LOGINThe week went by like most weeks in the De Luca house before a big event, with a slow tension building. Everyone's nerves were strained beneath a veneer of politeness.
Leon stood in front of the mirror in his tailor's fitting room, arms extended at his sides as the seamstress pinned the final touches onto his jacket. It was black and sharply cut, with a deep emerald thread sewn so subtly into the lapel that it only caught the light when he moved. His mother had picked the color. “De Luca green,” she had said, as if it were obvious, as if there had been no other option. "Turn," the seamstress said softly. Leon turned, watching his reflection with a sense of distant discomfort. The collar was high. Higher than fashion dictated. It was high enough to conceal what needed hiding, and his mother hadn't questioned his request. She just assumed it was about looking elegant for the Ashworth family's biggest event of the year and accepted it. "You look wonderful," Elena said from the chair by the window, gazing at her son with the pride of a mother who didn't truly understand what she was seeing. "Adrian will be speechless." Leon met his own eyes in the mirror and stayed silent. Three days before the gala, the ache became too strong to hide behind long sleeves and high collars alone. It came in waves, unpredictable and sudden, catching him off guard during dinner or in the middle of a conversation with his mother about seating plans. He learned to spot the first sign of a tightening low in his chest, like a breath he couldn't release and he excused himself before it showed on his face. He was in the garden three days out, sitting on the low stone bench near the fountain that he used to escape to as a child, when Rafael found him. "You've been hiding out here a lot lately." Rafael sat down next to him without asking, stretching his legs out like he belonged there. "Is the gala prep stressing you out? Or is it something else?" "Just tired." "You're always tired these days." Rafael tilted his head, studying him with that same sharp, assessing look he had worn since the morning after the club. That morning, Leon had come home in a car he had called himself, refusing to explain where he had been the night before. "You know, for someone marrying into one of the wealthiest families in the city, you don't seem very happy about it." "I'm happy." Leon focused on the fountain. "Sure." Rafael smiled, but something unkind lurked beneath it. "You know, if you ever decide you don't want him, you could just say so. I'm sure someone else in this family would be thrilled to take your place." Leon looked at him then, finally understanding the meaning behind Rafael's tone. "Is that what this is about?" "I don't know what you mean." Rafael stood, brushing off his trousers and returning to his carefree attitude. "I'll see you at the gala, cousin. Try not to faint on anyone important this time." He left before Leon could respond, and Leon stayed alone by the fountain a while longer. The ache in his chest continued its slow, steady rhythm, indifferent to everything else around it. Across the city, Damian stood in his own fitting room while a tailor made the final adjustments to a jacket he couldn’t remember picking the fabric for. Marco had managed that, as he did with most things that didn’t require Damian's direct attention. It was black, structured, and cut close through the shoulders. The details didn’t matter to him, except that in four days, he would be in a room with a boy whose absence had somehow become louder than most people’s presence. "Sir." Marco appeared in the doorway, tablet in hand, waiting for the tailor to step back before continuing. "The De Luca family has confirmed their attendance. The full guest list came in this morning." "Read it." Marco scrolled through. "Alessandro and Elena De Luca. Their son Leon." A pause. "His fiancé, Adrian Castellano, will also be there confirmed separately under the Castellano party." Damian's reflection stayed unchanged, though something behind his eyes grew still. "There's also a nephew," Marco added. "Rafael De Luca. He’s a minor branch of the family, but he'll be there." "I don't care about the nephew." Damian shrugged out of the jacket, handing it back to the tailor without looking at him. "I want to know where the De Luca party will be seated. Which side of the hall? Whether Sharmayne has found anything yet." "She hasn't reached out." "Then call her again." Marco hesitated, as he had for the past week, before every question involving Leon De Luca's name. "Sir—can I ask what you’re planning, exactly? Once you're both in the same room?" Damian didn’t respond for a long moment. He stood at the window, gazing out at the city he had spent his whole life trying to control. For the first time in longer than he could remember, he genuinely didn’t know the answer. "I don't know," he finally admitted, his voice low, almost to himself. "I just know I need to see him." The night before the gala, Leon lay awake again. The mark pulsed beneath his collarbone in the dark, and he found himself thinking for the first time since that morning three weeks ago when he had walked out of Damian's private room and told himself it would never happen again about what it would be like to stop running from it. He didn’t let the thought finish. He turned onto his side, pressed a hand over the mark as if he could still the feeling, and waited for sleep that wouldn’t come. Meanwhile, across the city, in a room just as dark, Damian Moretti lay awake, staring at a ceiling that offered no answers either. They were both trapped in the same slow, aching countdown toward a room neither of them could avoid entering.Leon stared at the name until the letters seemed to blur together, Adrian's family surname sitting there in Vittorio's careful handwriting like something reaching out from an entirely different life to strangle the one he'd been building here. "Grandfather," Damian said slowly, keeping his voice level even as his eyes flicked briefly toward Leon, some silent warning passing between them. "The Castellanos. Why them specifically." "Why not them?" Vittorio looked between the two of them, puzzled by the sudden tension. "They're one of the most respected families in the city. Old alliance, good standing, and their son is about the same age as you two. It would be strange to leave them off a guest list of this importance." "It's a large city, with plenty of families to choose from." Damian kept his tone measured, though Leon could see the effort it cost him. "Perhaps we start smaller. Fewer names. Something more manageable for your health, and less overwhelming for Leon, who's still s
Leon stared at the name until the letters seemed to blur together, Adrian's family surname sitting there in Vittorio's careful handwriting like something reaching out from an entirely different life to strangle the one he'd been building here. "Grandfather," Damian said slowly, keeping his voice level even as his eyes flicked briefly toward Leon, some silent warning passing between them. "The Castellanos. Why them specifically." "Why not them?" Vittorio looked between the two of them, puzzled by the sudden tension. "They're one of the most respected families in the city. Old alliance, good standing, and their son is about the same age as you two. It would be strange to leave them off a guest list of this importance." "It's a large city, with plenty of families to choose from." Damian kept his tone measured, though Leon could see the effort it cost him. "Perhaps we start smaller. Fewer names. Something more manageable for your health, and less overwhelming for Leon, who's still s
The house had gone completely silent by the time Leon felt it, that particular hour past midnight when even old houses like this one seemed to stop breathing, when the halls held nothing but the faint tick of some clock somewhere and the occasional groan of settling wood. He lay on his side, staring at the sliver of moonlight cutting across the carpet, and tried, for nearly twenty minutes, to convince himself the craving would pass if he simply ignored it hard enough. It did not pass. If anything, it grew sharper, more specific, until he could practically taste the exact combination he wanted, tart and sweet and burning all at once, and his stomach twisted with a hunger that felt less like an ordinary appetite and more like something demanding to be obeyed. He turned over carefully, propping himself up on one elbow, studying the shape of Damian's back beside him, the slow rise and fall of his breathing. "Damian."
Dr. Whitmore arrived through the service entrance three days later, her car unremarkable, her bag carried like she was making a routine house call rather than crossing enemy lines to check on a De Luca hidden inside Moretti territory. Damian met her at the door personally, something tense in his shoulders as he led her upstairs. "Thank you for coming out here. I know it's an unusual request." "You're not the first powerful man to ask me to be discreet." She followed him without further comment, her eyes taking in the grandeur of the house with the practiced neutrality of someone who'd learned long ago not to react to wealth. "How is he doing? Physically." "Better than I expected, honestly. Though he still won't tell me half of what he's actually feeling." "That sounds exactly like him," she said dryly, and Damian's mouth twitched despite the tension in the moment. Leon was waiting in their room, perched on the edge of the bed, relief washing visibly over his face the moment
Damian got home later than he'd promised, the sky already deepening into dusk by the time his car pulled up the long drive, and he found Leon exactly where Maria had left him, still by the pool, a light blanket now draped over his shoulders against the cooling air. "You've been out here all day?" Damian asked, dropping onto the stone edge beside him, loosening his tie with one hand. "Most of it." Leon didn't look over, eyes fixed on the water, now catching the last orange light of evening. "It's the only place in this house that doesn't feel like it's waiting for something." "That's a strange way to describe a house." "Is it?" Leon finally turned to him. "Every hallway has a portrait of someone judging me. Every room feels like it's holding its breath until your grandfather walks in and decides whether I've earned being there. Out here, it's just water. It doesn't care who my family is." Damian was quiet for a moment, something in his expression softening. "I used to come ou
Morning light spilled across the bed, and Leon woke first, staring at the ceiling with the particular clarity that comes after doing something you've already decided to regret. Damian stirred beside him a moment later, and Leon sat up before either of them could say anything that made the previous night feel more complicated than it already did. "We need a rule," Leon said, pulling the sheet up around himself. "Good morning to you too." "I'm serious, Damian." He turned to face him, forcing his voice steady despite the flush still warm across his skin. "You don't come out of the shower like that again. No towel, no dripping, none of it. If you need to walk from bathroom to dresser, you do it fully dressed or you send Maria to fetch clothes first." Damian propped himself up on one elbow, something almost amused tugging at his mouth despite the gravity Leon was clearly aiming for. "That's a very specific rule." "It's a necessary rule." "Alright." He held up both hands, mock surren







