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Sabrina’s POV “Sabrina…?” Donna drawled, in a tone that tells me she was two seconds away from losing her shit on me completely. “I run a business, you know that? Not a charity.” “I’m sorry, Donna,” I apologized, squeezing myself through the back entrance into the kitchen, as Donna was also standing by the door with her arms folded together. “Eli developed a fever in the early hours of the morning,” I explained, tying my apron. Donna sighed, her face moving from controlled fury to worry. “How’s he now?” “Much better, sent him to school,” I said, trying my best not to cry. God knows all I wanted to do was stay in bed with him all day, but I couldn’t afford that. At least not today of all days, the extra bonus was going to help me alot–rent was due next week Friday, Eli’s football practice bill has been sitting on my kitchen counter for days now, and the persistent stream beneath my kitchen sink that I’d been managing with a bucket for almost a month. Calling a plumber for something this small wasn’t supposed to be an issue, but in this economy I’m sure they’ll speak some confusing plumber words about the leak not being ordinary, and charge the hell out of me. “East wing’s ready. Full tray,” Donna’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts. “Room at the end. Knock first, then enter,” she said, like this was the first time I was serving important guests. I nodded in understanding, before picking up the tray of drinks and making my way out. I was halfway down the corridor when a faint familiar scent wafted into my nose, making me stop dead in my tracks, my heart skipping an unsteady beat. “Oh God, not today please,” I muttered under my breath, exhaling slowly to steady my heartbeat. I haven't perceived this scent in almost a year, and just when I thought my brain had finally accepted that he wasn’t a part of my life anymore as it’s been seven whole years, I get this. Of all days! As shameful as it is to admit, my brain has done this more times than I could count in the past seven years. A stranger’s cologne in a grocery store, a scented candle one cold winter morning, that I was so dumbstruck I stood outside the candle shop for almost three minutes until the shop keeper asked me If I needed anything, and in an attempt to save face, I bought a scented candle I couldn’t afford, nor needed. “Everything okay?” Donna’s voice snapped me back to reality, and I realized I had been standing in a single spot for a while. “Yea, just getting my shits together,” I answered with a fake smile I pray didn't look like a grimace, and kept walking. Arriving at the room, I knocked once, and pushed the door open, and what hit me almost knocked me off my feet. Pheromones. Not just any Pheromones, but that of several Alpha’s, each stacked up against each other like a silent battle for dominance. A normal human being would have felt nothing. Maybe a vague unease of being amongst powerful men. But for me, a werewolf living amongst humans, this was a feeling my wolfless ass couldn’t absorb–it feels like trying to breathe with something pressed heavily against my chest. Never in the almost twenty years I spent in werewolf society have I ever been in a room filled with so many Alpha’s. I intentionally avoided Pack events that had high ranked wolves in a room. Ordinary omegas would be able to survive here, but my case was different. I was an omega without a wolf. Double dose of disgrace to any Pack. “Hey,” a hand suddenly closed around my wrist, snapping me back to reality. “I didn’t order this,” he said smugly, his hands still on my wrist. “What else is on the menu?” he winked. The others laughed and I almost scoffed in disgust. How could I forget the arrogant nature of werewolf Alpha’s? They expect every female to fall at their feet just for existing, regardless of species. “Sir,” I said in a clipped tone. “Please let go of my wrist.” “So serious–” I stepped back instinctively, trying to pull my wrist away as that was the only way I’d get out of this situation. But instead of taking the hint, the bastard tightened his grip, making me loose balance, and the tray in my other hand tilted, sending its content to the ground. Great. Just what I needed. The bastard eventually let go of my wrist, and the moment I bent down to clean up the mess, the room’s temperature dropped by several degrees. “Everyone out,” A voice spoke quietly, but loud enough for everyone to hear. My blood turned to ice. I knew that voice. I’d recognize it even if I turn deaf. Oh Go no! Please no! My hands trembled despite my best attempt to keep it steady. It can’t be him. God please let it not be him. But who was I kidding? I know it deep in my bones that it was him, not when his pheromones had overridden everyone else’s, and that’s the only thing my brain could register. “Snap out of it, Sabrina!” I scolded myself inwardly, managing to get back on my feet. The mess can be dealt with properly some other time, I need to leave before he sees me. I bowed my head slightly, in a not so obvious way, not daring to look at anywhere but the floor, out of fear of my eyes confirming my worst nightmares. “Not you.’” Two words was all it took for me to stop dead in my tracks, three feet from the door, from freedom. ‘Not you’ could have been directed at anyone–I wasn’t the only one in the room. But I know at the depth of my soul those words were meant for me. My mind was screaming at me to take those three steps, race down the corridor and never look back. But I didn’t, because I knew with cold clarity that running right now would cost me more than staying. I can face whatever was in this room with me. I had faced worse, walked away from worse with nothing but loose change and the clothes on my back. Running blind, only gets you cornered eventually. So, no running. I took a deep long breath, squared my shoulders, and was ready to face the demons of my past. I had barely turned halfway before his hands closed around my throat from behind. He turned me around, and pinned me against the wall. “So you’re still alive?”CHAPTER 10SABRINA'S POVWe stopped at the closest human city to the Pack and the rest of the journey was by road. Eli fell asleep somewhere between the diner and the second stretch of road, the stuffed wolf still in his fist. I kept my arm around him and stared out of the window, watching the city thin out into fields, then trees.Every mile brought us closer to a place I swore I'd never see again."You're quiet," Zenith said, not turning around."I'm tired.""That's not the same thing."I didn't answer.Cross glanced at me through the mirror. "Want the heater lower? He's sweating a bit.""He's fine. Leave it.""Alright."I checked Eli's forehead anyway. Cool. Normal. I let out a breath I didn't know I'd been holding.Zenith kept glancing at Eli through the mirror. He thought I hadn't noticed."He's asleep, Zenith. You can stop checking on him every two minutes.""I'm not checking on him.""Then what are you doing?""Making sure he's alright.""That's the same thing."He didn't ans
CHAPTER 9ZENITH'S POVNeither of us spoke.The silence stretched long enough that I could hear the hum of the machine beside Eli's bed, the faint drip from somewhere down the hallway, the sound of my own breathing. Sabrina's words still hung in the room like something neither of us wanted to touch.Then Eli mumbled some words to himself.Sabrina moved before I even registered what had happened, her hand brushing his hair back from his forehead. "Eli? Baby, can you hear me?"His eyes fluttered open, unfocused at first, then slowly finding her face. "Mommy?""I'm here.""I don't like hospitals," he mumbled, his voice thick with sleep.A weak laugh escaped her. "I know, sweetheart.""Are we still going on vacation?"Sabrina's smile faltered for half a second before she forced it back into place. "Of course we are.""Promise?""I promise."I stayed where I was, watching them without a word. There was something about the way she spoke to him, patient even though exhaustion had carved itse
CHAPTER 8ZENITH'S POV"So why does he sound like an Alpha?"The question hung between us, swallowed by the roar of the engine and the fast beating of my own heart.Sabrina didn't answer.She stared at Eli as though she hadn't heard me, her trembling fingers brushing damp strands of hair away from his forehead while the little boy whimpered softly in his sleep."Mommy...""I'm here, sweetheart." Her voice shook despite her efforts to steady it. "Everything's going to be okay."I watched her closely, waiting for her to look at me, to deny what I had just witnessed or invent another lie, but she never did. Her entire world seemed to have narrowed to the child lying between us.Cross glanced at me through the rear-view mirror before quietly asking, "Alpha... should I drive faster?""Yes."The car surged forward.No one spoke after that.Eli's breathing gradually became steadier, though the heat radiating from his body hadn't lessened. I could feel it through the thin fabric of his shirt,
CHAPTER 7SABRINA'S POV"Whatever happens, Zenith, don't ever take it off him," I warned, tightening my hold around his wrist until his attention finally moved away from the necklace and settled on me.Zenith stared at my hand before slowly lifting his eyes to my face, and I released him immediately. I knew how my reaction looked, and judging by the suspicion already settling into his expression, I had probably made things worse, but I couldn't bring myself to care. He could ask a thousand questions. As long as the necklace stayed where it was, I'd deal with the rest later."What exactly is so special about the necklace?" Zenith asked, glancing at the thin chain again, and I immediately pulled Eli closer to my chest."It's a necklace, Zenith. My son is unconscious, and this is seriously what you want to talk about right now?""I touched it and it burned me. Normal necklaces don't do that.""Then don't touch it again," I snapped. "Now give me my son."For a moment, I thought he was goi
CHAPTER 6ZENITH'S POV“So that's your plan?” Alder asked with obvious disgust. “You find out your mate is alive after seven years and the stupid thing you could think of is getting your balls empty?”I didn't dignify his outburst with a response and just kept my attention on the apartment building Sabrina had disappeared into with her son. She had asked for ten minutes, and judging from my wristwatch, seven had already passed. Alder on the other hand planned on making my life hell, as he wouldn't stop yapping in Sabrina's defence. One minute he seems to understand the weight of what she did, and the very next he's like a love sick puppy.jeeez!“Lie to yourself all you want,” Alder said quietly. “You still love mate.”“I don't love Sabrina,” I answered, only realizing I had spoken aloud when Cross glanced at me. He quickly averted his gaze, pretending he hadn't heard anything, and I decided to save myself the embarrassment of explaining why I was suddenly announcing my feelings to an
Chapter 5Zenith’s POV“Mommy, is this the old friend from your dreams?” Sabrina’s son asked, and we instinctively glanced at each other briefly.“Mommy, would explain later baby,” Sabrina said, pulling Eli down. “You need to sit down, it's not safe to stand in a moving car.”Sabrina fished out a tab, and a headset, and handed it over to Eli to keep him busy, but the unanswered question still hung in the air, alongside a fact–there’s a man Sabrina always dreams about, so much that she even told her kid about it.I'd bet all the money I'm the world it's the bastard she cheated on me with–its been years and thoughts of him still invades her thoughts, so much that she even dreams about him.Pathetic. Absolutely pathetic.My gaze drifted to Sabrina once again through the rearview mirror, but she was intentionally avoiding gaze. I can't believe this was the same woman I fell in love with back in high school.Has she always been like this, or was I so blinded by my love for her that I didn'







