Chapter 42 - A war or a wedding or a wedding or a war ...

Melody

Since her wedding was a fake, she knew that it wouldn’t make any difference if she actually had sex with Matthew, but the reality of their situation did make its way through her thoughts and finally brought her back to her senses. This wouldn’t just be sex with Matthew. Matthew wasn’t just any guy. She pushed him away, breaking their heated kiss, and swam to the dock. Lifting herself out of the water, she took a seat and calmed her breathing. Matthew looked utterly confused and she could understand why, but she was trying to figure out how to explain how she was feeling toward him.

“Do you love him?” His voice pushed its way through her thoughts and she burst out laughing.

“NO! I could never love Eli. Matthew, it’s not that. You are probably going to laugh but it feels as if I’m cheating on you.” She sighed, feeling as if she wasn’t explaining it right, but that was the best way to explain it.

“Uhm …” Matthew sat down beside her and she noticed how his gorgeously sculpted abdom