ELIANA
Overwhelmed and utterly bewildered, I stood frozen, grappling with Gabriel's rejection. Folding clothes mechanically, my mind replayed my father's haunting words: "The love he claims to have for you will soon die." His disdainful tone echoed, conjuring painful childhood memories and unleashing a fresh wave of tears. With a heavy heart, I reluctantly dragged my box out of the compound, casting one final glance at the life I was leaving behind. The stark reality of my departure settled in, and I fought back tears, blinking uncontrollably to stem the emotional tide. The permanence of my departure was almost too much to bear, and I struggled to accept the finality of it all, my mind numbing the pain by convincing me it was just a temporary goodbye. As I settled into my ride, headed back to the chaos I thought I'd escaped forever, I felt a pang of despair. The ride seemed to fly by, and I wished it could last forever—a fleeting refuge from the sorrow that awaited me. Gazing up at the building, a wave of dread washed over me, and my stomach twisted into knots. Resignation settled in; I steeled myself for the unpleasant reality that awaited. I stepped into the house, noticing the subtle differences. The once-vibrant flowers now wilted, their beauty faded, echoing the melancholy that filled my heart. "Eliana?" My stepmother's voice snapped me back to reality. Her familiar scowl greeted me. "Go..." I began, but she interrupted, "What are you doing here?" Her physique remained unchanged, her raven hair still glossy. Despite my animosity, her beauty was undeniable. The same genes that made Vivian stunning were evident in her, a frustrating parallel. Her piercing gaze roamed over me, lingering on my box and pale complexion. "I... I came to clear my head," I stammered, "to stay here for a while." I added. "A while, huh?" She repeated, her eyes narrowing at the box. "Just to clear your head?" Her skeptical gaze lingered, then shifted, as if weighing options. I nodded. With a curt nod, she let out a devilish smile, a smile of victory, and signaled the maids, who promptly stepped forward to relieve me of my box. "Thank you," I whispered, my voice barely audible, weighed down by the crushing emotions that rendered me speechless. Self-loathing washed over me. I didn't blame her; I blamed myself. If only I weren't cursed, my mother would still be alive. Victoria wouldn't be questioning my right to stay in my father's house. Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes. I gazed around my room, frozen in time. Everything remained exactly as I'd left it. The familiarity was suffocating. I collapsed onto the bed, the creaking mattress echoing my weary sigh. Old wounds resurfaced, the weight of memories and regrets settling heavily upon me. A soft knock pierced the air. "Your presence is required in your father's room," the maid's gentle voice called through the door. My heart sank. Victoria had clearly wasted no time informing him of my arrival. I smoothed my dress with trembling hands, steeling myself as I entered his room. But he wasn't there. I proceeded to the sitting room, and his piercing gaze met mine. My heart racing, I froze. I walked down the stairs slowly, my heart racing. He sat engrossed in his magazine, a cup of coffee beside him. His eyes lifted, piercing mine. I felt a shiver run down my spine. "Young lady, I wasn't expecting you," he said, his voice devoid of warmth, his gaze still fixed on the magazine. No hint of affection or welcome. Just indifference. "It... was an emergency," I stuttered, feeling like I was being interrogated by a strict employer, not speaking to my own father. "I told you it wouldn't last, didn't I?" he said, his voice cold. "Now the owner's back, reclaiming what's hers." He looked up, his eyes piercing. So he knew. I sniffled, desperation creeping in. 'Please,' I begged, my tears welling up, threatening to spill. How could he prefer another person's daughter over his own? The unspoken question echoed painfully in my mind. I swallowed hard, struggling to contain my emotions. His brown eyes scanned me with disdain, their coldness suffocating. His words cut deep. "You have limited time left in this house. I don't want things falling apart now that you're back,” each word he uttered pierced through my heart. I met his gaze, absorbing the pain. His words seared into my soul. "Yes, your presence makes things fall apart." He never failed to remind me that I was cursed. "Darien's pre-alpha ceremony is soon, and you're coming. I must find someone suitable to pair you with." His eyes remained fixed on the magazine. "Pair me with...?" I whispered, fear creeping into my voice. His gaze remained fixed on the magazine, unaware or unconcerned with the dread spreading through me. "Eliana, you can't stay here. Your presence brings chaos. I must find someone else willing to take you in." His eyes blazed with hatred. "But my mate just rejected me." It took me a lot of courage to say that. Each word cut deeper than the last, a merciless barrage on my heart. "Mate or not, whoever takes you—old, young, beta, or omega—I’ll gladly give you up. Your presence suffocates me." "But—" I attempted to protest, only to be abruptly silenced. "No more questions, Eliana!" he barked. "Put on something decent. If no one's attracted to you today, you'll end up on the streets." Just then, his beloved walked in, cup in hand, her eyes narrowing in disdain as she gazed at me, her expression a familiar blend of contempt and disgust. "Am I interrupting a beautiful moment between father and daughter?" Her voice dripped with sarcasm. She knew it was no beautiful moment; there was never any beautiful moment between us. "And why is she dressing up?" Victoria asked, her red lips brushing against my father's forehead, exchanging a warm smile. "For Darien's ceremony," he replied, finally looking up from the magazine. Victoria's brow furrowed. "Why is her presence needed?" Victoria's brow remained furrowed as she glanced between my father and me. "I need to find someone to take her in; she can't stay here," he repeated, his words biting harder now that Victoria witnessed his rejection. Vivian's voice dripped with disdain. "But would she be coming with us?" "No, of course not," Father countered. "She'll come with Michael." Vivian flicked her hand dismissively. "You can leave." Her gesture was eerily reminiscent of shooing away an animal. I resisted the urge to say what I had in mind. She wouldn't want to hear it. Victoria was my mother's very close friend. I could tell from the pictures of my mom because Vivian was literally in all of them. As if being with her friend's husband wasn't enough, she still had the guts to hate me; she was definitely taking exclusive classes from the devil. Despite my frailty, I mustered the strength to obey my father's orders. It's not like I could do otherwise. I knew it wasn't an empty threat. He was capable of throwing me to the streets... He had done worse. I slipped into a red, strapless body hug dress, its tight fabric clinging to me like a second skin. A gift from Gabriel. I had initially resisted wearing it, but somehow found myself putting it on. My life depended on this ceremony; I had to put in my best, if not…ELIANAThe ride back was calm, not because I lacked words or didn't want to talk, but because my mind was elsewhere.My thoughts were a jumbled mess, consumed by the desperate need to convince Gabriel that Axel loved me, even though a part of me knew it was a lie I was telling myself as much as him.But I desperately needed to prove it to him - that Axel's love was real, that I was worthy of it. Gabriel's words had cut deep, leaving me feeling like I didn't deserve to exist, like I was somehow less than, unworthy of love or happiness. Maybe he was right, maybe I wasn't good enough, but the thought of accepting that was unbearable. I had to prove him wrong, had to show him that I was more than what he saw me as. The need to prove it burned inside me, overshadowing everything else, even the things that should have mattered more. It was a maddening obsession, one that consumed me, drove me to find a way, any way, to make Gabriel see what wasn’t existing- that Axel loved me, and I was w
ELIANA"My mind was racing with possibilities, consumed by the endless what-ifs. What could Vivian be hiding? What did Axel know that I didn't? The more I thought about it, the more my thoughts spiralled out of control. I felt like I was stuck in a maze with no exit, every door I opened leading to more questions. The worst part was the feeling of being in the dark, like I was the only one who didn't know what was going on. It seemed like everyone else was in on some secret, and I was just a pawn in their game. The thought sent a chill down my spine. Was I being manipulated?"He's in a discussion with the elders of the pack," she said, but even I could tell it was a lie. The words sounded rehearsed, lacking the sincerity that would have made them believable. I studied her face, searching for any hint of truth, but her eyes darted around the room, avoiding mine. The look on Axel's face said he wasn't buying it either. His eyes had narrowed, his brow furrowed in skepticism. He seemed to
ELIANA“Oh, hello dear,” I drawled, the sweetness in my tone dripping with sarcasm. She thought she could always toy with me, push me around like a pawn on her chessboard, but today was different. Today, I was ready to show her that I wouldn't be messed with, that I wouldn't be her doormat anymore.Her face was a picture of surprise, like she'd never heard me talk back before. I felt like I'd won the lottery, and my confidence was through the roof. I basked in the glory of standing up for myself, even if it was just for that one moment.“You look stunning,”she said, her voice laced with a sweetness that made my teeth ache. But I wasn't fooled – I saw the condescension lurking behind her words, the subtle dig that made me wonder if she was genuinely trying to compliment me or just manipulate me. I knew her game, and I wasn't buying it. The phrase 'you look stunning' sounded more like a backhanded compliment, a way to make me feel good about myself while subtly reinforcing her own supe
ELIANAAs I walked out of the restroom, I could sense Gabriel's gaze following me, his eyes lingering on me even though I wasn't looking directly at him. I could almost picture the smug, annoying smile spreading across his face, a familiar and infuriating sight."You spent so much time, I was almost getting worried," Axel said to me as I returned to the event center, his voice tinged with concern.I bit back a smile, hearing that he'd expressed worry about me. Maybe I was reading too much into it, but I couldn't shake the feeling that it meant more than it seemed. The thought lingered.I hated how little words of his made me feel - like a flutter in my chest, a warmth that spread through my veins, and a sense of being seen that I'd never experienced before. It was as if he had this uncanny ability to tap into emotions I thought I'd long buried, emotions I'd never even acknowledged to myself. Those few words, casually spoken, somehow managed to unravel me, leaving me feeling exposed
ELIANAThe thought sent a wave of anxiety through me. I had dug myself into a hole, and now I had to figure out how to get out of it without getting caught. Keeping up with the lie would require careful planning, quick thinking, and a lot of luck. I wasn't sure if I was up for the challenge, but I knew I had to try. The question was, how could I sustain this facade without losing my grip on reality?My mind was a whirlwind of different ideas, each one swirling around me like a vortex, pulling me in different directions. Some ideas seemed plausible, like stepping stones across a rushing river, promising a safe passage to the other side. Others, however, were far-fetched, like grasping at wisps of smoke that vanished into thin air the moment I thought I had a hold of them. As I stood there, mentally juggling these ideas, I felt like a juggler trying to keep too many balls in the air at once. Some ideas dropped to the ground, shattering into a hundred pieces, while others seemed to hover
ELIANA"I am not done with you," he said, his voice low and even, without a hint of anger or frustration. Yet, the words themselves carried a sense of finality, a warning that this conversation was far from over. He didn't raise his voice, but the calmness of his tone only made me feel more uneasy. As he spoke, his gaze roamed over me, from head to toe, with an intensity that made my skin prickle. It was as if he was taking stock of every detail about me, every curve and contour, every aspect of my appearance. I felt exposed, like I was standing in front of him without any defenses. The scrutiny was unnerving, and I shifted uncomfortably, trying to break free from his grip. But he held tight, his fingers still wrapped around my arm, a gentle but firm reminder that he wasn't letting me go anywhere. "I want us to talk," he added, his eyes locking onto mine once more. The words were simple, but the way he said them, the way he looked at me, made it clear that this wasn't a request. It w