LOGINXAVIER's POV
(Six Years Later)
"We lost the baby."
I close my eyes and take a deep breath. A weight drops on my heart, threatening to rip every fibre of muscles in my chest.
"Again?" Father exclaims, shooting up to his feet and rushing towards the doctor. He grabs the doctor by the collar and pushes him to the wall. "Or are you just incompetent?"
The doctor stammers out of fear. "It's not my fault. My team and I did our best to save the Alpha's child."
"But—"
"Father let go of him." I cut in, rising up from my chair as well. A heavy feeling overwhelms me as I leave the doctors office for the sixth time in six years with the same result every single time.
I walk out of the doctor's office and I head straight across to the ward opposite.
Jayda lays weak on the hospital bed, her parents right by her side.
I should console her but I hate the response I'd hear from both Jayda and her parents. They always find a way to place the blame on someone who no one has seen for more than half a decade.
As soon as I turn my back to my wife and her family, I hear Jayda's father snap. "So you're walking away from your wife who just lost a baby?"
The guilt dumping always works every time. I turn to face them again, meeting the sad eyes of my wife.
"It's my sister. She's gotten to Xavier as well. Killing all my babies isn't enough for that evil witch."
I exhale as soon as her words roll out. She never fails to blame Raina for every misfortune that happens.
"Don't be paranoid." I mutter as I watch the nurses pack up the gifts I had brought for my expected new born.
Jayda flares up. "I'm not paranoid! Ever since Raina left, it's just been one thing after another."
"It's been six years. We don't even know if Raina is dead!" I snap, sick and tired of hearing Raina's name come up every ten minutes. I've tried so much to get her out of my head but her memory haunts me.
Where is she? Is she alive? Sold to skin traders? No one knows.
I've searched everywhere but nothing. It's almost as if she vanished into thin air.
"Believe it or not, she's placed a curse on us all." Jayda says firmly and her parents indulge her by nodding along.
If anyone was punishing us, it would be the moon goddess and not Raina. The Raina I know would never curse a soul. She had the purest heart and was kind to a fault sometimes.
"Rest well." I sigh, dropping the topic. "I'll have the castle guards pick you up by evening." Jayda holds my hand as I plant a faint kiss on her forehead. She wants me to stay but I can't afford to hear Raina's name one more time today.
"So you're leaving?" She flares up but I have my back turned to her already. "Is it because of Raina? Raina is—"
I shut the ward's door and exhale in relief. I can't hear Jayda's constant nipping words while my heart is still heavy over losing my child for the sixth time.
My phone rings and I stare down at the caller ID. It's my head Beta.
"Hello."
"Alpha!" He salutes. "I just received news that your special guest has agreed to show up for tonight's party."
My heart lights up at once. This is the first good news I have heard in months. Right after I had heard there was a brilliant foreign doctor who could cure any illness and bring miracle solutions to every physical ailment, I invited the doctor immediately.
My hope is that he helps Jayda conceive again and give birth successfully. I am ready to pay whatever price it costs, however way.
I need an heir. I need someone to take over my pack and my empire.
"Set up the event hall. I'm coming to the pack house right away." I hang up and immediately bolt to the exit door of the hospital.
Cameras flash into my eyes as the press gather around me.
"Did the baby survive? Is Luna Jayda alive? Is it a boy or a girl?"
I'm sick of reporting bad news every time but I have no choice but to explain to my pack that I still have no heir.
As soon as I make the announcement, the crowd outside breaks into a roar. I can see people raising banners with Raina's face crossed in red paint or with "WITCH" written on her name.
I had cautioned Jayda not to publicly accuse her sister for our lack of children but she never listens. Any time she addresses the pack, she corrupts their mind by saying Raina's spirit is haunting the pack and her.
I still can't accept Raina's supposed death. A part of me feels guilty for her disappearance while another part of me is furious that she left the pack, left her family and endangered her life out of jealousy and lack of understanding.
Unwilling to address the crowd about the Raina issue, I slid into the SUV waiting for me.
"Take me to the packhouse." I say to the driver and we pull out of the hospital and through the crowd.
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Jayda is back from the hospital and is currently dressed for tonight's event. She's in high spirits after I let her know who's coming tonight.
News of the foreign doctor spread like wildfire and the press fill up the hall in sheer anticipation for our special guest.
I'm not a fan of miracles but even I have my hopes up.
"Where is the doctor?" Jayda tugs at my arm anxiously as she looks around.
"He should be here any minute."
The door swings open and a five man guard team emerges, accompanied by a group of maidens and medical team personnels.
Everyone's eyes are glued on the last person to walk in.
"She's a lady!" People gasp in awe.
I'm not too shocked as I know people from the South do not stick to conventions like we in the West. I've heard of females being Alphas of packs in the South, something that would be considered a taboo in Westmoon.
The doctor is dressed in a cherry red gown with a lace veil over her face.
I can't help the smile arching from my lips as I marvel at the inspiration of her outfit: Daring and bold.
She walks with graceful steps, as though her body is made of feather and iron at the same time. Her shoulders are high and proud, chin tilted up as she walks towards me.
I kiss the back of her gloved hand and we both take a bow.
"Alpha Xavier," I introduce myself although I know everyone in the South knows of the Westmoon Alpha.
She raises her lace veil and I nearly swallow my tongue.
Are my eyes deceiving me or is my ex-wife right in front of me?
"Raina?" Jayda gasps beside me.
The doctor looks baffled and her announcer beside us laughs. "This is Dr. Winter, the best doctor in all of the South. This is no 'Ray-whatever'"
I feel like snapping the neck of the rude announcer who referred to my late Luna as whatever, but I keep my cool.
Tonight has to go as planned.
"My apologies." I say, dropping Dr. Winter's hand. "You have a striking resemblance to..." I was about to say wife but Jayda clears her throat beside me. "... to my wife's late sister."
"Ohh." Doctor winter exclaims calmly and then turns to Jayda. "My condolences."
Jayda waves her hand. "Ohh no need for that. We're all happy she's dead."
Dr Winter's face goes cold for a second and I hope she doesn't hate my wife already for such an insensitive, careless comment.
Just then a young boy runs into the hall with a paper plane in his hands.
"Momma, come see." He beams with excitement. "I made a paper plane."
Dr. Winter's calm demeanor breaks for a moment and I can see the panic in her beautiful doe eyes. "I told you to stay in the car." She says as the boy embraces her.
"I was bored." The boy giggles as she scoops him into her arms.
"Your son?" I ask watching the boy cuddle his mother. He has dark raven hair and bright blue eyes, a look very rare to Westmoon wolves and even more rare in the South. The only wolf I had seen with such strange and striking features was Raina. Even Doctor Winter's grayish-blonde hair was no match for Raina's natural raven hair.
She drops the boy and whispers to one of her guards to escort him out.
Then she turns back to me, her face back to its casual countenance. "Pardon my son. He's too fond of me."
"What about his father?" Jayda asks, trying to start small talk.
Dr. Winter hesitates and again I feel like cursing Jayda for messing up our chances at winning the doctor's favour.
"Dead and irrelevant." She says coldly, her eyes locking into mine.
Xavier's POVThis must be the worst day of the Doctor’s life. Chained and surrounded by guards with half of WestMoon’s Elites gawking around, I’m certain this isn't what she planned for her first month in this pack. A hand touches mine, snapping my mind back to reality. “You're doing the right thing.” Jayda reassures me with a faint smile. My beautiful wife looks pale and weary. It saddens me to see her in such state, which brings my mind to a fixed thought; what if Dr Winter had actually poisoned Jayda? My eyes goes to meet her across the space. She's calm with a blank stare on her face, hands flaccid on her laps. She looks unbothered, a little hypnotized even. Apart from the incessant tapping of her left foot against the floor, there were no signs of anxiety in her. If she were guilty, she would be nervous definitely, but what if she's cold and manipulative, and just unremorseful for her crimes to even bother breaking a sweat? I sigh, returning my gaze to Jayda. “I know.” I giv
Jayda's POVI didn't sleep last night. Partly because of the gruesome experience of ingesting poison, but also because of the surprising excitement bubbling through me. While pain drove me crazy, the thoughts running through my mind were a natural anesthetic. The mind is truly powerful and has a way of distorting reality because tonight, which should have been an absolute nightmare, turned out to be the opposite. Sunlight spews into the room in dazzling colours, giving my room a golden glaze as the sun rises. It's morning already, and Xavier will be here any minute from now. Excitement gathers in my chest as I wait for his scent, but the clock keeps ticking, and my anxiety grows. He shouldn't have left me anyway. Who leaves his sick wife in the middle of the night? It's cruel and unfair, especially after I begged him to stay. I wonder what else warms him up at night better than me. A sour taste grows on my tongue as my excitement starts to dwindle. Maybe I should get a new hairsty
Kael's POVAt first, I thought the noise was coming from my toy helicopter. But then someone snorted loudly, followed by the creak of a chair, and I woke up fully.Mummy doesn't snore. Pushing away the blankets, I climb off the bed and tiptoe to the shut windows. It's dark inside but only a streak of sunlight streams in through a gap in the curtains. Sweat marrs my forehead as I stand with my back against the window. A slight tremor makes my teeth clatter together. Mummy doesn't believe this pack is safe, and as much as I want to have fun here, I don't also know what happened and how I got to the hospital.The person turns in the chair, groaning as his long legs stick out from the blanket. My suspicions are right, that's definitely a man’s leg: hairy and muscular. Probably a warrior gamma. The couch is too small to fit the big man and as he turns in his sleep, the couch creaks and then tilts. I hear a loud thud followed by curses spewing from the stranger. I should run but I'm to
Dr Winter's POVI blame my parents. The window doesn't bulge as I try to force it shut. The storm has long died down, but the wind still carries an uncanny chill. “Damn,” I wince, dropping from the gap in the wall I had climbed to reach the cell's tiny window. Sticking my cut finger into the warmth of my mouth, I suck in hoping to stop the mild bleeding. The rusted metal framing the grimy window had torn my finger, and I'm less concerned about the bleeding but rather the high risk of getting tetanus. Retiring to the concrete floor, I sit with my legs folded and intertwined at my ankles. Like I said, I blame my parents for my messed up life. Maybe if mum left my dad after the many times he gambled away our houserent, or if Dad left mum after he found out about her secret affairs, I wouldn't be here today. But no, after each heated quarrel, curses, tears and ceramics flying across the kitchen they still stayed together. I used to think it was love. What a stupid kid. They traumatize
Jayda's POVIf hell had a feeling, It had to be this. “Are you hungry?” Koch asks as he carries the bucket and mopstick from the floor. For the third time in the last hour, he had wiped the floors clean because I kept vomiting everything I took in. Yet this unwise dwarf can't quit his need to overplease me. Grimacing, I huff and dart my eyes away from the pesky man and to the other end of the bedroom where a more aggravating fellow stands, muttering orders to the chief physician. The only difference between them is that one is my servant and the other, my Alpha mate, whom I'm madly in love with. A contraction kicks in, and it feels like my intestines are shredding to bits. I wince, blowing a rush of air from my mouth, my lips vibrating. Xavier turns to me and quickly dismisses the physician, who bows and exits the room. Finally, I can breathe. As much as I don't mind being the centre of attention, it gets quite distressing when over fifty grown men are in your room by 1 am in the
Dr Winter's POVThe burning wood cackles in the hearth, throwing spittles of fire in the air. It's a cold and quiet night in WestMoon, as the angry storm had chased everyone into their homes, and even the usual chirping and croaking of nocturnal animals can't be heard. Cradled on a couch with a warm blanket wrapped around my shoulders, I watch the fireplace and listen to the violent rhythm of cackling fire. My mind is an unsafe place to be in, and so I'll rather spend tonight watching the only thing that feels alive. Kael had cried to sleep. After Xavier and his Beta had left the bar, Kael took off and ran into his room. I followed him, and pushed open the door before he could lock it. Reflecting on it now, I wish I hadn't. I could have spared myself the heartache and horror of hearing my son cry for his real father. It had been a minute since Kael had thrown such a tantrum, and my heart had appreciated it. Kael said a lot tonight, some made me cry while others made me angry and reg
Dr. Winter’s POVDo you know that feeling where it seems like you're moving, but the ground is shifting under your feet? That's how I feel right now as I flounder across the dance hall, searching for Kael.The party is buzzing with life, and no one seems to pay attention to the lady who's losing he
Xavier’s POVI’ve had awkward encounters in the past, but nothing beats this. I can't stop staring at Dr. Winter. My mind is trying to solve an inconceivable puzzle of how this lady can be so similar to my ex-wife and yet still so different. The party is coming to an end, and most people are eith
RAINA’s POVI don’t know how long I ran. Hours? Days? A week, maybe?There is no way for me to account for time, as all I see around me are green leaves, moss on rocks, and the peeling bark of old trees.At first, I had heard whistles and dog barks, probably from the pack’s search party. It didn’t
Raina’s POV“No,” I say after a dragged silence. My voice sounds sharper and more composed than how I feel. I am crashing inside, my temperature running higher than a volcano. “No, I refuse to sign this.”I refold the letter, tuck it back into the envelope, and toss it the same way it came.Xavier’







