*Axel*
I help as much as I can with the unloading of the tents, doing my best to avoid Maggie and her heavy glances. Ever since the car ride, I’m more resolved than ever to keep my distance from her. All it did was further prove how much power she and the mate bond have over me. A few kind words from her and I felt like I was the most handsome man ever produced in the world. No woman should have that power over a man, let alone a beast.
Everyone is busy running around and finding the best spot for their personal tent. Billy and Freddie are having a heated conversation with hands animatedly flying about and their faces red. Freddie suddenly looks over at me and frowns, then turns his back on the still irate Billy, who shouts at Freddie as he shifts into his hawk form and flies high into a tree.
I saunter over to Billy as he mumbles and grumbles about petulant young people who are selfish and have no respect for their elders. Which I f
*Axel*“This is a pretty heavy subject.” I frown.I’m not ready to tell her the fates have a twisted sense of humor and have destined her to be my other half. It kills me to admit that her pull to me. The attraction she feels is only because she has no choice in the matter.“I can handle it.” She says.I swallow hard. I have no doubt that she can handle the conversation. My worry is the rejection that I’m certain would come shortly after.“I really don’t want to talk about it right now. My head is hurting again,” I lie. I can tell she knows it’s a lie by the look of hurt on her face. She smiles sweetly and nods.“Ok. Another time, when you are feeling better.”“Sure. Uh. well. I should let you get some rest then.” She stands and moves for the door.“Maggie…” I call out before I can stop mysel
*Maggie* I survey the entire tent from up here, smiling widely at the view. I can see everything from the floor below to the nosebleed section. It’s spectacular. Almost like the air is less suffocating up here. Axel steps up beside me on the small platform, hardly big enough for the two of us. It has been a week since his illness. A week of him trying to make amends for the cold way he had treated me at first. His first attempt at remedying it all was offering me a position in the show. He added a tightrope segment but felt it would be far more intriguing if I did it partially in human form and partially in wolf form. Today is the first day up this high and I couldn’t be more excited. I spin a little too fast to face Axel and he lurches to the side slightly and I cling onto him as he rights his footing. “Oh, shit.” Axel says, turning pale. I chuckle as I look at him, my hold on him tight. “You ok?” I ask. “I don’t
*Axel*“I’m sorry,” Maggie whispers as she covers her face.I’m not sure what to do to comfort her or what I did to make her recoil in fear, so I stand staring at her. I reach out slowly, only to retract my hand in fear of further rejection. My eyes move over her, searching for any injuries, but find nothing obvious. I stumble over the right words and actions as she stands in front of me, falling apart.“It’s okay. I get it. The bond makes you feel things you normally wouldn’t,” I say, trying to comfort her. “You don’t have to be embarrassed. I won’t tell anyone.”She looks up at me in shock. Her eyes look my face over as she struggles to pull herself together. Her color slowly comes back to her, and she reaches out for my hand. I oblige and extend my hand to her. The sparks ignite on contact and I try to keep my reaction to myself. She gasps slightly and
*Axel*I have trained since I was old enough to walk. Fighting always came naturally to me, even though I hate it. I learned as a child that controlling your breathing could help you control your heart rate. So why, after all these damn years and training exercises, is my heart pattering away like a tap dancer trying to keep a hip-hop beat?I can stand before hundreds of humans, putting the reality of the shifter world on full display for them to gawk at and hoping they don’t realize the secret to our magic. But a simple dinner with my mate, the woman who just professed her feelings for me, has me feeling like I am going to vomit. Nothing, no amount of training, routine, or, hell, even Ultima powers could have prepared me for a single first date with my mate. I feel like a fool as I grin, just waiting for her to emerge in my tent.I got dressed forty-five minutes ago, just in case she might show up early. Would she show up fort
*Maggie*The relentless buzzing from my phone is making it difficult to practice for the show. Brutus has been on my case since I told him I thought I knew who the Ultima was. It was stupid and I should have just kept my mouth shut, but I couldn’t help but feel excited at long last finding the very person who had ruined my life. How was I supposed to know that he would become my life?Axel and I have been inseparable since our kiss. We spent every waking minute at least within a six-foot vicinity of each other. While I spend every sleeping moment dreaming of the second, we can reunite again. I hate how easy it is for me to forgive him when he is near me. But now, the more I grow accustomed to the bond and its wonderful addictiveness, the more reality settles in.Axel is the Ultima. He destroys huma
“It’s just, Axel has a facial scar too, so shouldn’t I stay and monitor him here? What if the guy you are going to go see isn’t the ultima and we ruin the trust I have here? It would be better for me to…” I say as Brutus cuts me off.“I need the backup,” Brutus says sternly.“No. You are wrong. I know he isn’t the Ultima.” I say back, holding my ground.“You seem mighty sure of that,”“I am!”“So then, tell me who do you think it is?”My blood runs cold. I have backed myself into a corner and I know it. I sigh heavily.&ld
*Axel*It feels a little wrong to hug a crying woman and feel elated. It’s not her tears that are making me happy, though. No, that would be her very raw and honest confession. In the weeks that I have known Maggie, I have felt a shift inside. A complete thawing of the ice around my heart. I never thought I would want to love again after Madelyn and Abe were mated together. I know it wasn’t Madelyn’s fault, but I hated her and blamed her, too.I understand it now. Her use of the bond to save me. And now that I have my own mate, one who I trust and love, I want nothing more than to call my old best friend and tell her all about it and hear how happy her life has been. I can’t believe how much I fought this blessing, convincing myself it was some stupid werewolf curse that would bring me nothing but pain.For once, a woman could look at me for more than a few seconds with something other than horror or the
I stare down at the faint woman in my arms as my brain spins out of control. Elation zooms through me like an over-caffeinated person, only to be hammered down by regret. This isn’t how I wanted the mating process to go. Yeah, I love her, but this is still a new love. Love with the potential for the things she claimed she wanted moments earlier. Love, plus this bond has made us both go crazy and I’m not sure we are better for it.She officially marked me, And I reciprocated the act. She can no longer leave on a whim and I can no longer hide from her what I am. What will happen when she finds out I’m the Ultima? Sure, maybe she will stay and try to understand. But there is a much more likely outcome- her leaving me like everyone else when they found out my identity. On the plus side, I will have a valid reason for my red eyes and won’t have to lie to her about that.Maggie groans and slaps her hand over her neck