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15. Guilt's Edge.

Author: LORA ASHLEY
last update Last Updated: 2025-08-01 18:40:45
~ CASPIAN ~

The instant I peek inside the room, the scent hits me first.

Lavender. Soft. Faint. Fading.

Everything is still in place. Untouched. No one has entered this room since she left. I made sure of that.

The bed is still made. The curtains are tied the way she likes them. Her favorite books are still stacked there on the shelf, and her water bottle is still sitting untouched on the nightstand.

The entire place still looks like she might walk in any second. Like she's still here.

Stepping inside fully, I gently close the door behind me. The air feels heavier than I remember it, thick with memories I’ve tried to suffocate. I cross the room slowly, like I’m walking through a dream, and sit on the edge of the bed.

My hands run over the sheets, the pillows. They’re cold now. Lifeless. But once, they held the warmth of her body. Her love. Her soft sighs. Her laughter whenever she tickled me and kissed me.

She gave life to this place, but now, everything is meaningless.

My eye
LORA ASHLEY

Do you think Caspian deserves forgiveness… or is it too late for redemption? If you were Jocelyn and knew Caspian kept your diary… would you be touched or furious? Let’s talk about the diary entries. Which one hurt you the most to read, and why? Was it the wildflowers, the hand-holding, or the one where she said she could love him forever? 😭 Caspian says he rejected Jocelyn to protect her. Do you believe that… or do you think fear & duty made the decision for him? Callan didn’t hold back his words. Do you agree with everything he said to Caspian, or would you have said something harsher (or gentler)? Caspian said Jocelyn is his “selfish desire.” Do you think love can ever be selfish? This question suddenly reminds me of Hades & Persephone in Blood of Zeus. Well, don't forget to drop your thoughts in the comments! 💬🥰

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