Hope's POV.
I try to open my eyes, but they feel heavy and the back of my head is throbbing. I'm vaguely aware of frantic whispering. I recognize one of the voices. It's Talon.
"Why'd you have to hit her so hard, jackass?"
There is a brief moment of silence.
"I didn't. I can't help it if she's so fragile."
Talon scoffs. "Yea, well you can be glad that Malakar was passed out. He would have had your head for laying so much as a finger on his mate."
Another moment of silence follows. Longer this time.
"He made a mistake, right? Malakar I mean. He can't have a human as a mate. He's an Alpha. It doesn't make any sense."
Talon sighs heavily. He hesitates before he answers. "Look man, I don't know. We don't get to choose who we bond to. You know that. It happens when it happens."
He gently moves my body into the front seat of my car and brushes the stray strands of damp hair out of my face. I feel the warmth radiating from his body. It's a comforting sensation.
"But the elders will never allow it. Will they?" Talon's companion sounds nervous.
Talon ignores his question. "Let's just get out of here before she wakes up."
My car door closes and I hear them walking away. My eyes still refuse to open. The throbbing pain in the back of my head becomes unbarable. I pass out again.
I'm woken up again by a faint knocking on the window of my car door. It's Jenny. She's a nurse in the E.R. We work together and I suppose you could say that we're friends. It's dark outside and it's still raining. I can barely see Jenny through the dropletts on the window, but she looks worried.
"Hope. Are you okay? What are you doing in your car?"
I feel dazed and croggy. It takes me a few seconds to gather my thoughts. I touch the back of my head with cautious fingers. It still hurts like a mother. I feel dizzy and a little nauseous. I might have a concussion.
Jenny knocks on the window again. More urgetly this time. "Hope. Can you hear me in there?"
I nod my head slowly. "Yea, I must have fallen asleep. What time is it?"
She regards me with raised eyebrows for a second before answering. "Time for your next shift."
I sigh heavily. So much for curling up under the covers and sleeping. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about the events of the day. I'm not even sure if they really happened. Maybe I did fall asleep in my car and I dreamt it all. But why is my head hurting?
I don't really have time to think about it anymore as Jenny rushes me out of the car and into the E.R. The place is buzzing with people. It's a mad house. There are many car accident victims due to the wet roads, and there are also a lot of patients who are rushed in after having hiking accidents. Honestly, who even goes hiking in this weather? I can't help but wonder if people even know that it is possible to live your best life without actually going on a hike?
I have four emergency surgeries and I'm exhausted by the time I slomp down on the sofa in the staff room. I'm too tired to even pour myself a cup of coffee and my head still hurts. Luckily, Dr. Moore comes to my rescue. She's my attending and hands me a cup before pouring herself one as well.
"I take it you didn't get any sleep at all?"
I shake my head misserably. It feels like my brain bounces around inside my skull. I grimmace slightly.
"Are you feeling okay, Hope? You look a little pale."
"Yea. Just tired."
"Maybe you should take the rest of the shift off. Go home and get some rest." She has a stern look on her face.
"No. I want to be here. I just need an asprin and some caffeine. I'll be fine." I love what I do and I enjoy being at the hospital. I prefer it to being home alone. And honestly, I'm too scared to leave. I don't want to be by myself right now. What if Talon and his friend comes back again?
Dr. Moore sighs and resigns herself to the fact that I won't be leaving. She knows me well enough by now to know that it's pointless to argue. "Fine. Just take it easy."
I smile, but I'm distracted. I can't get the image of the injured and bloodied, but absolutely drop-dead gorgeous Malakar out of my head. I can't help but wonder if he's doing better.
"Dr. Moore." I stop her just as she's about to leave the staff room.
"Yes?"
I hesitate for a second. "What do you know about rapid healing?" I feel silly for even asking.
She raises one perfectly groomed eyebrow at me. "I know that it only happens in movies and books. Why do you ask?"
I can feel my cheeks flush. "No reason. Forget I said anything."
"Sure." She frowns at me, but leaves anyway.
I fall back against the sofa and close my eyes. Being kidnapped and taken to a remote camp in the middle of the forest. Abnormally large men. Piercing yellow eyes. A man that growls and snarls. Silver bullets, and rapidly healing wounds. It all sounds made up. It did all sound like something you would only see in a fantasy movie or read about in a book. Maybe I am just sleep deprived. Maybe I just need to get some actual sleep.
I sigh and get to my feet. I take an asprin and swallow it along with the last bit of my coffee. Then, I hear the alarm sounding, indicating that we have another serious case on its way to the E.R. I rush out of the the staff room and bump into a man right outside the door. He almost knocks me over, but catches me just in time.
He is rugged, dressed in black, and soaked from the rain outside. His eyes are dark and cold. He gives me a very uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach.
"Sorry miss. Didn't see you there."
His voice is just as cold as his eyes. He's still holding onto me. I don't like it.
"Don't worry about it." I say as I try to free myself from his grip. He stares into my eyes for a few seconds. Then he smiles, not a real smile, a smile that doesn't reach his eyes. He lets me go.
I rush over to the E.R, but see that he's still staring at me as I look over my shoulder.
I have no idea who he is, but he looks like trouble.
Malakar's POV."Where the hell is she?" I demand from Talon as he tries to hold me down."Who are you talking about, Alpha? And where exactly are you trying to go?" He has a serious look on his face.Not only is Talon my Beta, but we've been friends for as long as we've been alive. He's like a brother to me. I trust him with my life.I stop struggling so that he'll let go of me. "I'm talking about the girl. My mate. Where is she?"Talon raises his eyebrows at me. "So that really happened, huh?"I frown at him. "What are you talking about? Of course it happened."I knew it the second I saw her. Mating to a human is rare, extremely rare actually, but not impossible. And there is no way I can deny the fact that it happend to me. I could feel the unmistakable pull between our souls. I felt the shift in my existence. I knew without a shadow of a doubt that the only thing that mattered to me from that moment on, the only thing that meant anything to me, was her. My soul purpose in life is
Hope's POV.I roam the forest for hours in search of Camp Hotstuff, but it's like it never even existed. I walk around aimlessly in hopes of running into Talon or Malakar again. Mostly I hope that I run into Malakar, but Talon will do as well.I'm soaked and freezing. My wet hair clings to the side of my face and I'm really out of breath. The forest is completely shrouded in grey mist that makes it impossible to actually see anything.I consider turning around and heading back home. It's my day off, I'm tired, and I could be in bed right now binge watching Teen Wolf, but something inside me won't let me. I feel something pulling me forward. Almost like my feet know where to go even if I don't. It sounds really weird when I think about it, but it's like I can sense Malakar. Like I know that he's close, I just have to keep looking.I haven't been able to get him out of my mind. All I can think about is him. Those piercing yellow eyes that looked right into the deepest parts of my soul.
Hope's POV."No you're not." I giggle, a little more nervously than I intend.Malakar just stares at me with those bright eyes of his. He looks as serious as a heart attack. But he can't be. Werewolves don't exist! Do they? He's completely lost the plot.I sigh heavily as I look into his eyes. I should have known that he was too good to be true. A man this perfectly gorgeous has to have a flaw. No one is perfect.I take a small step towards him and raise both my hands slowly. I talk in a gentle tone as to not scare him away. I feel like I'm approaching a wild animal caught in a trap, and I can't help but remember the first day that I met him. The way he howled with pain and snarled at me. He reminded me so much of a wild animal that day too."Look, Malakar. The hospital where I work has a world-class psychiatric ward." "The doctors there are really good at what they do. They can help you. I can take you there."Malakar frowns at me. A deep frown that draws his beautiful dark brows tog
Malakar's POV."I've been looking everywhere for you, Malakar."I turn my head slightly to look at Velara as she walks into my tent. Her eyes are soft, and she's smiling, but I know why she's here, and I'm in no mood. "I wasn't hiding from you." I hope that she hears the irritation in my voice. She does, and the smile fades from her face."We need to talk. Avoiding me and the rest of the pack elders won't do you any good. This problem won't go away on its own."I sigh heavily and rub my chin between my fingers. "I'm not avoiding anyone, and I don't have a problem. You and the rest of the elders do. I just have more important matters that call for my attention."Velara sighs and shakes her head angrily. "Oh, come on, Malakar. How can you sit there and tell me that having a human mate isn't a problem? You're in denial!" "You know how dangerous this is. Not only for you and our pack, but for our entire species. You have to do what we discussed. The sooner you do it, the easier it will be
Hope's POV."Hope. Hope, can you hear me?" I hear nurse Jenny's voice as if it's coming from far away. My thoughts are not here. They're back in the forest with Malakar.I can't seem to stop thinking about him and the conversation we had. Malakar is a werewolf. Not only that, but he's the alpha of his pack. What I know about werewolves is what I've seen on TV or read about in books. I must be the one losing the plot now. How can I believe all of this? How do I still want to get to know him? Why am I not running for the hills? It makes no sense to me at all. I am a doctor. I believe in science. I believe in that which can be researched, tested, and proven. I don't believe in anything supernatural. Well, I suppose I didn't until now.I have a very uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach about all of this. In all the movies and all the books, werewolves are dangerous and unpredictable creatures. They hunt and kill without mercy. They are violent and ruthless, and, above all else, they ha
Hope's POV.I wrap my hands around my throat and gasp for precious air. Jenny and the E.M.Ts are staring at me with terrified looks on their faces. An ice-cold chill runs down my spine and for a split-second I have no idea what to do next. Then I realize that no one else except for me knows about Malakar and the existence of his kind. Jenny and the E.M.Ts probably think that this man is hopped on something strong and that he got attacked by a bear or a mountain lion, and that his friends left him in the park because they were just as hopped up as him.Again, my instincts as a doctor take over and I can feel my mind start to relax a little. I hear the alarms of the monitor sounding and I realize that I have to try and resuscitate this man. My body starts to move, and I begin to shout instructions at Jenny again. She comes out of her daze and jumps into action. The E.M.Ts know that their work here is done, so they turn around and leave.Jenny bags the man and starts pumping oxygen into
Malachai's POV."We just left him there to die!" Sarah, my first Lieutenant, cries out in disbelief. Sarah is without a doubt one of my best soldiers. She is well-trained, smart, and very motivated, but her emotions often tend to get the better of her."He was a fool." I keep her gaze with mine. Her brown eyes burn bright with fury. Her jaw is clenched so tight that I can see a small vein pulsing just beneath the curve of her jaw. Her fists are clenched into balls by her side. Her entire body is rigid with rage. The rest of my soldiers are all staring at me as well. Waiting for my answer. Waiting for my reaction.But unlike Sarah, I have learned to keep my emotions in check a long time ago. I no longer allow them to control me the way she does. I don't allow them to cloud my judgement, and I most certainly don't allow them to get in the way of our mission."He put us all at risk. He made a fool's mistake, and he paid the ultimate price." I keep my tone even and my voice steady.Sarah'
Malakar's POV."Order! Order, please?" Vladimir, our pack's chief elder, and my father's voice rings out over the protesting. His voice is clear and still powerful enough to cause them all to stop talking immediately. They all turn to face him, and he resumes his seat next to my mother.Because I have refused their order to reject my bond with Hope, they feel that it is necessary to involve the rest of the pack. I think that they believe that if I hear it enough times I will eventually start to agree with them. So, they called for a pack meeting, and now we're all gathered around so that they can all have the opportunity to raise their opinions, and in the end I must agree with them and do as they ask.That's the plan, but I have no intention of going along with it."Now, we've heard from everyone else, Malakar. But we still have not heard from you." "Please?" My father gestures to me, implying that the floor is now open, and I finally have his permission to say what I have to say. Th
Lucian's POV.The mist curls around our feet as my wolves and I start heading back to our own territory through the forest. I hear quiet, but urgent footsteps approaching us from behind. It's her. Velara. My mother. She's rushing towards us with an anxious look on her face."Lucian. Please wait?"I stop, barely turning my head in her direction. My wolves halt beside me. Twitching with irritation."What is it now, lady? Have you come to scold us again?"My wolves cackle. She doesn't look happy. Her cheeks flush with color. She raises her chin defiantly."No. Could I have a moment... Alone?"I raise my eyebrows at her, amused. Then I gesture to the rest of my wolves to leave us alone. They hesitate for a second, but retreat into the trees reluctantly."Fine. Let's hear whatever excuse you rehearsed. I could do with a little entertainment before I go after the big bad hunters with your son." I keep my tone cool. Void of any real emotion."Do you even know who I am?" She asks quietly."Su
Malakar's POV.I reluctantly leave Hope in bed, alone. The sun has just begun to peak over the horizon. For once, the skies are clear, and it isn't raining.I'm still trying to wrap my head around the events of yesterday. I was sure that I would never see Hope again. Not after the falling out we had in her apartment. The look of utter disappointment in her eyes that night was almost more than I could take. I was so sure that she was done with me. With us.But then she showed up here, and I felt like I was dreaming. She chose to come here. She wanted to. She wanted to see me again. The pack loved her, but I knew that they would. How could they not? She's wonderful. I wasn't at all surprised by my mother's attitude towards her, but I would be lying if I said that I wasn't hoping that she would at least treat Hope with a little more decency.Luckily, Hope isn't easily fazed by others. She handled my mother even better than I would have. I was so proud of my mate in that moment. I'm sure
Malachai's POV.Candlelight flickers against the cracked stone walls of the ruined cathedral that I call home, for now. Rain pounds the broken stained-glass windows. I'm standing by the altar, sharpening my silver blade. Sarah enters. She's soaked from the rain outside. Her voice is low."I found her.""Where?" I ask without looking up."With them." She pauses for a second. "With him."My hand pauses on the blade. I let it linger for a second. Then I resume my sharpening."Go on."Sarah hesitates before answering me again. She looks around the empty cathedral like she's looking for someone to help her deliver the bad news."She spent the day with his pack. She didn't come back last night." She sounds nervous.My blade screeches against the stone as it stops."She slept with him?" My voice raises slightly."Yes." She answers quietly.I turn towards her slowly. Fury simmering beneath my cold eyes."Then she's made her choice." I can't help but feel a little disappointed, and disgusted w
Hope's POV.The soft hum of laughter and excited conversation slowly fades away as Malakar leads me back to his tent. The atmosphere inside is cozy and welcoming. The light from the fire burning just outside the entrance casts warm shadows across the space. Malakar invites me to sit down on the bed next to him. It's a real bed, with a frame and everything, not just a cot or a stretcher like I expected. It's soft and comfy. Malakar sits next to me, leaving only a few inches of space between us."You look tired." His eyes are soft, and so is his voice."I feel it too. I haven't been getting much sleep lately. Too much on my mind.""I'm sorry, Hope." He searches my face with wary eyes.I smile up at him. "Don't be. I'm not."The expression in his eyes warms again. "You handled today better than I could have hoped. The pack loves you.""They were all wonderful. I like them all. Especially your sister. It feels like we've been friends all our lives.""You really made an impression on Morga
Hope's POV.Morgana practically bounces in place. Her black curls bouncing with her."Oh, finally. I was beginning to think that my baby brother had scared you off forever. You're even prettier than I pictured, and I pictured glorious!"She throws her arms around my neck again and hugs me. I blink, surprised by the hug and the warmth in her tone. Malakar is rubbing the back of his neck. He looks a little embarrassed. It's quite adorable, actually."Thanks. I uh... I wasn't sure what kind of welcome to expect if I'm being completely honest."Morgana grins at me and links her arm through mine without any hesitation. Like we've been best friends all our lives."Pfft, please. You're our alpha's mate. That makes you pack already. And, he's my brother, so that makes you family. I'm so glad that you're not some stuck-up academic Hope. I was worried that you'd have some clinical detachment."I laugh a little awkwardly. I wish I could tell what Malakar was thinking right now."Believe me, I'm
Hope's POV.What the hell am I doing?I am a doctor. A woman of science. Not some heroine in a supernatural romance novel. And yet, here I am, trudging through the misty forest again, guided only by this strange pull in my chest that has no medical explanation.A connection. A bond. To him. Malakar. Alpha werewolf, who I'm supposedly mated to by fate. The phrase alone should send me running back to my carefully constructed life, but instead I find myself running after him again, even after everything that's happened. Maybe I'm the one that should have my head examined by one of the doctors in the psychiatric wing.Werewolves are real. That's still hard to say, even in my own head. Malakar is real and so is this strange magnetic force tying me to him. And the hunter, Malachai, looked me in the eye and told me that Malakar was a monster. That I was in danger. That he saved people from creatures like Malakar. But for some strange reason, I don't feel like my life is in danger when I'm ar
Lucian's POV."Well, well, well. If it isn't my least favorite alpha and his annoying little beta brigade." "Hello, Talon. I thought I smelled desperation in the air."Malakar shoots out an arm to keep Talon from charging me. I smirk at both of them. I would actually love it if Talon tried me. I would love nothing more than to end his sad little existence on this planet."So, is this a social call, Malakar, or did you all just come here to admire what a real alpha looks like?""Give it a rest, Lucian. You've proven that you're the funniest wolf around. You've also proven that noise doesn't necessarily mean wisdom. We didn't come here to be entertained."I stare at Malakar with a mixture of disdain and appreciation for his sharp tongue. The air carries the quiet hum of the forest as well as the mounting tension between us. Malakar waits calmly for me to respond. I watch him with my usual swagger as I try to figure out why he's here."Then why did you come here, Malakar? Did you come to
Velara's POV."Gramma!""Hello, my sweet babies. How are you?"My heart leaps with joy at the sight of my beautiful grandchildren, Gemima and Gerhard. They have a way of always brightening up my day without even trying to. They both run towards me, as fast as a three-and- four-year-old can, and throw their tiny arms around my neck as soon as they reach me."How are the two of you doing?""We're good, Gramma. Mom says that she's going to take us berry-picking today."They're so excited that they talk over each other and I have to strain my ears so that I can make out what it is that they're trying to say. Both of them are grinning from ear to ear and their eyes have a magical sparkle in them. The kind you can only have when you're still a child, and you still believe that the world is a magical place filled with only good things."Oh, I see. That sounds wonderful!""Will you come with us, Gramma? Will you? Please, please, please?"I can't help but chuckle a little at the pure excitemen
Malakar's POV."I think you should leave now, Malakar."Hope walks over to her apartment door and holds it open for me to leave. Her face is empty. Void of any legible expression, but her eyes are dancing with a mixture of negative emotions. Anger, fear, surprise, and disappointment. These are not emotions that I want her to associate with me."Hope, please?"I lost control of myself for a second. When I heard that the hunter had sought out Hope, that he had approached her, and that he intended on doing so again, I just lost it. I desperately want to explain myself to her. I want to tell her that I didn't mean it like that. That the only thing I care about is her safety. I want to tell her that I want to rip his face off for even breathing the same air as her, but Hope looks completely closed off to me right now, and I think that my desire to be violent will only make matters worse."Just go, please?"She's not demanding that I leave. Instead, she's pleading with me to leave her alone