LOGINThe ceiling looked strange.
I blinked slowly at it, noticing details that didn’t belong to my own room. The crown molding was fancier than the white I was used to, and the chandelier was too modern for my family's taste. The pale grey walls replaced the deep green my mother had chosen for me at sixteen, which she had never let me repaint. I lay on a couch, wrapped in a blanket that faintly smelled of cologne I recognized. Adrian's apartment. I tried to sit up, but dizziness pushed me back down, and I pressed a hand to my temple. "Easy." Dr. Whitmore's voice was close and steady as always. She came into view a moment later, her bag open on the coffee table and a penlight in hand. "Don’t sit up yet. You’ve been out for almost two hours." "Two hours?" My voice was hoarse. "Where's Adrian?" "In the kitchen. I asked him to step out for a moment." She clicked the penlight on and checked each of my eyes in turn, her expression unreadable in the professional way she always adopted while working. "How do you feel? Headache? Nausea? Anything sharp?" "Just tired. And my neck—" I hesitated, suddenly aware of Adrian just beyond the door. Dr. Whitmore's eyes flicked toward the kitchen too, a silent understanding passing between us. The door opened before we could say more. Adrian stepped back in, holding two glasses of water. He looked pale, shaken, like a man who had just carried someone off the sidewalk and hadn’t fully recovered. "Is he alright?" Adrian set the glasses down, his eyes on me, seeking reassurance. "He fainted from exhaustion and low blood sugar," Dr. Whitmore said smoothly, closing her bag with a practiced click. "He hasn’t been sleeping well. Combined with skipping breakfast this morning, it’s no surprise his body gave out in the heat." She glanced at me, a warning look in her eyes, though her face remained composed. "Nothing dangerous. But he needs rest, food, and much less stress than he’s been under." "I told him he shouldn’t have gone to the hospital alone that night." Adrian's jaw tightened. Guilt filled his words. "I should have insisted." "You couldn’t have known." Dr. Whitmore's tone softened, the reassuring warmth of someone who had spent a career comforting worried family members. "Would you mind giving us a few more minutes? I want to discuss some medication with Leon privately—standard procedure, nothing to worry about." Adrian hesitated, glancing at me. I managed a small nod, trying to sound more reassuring than I felt. "Of course," Adrian finally said. "I’ll be right outside." The door clicked shut behind him. Dr. Whitmore waited a moment, listening, before returning her focus to me. The softness had vanished from her face, replaced by urgency. "You haven't found him yet." It was not a question. My throat tightened. "I told you. I can’t." "Leon." She sat on the edge of the coffee table, leaning in closer, her voice dropping. "I need you to understand something. What happened on that street today wasn’t just exhaustion or low blood sugar. I said that for his benefit, not because it’s the truth." She glanced at the door, lowering her voice further. "Your body is being pulled toward something. Toward him. You fainted because you’re fighting it every hour of every day. That struggle is costing you more than your body can handle." "So what am I supposed to do?" My voice cracked, quiet and desperate. "Walk up to my family’s enemy and tell him I need him? Tell my fiancé that the reason I fainted is because I'm bonded to another alpha?" "I’m not telling you what to do." She held my gaze, steady. "I'm telling you what your body is doing, whether you realize it or not. The mark isn't fading, Leon. It’s getting stronger. These bonds don’t just stop pulling because it’s inconvenient." She reached out, took my hand for a moment, a rare gesture of comfort from someone who seldom allowed herself to show it. "I can give you something to manage the symptoms for a while longer. But I want to be honest you need to decide how to handle this before your body decides for you, in front of people who won’t understand." I looked down at the blanket bunched in my lap, unable to respond. I knew there was nothing I could say that wasn't a lie or a truth I wasn't ready to face. Dr. Whitmore stood, smoothing her coat as footsteps approached the door. "Rest. Eat regularly. I’ll write a follow-up for next week." Adrian walked back in just as she finished. Dr. Whitmore offered him a brisk, reassuring smile on her way out. "Take care of him. He needs it more than he'll admit." The door closed behind her, and Adrian crossed the room, kneeling beside the couch. He placed his hand on my forehead, then on my cheek, checking for fever with careful attention that made my chest ache with guilt. "You scared me today." Adrian's voice lost its usual composure, revealing something deeper. "I’ve never seen you go down like that. One second you were standing there, and then—" He shook his head, exhaling hard. "I don't ever want to feel that again." "I'm sorry." The words came out small, but they were true, even if not for the reason Adrian would think. "Don’t apologize. Just—" Adrian took my hand and pressed it between his, warm and steady. "Talk to me next time. If something's wrong, if you're not sleeping, if anything feels off tell me. I’d rather know than watch you collapse in the street." I nodded, my throat tight, letting Adrian believe the nod meant more than it did. Across the city, on the fortieth floor of a glass tower displaying his family's name in brushed steel letters, Damian sat at the head of a long conference table. He had half-listened to a shipping negotiation that should have held his focus but hadn’t in the last hour. "—which brings the total port allocation to sixty percent in our favor, assuming the Genoa contract closes by the end of the quarter." The broker, Feretti, tapped a folder shut with satisfaction, believing he had delivered good news. "That's better than the Castellanos got last year, Mr. Moretti." Damian nodded once, the motion automatic. "Send the final draft to Marco. I’ll review the numbers tonight." "Of course." Feretti gathered his papers, sensing the meeting had quietly come to an end. "One more thing— the Ashworth Gala next Saturday. Your grandfather’s assistant confirmed your attendance. Half the shipping families in the city will be there. A good opportunity, given the Genoa deal." "I’m aware." Damian's voice was flat, controlled, betraying nothing of the fact that his mind had drifted again to somewhere it had no business being during a meeting. "I’ll be there." Feretti left with a nod, and the room emptied around him advisors, lawyers, the low murmur of a deal successfully closed until only Marco remained, gathering the last of the documents into a neat stack. "You seem distracted today," Marco said carefully, not quite asking. Damian didn’t answer right away. He stared at nothing, one hand resting flat on the table. The memory of that street corner felt strange and unresolved in his chest. He felt certain that something had been close enough to touch but had slipped away before he could turn the car around to find it. "The gala," Damian said finally. "Who else is confirmed?" Marco checked his tablet. "Most of the major families. Castellano, Ferrara, Winslow." He paused, deliberate. "De Luca." Damian’s hand stilled on the table. "All of them," Marco added, watching his employer’s face with careful neutrality. He had learned which names made Damian’s expression change. "Including the heirs." Damian was silent for a long moment. When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter and more deliberate than Marco had heard in weeks. "Confirm my attendance," he said. "And find out what time the De Lucas are expected to arrive.”Leon sprawled out on his bed, eyes locked on the ceiling, one hand splayed over his stomach a habit he couldn’t seem to break. His phone buzzed to life beside him, the screen lighting up with Damian’s name.He let it ring. Twice. He just needed a second maybe two to brace himself.When he finally answered, Damian didn’t bother with pleasantries. Just, “Did you make up your mind?”Leon kept his voice careful, almost a whisper. No one was around to overhear, but old instincts die hard. “I need more time. I can’t just make a call like this in a day.”Damian sounded wired, all nerves. He’d stopped hiding it. “We’re running out of time, Leon. My grandfather doesn’t have the luxury of me dragging this out. Every day—”Leon snapped, sharper than he intended. “I know. I know what’s at stake for you. I need you to think about what’s at stake for me, too.”There was a pause. Damian’s tone softened, just a hair. “I get it. I’m not pushing for a decision right now. I just need to know you’re rea
Morning rolled in gray and quiet. Leon got dressed, slow and distracted, his thoughts circling back to every word he’d been rehearsing all night none of them fit the way he wanted. It felt a lot like picking out wedding invitations: you stare and compare, but nothing feels right. He’d gone over a dozen different versions of this talk, but daylight didn’t make it any easier.He drove himself there. He didn’t want anyone else around for this for once, not even a silent bodyguard staring straight ahead.Adrian’s apartment door swung open before Leon could finish his first knock. Clearly, he’d been standing nearby, waiting in case this exact moment happened. His whole face lit up, so open and happy that it almost hurt.“Hey, you.” Adrian’s smile split wide, warm and genuine. “I didn’t know you were coming by.”Leon forced his voice to stay calm. “Yeah. Spur of the moment.”Adrian wrapped him in a hug before he could even blink. It was so familiar, so easy, Leon let himself lean into it
Leon sat by his bedroom window that evening with his knees drawn to his chest, watching the last light fade over the garden, and let himself, for the first time since walking out of that hospital, actually feel the shape of what he'd almost done. I could have ended it today. The thought didn't come with relief the way he'd expected it to. It came with something closer to horror, a cold understanding of how close he'd walked to a decision he wasn't sure, now, that he could have lived with. He pressed a hand flat against his stomach, still flat, still giving nothing away, and felt something there that had nothing to do with the pregnancy's physical symptoms and everything to do with the fact that some part of him, quiet and stubborn, had wanted to keep this child since the moment he'd seen those two lines on the test strip. I want it. The thought arrived plain and unguarded, and once it had, he couldn't take it back or pretend he hadn't thought it. I want the baby. God help me, I
Leon pulled his hand away first, wiping his face on his wrist in a fast, hard sweep, like he hated showing any weakness.He glared up at Damian. “What does that even mean? Give you time?” His voice was sharp, nearly hostile. “You show up out of the blue, say don’t kill our child, and then what, Damian? What do you actually want from me?”Damian pushed himself to his feet, slow but steady, and took a step back. He didn’t look away. His eyes stayed fixed on Leon, intense and tired all at once. “I want to keep the child. My grandfather’s dying, Leon. He needs an heir. I’ve got no one.” His voice was flat, stripped down to the truth. “I never wanted this, I didn’t plan for any of it, but the child exists now. I’m not letting you get rid of something that’s half mine just because you’re afraid of your father.”Leon’s heart clenched. The air in his chest felt thin and sharp. “So it's about an heir. That’s all?”Damian’s jaw tightened. “No. It's about making sure the baby lives. I won’t let
The hospital doors slid open before he'd even reached them. Damian didn't remember the elevator. He didn't remember parking, or the walk in from the car, or anything between the restaurant and this hallway, white and too bright, antiseptic doing nothing to cover the pull dragging him forward like a hook set behind his ribs. A nurse at the desk looked up and froze mid-signature. Two men by the vending machines stepped back against the wall without seeming to notice they'd done it. He knew, in some distant way, that he'd stopped holding himself in check the second he walked through those doors. Thirty-one years of training gone in an instant. He didn't try to rein it in. He couldn't. Left. It's left. He didn't know how he knew that. He just turned down the private wing like his feet had a map his head never got a copy of, past a doctor who flattened himself against the wall as Damian went by, breathing like he'd nearly been hit by a car. The pull sharpened outside a door near th
Leon POVThe hospital wing felt like it was holding its breath. Too quiet, the kind of hush that made me want to fill the space with noise, but I just trailed after the nurse, my sneakers squeaking on the pale floors. She didn’t seem to know me, and I sure didn’t know her. She didn’t look up, just gestured toward the exam room."Dr. Whitmore will be in shortly," she said in this brisk but not unkind voice. She smiled, but it was practiced, like she had places to be. "Change whenever you're ready. There's no rush."That was a lie. There’s always a rush when your whole life is balanced on the edge of a single morning, but I only nodded. The door closed behind her with a soft click, and now it was just me, the gown, and that high-pitched hum from the overhead lights. Five days brought me here five days pretending to be fine, buttoning my shirts all the way, hiding everything from people who deserved the truth. Now it was just the paper waiting for my scribble, my own shaking hands.I







