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Peter lingered behind, watching Callie from across the courtyard. He couldn't shake it. The King never looked twice at anyone. He had been here numerous times in the past and he had never paused to ask a single question about anyone standing in it. Yet tonight his eyes had caught on Callie like she was the only person there worth noticing and he didn't like it one bit. Peter walked over to where she stood, arms crossed loosely, trying to look more curious than concerned or worse furious about it. "What was that about?" "What was what about?" Callie asked, not looking at him. "The Lycan King. Asking about you." Peter studied her face for some reaction, something that would give him an idea of what just happened. "Have you met him before?" "No." "Then why would he ask?" Callie shrugged, small and indifferent, not really bothered about the fact that someone important had noticed her. "Maybe he was bored. Maybe he asks about everyone standing near the door. I wouldn't know. I don't know him." It was a reasonable answer. It told him absolutely nothing, and somehow that bothered Peter more than if she'd lied outright. Two years ago, Callie would have been thrilled by the attention, would have spent the next hour speculating about it with anyone who'd listen. This version of her simply answered the question and walked away, like the subject bored her more than it worried her. "Callie—" But she was already moving, slipping past him toward the side of the house, and Peter let her go. Callie walked the familiar path around the east wing without letting herself think too hard about where her feet were taking her. She told herself she was only stretching her legs, trying to put some distance between her and the preparation happening out front. But her feet knew the way better than her mind wanted to admit, and she soon found her way to the place she loved the most growing up as a child. The greenh-ouse. Her mother had built it with her own hands, back before the sickness had made her weaker than usual. Callie used to spend whole afternoons there, elbow-deep in soil, learning the names of every herb that could soothe a fever or slow a bleed. It was the one place in this entire estate that had never belonged to anyone else but hers. Just theirs. She pushed open the door, already bracing herself for the smell of turned earth and crushed mint that always greeted her there. Instead, she smelled polish and rosin. Callie stopped in the doorway, her mind refusing for one long moment to process what her eyes were seeing. The rows of clay pots were gone. In their place stood a gleaming black piano, an easel draped with half-finished canvases, soft cream drapes where there used to be sun-cracked wooden shutters. The air smelled like lemon-oil and paint instead of soil and green growing things. Every trace of her mother's greenhouse had been erased. She stood there for a long moment, feeling like she was in a scene right now, or having an outer body experience She didn't cry. She didn't think she had it in her anymore. She simply stood in the doorway of a room that used to mean something to her and felt a crushing wave of despair flood her. "Callie?" Peter's voice came from behind her. She hadn't heard him following. He stepped up beside her and looked into the room, and she watched confusion cross his face before understanding slowly dawned. "This was—" He stopped. "This was the greenhouse. Mother's greenhouse." "It was," Callie said quietly. "I didn't—" Peter's brow furrowed, trying to remember when this change has occured. "When did this happen?" "I don't know. I wasn't here." The words landed harder than she meant them to. Peter's jaw tightened, the weight of two years of her being gone heavy in the air again. "Peter?" Rowena's voice, light and questioning, came in from the garden path She appeared in the doorway a moment later, taking in the scene, her eyes going wide as they landed on Callie's face. "Oh no. Callie, is this— did you not know I'd moved my piano in here?" Callie said nothing. Rowena's hand flew to her mouth. "I didn't know," she said, her voice already trembling. "I swear I didn't know this place meant anything to you. No one told me it used to be yours. I would never have— oh, Callie, I'm so sorry." Tears welled up fast, spilling over before Callie had even opened her mouth to respond. Rowena pressed a hand to her chest like the guilt was a physical weight crushing the air from her lungs. "If you want it back, I'll move out today. Right now. I'll pack everything up myself, I don't care, I just didn't know—" "Rowena." Peter was at her side immediately, one hand settling on her shoulder, his voice gentling into the same soft register he always used for her. "It's not your fault. You didn't know." "But I should have asked," Rowena said, wiping at her eyes. "I should have thought to ask whose room it was before I just—" "Stop blaming yourself Nobody expected you to know. This wasn't your mistake." Callie watched the exchange play out exactly as she'd known it would. Rowena would cry and Peter would rush to play the dashing knight. He finally turned back to Callie. "We'll figure out compensation," he said. "Whatever you want. New furniture for your room, or we can convert one of the guest wings into something similar, whatever you need to make this right." "I don't want compensation," Callie said. Peter blinked. "Callie, I know this is hard, but you don't have to pretend you're not upset—" "I'm not upset." Her voice stayed even, flat, entirely without heat. "I don't want the room back. I don't want anything replaced." "Then what do you want?" "I came back because Mother is sick," she said simply. "I want to spend time with her. That's all. Once King is gone and her health is settled, I'll leave again." "Leave?" Peter's brow creased. "Leave to where? Callie, this is your home." "It stopped being my home a long time ago. I'm not fighting you for anything, Peter. Not the room, not your approval. I just want to see her before I leave." Peter stared at her, searching for the anger he was certain must be hiding underneath her calm, certain this was just her acting out the way she already had and she didn't mean what she was saying and she wasn't leaving "You don't mean that," he said. "You're just angry. This is you being angry with me." Callie held his gaze for a moment longer, and then, without another word, she turned and walked back out into the garden, not sparing him another word.Chapter 54. Taken From the LoftA loud noise was heard close to the house. Callie was awake before the second ounced. She'd been awake most of the night anyway, lying on her side on the floorboards with one hand on Posy's back, feeling it rise and fall. Third rung. Fourth. Too heavy for Petra. Too many feet. She sat up.Grey light came through the round window. Posy was asleep on the tick, her mouth open, the green storybook face down on her chest where it had slid off. A head came through the hatch. An old man. White hair, fur-lined collar, eyes like two flat stones. Elder Marcus.He climbed up slowly, one knee and then the other, and stood stooped under the beams. Two guards came up behind him. Pack crest on their sleeves. Clubs on their belts. Callie's stomach dropped. She didn't stand. She didn't move at all, except to put herself between the hatch and the tick in one slow shift of her shoulder."Callie Halveth," Marcus said."Elder.""There's a child in
Chapter 53: Rowena Hears of the ChildPeter's study door was shut. Rowena stood outside it with her hand raised, the words ready. Peter, I'm frightened. Callie's hiding something in the old wing, and I think it's to do with Mother. She heard him inside. Pen scratching. The creak of his chair.That was what he'd said at the foot of the loft ladder, without even turning round. One word, flat, the way he said it to the dogs. Rowena lowered her hand. If she knocked, he'd say it again. And then she'd have asked, and been refused, and he'd remember that the next time. She went back down the corridor.Fenna was waiting at the turn of the servants' stair, twisting her apron. "Miss. I've found it out. What she's got up there." Rowena drew her into the linen alcove and pulled the curtain."Tell me.""The scullery girl saw her. Last night, late. Miss Callie went up the old wing ladder with a bowl of soup and a candle. And she heard talking up there after. Little voice." Fen
Chapter 52. Liam's DoubtFenna's slate sat on the stable bench between them, covered in small, careful chalk. "Tuesday," Fenna said. "Garden at dawn. Madam's room at nine, near the tea tray. Linen room after lunch. Old wing, twice, before supper.""Near the tea tr BBay," Liam said. "Yes, sir. Standing right by it. Miss Rowena said to watch for that especially." Liam looked at the slate.Tuesday at nine he'd been in the stable yard with the farrier, arguing about a cracked hoof. Callie had come out of the kitchen with a basket of scraps for the dogs and walked straight past them. He'd watched her go. He'd watched her for a full minute and hated himself for it.She'd been in the yard at nine. Not in Madam's room. "You're sure about nine?"Fenna's chalk stopped. "Near enough, sir.""Near enough to what?""It was by nine, or after. It's hard, with the bells."Liam picked the slate up and read further.Thursday. Gone with Della. Not back with cart. Back after da
Chapter 51. The Voice in the WallThe west wing was colder than the rest of the house. Nobody had lit a fire down here in years. Soren walked it barefoot. He'd left his boots by the bed side. The boards were old. Some of them creaked. His wolf knew which ones before he did and kept his weight on the joists.The phone stayed against his ear. She was breathing quick and shallow, the way you breathe when you're holding still in the dark, listening for feet. He made sure she didn't hear his.The corridor bent left. At the end of it was the study door, with candlelight under it. He stopped three steps away. Every part of him wanted the latch. He didn't touch it.In the bakery alley she had knelt on the cobbles with her hands out and waited. She hadn't grabbed. She'd let the child come to her. If he went through that door now, she'd be gone before he got it open. So he stood in the cold in his shirtsleeves, three steps away, and listened. Through the phone came a long brea
Chapter 50. The Number Again.Soren heard Rowena's voice from the bottom of the east stair. "Peter? Who's up there?" He stopped on the landing, one hand on the rail. The old servants' wing was two corridors over. A man without a wolf wouldn't have heard a word. Soren heard every one, and the pause after."Pigeons," Peter said. "Slate's loose by the chimney. I've fixed it.""I'd like to see.""There's nothing to see. It's a roof.""Peter...""No."One word. Flat. Then boots on the boards, walking away. After a long moment, lighter footsteps followed, slower. Soren let ou
Chapter 49.Peter Finds Out.The steward said there was water coming through the ceiling of the old servants' wing. "Pigeons," he told Peter. "Or a slate gone. I'll send a boy up.""I'll look myself."He didn't know why he said it. He hadn't climbed into a roof since he was fourteen. But the house had been too loud all day. Mother laughing downstairs. Rowena hovering in doorways, pale and quiet. Liam not meeting his eyes at breakfast. And Peter wanted ten minutes somewhere nobody could find him.The old wing was cold and smelled of dust. At the end of the corridor, the loft ladder was already down. Peter frowned. Nobody used the loft. He went up.His head came through the hatch,







