Chapter one hundred and fourteen

RITA’S POV

My mind was running so many miles at a time as it filled with a million thoughts. I couldn’t process any thought at a time, my head was beginning to get all jumbled with scary and depressing thoughts, and for the first time in many years, I found myself back in the place I was when I was still trying to understand my powers and how to use them.

I was back in that dark place and it felt like I was losing my mind. I remembered how the guilt used to crush me every day knowing that I almost killed someone with my power and how I was always warned; every minute and every moment about how dangerous my powers were, how I needed to control my temper so as not get anyone killed and it was a very mind crushing period of my life.

That was exactly how I felt at the moment and it was all thanks to Jenny’s old mate, Alpha Baron. I couldn't deny it, I was sad that I was in such a situation. Kidnapped, getting beaten, and tortured every day in different ways without even knowing when I wo