Growing up, Elise had always fantasized about how it would be when she finds her mate and how he would save her from the harsh world she was forced to live in.
But as time went on, she concluded she would have no such thing as having a mate meant she had to have a wolf, or so she had thought. And in the blink of an eye, everything was changing for her. The thought of how she was able to defeat those wolves halfway hadn’t stopped hunting her. Although , she told herself the wolves were after her since she was a wolfless omega and they just thought about her as food or something, Elise’s head still kept telling her there was something more to it which she was still racking her head at. And now, to top it all, Kai, the Lycan Alpha just declared her as his mate?!. Elise thought she couldn’t breathe for a moment. The word “mate” made her heart skip for a second, and her mind started racing with emotions she couldn’t comprehend. Kai moved 2 steps closer, bringing Elise back from her thoughts. His eyes locked on her with a deeper intensity than that night at the silver moon ball. Looking into his eyes, although shy, Elise now understood why he looked at her the way he did at the ball. He wanted her. The realization that Kai, the Lycan Alpha wanted her sent a shiver down her spine as she recalled the intensity of his gaze, the way his eyes seemed to be set on her. Her heart raced, her cheeks turning red. Kai moved even closer to her, filling the space between them. Watching her reaction change from confusion to realization, the sight of her blushing and her pupils dilating with the thought of him pinched something in him. He almost couldn’t control himself. It felt like his body wanted to be inside hers. He started talking, his voice husky and low, “you’re my mate, Elise, the one my wolf yearns for”. His eyes still locked on hers. “Your wolf….”, she repeated, breaking the eye contact, her voice barely above a whisper. Without letting her say another word, Kai cupped her chin with his index finger, turning her face to his. “Yes, my wolf is me, Elise. I am my wolf, I yearn for you.” He said, his eyes not leaving hers. His hands now brushing her hair gently, making her skin prickle with goosebumps. They barely know each other, yet, he spoke with a conviction that left her breathless. Elise couldn’t explain why for a change, she believed everything this stranger was telling her. She couldn’t explain why, but his words felt so true, like she could feel the sincerity behind them. She searched into his eyes, still trying to stop herself from feeling the way she did. Self aware, he cupped her whole face with his hands while pressing his lips against hers. Elise’s breath caught in her throat. She couldn’t comprehend how she felt. His kiss was gentle, yet so possessive and passionate. It was Elise’s first kiss and it felt like her heart was going to jump out of her chest. Something in her screamed with joy and excitement. She didn’t understand that it was her wolf as it hadn’t fully risen. There was a loud knock on the door, which made Elise break the kiss, startled. Kai groaned a little, making Elise blush as his raised his brows, almost pouting. His expression, cute as he asked who it was. It was Lucien. Hearing this, his face relaxed a little. He let him in. Lucien came in while blurting out loudly, “You should check up on Elise, the girl you saved, she’s been looking for….” He stopped, startled at the sight of Elise. “Ohhh….Hi!..” He blurted again, waving his hands awkwardly at Elise. Then he turned to Kai, “we found something”. He said, smiling as Kai gave him a “what did you interrupt us for” look. Hearing this, Kai’s expression changed and he became interested in what Lucien has found. So he told him he would come check it out soon. Watching Lucien leave, he gently pulled Elise closer to him, while leaving a kiss on her forehead. I’ll be back, he said, his eyes flickering, while he stared at her. Elise couldn’t bring herself to say anything. She just nodded while blushing as it felt like words were going to fail her if she said anything else. Just the thought that she now had someone to wait on made her happy. She couldn’t help but scream a little, while caressing her cheeks as it felt like they were burning of excitement. That night, Elise took a cold bath, as it felt like she was actually burning from the happiness. She couldn’t stop thinking about everything. The kiss, the stares, the words, his gaze, everything. She didn’t even think about who she was and her encounter with the wolves that night. Her happy thoughts clouded her heart and she couldn’t remember when last she felt so happy. She told herself that she didn’t want to ruin the moment by thinking about things like who she was and why those wolves came after her, but in truth, she just was too happy to think about sad things. She reminisced the moment over and over again in her head till she slept off. The next day, Elise woke up feeling rejuvenated. She smiled brightly, while giggling as she did everything she did that morning. Ate breakfast happily, walked happily, she even felt less shy to walk in the halls. Anyone could tell she was happy. Later that day, Kai came to Elise’s room to tell her they had to meet with the pack. Her heart skipped for a second. She had never been in a pack, and now, she was the mate of not just any alpha, but the Lycan Alpha. She really could use some confidence stir up from the salesman at the supermarket at the moment. The salesman, Mickey as everyone called him was the only person Elise talked to. He was as bored and lonely as her, so they complimented each other. They only spoke when one of them was sad about something. Well, they was always something to be sad about, hence, they spoke almost every time they were opportuned to. Kai, who noticed the nervousness leaned in to caress her cheeks. “It’s just going to be bunch of people looking at how beautiful you are and how to get in your good graces since you’re my mate”, “You would even be the intimidating one to them”. He said, smiling. He knew what she was thinking as he had also thought about how she’d feel about it. He knew he had to reassure her. Although, she didn’t know this, but being his mate gave her so much power. It was like she was him, in a woman’s body. That was what being his mate meant. She didn’t need to be intimidated, instead she needed to not be too intimidating. Elise nodded with a sigh of relief, which he was glad to hear. “I already prepared some clothes for you”. He said. “I didn’t know your size, so I got each in different sizes, when you’re done checking them out, you can give the remaining clothes to the maids, they know what to do.” He added. Elise’s brows furrowed slightly. She had never had clothes gotten for her because she needed it. It was either because her aunt Thea didn’t want Elise to “embarrass her” by wearing shabby clothes, or it was because she didn’t want the clothes anymore. “Thank you”. She said, not wanting to show how happy she was, so he wouldn’t think the gesture was too much for her, she stared at the floor. “You’re welcome, gorgeous, he said, smiling. Elise blushed, her face still glued to the floor. “How do you feel now?” He asked after her health. “I’m okay now, thank you so much for the other day, I’m sorry I totally forgot to express my gratitude”. She said while facing him. “It’s my duty to protect you, Elise, you do not need to thank me”. “Just make sure you rest very well and if you need anything, there’s not a single person you can’t ask”. “Everyone would do what you ask happily”. He said. “Well, that is including me”, he added, making her blush. He left her to attend to something, promising to come get her when it was time to meet with the pack. Elise spent the rest of her day sorting out the clothes. This took all of her time as it felt like Kai got clothes for her whoke existence. After which, she waited for Kai to come get her.No!!!!!Elise screamed out from her sleep, panting heavily and sweating profusely.She had yet another dream again.This time, she didn’t remember it. But when she woke up, she was scared. She tried so hard to remember her dream, but she couldn’t. So she stood up and went to the toilet to take a piss.She yawned loudly while stretching on the toilet seat.“Hmm, my breath stinks.” She said while wrinkling her nose after she smelled her breath while covering her mouth and nose as she was yawning.After which she cleaned up and flushed. After placing the toothpaste on her toothbrush, Elise stared at the mirror in front of her. She hadn’t seen herself in weeks or months. That was the least of her problems.She started in the mirror while sighing as she started brushing her teeth. Her hair was messy and her face puffy. Looking at the mirror, a flash of her dream came through. She remembered seeing Kai. Kneeling down in his alpha suit or armor and he was crying over something. Or
The air smelled like smoke. Just a little. It was coming in from a small crack in the window.Elise sat outside, behind the healer’s place. Her back was resting on a big tree.The sun wasn’t really out yet.There was a little light in the sky, soft and slow, like it didn’t even want to rise.Her cloak was on, but it wasn’t warm. She didn’t care.She kept touching a loose thread on her sleeve. Just turning it in her fingers.She’d been sitting there for over an hour.She couldn’t sleep.Not after what they saw.Not after what the boy said.Her eyes burned—not from tears, but from the weight of everything she didn’t understand. The dreams. The wolves. The fear in everyone’s eyes.And still, no one looked at her the same.She was still the unstable one. Still the outsider. Powerless, yet somehow still dangerous in their eyes.A door creaked open behind her. Slow and firm footsteps were made across the wooden porch. Elise didn’t turn until the person spoke.“You always sit out here
The room was quiet.Too quiet.Elise shifted under the covers, her brow creased as she turned her face into the pillow. Her body felt stiff. Her mind wasn’t fully awake, but something tugged at her.The dream.It had been one of those dreams, the kind that left your skin cold and your chest tight, even after you woke up.She sat up slowly, rubbing her arms.She had seen them again.Feral wolves.Not just one this time. Not like the WhiteMoon Ball. There were many of them. Their glowing red eyes, their torn black fur, their twisted snouts, teeth so sharp they looked like they could cut through stone.And they were running.No.Hunting.In the dream, Elise had been standing in a village. One she didn’t recognize, but it felt familiar. The sky was gray. The wind was loud. And the wolves were everywhere. Tearing through homes. Ripping into anything that moved. The screams… thosevscreams wouldn’t leave her head.“Elise.”Her door creaked open.She jumped slightly.Kai stood ther
The sky was still grey when Elise opened her eyes. Not the soft, comforting kind of grey that promised a gentle morning, but the dull, heavy kind that made everything feel slower.She stared at the ceiling for a long time, letting her mind drift in and out of focus. Her body ached in places that weren’t physical. She could still feel the silence in her bones — the kind that lingered after too many goodbyes and not enough answers.The power was still gone.She tested it again. Just in case.She placed her palm over her chest and closed her eyes. Imagined the light. The warmth. The fire.Nothing.No glow. No flicker. Not even a heartbeat of energy.It was like trying to scream in a dream — like something inside her had been locked away and swallowed whole.She sighed quietly and pulled herself out of bed.Today wasn’t going to wait for her grief.By mid-morning, Elise found herself outside, her cloak wrapped tightly around her as she walked past the garden and through the outer field
Elise sat by the window of the infirmary, her legs were folded together, swinging back and forth while she rested her forehead on the sliding glass of the window.Outside, the training grounds were full of movement, they were filed with the sounds of laughter, shouting, and the rhythmic clash of weapons. Life was continuing, like nothing had happened. Everyone even seemed happier. The thought of this gave Elise mixed feelings and emotions. Not like she wanted them to be sad, she just felt bad for not fully enjoying or the happiness which loomed over them.It all felt surreal.Like she hadn’t just lost the one thing that made her feel like she belonged. Like she wasn’t sitting here, broken and forgotten.Kai had stepped out for a few minutes. He’d been hovering around her nonstop, barely leaving her side, and while Elise appreciated it, a part of her needed space. She didn’t want to be a burden to him.And it wasn’t because of him in anyway.Not because of him, but because of ho
Elise opened her eyes slowly.The light in the room was soft. Not too bright, but enough to make her squint a little. Her head was heavy. Like it wasn’t really part of her body.She lay there for a second, still and quiet, just staring at the ceiling.Where was she?She turned her head to the side.That’s when she saw him—Kai. Sitting in a wooden chair right next to the bed. His head was tilted down like he’d been dozing off, arms crossed, one leg tapping softly like he was waiting on something.No.Not something.Her.The second her movement made a sound, Kai looked up fast.“Elise?” His voice was low, but full of relief. “You’re awake.”She blinked at him. Her lips moved, but nothing came out. Her throat felt dry. She tried again.“…What happened?”Kai sat up straighter, leaning in a little. “You passed out. Back at the training grounds. After the light… the blast.”Right. The light.Her eyes widened as the memory came back. That feeling in her chest. Like fire. Like her whole