where the other pack members had already begun the bonfire.I could feel how stiff Aria was and I stopped walking.“Hey, look at me.” I turned to her and used my finger to nudge her chin up.“We will find him alright? I promised you a long time ago and I intend to keep that promise.” I stared right into her eyes, willing her to hold onto the little hope she had left but hope, as they said, is a dangerous thing.What if we never found Aiden?I couldn’t keep making these promises to Aria when I was getting nowhere closer to finding him.“Do you really think it's a good idea inviting your brother?” I questioned as softly as I could manage and Aria sucked in a deep breath.“Well, he is already here so there’s no point deliberating whether or not it was
Sabrina’s POV I trudged through the gardens with my hands crossed behind my back.The evening air caressed my face and I closed my eyes as I tried to shut off the million thoughts in my head.“Sabrina, I’ve been searching for you all morning.” Aria announced and I snapped my neck in her direction.She stood beside the rose garden and I quirked a brow as my eyes moved to the side and landed on Gwen.“I need your help with something.” Aria announced as I stopped in front of her.“I doubt she would be of any help Luna, just this morning she was disrupting the work in the kitchen.” Gwen glared at me.“I would hardly call it disrupting…” I muttered.“There is an order at which the omega-”“That’s enough Gwen.” Aria cut her off and Gwen instantly fell silent.“Sabrina has proven to be of much help to me as my personal omega. I know it’s selfish for me to say this but I wished the council could keep you on as my omega.” Aria smiled and something within me growled.‘We weren’t made to serve
Sabrina’s povMy hands trembled as I stared down at the piece of paper.Who could have sent me this? How did they know I was meant to leave last night?Did Cassian say anything to anyone?No, that was unlikely. If word reached Zenith, Zenith would kill him for trying to help me.Jane…Something stirred within me and I shoved the note into my pocket as I made my way out of my room and made a beeline to the kitchen.My eyes scanned the room until my gaze landed on Jane who was doing the dishes.“Jane,” I called out to her as I approached me and she turned.Her lips curved into a small smile when her eyes landed on me and I wavered.“You look a bit better. Although your face is still swollen.” She commented as her eyes roamed over my face.“Did you drink the coffee I left for you?” She inquired and I nodded.“What’s wrong?” She asked as she stopped washing and turned to face me.“Did you…did you tell anyone I was leaving the pack?” I questioned and I watched her expression closely.Jane’
Sabrina’s POV I had barely gotten any sleep all through the remainder of the night which wasn’t a surprise.My eyes felt swollen, my chest felt heavy and I had no idea what I was going to do from here on…I stared up at the ceiling as I felt as though all the life had been zapped out of me.My door burst open and I craned my neck to the side.“Sabrina? You are still here?” Jane asked as she rushed to me and I had barely sat up before she threw herself at me.My lips wobbled and the tears streamed down my face without my permission.I sobbed into her shoulder and her arms tightened around me.“Hey, what happened?” She asked softly as she ran her hand along my back.I couldn’t say how long we stayed that way but Jane didn’t say a word until my tears slowly dried against my cheeks and my sobs reduced to mere sniffles.“What happened?” Her voice was filled with worry as I pulled away and stared at her.“I-it didn’t work out. I couldn’t leave.” I muttered and Jane caressed my hair.“I’m s
Sabrina’s POV My eyes darted around as I tried to find somewhere Eli and I could hide but the rocks were too small to offer us any cover.I sucked in a deep breath as I tightened my hold on Eli’s hand. The footsteps were louder now and stopped just a few feet from me.“Take me and spare my son.” I declared as my heart pounded in my chest.There was no reason Eli should suffer because of decisions I made.“Turn around Sabrina.”It was Cassian. I turned sharply to him and I looked around but he was alone.I let out a sigh of relief as tears blurred my vision.“Why were you late? I waited for you.” I whispered.“I…got cut up in some work.” Cassian informed me and I nodded.“It doesn’t matter. I thought you didn’t keep your word but you are here now.” I pointed out as the corners of my lips tipped upwards.“How did you manage to find me?” I inquired and Cassian remained silent as he pressed his lips together.It was then I noticed it. The tense set of his shoulders, his hands which were
Sabrina’s POV My pulse quickened as I stared out of the window. Night had fallen but each second trickled by slowly.Why had Zenith come to my room? Had Cassian told him anything?No, if Cassian had said a word Zenith would have threatened me, had me locked up…he wouldn’t just leave.The noise in the pack slowly faded away as everyone went to bed and the ticking of the clock never sounded as loud in my ears before.I was leaving tonight…I was leaving Zenith.‘We can’t leave our mate. This is a bad idea Sabrina.’ The voice in my head announced.“I don’t have a choice. I won’t keep on staying in this pack, living like this and having my life threatened.” I retorted.‘I won’t let you leave. We need to stay close to our mate now more than ever.’ The voice pressed and my brows furrowed.Why did the voice keep referring to Zenith as ‘our’ mate?“Who are you?” I asked out loud and just like every time I asked that question, the voice fell silent.When the clock struck eleven thirty, I made







